CBJ family in a moment of silence a lit candle in hand honoring Johnny hockey and his brother Matthew this is the time that we really need everybody the most Amanda Rivera says the support across sports teams has been a light in such a dark place I could not even fathom even begin to even understand like what they're going through I feel like I'm in a nightmare that's not ending Nationwide Arena a safe place for people to share hugs tears and create a memorial that now sits at the front doors flowers pictures hockey sticks people took turns signing their name and a note on the number 13 Johnny's number we may not know these people personally they're still people and they're still family to us like because we're here Rivera says while sadness is the only emotion that most people feel right now she hopes others can smile remembering what Johnny hockey represented on and off the ice he's been a really big role model especially for younger kids like you see all these kids I want to be like Johnny when we grow up just they start playing hockey and they they they want to do the cool moves like he does even though we don't know him he's family to all of us [Music]