081623 Rosie and Stan Robinson The Brook Wellness Center in Branson Mo

[Music] that I made to make the change in my life was to throw my hands up and ask God to take over that's really the only [Music] conscious you are listening to a cup of Sunrise where we know a yacht is a silent screen for coffee now your host pastor Joe and and good morning you guys are on a cup of Sunrise that's right with the one and only little short round guy pastor Joe and the amazing the incredible the bomb that's because when she's mad at me she explodes the one and only St rocks good morning good morning guys we've got some very special guests here with from the brook Wellness Center now the first time I was even familiar this has probably been three years ago maybe four years ago I'm going through Facebook I was working for an insurance company and I was going through Facebook and there was this accent and I'm going because I'm flipping through the things right and this accent come up I'm going what in the world is that and I'm going and this person so bubbly and and they're ministering over the way and I've going the brick Wellness Center so I'm sitting there listening I've been a fan ever since and I was kind of because I've been watching uh the devotional moments that that you do and then um a month ago or less my whole system was hacked and so I had to start with a whole new Facebook and I don't remember everybody you know and I was like man and all of a sudden Brook Wellness Center popped I oh yeah and so now I'm back on track and then we had a situation in our life and uh I said oh we got to get them on we got to get them on so guys I want to introduce we're going to be talking uh to ston Rosie here in just a little bit but they are the founders see EO president and the Clinical Director and chaplain of the brook Wellness Center out of Branson Missouri good morning guys good morning morning so I'm really excited about say good morning again good morning you just wait guys you just wait okay a couple things before we get started um today's national holiday I love this one it's got to be food you guys you you know Joe is all into the food holidays National brought worst day yes that's right there was a golf course over in by Boaz Missouri and man you play the front nine and you get to the clubhouse and the BRS were amazing and then for the back nine you're miserable but it was so worth it you know so I may go play golf today just to go get BRS yeah that's a great idea all right great and uh so that's today's national holiday go out get a br Wars because I'm going to celebrate I'm that's definitely one of my celebration is is today you know okay you have this morning's devotional I do as usual we're reading out of the 302 devotional by my by Mr Barry young and today we're reading out of Psalms 103 verses 2 through3 and I want to read it to you off of the Bible instead of out of here so I've got it pulled up here bless the Lord oh my soul isn't that in a song it should be and forget not all his benefits who who forgives all your iniquities who heals all your diseases and the responders reflection down here says a court of law promises a trial with an unknown outcome God promises an immediate trial with a known outcome that he forgives you amen am amen I I like of that yeah me too yeah because no matter what we go through he's already got this figured out and we we have such a small Vision we see now because I when when 30 years ago before before you you left England right okay make sure I get that right England you had 30 years ago you had no idea where you were going to be at today but 200,000 years ago God did know where you were going to be at today and I love that we have such a small video we see now that's all we see second by second whatever happens but God sees tomorrow an hour from now 10 years from now a hundred years from now and that just amazes me to think about that power and what he has and what he gives um and how he plants and I used to think Rosie and St I used to think that there was the perfect will of God and I was I was taught this that there's the perfect will of God and there's the permissive will of God but if you don't follow the perfect will of God that he allows you to follow in the permissive will well here's the problem with that thought process that I was taught God already knows when I'm going to mess up he already knows the curves I'm going to go through the sidetracks I'm going to go through he already knows the path the all the the the major screw-ups so what I'm following is God's perfect will because I'm not I'm it didn't shock him there's nowhere that God said man I can't believe Joe did that that one caught me off guard you know that's my line yeah now now with your ministry that you guys have I I I would have to imagine I would have to assume with the brick Wellness energy you get guys like that that will say I've messed up too far for God to forgive me I I I've gone too far you understand as the chaplain I imagine you probably hear that quite a bit over there it's it's a common problem um people actually you know there's a difference between guilt and shame yes right shame is where we're disgusted with oursel we're bad guilt we did something bad 90% of our our people are to that point in their life where it's not guilt anymore it's absolute shame when they look ATS they're like I'm just I'm just worthless anyway there's nobody that that can save me