when herb found out what the police had found on his land well he knew he'd finally been caught faced with arrest and the chance of being charged for his awful crimes a bow Meister decided to run to Ontario Canada in July of 96 and there that beautiful piny Provincial Park on Lake hiron he pulled out his 357 Magnum pistol and took care of the root of the problem in his three-page note written on a yellow legal pad B Meister expressed regret for ruining the park and failing at his marriage he went on to describe mundane details of his journey like his last meal a peanut butter sandwich also finding the right place to end this story however he never admitted to his crimes not once or mentioned any of his victims