facing all your ex-boyfriends in one room you're braver than me girl that that's not something you get to do every day I feel very nostalgic it's been such an incredible journey and I'm so excited to be here with you guys tonight hey I was excited to see them all they're such a great group of guys truly I was excited to to see them and catch up also very rare that you get to clear the air with as many as you can in one night let's start with Sam M I wasn't upset that you didn't know how to describe love clearly we're on very different emotional intellectual levels that's fine what I was upset about though was the fact that I watched this back and saw how you interacted with all these men huffing and puffing your chest every the bleet and disrespect to everybody and instead of taking accountability for your actions you decided to blame it on the producers the edit the TV show whatever it was and at the end of the day the man that I saw on TV was exactly the man that I sat across from the entire journey I want to know after that conversation you had with him tonight do you feel like he kind of absorbed it and that he can change you know I don't know um I I would hope so and that's my biggest hope for him is that he did take those words to heart and that he does take a step back and and listen to that and and learn from this experience and grow as a person truly that's what I want for him you also had a amazing reunion I would say with Jonathan this is the first time you're seeing Jonathan since your break up in Hawaii hi Jonathan I was just so happy that I had the chance to even meet you that you had that effect on me so thank you so much much for everything the last time you saw each other was really emotional and you got to see for the first time his reaction in the van leaving if I could have gotten there sooner I could have done better I could have been better I could see an amazing future with this girl how hard was that for you to watch back yeah I mean it was definitely a tear jerker for sure it's not easy to have to send somebody home who you do have such a strong connection with and watching all back you know brings back those memories um and those emotions right back to you so yeah but you know we have such a great friendship and it's been so good to to see him here tonight and in good such good spirits and I'm always rooting for him that's why it made sense to me that he got the first ticket to Paradise yes yes I'm so excited for him it's going to be great watching back this season what surprised you the most drama wise oh gosh uh what surprised me the most um I had no idea Sam and Devon were so into it that one scene when they're in the hotel room and it's just the two of them no idea that they were even fighting crazy I mean crazy crazy things people do crazy things for love and who wouldn't fight for you you know what I'm saying that's what I'm saying I'm a very lucky girl I will say that now looking ahead to the finale there was an emotional moment with Devin where he opened up about how he's actually feeling I feel like I'm wanted here but I don't feel like I'm needed here and that scares me and I don't know what I would do if he weren't here I don't know what I would do if we weren't together I don't know what I would do did that surprise you at all and how did it feel to be able to validate his feelings in that moment yeah for sure I mean I it was I wasn't expecting it in that moment I had no idea that he was feeling the way he was feeling but it felt really good to be able to validate that and to kind of ease that pain now your family they did not hold back with these two are you really fall in love with Chen yet or not I want to get there for her so you're not ready for in eh I didn't think that that conversation was going to go the way that it went you know I'm the protected brother I want what's best for her AB absolutely you know I would really love to have your blessing to propose to her I'm definitely not going to give the blessing your brother didn't give his Blessing uh you also claim that you do something no one has ever done before I really need to follow my heart today you sure you want to do this what I'm about to do today is something that I never thought that I would ever do what can you tease about how your journey ends listen all I'm going to say is that it is a very very emotionally charged episode it's a emotionally charged finale and and and that's it that's it that's all you got there a lot of emotion I will say the L word has been thrown around with both Devin and Marcus I would be lying if I didn't tell you that I am in love with you I love you I do how do you navigate that going into the finale uh I don't know like I'm still processing that does does anyone know how to navigate that one no well I've never been in love with two men at the same time Jen I mean it was it's just so crazy you start this experience not really knowing where it's going to go not even knowing you're going to fall in love and then to to be there with with two guys you know it is it's such a unique experience ladies and gentlemen your next leading man Grant Ellis your reaction Grant as the bachelor I mean what made him the perfect choice to be the next lead I'm so excited for him you know since the beginning he was so himself through the whole journey and and he really started this journey with his whole heart into it and I think that's the best thing somebody can do as a lead is to have your whole heart into it and so I know he's going to do so well and I I have no doubts he's going to find his person he's ready huh he's so ready yeah you have some celeb sliding into the DMS anyone else we be surprised to know that reached out I don't think so not yet nobody yet but I'm hoping for Taylor Swift so pass the word pass the word yeah hello I mean I know we were been glued to our TVs watching her love story but what if Travis and Taylor are watching yours oh my gosh if Travis and Taylor are watching my I don't even know what I would do that would be amazing I want her to write a song about it period exactly hopefully you guys could double date how about that