[Music] you knew what [Music] you you can't put labels on something like a woman we're ever changing we can change our looks in two seconds it's the gag for me it's the gag for me baby it's the gag for me it's the gag for me y'all when I say when I say how the things you lied about hello ho the things that you've lied about even pertaining to your mom you don't want them out okay y'all I'm fan Girling so hard right now I am so excited because today is gag City day I am going to the Nicki Minaj concert if y'all don't know already I am a Barb a true Barb y'all know I be arguing for my girl I be on Twitter going in I be on a close friends going in y'all know I just do not play I don't play about Nikki um this concert is on a Thursday the first Chicago show was yesterday it actually looked lit um honestly to be and to be honest y'all I actually I didn't even have any intentions on going I just have so much going on y'all know I be you know I'm spending money right now I'm decorating my house so I just kind of been wan to focus on that my birthday is in less than 3 weeks so I'm just like you know I'm all over the place I'm all over the place like you know what I'm saying I'm all over the place but I did decide to go because I'm like I how can I be a Barb and not show up to gag City concert I've been waiting for this moment since the eighth grade this would be my first Nikki concert and I had to figure out what I was going to wear real quick but you know your girl she got options and y'all might trying to think if I showed y'all this outfit before I've never worn it but I bought it and I bought bought the shoes a long time ago and I think I'm just wear it about to show y'all [ __ ] it okay y'all this is the jumpsuit giving very much lace but it's not seethrough sorry it's on this ugly hanger um but way baby there is more okay y'all look it has gloves and I was waiting for for a moment that I would have to wear something this dramatic so here are the gloves and we won't stop there baby we won't stop there um shoes my Che mden shoes they a little dirty right now from the summer but um Steve Madden shoes go [Music] Pur and then Steve Madden shoes go perfect and I got a purse too I'm not sure if this the one I'mma wear but I'll show y'all okay here's the purse I'm not sure if I'm going to wear that though it's cute though it matches pretty much I am going to wear a pink fur coat though um not sure on accessories and I'm going out on the limb cuz I really haven't tried this um but I think I need to try it on at least once before I get fully ready so hold on I'm having zero uhoh luck with getting these gloves on cuz y'all know I got these long ass claw Nails oh y'all don't know so first of all we'll talk in a minute we'll talk in a minute I'm just trying to see if I can try these gloves on this is ridiculous this [ __ ] pissing me off like although these are some of the best nails I ever had and I love them I ain't going to lie they've been pissing me off y'all this glove is a little big at the top so I'm probably going to put something right there o That's fire I'm trying to think do maybe I need to cut a hole for the nails that might be cute I give a n Nikki formation period okay y'all this is how it's [Music] looking so far pretend I have both gloves on pretend the glove fits at the top is it giving yes period still have the tag on you know I bought this outfit like a year ago then I'm going wear this pink long pink coat back there you see okay let's get it okay y'all we back um my sister just left that's where I'm going with my sister hold on all right yeah so I'm going with my sister um now right now I'm about to do my makeup so we can get into that real quick I need to moisturize my skin I did exfoliate I exfoliated and did a cleanser cuz I feel like your makeup just looks way better when you exfoliate I did a facial earlier this week okay oh I put a lot on skin prep skin prep is key skin prep I'mma make you feel like it's your special day my camera lens is n y'all why is my eyebrow pencil in my freaking car look what I got on okay I went and got the pencil y'all about to start the Brows y'all I've been using this on my brow I forgot who put me on to this it's better to me than the what I was doing before I was using the um I was using the got to be glued not even a gel I was using the got to be glued glue and it definitely did the job I like what it did but it just will leave that sticky back flash or like layer under them and ain't nobody got time for that so I'm just going to spike them a little bit Sasha please um I filmed for y'all the other like last week I filmed a whole Vlog it was good I went shopping house shopping this this and that but then I accidentally deleted my memory card y'all I've been having a hard time cuz I didn't switched over to a converter cuz my MacBook be tweaking now so I've been switching over to using a converter like on my phone and my iPad but it just I don't know it always does something weird like it it deleted it crashed my first memory card and then this one it just then deleted it so I don't know y'all y'all I'm hoping that Nikki come on late that she come on late like they say she'd be doing because your girl over here is not well it's my sister I don't think she GNA be on time I don't think she going to be on time cuz she just left from over here and she's like I asked her what time we should leave she said 8:30 y'all remind y'all the concert start at 8 so I'm thinking we got to at least leave by 8 cuz if the traffic is good then it'll take us like 45 minutes to get there only and then we got to park and walk cuz at a big ass Stadium shout out to sold out Minaj but um anyway y'all so I'm about to get into this face I'm trying to think if I want to do like some Nikki inspired makeup like long Wings they used to be my signature too I still do them here and there but I don't really have dramatic lashes so that can come time times look bad but we we about to see okay yeah it didn't take me much long time to think about it I'm just going to do a normal makeup routine that I usually do cuz I like neutral I'm still learning with color and I don't have a good color palette that I really like yet so I'mma do my typical brown but I'mma do a dramatic Nikki um I'm going to do a dramatic Nikki inspired Wing so hopefully it don't look too bad okay I mean hopefully it's decent y'all know I got this blond hair so I don't need it you know overshadowing everything but let's get into it okay y'all so I didn't got these brows [Music] together now I'm just going to do my