Cooking and thinking about saving Ohio, immigrants eating pets!!!ducks!!

everyone I was thinking to myself Craig will you say vote Trump and say hi the thing is we're going to talk about this my issue was that I wanted to make a video because I want to cook and I want to make a video just on this because uh it's it was CU you know I cannot focus on cooking and the chat and the subject that I want to talk about exactly that's the problem and then I thought to myself but you know anyways if I'm going to be cooking you know go live don't make a video so I was in a little bit of a dilemma but then I thought to myself hold on you know you have a Craig you know you have Craig and Craig look Craig said hello to me so uh as a Craig as a supporter as he is I have some kind of Duty you know and I thought to myself later in the evening I'm not sure if I will come on because there's nothing to discuss as you see nobody's doing anything nobody's talking your mama's not making sure I'm waiting it's already been like the fourth day he's not he has not brought out a show and it's boring and then I I start to look at other things but the thing is that's the thing as a Entertainer and for Craig for Craig open Panel show but I will but the thing is when now with the phone I cannot with the phone how can you do it you cannot you have to do it on streamyards I've never used streamyards on the phone you know what I mean that's the whole thing I have I'm learning everything I am learning I have never used streamyards on the phone and on the phone I cannot do panel and I thought to myself yeah so I owe I owe the PE I owe the people you know now I'm an Entertainer no I'm not going to let it go to my head but I was thinking to myself and if anyways maybe later I won't come online cuz there's nothing to talk about then at least come and do the cooking uh live so that I can say hello to the people you know to some people and explain that what's there to talk about there's nothing for me to come later to talk about uh everybody's uh having hey Jans m from your MCH to mine and uh yeah later but what's there to talk about later and I saw that's the thing I saw that people are talking about me and it's just so amusing I will have to tell you this for me the situation is uh the thing is like this the situation is I wanted to get heard remember how much I was crying whoever knows me from before I was annoying and I know I'm annoying I was whiny and annoying nobody listens to me nobody listens to me nobody listens to me I was so but I the thing is I still think that really nobody listens to me and I know it's but the thing is is that of course when I see that people Honey B was the most funniest he's like well B because he saw I was sniping him he's like I have not me been mentioning you in such a long time or whatever I have not mentioned you and then he's like and then he mentions me you know he completely contradicts himself in one sentence I the thing is that's the thing it's not there's so many funny things that I don't want to talk about it but I can't even point out and though I cookie do I cookie was hilarious the things these people are so funny and I have to tell you I know it's so childish but I love it to see that I can annoy them I love it to see that I can they're annoyed and I can see they're annoyed by how they talk and everything it's just for me amusing I'm so sorry to tell you this I'm so sorry it's amusing for me to see Val annoyed them That's My Success you know uh it's so funny to see what they talk I can't even remember you know I should go through and you know like react on look at what do cookie said and look at what Rose Thorn said and honey because they say so much [ __ ] it's so funny if I would react maybe it would be funny but the thing is for me it's not I already laughed about it you know what I mean for me to react on people talking about me all the time is kind of uh m not not interesting I find it's kind of like a narcissistic hey me me me I don't like that I want to talk about the animals in Ohio being eaten by the immigrants this is actually more important you know girl world nothing's going on so let's focus guys let's focus on the issues that uh we face today if girl world has no issues going on the pets in Ohio being aten and the Ducks John's M let's do a m Monday stream you p and show M yeah John will have today when it's Wednesday I don't think I will be joining maybe I will go check and give a like but I won't be in the chat and uh we're not cooking I'm talking again it's good that it's not on the fire what was I saying yeah the people just funny that they're talking about me and for me to talk about myself it's not funny I have to find other topics to talk about so now we're talking about the pets in Ohio being aen by immigrants the situation is following if you know me I am here an Austrian in America so kind of I'm an immigrant now I'm also uh my mother's Romanian and my father's Austrian I was born in Austria but I'm half half but born in Austria and I lived half in Romania of my time half in in Austria and then no a third in Romania a third in Bali and a third in Austria and me I have to see this from so many perspectives you know like the immigrants because in Austria we you know you have to the country has to help the poor countries the country has to help the poor countries you know and uh we in Austria I left Austria honestly and I said uh [ __ ] Austria because uh tell me you know with the immigrants because I was heartbroken number one with Goran and I just had to leave that and do my life you know in Bali I said it was perfect for me as was like I'm done with Austria I'm bored of it and uh heartbroken so let's go to Bali and make a restaurant and uh that's what I did but the thing is is that uh J M immigrants at pets darling now who will pay for your mama's vacations I don't know hey the thing is that I checked your mama's comments actually went I don't know why but I checked the comments and there was pets and pets was saying something about the pets in Ohio actually now that you mention it it's funny very funny very yeah she mentioned then I was like who you know every people are concerned your mama even posted a post uh what's going down in Ohio and honestly and then I looked and I found out what's going on in Ohio in Ohio is going on this whole situation with the animals and I checked out and it's amazing and what I want to say is that I'm an Austrian and half Romanian and uh Steve number one will remember this story but I cannot I remember it but I don't remember was it in Romania and the gypsies ate the swans so listen I don't Steve number one will tell the story better but he will laugh when we mention it to him because I can't remember it was it in Romania that the gypsies ate the swans or was it in Austria that the Romanians ate the swans I don't know but it has something to do with that's immigrants eating swans or gypsies eating swans something like we have the same story in Europe you know back then Austria Romania Steve number one maybe if he listen Steve if you're listening come come and clarify this in the chat man yesterday I had to boot Steve off so maybe he's a little bit pissed off you know he was talking continuously about one person I don't want to talk on my Channel about in general and I already forgot about this person so and finds it funny you know to let's nitpick let's nitpick not we can nitpick but not nitpick in that area I don't want to nitpick there anymore it's not for me nice to not fun or entertaining and I don't want to nitpick I got already in mess nitpicking with that person who knows knows what I'm talking about hey Shahid hin so nice to see you very nice to see you and uh so I had to boot him but Steve can talk and uh confirm the story with the swans I think it was the Gypsies in Romania or was it in Austria I have no idea but the