when these par these par Olympics are going to be really different from your first ones um was that a decision that you knew you wanted to go to a second par Olympics after you'd gone to the first ones how did that come about yeah I mean I was gonna retire after Tokyo okay yeah and then well then I then Co you know and then was just like this is insane and it wasn't you know growing up watching uh the Olympics because I hadn't seen a par Olympics that I could remember growing up you know I was always watching the Olympics and um so watching that I had an idea or a sense of what it should feel like okay