videos damn [ __ ] it uh corn while I was in a relationship bro before he pauses that's just like I know you when you you just got to do what you got to do you know what I'm saying I get that but doing no jinxy bro you have a person like you you can't be doing that okay wait you can't be doing that that's not true get the only way that's cheating is if y'all agreed when y'all got in a relationship that you can't watch that stuff no you don't it's it's a given CU cheating is just anything that you didn't agree on your wife can get [ __ ] but if that's what y'all agreed on that's not cheating so if they agree that he he can't watch none of that [ __ ] and he watched that [ __ ] then I guess it technically qualifies but that's not the standard though that's not the standard at all n it is bro I don't care times I also told her that like literally while that was happening I said like I think if you watch those videos that's cheating and I was like doing that and that like just do it to her so that was like for months of the relationship and then when she eventually found out it was like there was just a hole in the relationship and I like like things were never like really perfect uh after that there was also like other things that I put her through so um so yeah I watched uh corn videos but like not only that like I would watch watch like specific videos uh to where like there was like screenshots of videos that I watched and like she eventually like would found outre my guy and then I like it broke my heart to see that I heard her and um that's like something where like I'll probably like probably never damn jinxy bro I hate that he's telling us this I'm not going to lie God I just feel bad for him damn bro like you can dead ass see like this [ __ ] really means well you feel me he's sorry about it he feels bad about it that's what he that's the thing damn I'll probably I'll probably never forgive myself for that couple instances where I was like stalking other people on social media like other girls and um she found out about that and that broke her heart which broke my heart because I don't want to like I don't want to hurt somebody that cares about me and I think if I like were just being completely honest with you guys I think watching like corn and stuff like that is a very unhealthy addiction and it's I didn't even realize cuz I was never been in a relationship before but I had no idea the damage that that could do to someone so the advice that I would uh give you guys is to never put some if you care about like if you're in a relationship and you care okay to the [ __ ] in the chat saying prer bro first of all y'all [ __ ] watching [ __ ] too okay stop st yo don't sit in this [ __ ] chat room and pretend like you [ __ ] don't watch this [ __ ] all right I know if I scrolled on your Twitter timeline I would see ass [ __ ] hell stop pretending like you're some innocent oh you not one of them type of [ __ ] bro you are okay you're lucky it's not loaded hey you are you're in a relationship and you still are [ __ ] damn damn I keep seeing [ __ ] say Pro gner W gooner crazy this [ __ ] a gooner bro put some if you care about like if you're in a relationship and you care about the girl that you're in relationship with just don't watch videos like that because it hurts them more than you could like know I know I'm not going to lie J see it completely depends on a girl bro some girls don't give a [ __ ] some girls are going to say let me watch with you y agent relax brother this is Twitch that's crazy uh but if that's what she that's her though and so like yeah if you know that about her then obviously try and avoid this [ __ ] um I don't know how the [ __ ] they got screenshots I don't know how she got screenshots of this [ __ ] cuz it's kind of hard to get caught bro when you got locks on doors and [ __ ] like that but uh hey bro I know jinxy means well I hate that he probably knows his passwords the thing that sucks about the internet is everyone's going to see this and let off their [ __ ] take about what they think about him or the situation and stuff like that but like he's really just taking responsibility for hurting someone else even if it was emotionally and and that's and that's some real [ __ ] Bro at the end of the day I don't even want to get into her and her content and how it's contradictory to how she feels about him watching what he watched but that's between them and the arrangements they made he knew that going in none of this is a surprise to either him or her you feel me the [ __ ] didn't work out the [ __ ] didn't work out but I know like when you fall in love bro like [ __ ] starts to like the things you used to think make sense don't make sense no more and like simple [ __ ] becomes complicated especially when there's conflict in it so that's why I'm like I'm not I'm not going to dog or make fun of the [ __ ] for the situation bro like um damn the the part that sucks about this is that bro she is going to farm this bro on God post on her instagam Tik Tok everywhere brother just cuz he's a [ __ ] figure having other people do the exact thing she's doing something worse though that she didn't want done to her I hope this is why you can never trust him what cuz look what's happening yo he he does the Goon that's bad but if people do the Goon to them that's good think about that think she's okay mentally bro I can bro on some streaming [ __ ] let streaming be your outlet let streaming be your outlet you feel me I always tell people like sometimes I ask my friends like bro are you live tomorrow and they'll say like I don't know like I'm not feeling the best I say bro that's the perfect time to go live gang something about going live and just chilling with your [ __ ] bro makes it just really relieves even if you don't have an audience I'm not going lie I used to do this in front of three people in 2014 it it genuinely it takes your mind off you're playing the game or you're outside and it really distracts you from some of the issues you're dealing with and you're doing something you love with people that you [ __ ] with I lowkey feel like streaming is kind of like therapy nowadays bro especially if it's your passion so I say just stream that's just truth man