not on attack early like this I mean is there stuff you can take away from this maybe learn from App moving forward yeah I mean I think there's always stuff to learn from um obviously not on attack early enough and you know doesn't matter what what team it is at this level um if you're not on attack if you're not coming out with your best stuff it's going to happen to you after you came out you know saw your French kind of with his arm around you what what was that conversation like and and you know what was kind of a message there um I mean I think that's just between us how do you how do you kind of move forward from something like this and just flush this and focus on your next start um yeah I mean I'm still alive I'm still breathing so um just kind of stay the same course um look over stuff see what was good what was bad and um prepare for the next one