my mother was murdered on the 7th of October 50 m from her home and my sister carel this is the only know the only thing she knows is that my mother was Murder She saw her on the way out from the kibuts with the terrorist and now she's held in Gaza for the last half a year and She's suffering every second over there in the last half a year we're are trying to get my sister out of Gaza she's a hostager for the last half a year now we're getting to the Passover and to the set and we want to celebrate the holiday but we really can't do it because my sister is already there is is now in Gaza and also my mother that was the one that running the set the one organizing it was murdered brutally in the 7th of October so I don't really understand how I can celebrate it right now we're just going to sit and eat a normal dinner because we can't really celebrate any freedom right now because we don't have our freedom cam doesn't have her Freedom right now we need him back right now half a year has passed and they are not here yet and we need to press everyone we can to get them here now right now as soon as possible and we need to do it by pressing Kamas that Qatar will press Kamas to get into a deal that will release dosages and need to press everyone you can press everyone you know that they will press as well to get to a deal because the pressure is the one that impact Kamas Passover is coming next week we didn't thought you know worst dreams that will get to this minute almost 200 days and aam is not home we think that we say that pesak is a the freedom holiday but for us there's no Freedom there is no holiday because aam and the other hostages are not here we are preparing ourself to the the holiday but we don't have any mood to celebrate um some of the families I doing H this holiday together in hotel so we decided the best place for us is with the families that we feel that we're bonded together we understand each other to we dream of that you get a phone call and said aam is on the way and we will make pass over here at home or in the hospital with her this is our biggest dream