swans and everybody was appalled and it was a big story and cuz they didn't know what to do with the people to convict them and I don't have no idea it was a big story and so like I told you I can see it from this perspective with the immigrants it's just so difficult I can see it from the Romanian perspective because a lot of people from Romania uh like my uncle and my mother left Romania for a better life because the country was poor so I can see from that perspective you know you know Help the People let them also make a living you know no no no don't come automatically assume that they are uh bad you know uh they don't have values or something the thing is that everybody grows up people that grow up in a hard country they will have values but different values than a person that grows up in a safe country the people that are in a hard country they will be more how you call it uh they have more Street knowledge and because they had to survive I'm not going to say they're going to use that street knowledge but it's just different and it it in Austria for example you have a lot of austrians they are so upset with uh also that with the immigrants I don't know if you can call them immigrants you know like but yeah immigrants Romanians yugoslavians uh polish Turkish and so you have uh in the communities like in my community where have my apartment uh it's like there's barely there's only in my apartment building there's 10 apartments in my apartment building and from 10 apartment building only two are Austrian and the other and the other eight are polish and Yugoslavia and I don't know what so you continuously always hear the language so the country automatically Build That Wall the country automatically loses uh its culture you know it loses the culture and you cannot help it so they are it it's it overpowers it overpowers and Austria is small it's small and they have and they they and I'm Romanian that's the thing so I'm talking also as from my mom I can you must understand in what dilemma I am I don't know what is right what is wrong because I can understand the side of hey we want a better life we work for it and we we are not a theft we know about it but we don't we will not steal I get that but then I also get the people that say yeah but so many of you are here and you're uh we're losing your your uh how you call over powering our culture and our ways and our everything you know in the supermarkets you will see you before it was some items from outside and now it's basically how to say they have uh not dominated I cannot say dominated hey Ed na lurking I cannot say they have dominated but a lot of austrians are very upset very very upset and they do because I have that's the thing I know the austrians I can see their perspective and the Romanians and the those bonic the balanic people that need to to uh advance and go there for a better life and they bring their families and I know them and they because they told me that how they do it slowly bring them over and then they get they know how to work the state to get benefits from the state and uh they're happy and they survive so I understand them also you know what I mean how can I not understand them you know it's like hey we come and we know how to use the system and the in the country you can we can work the system and live a good life so I understand understand them but I also understand the austrians you know that say well you know like we hear their music from the windows you know everywhere we go we only see Turkish Turkish Turkish it's a lot we have a in Austria the main problem is with the Turks that's the thing the Turks a lot of Turks it's almost like a second language in Austria is Turkish it's has become like this and now everybody's going to react look at her look at her I don't care everybody has their opinion like I said I can understand the perspective from the immigrants you know like my mom fleeing and all a lot of my friends going for a better life and in Romania I remember a lot of my friends saying hey you're a Austrian you know like what are you doing here why are you in Romania they didn't understand I'm like well because my grandmother's here and I don't have anyone in Austria my parents are in Bali so I'm here with my grandma that's why I'm here in Romania and everybody would tell me you're crazy leave get out of here get out of Romania go to Austria I'm like why and Indiana had a good life in Romania it didn't H harm me whatsoever my development or any of that not at all not at all so let's get with the cooking hey Christina yeah sjam is upset did you see he's upset me why is he so upset what bothers him I don't understand if you want to be in the end uh what do you call it uh Foody Beauty and like a character you don't make content yourself he's like yeah I tried reacting you but what if you don't if you want to be a character then you have to accept that people are going to comment about you and the sniping hey Christie I hope you're doing well the SN sniping [ __ ] sjam I would I would never snipe you hey I was already on the treadmill today I was I I'm so proud of myself what was I watching I think I was watching Monty commenting about SJ yeah yeah I was on the treadmill already 1 hour it's getting so easier now that's what I'm going to do now the live and I don't know if I'll come back later but anyway back to the point um sjam got so mad and the thing is what I like I said hey if you want to you have to accept that you're going to be reacted on and you should be happy that you're reacted on because that's how everything goes right sjam sjam you said that you know the you know the YouTube so very well so then you should know that this is how it goes right or what bothers you actually what bothers you shouldn't you be happy shouldn't you say oh thanks God now I really feel like pey Beauty I have uh so many people reacting on me what what's wrong ISJ don't isn't that what you want what are you cooking chy Anita no immigrants in Ohio are eating pet that is a fear mongering lie I know Anita uh Steve said it also it's just because of the PO politics it's a lie it's a he said that that it's just because of the politics Steve he's like don't believe it now we have the Chen and let it brown we will add a little bit of butter I put very little oil as you can see that's why I have to stir it cuz I don't want oil I want to put a little bit of butter once the chicken is done so the sauce is better tastier baked country ribs lima beans rice mac and cheese a s mean wow Christy you are really cooking look at what christe is cooking uh baked country ribs lima beans rice mac and cheese a sou meal isn't that amazing sounds good Edna Edna hello Edna was at the gym today good for you Edna that you were at the gym was it today you said yeah today yeah or yesterday on the treadmill yeah I already told him I was on the treadmill yeah ni it's no when you feel the body a little bit better no it tastes like bongi does it yeah okay we leave this chicken little too Brown [Music] good Edna I also it takes it's just the willpower thing that's the thing it's just the willpower thing I it's no point for me to talk smart and it's [ __ ] it's I just repeat what people say in the end of the day it's just the willpower if you want to do it you do it if you don't want to do it you don't it's harder if you don't want to do it 100% it just becomes harder and me that's the thing why it's easy now because I want to I'm like I'm done you know I'm like okay I already lost enough I don't have much more to lose I can do it you know and I can do it and I want to look again in a dress I want to look the I will never look the way I did but kind of remotely the same a little bit the same similar similar and a while I was talking so wise and about this this I put butter in the food but in the end I don't eat much from the food if I eat from this maybe two