just how hard must it have been to you know to lose your dad a couple you know a day or two before the game and um just emotionally did that take a lot out of you um yeah I I try my best to just you know try at least for at least three hours to separate the two um but again like I'm not going to use that as an excuse of why we play Bad um but yeah it was definitely a lot of you know a heavy heart you know these last couple days but um again like I don't want to I don't want to use that as an excuse of why we lost