tell us about when you found out the timing of it all and uh you know do you have a big speech plan for Sunday I'm gonna guess no I'm a I'm a last minute guy thing so uh I'm gonna jot some notes down and and go with it um no I found out sh I don't know month or two ago uh missed a phone call hey can you call me back I got some news for you ended up being bill stka and uh he told me it and uh you just you just sit there and kind of pause for a second and you know you kind of take it in and process everything and you still haven't processed it until it actually happens so it's uh it's an exciting time it's a nerve-wracking time for me but uh I'm looking forward to it