spoons you know I don't eat a whole plate two spoons I eat and that's it then maybe I eat some pickles or cheese you know I just snack around but like I told you with the snacking also you really have to be careful with the snacking cuz that snacking you know catches up on you have watch what you snack and how many times you snack and the quantity if you say well I snack I don't eat a plate but you go uh 20 times to the fridge that doesn't make any no benefit with that you're having cheap chorizo frozen pizza Christina yeah Ed now I'll see you I'll be watching anyways it's it's now it's still early I will see you in I will check of course I'll watch a little bit of Jan and I will give her like I'm not like I said guys I'm not here that's why I don't want to fight with the I heard what the white cookie let the people talk let them talk whatever they want they talk so much rubbish that there's no point for me to contradict cuz I see they just go off they they just like they're enjoying to trash me so let them have their fun cuz they they're making me laugh you know for me some music doesn't annoy me it's for me to funny that they get annoyed about me but for me I don't I don't get annoyed hey eky I hope you're doing well so I'm putting a splash of lemon just a splash hurt the hair up her I BR this today at oh you did yeah this was in the brush so maybe you got close that trying to take credit for your work no I'm sorry that I forgot the doesn't I just turn remember that time we put took it off and just held it in front of it yeah and she ate it yeah yeah it's that was the weirdest thing I know I haven't seen i' but okay I've never really had a cat with that ball my cats I would brush them but they wouldn't eat the hair like that now I'm putting this the mushroom I'm putting later cuz I don't want the mushroom to be completely shrunken down then we put this and now we can spice it up okay now watch the spicing part hello normal Steve somebody said to you iy said to you hello normal Steve normal Steve noral yeah okay so I will put some garlic paste because I don't have the garlic but just a little hint a small turd some garlic and herb pepper salt remember you can always put more salt at the end I never I have never overs salted my food I'm very lucky because I always take care cuz I know if it needs more at the end you can put you know what's the problem doesn't change the dish at all now we let this a little bit we wait hold on we're not on SP papra J mean as a Jamaican immigrant in the UK C sounds very pretty tasty no and that's the thing uh so I can see it from the perspective that the the person that I watched that he said about this from Ohio he said you know they're stealing things from the supermarkets and uh they're stealing stuff from the supermarkets and it's just terrible you know like the quality of the life of the Americans has gone down people that pay taxes you know and may they're also handicapped because they had a hard time working in America and now look now comes this [ __ ] and all their benefits that they should be getting go to those people well you know it's not fair it's not fair it's the you're like man the country in my old years you're going to do this to me you know like what the [ __ ] I understand them onion powder yes I'm yes iy I confirm I cooking pets I put onion powder cayenne pepper you saw a little bit of everything garlic powder garlic herb powder garlic powder onion powder cayenne pepper paprika salt uh pepper a little bit of garlic [Music] paste and now we will put the mushrooms and cover it and let it sit and then I can check the chat also like in Bali Indonesia you know it's very hard for nowadays it's a little bit easier I don't know why but it's not easy to live there because the Indonesians there's not much space and it's a very small island and all the resources in Indonesia in general it's being exploited but this is raised in some several decades I'm not bringing any breaking news with that with this adding more paa that powder no breaking need with that one no so I understand wait I'm adding also little bit of this so I understand the points from both perspectives but no I'm not adding it I don't like the sauce I tasted it [ __ ] it not adding that [ __ ] I should throw it away it's not good it's very strange FY funky funky check it out I'll show you what's do so Ed not be [Music] lisping she want to do this thing this one's best all these holes in I'm cooking Chinta no you see she's here Chinta is not being cooked come on I'm an immigrant that's cooking I'm from Austria Austria is I'm still a I'm still an immigrant kind of no but is Austria an immigrant eating people's do say they're eating people's dog Romania like I told you I also face this issue denial this country just went so so far down the tubes from the country that I remember when I grew you know it was like President Nixon then and I remember I think that's the only pres I remember Nixon Nixon maybe a little bit of Johnson Johnson of course I remember after that I remember but still there was just so much more decorum and decency and at least the perception it was more American more ethics and just not the complete overt lies that everybody tells now and that's the thing that's what I said that uh everybody from their country you know they have different values and different mentality like when I talk to people from Romania or balanic you know I it's a different mentality and I think differently then I when I talk to austrians you know I think differently it's so hard for me sometimes I understand everybody's perspective you know but in the end you know it's very hypocritical but you under you get me I cannot say I cannot pick really a side in this you know cuz I'm half Romanian and half Austrian you know what I mean I guess you have no interest in following politics I mean doesn't matter yeah you know I just say in general you know the whole C back in the 9s with Clinton and the blue dress that like when it started to go down yeah talking about yeah and everybody said the same thing that kind of stuff is always went on it just nobody ever talked about it you know you see my yog where I do my stomach crunches love you I love you too I made a big chug of tea cuz tomorrow I have to get groceries we finished all the drinks the drinks are going faster now these days I guess because I'm also not drinking alcohol but I Al always water down my stuff how old am I I am age 40 4 4 40 no you were never blocked Edna lising Sam R yay stinky [ __ ] feet did you did I did I show my Fe I don't even know same yes that's same ages n exactly I even wrote it in my community no I wrote it to king cobra today on his comments I'm like she's 40 years old uh leave the woman alone she's mentally ill and you give her hopes she was already talking to about marriage and kids so you're giving her hopes why you let her in cuz he wanted fun and he wanted content and he liked the attention the [ __ ] the piece of [ __ ] frustrated little piece of [ __ ] instead of being a decent human being and saying hey no anyways I got enough content and members and all that let me not mess around with a with a mentally sick woman that's at age 40 wants to get out of her parents house and whatever it's so [ __ ] up imagine if you were now imagine imagine if you I didn't email anybody in quite some time yeah I know up on alash both but uh king cobra is more responsible as he is the man number one he is the man and number two he has support from normal people like Courtney Knight whilst Nal has no friends and everybody knows that and he has support so it's he is responsible he is at fault not her I don't understand how people can put her at fault in this that she's reacting crazy of course she's reacting crazy imagine if you were her you're 40 years old you love this guy or you hope to be together with him and make a life get out