checky 35 mate you're joking like I haven't 35 because yeah I just didn't it didn't feel like that even though I'd had had that and and people were saying he played well I still thought oh League you know it's another level so you go from kind of being the the top of the group and now you're back right at the bottom of the pecking order you go to the senior team you look up job Bolton and Bailey Rogers um you know players like that got sand over medals mentors that I had particularly Brad weer um who kind of said to me you know don't so yourself short like you could this season if you you're cracking you could be a chance