what advice would you give to that version of yourself if you could ease up on yourself like I think I was really really kind of hard on myself early on the first three or four years I was kind of beating myself up early on there was a time where I was really really close to moving back to Louisiana songwriters that just moved to town if they ever asked me for advice I would say like man don't don't do the timeline like be here work hard and and let the let it play out the way it's going to