and I I've you know I've stuck true to that even you know as I was saying before you know sometimes it can be a really imperfect document but there's just a couple of things that resonate you know so it's like okay I have to do it you know my joke is that that in that way I respect the gods of film you know it's like I'm only there cuz I have my reasons and I need to be there you know and so um you know and that way now it doesn't always work out but you can do the greatest pedigree movie and it tanks you know you can have you know aist number one aist number two aist director great subject matter