there's nothing out there for me so I'm just going to stay in drugs because that's that's my best friend that's my lover that that's my comfort zone that's what I'm used to this is the path guys we're going to be talking about the brook Wellness Center and you guys over at the brook Wellness not only are a an outpatient treatment center but it's Faith B based you know the core is Christ and and I love that but before we get into um that uh Rosie tell us a little bit about yourself and then we're going to have Stan do that he just want to hear my accent yeah okay wants to he it I mean I know I mean I understand Stan you know we got the same kind of accent you know so I'm like absolutely we don't need an interpreter for this you know we're good now anything happens Stan you got interpretation all right we're move and no folks we're not moving in gifts you know so I don't want no confusion here so tell us a little bit about your your background before we got in before you got involved in the Brooks so I actually um I was born in Gibralter that's what it's called ji jalta is the very tip of uh Europe the very end bottom of Europe and it's a British colony and then when I was 18 I moved over to England so I spent most of my life in England and um until I got here in 2004 um and then I met Stan online like 23 years ago I didn't even know how to turn on a computer he had just started I'm serious 200 year 2000 I'm like how do you press this thing so um and now she does lives in the morning yes it's it's yeah I'm so yeah challenged but there you go um but with with when I I grew up and in with a very good family very I mean we' never seen drugs alcohol that was not my my family my we know we live my mom my my dad my brother my grandfather my grandmother it was a typical kind of very family I say typical it's not for him but it's a very typical um European type of family that's what I should say the culture Collective very Collective family very close okay and so we I never knew anything about drugs aloh that was to me was Hollywood I'm serious it was like I was that naive person of like if somebody tells me oh they're on drugs oh they can just stop they can just stop that was just me because I didn't know any different I wasn't brought up in that right so um so I grew up and then eventually I came to England and and I was in England and again I was I was a single mom at one point I was you know had three children and anyway but I I didn't I didn't have there was this rehab center this there was even even my thoughts okay okay it wasn't even my thoughts I went through a lot of different different things with my um ex-husband okay and uh basically he did something to my child he never should have done right so I just packed up and left with my three kids because it's only going to happen once folks gotcha I'm just let you know get them girl get so I went and I became a single mom so here I am in England with the three kids and um no in I mean I was angry at the world angry angry at men angry you know and I was battling so eventually oh yeah I had an encounter with the Lord September 19 1999 and I got saved like I'm talking radically saved like yes like the Paul Damascus experience for real for real and it changed my whole world and So eventually I said well Lord I need Christian friends I I I I I don't know anybody everybody just disappears because when you start talking about the Bible oh okay okay she's a Bible whatever no I was just so excited I'm like where has this been on my life right so and and so I went on the internet eventually when I figured it out and um I went into this place called christiancafe.com okay it was the only thing that popped up and I'm like oh cool I can speak to other people well I'm realizing that I'm speaking from everywhere in the world okay and then I'm saying hey so this person comes along and says hey um I I do online Bible studies and that oh yes right so I'm there So eventually it says hey if you need any questions this is uh this is where you can reach me here's my phone number but I ain't calling no are you kidding me I'm not chasing after no man or no they're GNA there was no romance at all it was literally I wanted to learn about the Bible sure So eventually I you know I had some questions I had more questions right because my biggest question was can I remarry is that against the law you know go God's whatever you know I had all this I was brought up Catholic okay oh okay yeah so very that once married you Mar that's it you divorce that's it you're done okay so I had this real so I asked this person in online hey can I remarry I mean I don't know right uh because the first thing that happened once I got saved the Lord had me had me with his help forgive my ex-husband I had to forgive him CU I couldn't go on any further because you don't want to take the baggage from the other right bad idea bad idea so anyway I I this person says well this another Well if you got any questions call me and I thought okay well all right I'll call him I called nobody answered anyway so I go to church come back and there's a little thing on the answering machine right say hi this is Dan from Texas I'm like oh okay he's only called me and yes um don't know what to do but I love the accent so I'm G see you say the I can't winding like that's really cool I mean he only spoke like 30 seconds hi this is Stan from Texas that sounds amazing st's from Texas now she's gonna have