of your parents house continue your YouTube and uh everything is would be pretty Pleasant and he one time and then he invites not invites you but opens the door for you the second time he should have just said the second time no I'm not opening the door don't come it's so easy to avoid that's the whole thing hey AR nice to see you that's the whole thing does n really want to Mar she doesn't or does I don't I don't know I'm sure that if she would have the possibility yeah no Sam uh n is responsible but so is he why did he open I have been stalked in my life by many men ask Steve one I've been stalked by also by pretty some psychotic incidents but I don't want to talk about me we're talking about now and I knew how to deal with it I knew to make it clear you make it clear to you make the person feel unpleasant and you know unpleasant you don't say it politely like Jo like Josh said in his I don't even call him king cobra he's so pathetic uh like Josh said you know in his video um if you hurt yourself you should call the police no you should say you for me are are crazy leave me alone don't write me anymore or anything and if she would continue then he would make videos and say she's not stopping she's not stopping then she would feel stupid and she would stop because she sees that it's uh she gets no reaction or action but but no Josh liked it he liked the attention he liked the views he liked it all and that's for me sick cuz the guy anyways has enough enough uh viewers memberships or whatever you [ __ ] call it while she doesn't earn money and it's her mental health is worse than his his her situation is much worse than his so you have to consider that very much and that's why the thing is that's I cannot even watch her anymore because my heart aches for her I cannot even write her anymore email nothing my heart aches for her because she's so dumb she has no one to guide her you know no one no one's smart to tell her you know hey slow down dude like and I'm tired I'm not but I can't watch her either because it rips my heart part because now I know I knew exactly what would happen that's why I told I thought to myself [ __ ] you [ __ ] Josh don't open the door whatever happens you know just pretend you're not even he cannot pretend he's not there just don't open the door nobody can obligate you to open the door it's just simple as that it's just simple as that attention for views that's why the white cookie said that I want the thing is now everybody's talking about me DC no about old stories and I don't mind I don't care anymore it doesn't it's been talked about and talked about but new people you know and big people like DC that's pretty big for for girl world or for even for YouTube or something I know that it's pretty big but you see me you know like uh putting on my thumbnail you know she talked about me and listen to what I I don't do that I find it childish and uh attention that's attention thirsty and that's Cloud chasing if you would do that you know if I right now I would make you know thumbnails with honeyball and doy cookie and DC and you know now is my moment people are talking about me let me uh no I'm not like that here we're cooking doing the normal thing and talking about the pets in AIO being aten by immigrants I'm not going to go into that trap I don't fall for any bait like that I I do on my channel what I want I don't need any interaction like that for me to interact with stupid people what do you want me to explain to a white cookie or to roll Thorn did you not hear how they think and how they talk it is all people looking they're they don't even realize they're ex they're giving it away that they lick each other's [ __ ] and they don't know how to put it in the words to hide it you can't hide it you can't [ __ ] hide it they know their their content is pathetic they know it and they don't know how to and in order to conceal this you know they're like oh my god look she is uh like this and she so stupid I'm not going to go for that bait I'm not going going to quack back or like that no point to quack back to stupid people I just hear what they say and I could say how it doesn't make how this is so wrong you're so stupid you're such a you're throwing out [ __ ] but it's not even worth for me to say it's not even worth for me to say okay now we have this that's there what's my thoughts on Jess playing with the poppet master uh I don't know I don't even know what Jessica messica is doing these days honestly she's not even on YouTube you know what I mean so we her and now we add sour cream she's not even on YouTube Jessica messica I know she covers now and I know that she had a person that gave her information now if you're a YouTuber and somebody gives you information it's hard to to say no I don't want to use this information so this piggy or what no not piggy oink was the name remember oink this oink so this oink and Jessica messica used the information from oink and now she's not on YouTube this is sour cream we are putting some inside I was thinking and I even wrote a comment on the guy on the Ohio the man the old man's uh it's a elderly man that made it a wrote a comment and said I can understand you you know I was like in girl world there's nothing going on let me try to you know in Ohio saving the I can understand you because I'm Romanian and I'm Austrian I speak langu yeah I was stupid like that I'm bored I'm bored but at the same time just not that you think I didn't I at the same time as I was bored I did my usual stuff my usual emails for my work that are not many but they are what they are let it be they are what they are there a few and it is what it is and I'm lucky that I have you know not much to do just the emails because I built everything up from before I it was not easy from before now it's worth it but the thing is I'm not building on it also I'm busy with girl world instead of going to looking for new markets and trade shows and exhibitions but whatever that's my problem at least I admit to my faults you know what I mean I don't say I'm perfect I have a company no I have a company but I should be doing much more I shouldn't be focusing on the pets being eaten in Ohio by the immigrants that's for sure but nobody's perfect in the end of the day I'm happy that I'm healing myself and looking better I'm losing the weight I'm doing the sports I have reduced almost to no drinking not completely I still have one drink or so but uh that is maybe uh one one or two times a week and that's completely different to how it used to be so I'm I'm not going to say I'm proud of myself but I'm doing well you know I'm okay I'm good okay now this we add a little bit more paprika stinky [ __ ] sour cream they say the Venezuelans in Ohio are eating people pets hi chint I know I saw I I was talking about this I know the immigrants that's the thing you know that's there's the difference there's immigrants in Europe and there's immigrants in uh America the immigrants in America the situation is similar to Europe but just different nationalities in in in America the immigrants they are considered you know I don't want to say anything wrong on this subject but I'm just talking in general in uh in America the immigrants are are from Venezuela I don't know from where they are but they're not for like in Europe it's not like Yugoslavia Poland and Hungaria and Romania and turkey it's not from those countries in Europe those are those countries we consider those people that they they come and they don't start a life there they bring you know slowly slowly they they bring all their family over you know and so they come and yeah okay they contribute to the country work and everything and benefit but slowly step by step they learn the system and all of a sudden from one person you have 10 of them there 10 of them and from that 10 of them maybe two of them work and all the other Aid just