Freddy wants to help Ben work out a plan for his return to the UK how do you feel about going home then but I want to go home and like see my friends and stuff like that but at the same time it's just I just don't know like where to go from where I am that's the issue and what about work um I don't know I think I need to find a job where I know I'll stick with and it's something that I'm actually I actually care about seems that you got to make some decisions on what your future is you got to commit to something AR you yeah you got so much to offer Ben I know I just don't want to commit to something and that be the wrong choice and I'm stuck doing this thing that I hate I just don't want to try really hard at something and fail like it yeah but what what does failure like what would you think failure is I know not being where I want to be that's what it is for me I think Fe is not trying that that's the biggest fearing anyone can have not trying I think you got a lot of passion you got a lot of talent and it's just trying now to apply it in that right direction that's what I mean I don't know what is the right direction out of all the things that we've done here what's the one thing that's stuck in your mind future future stuck with me said that L I think you I think I think you be brilliantly teaching it might not be what you want to do forever but it's a start why don't you go back to Future home find out exactly what it is what you do see if it's an option for you cuz you got so much to offer honestly they'd be so lucky to have you yeah yeah is that a plan yeah I completely agree I think India's had an impact on all of us and they'll play a bigger part in some of our lives than others you know Kat and India in Ben's life could be the making of him he's got that opportunity to do it and I hope he grabs it we'll be all right I think he just needs to take the plunge inspired by his chat with Freddy Ben along with Finn is back at the school and Children's Home the visited at the beginning of the tour oh catch it a oh come on Ben a lot of the boys have a lot of things waiting for them back at home that they really can't wait for C I've not really got a whole lot so it's really had me thinking about wanting to come back here to volunteer after the Trip's all done hoping to find out if volunteering at f Future Hope could be an option for his future Ben's meeting one of the volunteer teachers at the school I'm a little bit nervous about the meeting yeah well we'll just have to see what the answers are and then after that I'll have to judge from the whether it's for me or not I'm thinking about volunteering I just kind of want to get like more information on it yeah so I come as a primary school teacher so that's like my background I know that they've had lots of volunteers like like young people like yourself who just want to get involved well my thought kind of is like come here and then maybe that gets me a bit of like a foot in a doorway towards being a teacher and it's also like a learning experience for you you feel your your self grow because you're becoming more of an adult the financial aspect of like coming back here and staying here really just like played on my mind a bit like yeah I think you do have to yeah save money and have a plan but the day-to-day cost of living is quite cheap so be realistic with yourself maybe just like do a month or a couple of months rather than come first six months or a year yeah but yeah try it man teaching is great I I genuinely think it's like the best job in the world as well yeah good luck man my heart is saying to do it I don't feel I'll regret it one bit I'm going to have to kind of buckle down back in England so I'll just serve as much as I can this is really it this is what I want to carry on going for and nor I not stoping until I get it if you let go of this opportunity you will regret it for the rest of your life I completely agree