that accent for a week he was actually from was he's from Washington State but he was living in Texas at the time so anyway and so he called back well we called back we spent four hours on the phone and we decided we were going to get married we had even met our wedding planned our wedding 23 years ago okay so you guys met in a Christian Bible study chat room yes okay and so listen Stan say listen any questions I'm the Man Stan the Man ex and I got you so you call them up from England to Texas and he says 30 seconds he goes okay this is Stan I'm the Man apparently he was and so call up and four hours later we were planning the wedding we had never even met and you guys have been together now for how long 23 years and that's why it's worked out so well that's amazing you know what God's anointed what God's appointed like whoa anyway he met he came over he met my children whatever so we we married and all that so as we were going there for four four years or so the Lord says uh you're supposed to go to Bible school and he goes okay we kept looking in England go mm no it's in Texas like in Te hold on I I've never lived in America wait a minute hold you know so the Lord had to actually touch my heart because you don't just uproot everything this is a different continent you understand this is not just to yeah to Missour as you said is Missouri but for me but I don't know I got a I got an England girl going Missouri this is a good day please don't please don't encourage I call it Missouri so anyway we moved here he goes to Bible School uh Pastor Steve Hill he was an renowned evangelist he was and the brown Revival Brownsville Revival um I let him tell you about his story to me because his story growing up is completely different than mine different you see and and that's one of the things that I love because everybody says you know I am a firm believer in opposite the tract uh you know different backgrounds different things like that and and God can anoint and appoint and and use as a Ministry and and with your background coming into Texas bringing three kids yeah four we had we had one together so we now have four okay but you brought three with you okay yes okay of it's just yes we we'll go we'll go simple uh so brought some kids four hours you guys have as many kids as you guys talk to me a wedding okay as long as that yes and you come into America and Stan what on that voice I've got to ask when did you say you know what this is the woman for me okay then I get to tell that part my part of that story I was doing that online Bible study yes was singing out to her and she did contact me through an email we talked four hours but here's what happened I wasn't dating I was on my way to Bible College before we met I told God I'm done I'd actually went on a date with a lawyer in Midland Texas she was pretty and Rich I was done yeah turn my life to God it was that night I this Christian Cafe pops up I'm on AOL doing my online Bible study sitting up to my friends I'm like what is this her her pi picture was the the featured profile picture oh wow so I I see this face I'm like wow she's pretty and I again I look at oh she's some girl over in England that's never gonna work so you're not even really looking no I'm going to Bible College I'm there in you weren't really looking no we were not looking she weren't looking I love that I love this so then I'm literally I get home the next day because I can't get that picture out of my head I see her face I read about it I get I was reading the Left Behind series couldn't wait to get into the book back I had like okay I'm done working I'm I'm G to go check my emails I'm G to go read right well what's better get closer oh no this M's good oh so um it's a sure anyway sorry old sound man stuff came out of me but so I um I I get home from work the second day and all day I could think about was that face I could not get her out of my head that picture of her so I get there and I get done work I'm staying at my brother's house helping him do some pain jobs before I go to college that's what I was doing now what were you going to college for um I was going to go to uh D Institute in Dallas to get my threee I would get the bachelor in computer engineering then I was going to mount molo Bible College with that bachelor degree to put so you were going for engineering well I was going to engineering to become a pastor I wanted to use that by vocationally to put me through school Mount molom you had to have a bachelor degree it was for some reason I wanted to go to Bible College at the time didn't know but so I um we story you couldn't get her out of your head you went home check your email and the part he didn't tell you is that he was rebuking the devil all night no no no women not dating I'm not Lord I'm focused on you the next day I can't get in my head I get home and my brother has rules at his house you have to have showers dinner together as a family then you can go and do your thing even though I'm a grown man right so I'm like okay come on you guys hurry up and eat get shut up you know I'm sitting there with my niece and nephew guys come on let's eat because I wanted to go it took me about four hours to find her again on that site cuz I didn't know about browser histories and all that stuff I find her and that's when I sent her the first email hey stand Texas you I do an online Bible study then she emailed me a few times and then of course that