little eyes Shadow I'm my biggest thing is my lips I don't know what I'm going to do with my lips though I'm going on with the Juvia Palace blush I mean the bronzer I back I had a baby I did the mother thing I did the wife but I think it's quite clear now hey I'm the one who with they armed and vious accusations want them blogs and they all fictitious I done push the hardest six keep for killers that don't care how far them Li look act like they want action they want action we ain't talking no action them and distraction then [Music] I'm me when I get I'm La drive I'm a New York medic I'm a Barbie girl Barbie Dream House the way can be killing [ __ ] yelling out like the scream house yelling out we ain't selling we y'all my makeup is eating down right now I still got to finish it I don't think I'mma to do like my lips like I said until after I eat but um I'm going just finish my eyes real quick try to do something quick to my hair cuz clearly running behind schedule um and put my clothes on and go ferari weing out so we just chilling out baby yelling yelling yelling out it's [ __ ] if you still in doubt and I'm B like the barie I'm a do but I still want a party like I'm ass [ __ ] Bed bleed I'm used to putting [ __ ] on their knees [ __ ] she trying to thow a sign andow a V all right you trying to [ __ ] off and [ __ ] with me B all right I'm that cheese [ __ ] a cover my face after we [ __ ] kiss tell the truth I'm just a of the trenches on I on this puss [ __ ] what's up y'all don't hate me please don't hate me it's after the [Music] concert it was so good drive up they wa no you we had a good time at the concert right a time was a time of my life I'm G to go cut them in a minute I knew name is kha the singer Nikki had a singer at her concert that was doing her big one on the vocals in the back but why didn't they tell us we can't bring any selfie lights I wish that would have been disclosed I guess I got to look at the updated United Center policies cuz I don't know when a selfie light became a weapon I guess you going to put it in people face I guess you going to record professional content without them getting any credit when I first got there y'all some vloggers YouTubers whatever they were they did a they just drove off a little too quick they better not be on no [ __ ] it's 1:30 they not Clos um they had me seen some Nikki lyrics it was just Itty Bitty Piggy y'all they could have did better than that but I did it I would have did the whole song but I wasn't sure how far they wanted me to go they were just like yeah yeah so I wasn't really sure we got some pictures though but yeah it was just we were moving too fast on the way so I'm sorry y'all that y'all couldn't be a part of that my phone died at a car so yall also couldn't be a part of that apologize if I would have had my camera that that would have been a worse they would have threw my $700 camera in the garbage so glad you didn't bring it to be honest yeah I don't bring cameras nowhere cuz people don't be allowing cameras cuz I guess they think you going to record the content like a boag you know back in the day oh do y'all remember back in the day when you used to get your DVD from the movies and they used to be like literally recording it with a a cam quarter in the show and then I don't know if my sister had had a boleg before we've seen boleg movies who is we I know I have I didn't know if you knew what purchased them at you know sharks sharks yeah I just didn't know if you remembered like yeah like no they're real all they leaving I'm hungry now I stay I'll stay for sure okay you they got a piece of what I get for you what's up y'all I'm back it's the end of the night the concert everything I'm so glad I went so glad to be a Barb so I'm a little emotional but definitely had moments I wanted to cry cuz I was just so proud like usually at concerts I would say I'm more impressed you know I'm just like oh this is impressive this this and that but like I was just so proud like and happy for a miy Minaj it's so weird because I enjoyed the experience for myself but I just also really enjoyed the experience for her if that makes sense like when I grew up I started listening in like eth grade before I even went to high school like I used to download her music on my space page like nobody was [ __ ] with me because nobody knew who she was I was straight gay keeping her look my dog she coming in here like who is this [ __ ] talking to but anyway eighth grade y'all know my birthday is coming up and let's just say it's been a long long long long long time since I was in aade so it was weird cuz I couldn't even see her like like I see Beyonce Beyonce is more like a you know I look up to her but I I guess I don't know I think we already know beyon does it relate to us in a lot of ways in typical ways I mean I put on so much make this why I don't like taking off my makeup CU put the one I just put on a lot of makeup today so it's a lot to get off but then too I I do makeup so when my my makeup can last about two days so when I do my makeup I hate I actually will try to fall asleep in it or something just so it can wear off a little bit before I clean it cuz if I try to wipe my makeup off too close to after I just did it maybe I'm struggle struggle anyway I keep trying to describe this feeling I was getting cuz I I feel like I get different experiences from concerts but they're always powerful like it's like sometimes it's just like oh you know I'm a fan of them I'm fan of their work like it's wow look at them it's good to see them and then it's sometimes like where you see Beyonce where you feel totally inspired and what the hell is this lady real this this and that like this is awesome look at her go how can she do this and then you also have your people that you be like I see me and them you know I see me and them or you GRE up with them so that's like with me in little dirt too Little D is another artist that I'm passionate about I think I'm always like dark but I just got a deeper connection when I moveed to Dallas when I move to Dallas little dark made me feel po at home than anybody could if I was feeling homesick I could just put on the dirt cuz I know he was going to be talking about um the trenches and where came from and Chicago and fake people and you know experiences go through it's just like I'll be feeling good so I don't feel good y'all though how do I feel good like I'm pretty sure I like probably like the end of this year I probably be done drinking or I'm going to have the select few things that I drink oh my God so ashy