yeah so I was paided with Tom Fletcher on shley come daning and the Fletcher welcomed me into their family home and I become really close to javanna Fletcher and she got me on the copper Field track and whilst I was there I was like hang on I'm a bit of a hypocrite I'm here getting everybody to Copper field to check their chests and I don't check myself no and then a few months later unfortunately I found a lump so really strictly kind of Saved My Life by per me with Tom Fletcher because had I not been checking I wouldn't be sat here right now um but it was the day before I went on my honeymoon I found it I still went on my honeymoon um and then I went to the GP straight afterwards and did you tell your other half no there's no way he would have been on that honeymoon he would have just been in panic and I knew in my head I just I just had this gut feeling