I couldn't get her out of my head I could see her in my face all day could not move I'm like Lord get her out of my head in Jesus name I'm sting he's the one who put her there I didn't even notice that you know one of the questions I had somebody we pastor of the small Church there in Branson and one of the questions somebody asked me just last week how do you know when it's God's voice or your voice you're going to have a struggle with that it does happen sometimes you struggle sometimes it's it's very clear but this is such a reality perample perfect example of that he in Bible College and listen to God's voice God is say this is what you're do it and he's rebuking God yes the Devil he's reing the devil to leave him alone so so but so you guys so this 4-Hour conversation how long was it before you ended up coming together well August no no it was August that we spoke first November we we he came to England met my children December we married very good yeah three months later that's perfect and my mom kept saying wait a minute what if he's an Ax Murderer and I'm going I'll just go to heaven sooner than I thought it's okay I'm serious oh tell them about the arranged marriage oh yes so I'm on the plane I'm on the plane and they go why are you going to America oh to meet my husband is it an arranged marriage uh yes by him arranged there you go okay I want to bring this out because I think we did a show here a couple shows ago and and guys ladies men you you're hurting you're lonely and you're doing all these dating apps to try to find that one person and all is doing is putting you in a meat market because that's what dating apps really are are meat markets okay um they met in a Bible uh chat room they and God brought them together God has the one when you're focused on God God can focus on you yes but he's waiting for you to get focused so get off the stupid date apps that meat market and get back don't be going to Facebook put your face in the book yes okay seek ye first the kingdom of God absolutely exactly right so now be because I know with st and I I wasn't going to get married again I done screwed them up I'm done I'm done and uh and after she got saved I think we were married five weeks later you know but we've been together for some years during our our time in in the world but um so you guys come together got married in Texas going to Bible school to be a pastor he's not gone to school yet he's not working toward that process okay so now you ended up going to to Bible school right graduating y for your your pastorial I went to Heartland School of ministry in Irving Texas and that was a evangelist Steve Hills Ministry that he started down there so I I was in the Pioneer class which is interesting I got to go with the first 36 kids that started we all started together 28 of us graduated very cool and um it was incredible it was five days a week 8 o' to 1:00 every day intense Bible study and then and then to work that night yes yeah with three kids or uh at home and then one coming here soon okay so I want to fast forward yes okay so together you're in Texas what was the thing that got you out of Texas into Branson to start the brook so 2007 is when he graduated about a week or so before he graduated I mean I was I was with a friend she was playing the piano the the keyboard and we were just in a state of worship we just worship right there the Lord just I mean it just it's like a download it just dropped it you're supposed to open up a rehab center I'm like and you have no background in that whatsoever that and that's what shocked me I'm like okay I have no experience okay at all which once you hear his story you will see oh I get it but I didn't know anything so when he's sharing his life with to me about his upbringing and what he did I'm like it's like I'm watching a movie I have never experienced none of that right so anyway so he he um so we're there and he says I want you I want you to open so we're looking around in Texas where where where right who there's nowhere in I just don't have that witness in my spirit right I sudden s say yeah I get the same thing we're supposed to do but where I I don't get it we had a house I was a bank manager he was a an investment banker I mean we had really good jobs good salaries and I mean we were good and the Lord says Branson like just out of nowhere wait wait Branson Branson Missouri we looking up this is a tourist town why are we going to a tourist well let me tell you my part of that I did I looked it up and I saw Table Rock Lake and I saw Bass Pro fish okay I'm all in so say no more Lord so now to kind of tie this where you're at um because with your upbringing but yours was a lot different tell us about about a little bit about yours Stan I'll give you the quick version okay I grew up on the west coast Washington State um stepdad was the he was 100% Blackfoot Native American Indian great lovely guy loved him until he drank alcohol which was every day from the time he woke up till the time he passed out so my brothers and I we were we grew up being abused by him physically um but uh at three days for my 12th birthday it was time to go be a man my stepdad said so he kicked me in the ribs and I moved me out so I went in the streets um at that time the bikers kind of took me in um I'm not going to say which group but right um turned out that I had a cousin I call him my brother but a cousin was uh was a PR of a chapter over