live off the state money of course the country doesn't need that of course the austrians are going to be mad about that you know you understand what I mean I I get it thank you chrisy that you're proud of me uh tomorrow I will put makeup today I was I even thought but I didn't even think about going live I was like make a video and I'm like if anyways you're cooking and you have what to talk about where's the difference make a video or go live I don't know the difference yet I have to study that in my YouTube learnings where's the difference between going live or making a video what is better for your channel do I care in the end very much no do I want to know yes I want to know I want to be educated I don't want to be ignorant if anyways I'm doing this I want to be educ I like to learn more what is good what is bad like I said Do I Care much no but I want to know also with this monetization I have now I'm already I'm already at uh $38 I'm already at $38 guys and uh that means that I'm an Entertainer just so you know I have the title I can if somebody asks me I can say I'm an Entertainer and I'm not lying you know I have the title pretty good no and uh and what what the secret did I and I even forgot the secret one I wanted to tell you that I made that I already made that money and that I learned that basically I'm learning about it you know I'm learning about how to do that how to do that there's other people that don't know how to do it and like me that don't know and are curious I'm a curious person sometimes I stick my nose where I shouldn't stick it I know but everybody does that and me at the end I learn from it don't repeat my mistake and talk about it so I share my mistakes so other people don't make the mistakes that I made thank you so much Irene will Steve allow body to make more lingerie it's nobody would even think to buy it and the thing is I would never sell something stupid like that but it's so silly such a silly idea even if it's not even funny because it's not realistic that's the thing it's not even funny for me cuz it's not realistic Steve with his idea what did uh Anita right Anita are you trying to grow the channel or just have a place to hang out obviously lives are better for hanging out that's the thing uh Anita I I understood that lives are better for hanging out that's why I came live that's logical because we can chat and talk uh I'm not trying to grow the channel the thing is what I'm trying to do is just see what happens on its own you understand it's like an experiment uh learning and see what happens on its own you don't see me trying to push or influence anything I'm just curious to see what can happen without me pushing you know it's the universe doing the work the universe and you see the universe has officially made me an Entertainer because I've earned those $38 by being an Entertainer the universe has done that not anybody not anybody in the community Has Lifted Me Up not anybody it's just me my learnings and the universe and I did not push anything I never asked anyone I put my link you know link my link or it's my video or I never did that any of that [ __ ] and that's why people hate me in the community because they I'm not an ass lier and people that are ass lickers don't like other ass lickers that is logical they would not want to be called out it's like oh let us be disgusting don't look at us we know that you know that we're ass leakers we know that you know we know but please don't comment about it why why don't you want me to comment you also comment about me and you speak just rubbish [ __ ] lies you have no evidence of anything that you saying it's just hilarious what comes out of your mouth so you know what I mean with their comments and such [ __ ] it's funny for me and I love it to see them annoy most of all I love Honey B and I like that they see you know they think now they think ah uh Bali now she sees that the DC talked and we're talking about her and she will get afraid and she be quiet no I'm not I'm amused entertained and I'm not interacting I'm not falling for the bait I'm not going to react on your reaction what can I react on what idiots say seriously are you are you Ser like what can I react on what stupid people say what stupid comments where half of them is invented it's not even uh factual it's like talking no reason to talk it's better to talk into an empty bag you know than talking with those kind of people that's my opinion that's in my opinion it's better to talk into a bag than talking with those kind of people yes a lot get into the system are you trying to gr okay I already read that floridans are eating invasive iguanas also local municipalities are encouraging cooking invasive green carbs on the east west coast of the USA you make me want to start a channel but I feel I don't have anything to say Lord Ed now doesn't matter that's how you start you start like that and then eventually the universe guides you you know like or you do it a little bit and maybe you have success I don't know or you do it a lot like me and you have to gradually get heard you know it's not success but just get your voice heard but it's just a game you can just take it like me it's just a game I took it like a Nintendo game back you know like let's let's you remember you had the Nintendo and then all of a sudden came the laptop and you had to learn okay I was a kid but you had to learn you had the CD Game you know the laptop with the CD and wo I got what games did I have I remember I had where in the world is K in San Diego and and one with astrology something with mythologic my mythology mythology yes those were my two first games and you had to learn how to do this how to do this how to do that so I saw I see YouTube exactly the same like that kind of game you know the same kind of learnings I have the feeling with it Irene thank you so much I will greet Steve I will greet Steve byebye thanks for coming by and popping and popping by and saying hello can B make sh Sharon in green salsa no I don't even know what that is I'm not into the Mexican food if you ask me about Mexican Cuisine I don't know it's fajitas tacos and you know borito and sal sal I don't know much about Mexican food but Steve loves it he has bad luck with me I know in other Cuisines but not that one that's part what I like P does and talks about what she wants without smoing or thinking about money or being bothered by trolls yeah that's the whole thing it's just the like I said a place I want to see how it goes but it's just friendly you know hang out no [ __ ] you know there's no like it's just [ __ ] free you know look Ed now you're a minimalist and keep in mind keep in mind I never intended for this channel to grow or something at the beginning I thought when I was in Bali I admit and I already have it in my videos I didn't delete any of my videos from the past and you can see exactly what I was doing back then how I was thinking and what I was saying at the very beginning I thought that okay look at all these YouTubers I'm living in Bali and it's co you know nobody can show this kind of content you know it's like uh very few how many uh YouTubers are were B during Co there weren't many very few I don't even know how many but I was thinking okay this will work uh I will be successful YouTuber you know and traveling Bali I will have a bali Channel and then in the end of uh in the end of the the day I saw it's not like that you have to know how to you have to learn about YouTube you have to know about algorithm when to post you have to know thumbnails you have to know the regulation you have to know how to use the camera and make good videos you have to know how to upload you have to know how to edit it's just so hard you know it wasn't wasn't as simple as it looks at the first site you know and then I saw it's not working but by that time I already was invested in girl