yes I have a few really yes where are they aren't you just rethinking me completely right now you're not who I thought you were juliia what are they of and where are they let's see them well some things I can tell you the answer to and some things I'll tell you later okay tell me what you can now um I have uh my all my children's names and my husband's initials oh you didn't want to commit to his his name well you know actually it was um we were Brave or uh idiotic because it was before we got married oh that you put your children's names on if we have kids