well my family went to a church went local church and we went there like three years my sister was involved in teaching Sunday school for little kids and one day we came in it was early morning you the morning you know morning and the pastor met us at the door and he said well I'm glad to see you here I hope you come again and we've been here for three years so it's like okay I think we don't haven't made an impression in this individual you know so we' been there for three years and so we just you know I was like kind of that was like you know okay do anything you know I think one of the things you're talking about you know you talk about hey here's the political side but you don't really fail the church you don't really fail the country