yeah I mean it feels strange satday at the moment I guess uh it's it's always tough leaving a place that's that's been your home since you were since you were 14 um it's where it's where I've done a lot of my a lot of my growing up um it's where I uh it's where I met obviously a lot of my a lot of my friends and and um obviously started started my family year as well so um yeah it's it's a difficult one but it's at that end at that end being difficult it's it's it's exciting for us on on the other side um it's it's never been something that me or we as a family have ever thought about before um doing anything different uh but for the first time ever um we and and I thought thought that it' be it'd be good for us it'd be good for us to go and experience uh something different and in the time and the timing of it was was um was right it felt um but obviously uh on the on the flip side of that is is Saron is a very difficult place to leave the club have been fantastic with us um it's it's not with with the whole family it's not it's not just been been fantastic with me throughout this throughout this year to be honest um it really counts to something when they they they they care about nothing but the person I was uh nervous about having some conversations about about bringing it up even because it's never as I said before it's never been something that's ever been thought about never mind discussed uh before and once we got into the conversations they were they were they were easy to have because of the because of the caliber of the people that are here I don't know what other places are like but um I know that I know that this place is special I want to personally but want us two as well and enjoy the rest of this year we we we talked about it a lot uh the end of the end of last year as well but um want to obviously do as as as well as we possibly can and and uh we want to I want to love every minute of it now I don't think it's ever been taken for granted playing playing for this club um as you can see there's there's not there's not many people that that do leave people people stay here for a long long time normally when when they come as as as a lot of us have and uh you know going in going into the back end of the year we're we're we're looking forward to to making it into the best the best that we can do and um there's plenty of opportunities to do that I've loved every minute to be in here um I've Loved uh everything about it as well so everybody that's been involved with the club whether it be the people that's in in it dayto day or the people that the people that come and support us at the weekend um I'm I'm massively I've been massively thankful throughout my career for that because I've loved it so much and uh I guess going into the the back end of this season I as a chance to a chance to enjoy that and and hopefully get the best out of ourselves and and the people around us going into going into to what is the the the back end of the season so um yeah we want to make it I I personally want to make it an enjoyable one [Music] yeah