you think that Jen is not picking Marcus no I'm almost certain Marcus's Hometown she'll be meeting his sister Gabriella she chats with Gabriella now breaks down into tears she says that they're both scared and she admits that she's falling in love with Marcus and Andy you said I think she's crying because she knows she's letting him go the main thing here is that Marcus is spiraling he sees the other guys being so ready and confident and Marcus in his itm says he feels shame for not being there yet he says what are those guys doing that I'm not capable of right now he's got big walls I mean I just think he has a lot of trauma to work through I really hope that he is considering therapy in his real life I think that he and Jen are similar in that they have both felt broken you know he's putting on a good face yeah but you can see through it you're not seeing the real Marcus the real Marcus I don't know what the real Marcus is but I don't know if Marcus knows who the real Marcus is