there on the west coast so when I was nine years old he blood dropped me and and so I kind of grew up and you understand that see guys shaking your head so you understand that so I kind of grew up in that you know I'm nine years old and I'm out there fighting my grown cousin brother and all his buddies and and um so I got a little scared I spent a little time in the streets um when I turned 13 I found a wallet it had $600 in it so I took that I invested in marijuana was $575 for quarter or for a pound I think and I so that's why I started doing 13 I'm selling pot to the to the bikers it's kind of funny these are the ones that got me started right and it was just but um so my life is just crazy um I don't remember a lot of those times I street fights and you know just trying to survive but uh at 13 at 13 I'm running the streets um I get back I get in so much trouble that they kick me out of the state of Washington I get in a fight and I I I broke this kid's neck and Washington State said you have to leave and go live with your dab in Texas that's what I up going to Texas okay okay um I got there and I got in a little bit of trouble but I end up going to Midland High School and stuff and kind of got on track learned how to work something I think my my my biological dad work taught me hard work work ethics so so I'm thankful for that but um he wasn't exactly the I wasn't he wasn't nice either my dad was a very he was married 11 times I had 23 brothers and sisters good Heavens see what I'm saying we're so different yeah wow totally different and in fact I don't I don't even know some of them I've met them but I don't know them you know I know by name but um so where am I at I I get married when I'm 17 in Texas Midland I married the little uh Texas little sweetheart you know um she divorces Me 2 years later it didn't work I end up meeting this little girl and discovering methamphetamines all right um it's weird because I never did me before growing up with with my brother up there on the west coast I never actually did it when I I knew what it was I heard 417 I know my brothers and them all talking about it and stuff I just I was always a pot like no just give me Po I'm good you know so anyway this little girl I'm I'm hurting I'm at the can I see this little girl and she screams and cusses at me and next thing you know we're we're together that sounds like our relationship we I discover methamphetamine which I I find very quickly after nine months that this is the devil I'm going to go to hell and I'm scared there was a night that I I literally heard Satan saying I'm coming after you man you know and and I know it was that tweaker brain but I actually went to kill myself I went to jump off the bridge and Say Goodbye granberry Texas and there's a bridge there that if you jump just right people could find a way to die there and I was like I'm done it I had a quarter left I looked like a skeleton I looked in the mirror that girlfriend I just messed it up with her because her parents heard us talking on the phone about drugs and they isolated her away sure and I'm what am I gonna do so I'm like I'm done I can't see my baby my brand new baby who's born so I'm just go jump in the bridge I had one quarter left there's a Safeway grocery store there in in um I don't know if it's still there but it was in Granbury Texas and I had the big old gigantic yellow phone book thing you know how the hanging down and I put the quarter in to call my ex-wife to say tell my daughter I'm sorry you know I'm gonna go say goodbye and the phone was busy so I got my quarterback and the phone book is open and the the page it says be all you can be join the Army wow I I swear to you this really happened we went from suicide let's go to the second neck the second best best I'm sitting there going and I'm just looking at it I'm like be all you can be what can I be I'm a piece of crap you know for me for the work but that's how I yeah absolutely that's real and and um so I put that quarter in the recruiter comes and picks me up takes me to Dairy King not queen king yeah $22 in food I'll never forget which was like just devouring his food he goes so what are you coming off of and I just told him math and he goes all right I got you you guys don't don't don't bust on recruiters for this he took me to his house let me have a shower his wife washed my clothes he gave me an ounce of marijuana oh my goodness and said I want you to get off a meth because I'm GNA take you and put you in the Army I'm G to get you in I'm gonna get you out here as soon as I can two weeks later I'm Fort SE Oklahoma field artillery seven years in the military turned out I was a good soldier I got chosen to to go and do some pretty cool stuff was on my way to become a warrant officer intelligence I got injured in Berlin uh the Wall came down in Berlin as you guys know I was there I was stationed there and when the Wall came down they're like well you're injured we don't really have that job for you anymore because Berlin you know we're not here so I come back to America don't know what I'm gonna do with my life I get mixed up in drugs again cocaine so the Army taught me how to fight taught me how to do things well what do you do when that's all you know you find jobs where you can you find jobs where I can fight and do the things so I end up meeting this um this gentleman that was can't talk too much sure but I end up um being a bodyguard and um