after Matthew died I could start watching the show again because it wasn't about me it had to do with him for some reason I don't know what I'm going to do not seeing you every single day and laughing I mean that's something I'm really going to miss cuz I don't know of anyone who makes me laugh as much so I have started watching friends have spent at times since he died all day long watching the show person in the cast Matthew [Music] I knew ch [Music]