the last time I saw you was actually like at the Saturday Night Live covid testing area and I'm not really like a schmoozer and so I'm shy so I was like hi you were shy I was just about to do Saturday Night Live I've never been so nervous in my entire life and I saw your face and it was like an instant balm oh it was there are moments where you kind of need like a little bit of a life raft and I looked over and saw you and I was like today's going to be okay the nerves are going to be fine yeah see that's so funny I would never have assumed you would ever think that in my mind here's my inner dialogue oh my god there he is he's so amazing okay keep it cool don't bother him all right you know what you regret it if you don't say hi say hi don't be aor say hi but it is like nerve-wracking to meet your heroes or people you love especially if you happen to have social anxiety which I do