world and then I said okay let me also make a reaction Channel and I made a reaction Channel and I reacted on food Beauty on her boyfriend and several and then came other people and then I started to react on reactors afterwards following and I didn't plan anything with the channel you know like just see how it goes where it goes so uh yeah and you see that the Universe the universe makes things happen how they should that's why never push you know and people say I mean a negative I don't think I mean people just say that that I'm not with [ __ ] that's what they can't say it they can't say it they're just like you're mean because you say the [ __ ] can't you just keep it to yourself I'm like no I can't I speak out when I see [ __ ] is going on then I speak out on it ask Steve to pretend choke me I will tomorrow when I have a nice makeup like this it will look monstrous but uh Steve cannot choke he will not be able to do it Steve if I he doesn't he cannot do anything like that he cannot pinch or sometimes I ask him to pinch very hard very hard that he pinches but when he pinches he does it well but very very uh he's not violent that's the thing he's very gentle because he was raged by his mom you know very gentle hand you've been in girl world since 1926 I'm sure yeah Steve is a good guy who is pinching what Andrea how are you doing sometimes I go back and watch your videos thank you Christie that's nice how about an immigration and as an immigrant in Ohio do you feel personally attacked by the statements about immigrants eating pets I talked about it I can understand it from the perspective I I find it terrible I find it terrible it's happened in Europe also with the swans it's terrible hello certified window window Liquor you were raised by your moment and it was rough yeah also he had it very rough most other people very much want to grow their platform so they don't uh understand how to operate because they don't understand not giving a [ __ ] about growing your channel yeah that's the point you know they focus too much and please like you know I hate it when you hear these people you know that from the beginning please like And subscribe please like and it gets old and tiring and you know the person loses their appeal you know their sympathic their appeal it's just like not they become untolerable you know unpleasant a lot of the biggies do that too which is surprising really people with you know half a million subscribers I to every time they they'll go do a separate little you know Ed in a pre-prepared clip like And subscribe Sam are you were once poor and hungry and you considered eating dry pet food but you didn't hm I don't know what to say about that at least you had pet food you stayed hungry and you still had the food for the animal I I like that you see how I think I think further think to myself oh he didn't have food but he had pet food that means that he had an animal and the animal had food but he didn't have food so very kind of you you're very nice when I hear them say subscribe it makes me want to unsubscribe yes exactly certified R leaker me too you know and it's they say it's so fake also you know with such a fake smile and the thing is it's even amazing like you even have the ones that are very very successful you know very successful and they still say it and I feel like saying [ __ ] like you have so many subscribers I know we all know you're earning pretty well aren't you uh aren't you ashamed you still need to say it it's amazing for me they have no shame you know and then the thing is the people you have the people they're like oh Sam R is sjam confirmed yeah tell me about this explain to me about this about uh sjam being mad at me I don't understand at what is he angry about the sniping well then don't delete your streams and sjam if you want to be regarded as an Entertainer as a clown like foodie beauty or whatever you have in your mind now foodie Beauty king cobra then you have to re uh accept and be happy about having reactionists if you think about it right right like come on doesn't make any sense Mary Higgins I know girl world is interesting but I think it would be cool for you to Branch out I think story time with you and Steve one would be fun yeah Mary heggins but Steve one I cannot rely on him with his schedule and with his mind you know sadly he can come you know so now and then you know appear but you cannot plan plan anything with Steve one and to Branch out I will Branch out just wait a little bit have some patience have some patience cuz I'm not you think I'm going to stay in Ohio forever or while I'm patience I'm not going this is not going to be every day like this it's already been two years are you one of them hians cooking cats no I am not I not cooking any cats It's like because I said I wrote it in the title and you see this and people are thinking no no cats chicken chicken it's on very low fire let me taste the sauce it's good needs little bit more herb garlic and salt a little more salt and now also I'm going to put inside I don't know my food's always the thing is I don't know they have no name it's like kind of paprikash a kind of Curry a kind of kind of different cuz I don't follow a recipe I just follow my feeling my hands I go by the feeling and I've never hardly ever [ __ ] up very rare I have [ __ ] up of course but not so much for I'm adding the potatoes I boiled to the chicken with the sauce let me not use this little a bit more on little fire about 10 minutes and then it's done I made also on the side for him because he wants some pasta some noodles with the sauce why does BU made doesn't the cat and the vegan chees can each other out the vegan cheese you know that's the thing the vegan cheese the uh delivery brought uh the insta card just gave it by accident can Bali share some business ideas one day I have I have business videos Sam I talked about already about China about import export and how stupid it is for people to uh give you YouTube the money for merchandise it's so silly and so unoriginal it's so stupid it's the most stupidest thing that I've ever heard you know the merchandise on YouTube to make merchandise with you but the most stupidest thing I've ever heard it's like come on it's China make your own merchandise it's you go look for factories d d and you compare factories you compare prices it's a little bit of Market studies and then you you make all the profit yourself why give you YouTube 70% and you want to take 30% for the merchandise I have no idea I'm not I presume it's like that I presume it's something like that why would you do that and why would you be so unoriginal also if anyways you're going to do something like that then put some originality in it are you what are you uh you don't know how to write an email to factory in China or what you don't know how to do that come on people it's just the people with the their mentalities so strange for me but you know I don't get I didn't understand YouTube it took me so long it took me so long to understand about the community about the community it's crazy you know in the end of the day I'm glad I understand it but I wish that I would never have I'm telling you guys I I don't regret the people that I've met let's put it like that and the lessons that I've learned but if I could uh change in my life to have entered girl world I would because that all that time and all that hours with my studies for YouTube I could have already been you know like a shikar transformation I could have made myself like a bodybuilder with that time don't you think you know I could have made myself a bodybuilder but did I make myself a bodybuilder no now I'm on the treadmill what was I doing all the time before what was I doing all the time before I was I was being an sjam that's right I was being an sjam oh let's just hey it's another day I'm on YouTube let's just drink away and