I did some pretty bad things we we used to bring a lot of cocaine into the country okay so um one day I had to go do a collection and he pointed he said up there in that apartment just go up there it's 100 bucks 100 bucks was a punch in the ribs or something you know right um I went up there to do the collection and it was one of my best friends that I went to school with that I my brother and I were his co- best man oh wow and I look at him and I'm just like and I'm sitting there going oh my God this cocaine is so poison that we're it's affecting my my friends yes you never see that when you're dealing you realize what we're doing to our friends right right so um I paid his debt punched him in the stomach and uh went and said I'm out I'm done well that was hard to get out thankfully I had a brother that was connected how he was I was able to get out of that lifestyle I got to walk away and everybody was happy on both sides so we're all good but you had an encounter with the Lord I had an encounter with the Lord oh my goodness you guys I saw Satan in real life and when I saw Satan in real life I said wait a minute if he's real then God's got to be real and I sure don't want to go that way I got a little bit scared yeah and I met Jesus and I have never changed I can honestly tell you Rosie her story of how she got saved I know we don't have a lot of time today but someday you guys have to actually hear that because that is is different than her the Paul it's amazing Jesus came to her in her house in England right we're going we're going to have to schedule another another time with you guys because I'm there's so I've got so many questions right now popping through my head and I'm looking at the time going my good we need to double this so what I want to do guys we're going to bring them back on because this is Powerhouse man this is Powerhouse but I want I want to talk you've got an event coming up with Brook Wellness Center and as God brought you in because we we're going discover more on Brook Wellness Center but right now what does you started Brook Wellness Center when 2018 and what does Brook Wellness Center because I know we had to have his testimony to tie that in um so what does Brook Wellness Center do so we're an outpatient treatment center we do substance use and mental health okay we help children adolescence and adults okay so his heart even though his adults the children for him because he was that Homeless kid you see so for him it's like if I can turn this person's life now we don't have to worry about it later right we're not going to be the criminals it's not going to be the drug dealers of tomorrow you know so that's where his love is is the children is his soft spot but um but so what we do is we're a nonprofit but most importantly is we're faith-based that that's the most important thing because I mean we've got therapies of course we got therapies and all that but yes we we are State Certified to provide evidence-based treatment modalities okay with and but Rosie and I we're Faith we're we're all God we love God and that's how we oversee the brook through Christian values if if you go to their Facebook page which is the brook Wellness Center you go to their this is how I this is how I found found you um some years ago um if you go to their page Rosie does a morning devotional on there and uh it they're amazing they really are because you have this person number one in the morning I got to have my coffee don't talk to me and let me get you know situated you know get into my devotional what whatever I need to do uh but when Rosie comes on around 8 o' right around that between 8 and 9 she gets in there she gives us devotional and it's very uplifting the joy of the Lord is there and how many knows the joy of the Lord is our strength and it's very uplifting it's very encouraging get your coffee turn on Rosie uh Brook Wellness Center and and listen it's not very long no usually five minutes max 5 minutes and get in there I'm going to tell you it's going to really make your day and the accent's a bonus okay so so if somebody now somebody they're having problems um with addictions yes um somebody who's having some mental depression depression anxiety they're they're kind of sisters yeah so they're going to call up and and they're interor whatever the situation may be or even cour appointed um now do you also work with people who because you're an outpatient who's already in a program but they can come to you as an outpatient yes okay um so they come what are they going to experience they're going to walk in you got to do the evaluation process first so what are they going to go through but before that we there's going to be that encouraging voice in the other end because the worst thing they can feel is judged that's the worst so we're in non-judgmental see Jesus did he's the judge right we're not the judge absolutely so it doesn't matter if you've come from sex trafficking because we have that too sex trafficking if you've been just selling Dr dope whatever whatever it is you're at the end of the road it doesn't matter what it is we're going to say we are so glad you called we you just joined the Brook family that's this is your family I'm I'm going to tell you one of the things I like when I call over there okay is um we're we're going to find that person that you're wanting to talk to you are not on hold right and I love that and that may sound really simple