I can't keep being thrown under the bus because someone can't control their anxiety someone can't control these delusional thoughts about things that aren't real in this situation I'll be very clear I've been single for the last 6 months we have been trying to identify what that looks like Closing one chapter and figuring out what it's like to be friends again I've been very specific about my boundaries I've been very specific spe ific about where we stand as friends go date anybody you want I'm going to date when I'm ready I am emotionally unavailable to you and I'm physically unavailable to you now while I'm in New Orleans for a funeral my really good 25 plus Year friend who passed away I spent time with his family I went to New Orleans