when I was watching the film um something that really affected me personally there's a lot about substances in the film I was shocked to realize that part of my journey that I was looking to find the trauma inside of me and what is it about a big part of it was I used to be a blackout Drinker and so watching this film was an extraordinary Journey for me to forgive myself for that because because I've put myself in situations I shouldn't have put myself in and I felt so much Shame about that and I haven't had a drink in five years oh my God congratulations thank you