Joy though Joy is a different thing it's something else Joy is not a choice it's not a response to some result it's a constant Joy is the feeling that we have from doing what we are fashioned to do no matter the outcome now personally as an actor I started enjoying my work and literally being more happy when I stop trying to make the daily labor a means to a certain end for example uh I need this film to be a box office success you know I need my performance to be acknowledged I I need the respect of my peers all those are reasonable aspirations but the truth is as soon as the work the daily making of the movie The doing of the deed became the reward in itself for me I got more box office more accolades and respect than I ever had before see Joy is always in process it's under construction it is in con