just and let the trolls troll me how stupid how stupid and unproductive of me but I learned I did it I saw how idiotic I spent my time and how what I was doing now I'm still spending my time on YouTube but a little bit more wiser you don't see me you know like before you since I I don't know if you have a video show me if you have a video where you see me drunk or anything because I haven't been if you have a video I would challenge somebody to find a video that I make cuz I make kind of every day find and find a video from the past six weeks where you say hey look we caught there you [ __ ] drunk I'm I I'm curious if somebody can find it I can still be Shakira transformation do you know Shakira I like watching her every time I watch her I'm like how can this woman be she's from Holland she's from Netherlands but she moved to UK and worked there in the UK and then she moved to Bulgaria because she would met she was together with a Bulgarian and they got married her husband but in Bulgaria they didn't work out because the husband was very uh like I said uh people in balcon he was very balanic with balanic uh family values and mentality the woman has to follow the man and the man has to give so much attention to all of his family and the woman has to understand and she was not into that she was not into that lifestyle not at all so they divorced and then she stayed alone in Bulgaria and continued with her YouTube and her bodybuilding and now she's together with another man with another man that kind of looks identical to her ex-husband if you ask me but good for her you know and I look at her and I always like I told you I like to look at people and not I don't envy them I admire people like good for her you know look at her she can do it I'm not the person that is like jealous like with the channels what I said with the channels back then I was frustrated I admit it with I was I admit it but in the end of the day it's like I still say I don't understand these people these ass Liquors and I don't understand uh people that consider themselves entertainers and they take money for it with no shame but in the end of the day uh in the end of the day they're not entertainers I don't know but they have the audience I get it but I don't know how to explain it to you they're full of [ __ ] it's just [ __ ] it's just [ __ ] and then you can tell me Well Bal you know uh the people watch the [ __ ] and I say to you yes I know I know but I can't stop commenting about it it's just for me amazing the stupidity it amazes me it kills me the stupidity it kills me seriously and uh I just don't comprehend my mind doesn't comprehend you know it really doesn't comprehend and then I think to myself hey but okay it's just me because a lot of people don't like me on YouTube in real life it's not like that but on YouTube yeah uh because I speak the truth what was I going to say I speak the truth and yeah I ramble and uh but the people don't like me I don't know I lost the point with this YouTube Adventure it's my adventure you know also like everybody else has their Adventure I have mine I don't pick on one person and uh every and do it for a job you know just for the views because you cannot tell me you can cannot tell me that you have fun repeating yourself every day you cannot tell me that that's fun you see I'm doing this I like doing this you don't see me that I do it by force or you don't see me trying to chase cloud or pressure I'm doing this but I don't consider myself an Entertainer at the same time that's why I say the mon I don't consider let's see what the universe does the universe consider me an Entertainer we will see for now I have $38 and I'm very proud of them but uh you you know like I don't consider myself do have I learned and changed a little bit like the thumbnails I know how to make better thumbnails now I know how to uh panel I know how to do many other things that I didn't know before you know like I'm not going to listen you know exactly if you know about YouTube you know I learned so many things does that did that make does that make my content a little bit better no not really do I put in some time yes I put in time because I make notes but I don't consider my I will never consider myself an Entertainer but I can say that I am because of YouTube I can say right now that I am but do I consider myself one no do I wish to be one yes and that's why the frustration that's exactly the point the frustration you know when I was seeing the other people and I'm you have to understand me I'm a human being you know you have to get me at least I admit it when I see that other people get the attention and it's just [ __ ] you know it frustrates it frustrates a person it frustrates a person I don't know if you can understand it or not it's just frustrating bro you sound like a broken record respectfully Sam I wonder who you are Sam I don't know you seem like you know me but I don't know maybe Bonnie needs a rem remove herself from that negativity I know I have a lot of negativity because uh I have been in such a situation where I learned you know about life I had to learn to value things and to appreciate and to be [ __ ] grateful I Pro I think before I wasn't I wasn't grateful I really honestly wasn't grateful but even if I built things myself up you know I didn't get it for free I really uh busted my ass Steve one knows and from my story for my history you can know that it wasn't easy for me imagine you know being 22 years old and working for Israel and having to go to Kuwait and Qatar and Abu Dhabi and Dubai and where else was I uh Tunisia I was in Tunisia as well in Cairo Egypt I was in many places with the with that job and then afterwards when I made ideal event more places Milan Madrid Steve one up number one Nos and he was with me on some of those trips Russia Australia anyhow the thing is is that uh I even forgot now the thread that because of the company I traveled and I saw many places I don't know I should entertain when I ride with the lawnmower the bikini I don't know why Steve has this image in his mind he has he's stuck on the image on me on that Lawn Lawn Mower Sam you know how many times you think about your past zero well that's good for you Sam uh so what are you now flaunting with to me that you have having better mental how you call it capacity and training and control that well you know what I can I cannot think about the past well good for you good for you then I'm glad for you Sam r that you can do that it's very hard it's very hard when uh it's just very hard when you have such a drop like I had but I know like I'm not going to mention it because it's already like people say you can't mention it anymore with the co but I was on an island and with the restaurant and with uh no family no friends even family my mother that uh acted the way she did I don't want to go into the drama there again so yeah and that's the thing I I comment because I see people are ungrateful that's my whole point people are grifting so much grifting going on so much [ __ ] going on so much ungratefulness going on and I just have to speak out you know I'm like [ __ ] I've been watching this you know so let me speak out and nobody was listening to me nobody was listening to my voice and I get frustrated nobody listens to me and now you know I learned about you know like now my voice is heard I'm happy what can I say I'm happy that I achieved my goal no I didn't achieve my goal because my goal always changes with time it was my goals were like this Foody beauty is such a terrible person like everybody else we and then it was like my goals have changed you know or not you cannot say goal you can say purpose purpose yeah my purposes yeah whatever and YouTube but I wanted people to hear me and they heard me do they like me no do I care no you're simple as that hey Chevy thanks for saying hello probably not even