no uh they uh they were supportive the surv is a different kind of show you know it's it's it's not it's not you know like messy and negative um it's more about you know personal growth and relationships with people and and vulnerability so you know it's a it's a completely different type of reality TV so yeah I had I had full support in doing it probably like I know I joke around a lot and sometimes I kind of like um I almost kind of live my life as if it's like satire and I uh so people don't really know when I'm being serious um and uh I I guess I just wanted to show people the you know the side of me that that it's just you know just me living my life I mean we're being filmed 247 so you can't you can't be performative the whole time so uh yeah just you know the vulnerable side I I there's a part in the show where I get pretty emotional Alli was there and uh just just that side probably like the softer more tender side