I'll be the first to admit I think I kind of took it for granted there for for a while thinking you you know you're going to be here every year but that's um you know you got to play really well really solid golf so it's uh it is an accomplishment although I'm Number 30 uh I'm still still happy to be here and um excited to go uh I don't know I very fortunate I've never been in that spot um you know it's always been nice starting with at least some underpar but uh no I mean obviously see look it's no secret that my chances are pretty pretty slim this week but they're a lot better than if I was sitting on my couch at home I know that for sure so um I'm just going to try to play as as as good as I can and make as many birdies as I can I mean it's hard to say exactly how the course is going to play I feel like the old uh course I probably had a better chance of making up ground just for the amount of birdies I feel like it's going to be it's going to be hard to have a you know and 789 birdie round out here when I felt like I could do that on the other course or the old um the old design so uh but again I have no idea so we'll see and it's it's always a problem I've had of of of overanalyzing or just trying to be perfect if you will but I feel like I just got too much down that road and and but the biggest thing for me I I think where I kind of got in trouble and I get in trouble sometimes is I just lost all ownership um you know I feel like I uh um and it's no fault to to coaches but it just there was I always had too many people around and it was like I felt like I was too reliant on everybody whether it be my dad or a putting coach or or whatever it may be and um it it works for some people but for me I've always been really good at adjusting in the middle of a round you know I would I wouldn't be scared to change my grip or or have a you know change a swing thought or something on the course and I because I I'm like this isn't working so I need to do something differently whereas I felt like I kind of lost that accountability and I lost that ownership when I always had you know my Dad here and it's like it wasn't that it wasn't working it just I would get in a habit of hit and I would look and I'm like well what is that and then I lost all of my my own self if you will so I just feel like kind of owning that and being better at at figuring stuff out on my own is is what helped me play better this year and I feel like will help me continue to play better I mean it's just communication I mean it's like it's it's awkward especially when you're coaches is your dad and and I tell them like I don't want you to come out this week and it's not like I don't want my dad here this week I don't want my coach here this week and I think you know we even had that this year and um I mean I remember at at like at Valla for the PGA I was this year I was playing great and I felt really good about everything and I I told when we land in Louisville I told my dad I was like look like this is going to be a tough emotional week for me like it's a lot going on and I was like I don't I don't need my coach this week I need my dad I was like I I'm I'm good I feel good about everything like I like where things are going I don't necessarily want you here this week as a coach but I was like I need my dad I need the person that's going to be there that I can talk to so a lot of it is on me um and everybody involved just communicating that because if I don't say anything obviously they'd never know