when you're feeling the most trapped and and down and nothing can't go right I feel like those are the moments that define you those are those character Cannon moments that are like what am I going to do now you know how do you respond to that and thinking your way feeling your way working your way through those things on the other side it's like you know I don't know who said the say but like usually you know you're the closest to getting what you want is always the hardest it's always the feeling when you're getting ready to you know people give up right before they get what they've always wanted to get people quit and they give up and I will not be the person who quit before I got what I wanted or what I needed or what I felt I was supposed to have you know like and if that wasn't for me it wasn't for me I'mma keep grinding I'mma keep knocking on the door until I get what I feel