but when it's like okay we're going to put you on hold now you're like oh for even when you call 911 thank you for calling 911 could you please hold yeah right hold on hold on Robert I'm on hold with the police stop having the heart attack but what that what that yeah stop but what that does it's like okay we find Value in you so we're not going to put I mean in reality yeah I'm on hold but I'm not on hold because I know somebody's getting somebody yes uh now I've had to leave a message I think a time or two but it's almost like it was okay I wasn't on hold you know so I know that sounds really warp that's the way my mind worked um it was the 80s years but um you know it's just that it's that part of that you have value yes um and I think that carries on into what you just said is we're not going to judge you that's not our job so they're going to come in it's a non-judgment base let's take you for who you are and where we're at yes okay and we we're going to love you with the love of Jesus because if we get in our head we're going to judge you see what I'm saying if we get in our own because like how can she how can he no it's like we don't know how they got there we don't know how they got to drinking or doing drugs we don't know that but then see I've looked back in my life and go you know what if I had gone through what you have gone through I can't say that I would never start drinking or doing drugs and that's how I always put that in my head you know so I get that person's level I'm like wow you know but the fact that they've reached out I get so excited that they do and so I'm a hugger that's me I'm a hugger and I always just to say hey you're going to get a mama hug that's what's going to happen when you come over here you know and they're all our kids that's how we are we have these probably 300 kids that's how we call it so because we're an out an outpatient but we're nonprofit the most important is we have to also raise funds so here's how it works so we have people that come from children division right right so we provide services for them so that's one way of funding we have um insurances we take a lot of insurances right we also have a different state funding so it comes through that and but if and or private private clients as well if you don't fit into any of those categories because we don't want you to pay that's the biggest thing yeah because that's how we we had somebody no money right homeless yes but wanting needing help correct so now what or something like that because that's probably a lot a lot of people yeah they're like I can't afford it how much and we're like okay don't think about money right now just think about do you want help do you want help we're going to give you help we're going to figure out the money right so if they don't qualify for any of those we have a scholarship fund okay things like the gala say so everything that we do is a fundraiser okay everything that they do is a silent auction a live auction whatever it is we do we sell tables sponsors whatever everything after we obviously clear the expense of what it costs right everything goes into the scholarship fund everything so anything anybody that comes in and they really truly cannot afford it we like don't let money be the reason why you don't get help absolutely we've never turned anyone away in five years never because of M that is so beautiful and um we were invited stom myself we were invited and we're going to be there good and so thank you for the RS there you go this is our RSVP good listen apparently I can't work an email I can't work a text message to you so I told you on the phone I got to do this verbally because I got fat fingers and they don't work with my brain but this is on Saturday September 9th doors open at 5:30 at the sanctuary of Hope 1790 B Creek Road in Branson dinner live and silent auction um tickets are $40 a and that's a great deal because not only are you getting fix bed uh you got the auction going on but think of all the ones that you're able to help yes and I'm I'm going to say this one one thing and and not go into a lot of detail about it um but Branson needs this needs this type of ministry needs this type of healing because somebody going through uh uh drug rehabilitation alcohol uh whatever that situation is God can move in a great and powerful way and in fact I know St and and you guys don't even know this but I know there's somebody going over to your place now that had a major impact on us Major Impact um and we're glad he's there good okay but guys uh you can register online the brookwell center.org backevents go to their Facebook page the brook Wellness Center not the Brooks The Brook Wellness Center based off second Kings chapter 17 verse 4 with Elijah okay thank you buddy thank you Matt and uh we're going to have them back because guys we haven't even touched everything yet but we've got a great base and we're going to get more so as soon as we can get them back in fact after we go off I'm gonna say when can we have you back so just go ahead and Talk Amongst yourself on a date okay guys we are we we were going to have to get out of here but don't forget stay tuned for the next program coming up in about 15 minutes um you youve got uh Next program is changing time changing times if you want to be a guest on a cup of Sunrise email me cup ofs Sunrise gmail.com guys God bless love you see you later [Music] a on the cross you Di CH blood