this feels like a drug overdose exactly what it was he's referencing to the fact that he mixed two two drugs okay are you aware of that yes when he's making it a point to say that normally he knew not to overdo it with one but because they were mixed yes this shuts down the functions yeah I feel like I'm using like an upper and a downer is kind of the way we describe it does that makes sense exactly right it's exactly right okay cocaine mhm and Ambien okay there was a song about this rock star and the chorus in the song was died in his bed bottle of sleeping Tablets by his head and and I used to warn Kevin you're going to be that song lyric and that's exactly how he died