um you know it's it's about winning losing uh but yeah I was bad um it's kind of that same thing but we're going to figure this out we're going we know what the problem is I'm going to stop talking about it and I'm going figure out a way and whenever I pitch again I'm going to um figure a way to be better and but yeah heck of a win um the little things that hustling and beating out balls at first and that's how we scored and um just it's been a good start the second half in that way but um you know like we saw what happened in the first two innings tonight so what were you feeling that was maybe you were out of rhythm yeah I just I didn't have that strike pitch to get back in counts and I think that's kind of what been has been the problem the last you know six starts is you know those first whatever it was uh starts I had it I was getting back in counts and I haven't done that and it's getting where I'm 203 right now instead of 1 and one two and uh it's been ugly so I'm not not getting hit I'm just walking a lot of people so um we got to figure out how to clean that up and we're going to um but yeah this one's a frustrating one to after these few before this so