everybody got a man up sometime right all these times um just out here chasing my dreams girl but it's crazy cause that dream cost me my dream girl promise you I would have changed before I left now I think leaving is the one thing I regret cause the one thing I possess it wasn't materials where the checks wasn't cause what the clothes or any part of success it was you and without that in my life I'm depressed you became the new drug I couldn't get and every time you came off of rubber saw some [ __ ] either too [ __ ] up for a bitching about how you dress even though I remember when you were late with me when I ain't have a beer if I need food and come wake me up with some hair girl you had me like a dream locked down but I wouldn't show it instead cause I never blowing in the wind [ __ ] in this [ __ ] up cause every girl I'm with I see your face now someone's here when I'm sitting outside your place singing this [ __ ] what I gotta do to get you back yes it took me a couple years to say I loved you but I'm in it when I said it wasn't much of a romantic but you get it did it really smoke but when I rolled it up you hit it and we lit it up shotgun in our kisses and [ __ ] these other [ __ ] baby [ __ ] these other [ __ ] in my butt staring up in all your pictures that you sent me on my birthday remember that cause I couldn't forget it like I forgot yours but I'm sorry and I said it I admit it I [ __ ] up and I lied but this is true because I'm lost