illegal to snatch up a pet for yeah that the guy was saying that the immigrants they pick up a road kill they pick up the road kill and the people see them picking up the road kill and they're disgusted but what you know what I'm thinking to myself but if they pick up the roadkill how do you know they're going to eat it maybe they're just cleaning the street for you also you know could you consider it like that but do you really have the voice people want to listen to No Sam are I know that is my problem I'm aware of that you you that's the thing you're very smart your comments are smart uh I don't I know I don't have the voice I really know and I don't have also the that's why I say I'm not an Entertainer I know my flaws if I had you know the voice and like I could talk like your mama you know and uh but I don't I don't have that it's annoying my voice is annoying I can't even listen to myself imagine how terrible it is I'm telling you I'm going to start to cry because I can't even listen to myself when I listen to myself it hurts my brain so that's why I'm with this experience but I have so much to say but my voice is just so terrible there I cannot do anything I remember that there was so many creators you know that used uh Avatar you know the Avatar and then they also changed the voice you know Lan Entourage if you know Lan Entourage l Entourage doesn't use her real voice it's like a fake voice I was thinking to try to start with that but then I was like no it's too complicated and too stupid for me to every time you know to have that to change the voice Ed now yeah your CH your goals are changing also you got to focus in on two three yeah you never know Edna things like I told you develop in life you you just like like I said I just left everything the hands of the universe since I decided that I don't want I want to continue living I said okay I'm going to continue living I'm leaving everything and then the universe with Steve happened that Steve Bali wonderful then okay new Venture New Journey new uh life America marriage uh and then the experience with marriage and many other things that I learned along with that and YouTube so you know I'm not complaining and then obviously like I said I'm not remaining here like how what what do you want me to do here in Ohio I have to wait a little bit for and then uh it things move on you know I have to wait for Steve also to see his situation it's not easy you know I don't want to uh I I'm responsible he's my husband so I'm responsible for him so in if he goes to Austria with me then uh he has to check how it works because he's very dependent on America I don't know if he can integrate with his medicine and all of that veterinarian what do they have in do they have that veterinarian thing in Austria I don't know he has here special things with the being a being a what do you call you know vet vet uh veterinar or what do you call it you know what I'm talking about the fake voices really annoy yeah but that's the thing they they don't the what's better the fake Voice or my voice probably the fake voice I think I know you feel the same way about trying to create an avatar but I think it's needed yeah no the thing is Edna I thought you with the white thing I always thought it's very cool you know because it represents you it represents you perfectly because you have completely you're neutral you know there is no nothing you know you're just neutral you're just there you know that's what I was thinking with the white uh Avatar that you have that nobody can comment you know there's nothing to comment on because it's white you know what I mean it's exactly like you are there's nothing to comment on because you're so positive and with no negativity at all within yourself so it's that's what I was thinking the VA exactly chrisy veteran veteran not veterinarian I got it wrong veterinarian and Veteran on what do I do for fun I've been to Cleveland Ohio I had a good time uh in Ohio I've not really been around lot you know because you know my husband and the situation uh his work schedule and also when he's off of work he doesn't like to do much because of his uh autism it's okay he's okay for for me to speak he knows that I everybody knows and he's not he has no problem with it you know but yeah he doesn't like to go much out he doesn't like to socialize but me personally now that I'm on movable I can move of course I I me for fun I like to go out to meet people you know to see people you know to see places and to see people and I like to be of course nowadays I don't I'm I'm a I don't have any more energy for for the life from before but I like to still I like to meet people that's I miss the most social social life from America if you ask me what the [ __ ] do you miss the most from everything I'll tell you social life is what I'm missing the most here but everything else is okay you know I cannot complain about anything else yeah eki but where do you want me to go that's also the thing you everybody says that where do you want me to go chrisy since Co you're a home body I can understand yeah also that in Co it happened you know that I became I told you I became immobile I was immobile I couldn't lift my legs anymore do you understand do you understand the feeling in I'm I'm not happy that I experienced it but it's amazing that I experienced it I don't know what I was so depressed I don't know it was hard for me to lift my legs do you understand that walking to be hard it was it was exactly like this you know that you have those uh you have those things that you put around your arm your arm you know like you wrap around your arm and you can put them on your ankles also on your feet on your ankles so it's weight you know two kilos so when you walk you know you're having weight when you're obese this is exactly how it feels but you don't have any weight it's just that it's it's your own weight it's your own weight and lifting a leg and taking a step is hard and oh I can't believe but I experienced it you know for things small things to be a Challenge and the thing is that's why my conception changed because maybe before I'm not going to say I was a [ __ ] you know or arrogant no I wasn't but I never ever regarded how hard it is and how hard life is you know and your life completely changes when you look pretty and everything people treat you differently when you are obese and not special anymore people treat you [ __ ] differently it is so big difference such a big difference and of course that affects your life how you're mood you know your Vibe your activities and your uh success and your you know like Evolution and you know success moving forwards so you need people and interaction and all that you know for positivity exchange of energies yeah iy anywhere there's nowhere I already Googled there's nowhere or very much around there's really nothing you understand Edna when when you were big did you have a stronger sexual drive no Sam when I was big I had no because I couldn't stand myself I'm telling you uh I had when I was obese I had two boyfriends and they were uh from they were Balin local because there was no there was no uh what you call it expad or a foreigner around so I had two boyfriend not at the same time one was what one was in the year 20 one was in the year 2020 and the other was in the year 2021 and I was obese those years and I tell you you it's because you yourself feel so not sexy you know you you yourself feel not sexy it's it is what it is it's so hard to feel sexy you know when uh when you're obese and if you don't feel sexy how can you have good sex you know what I mean it's hard so I didn't really have the drive I didn't have the mood or anything like that also I will tell you honestly okay but I was depressed I was chronically depressed and it wasn't just OB it was obesity and chronic depression I would not uh I would not masturbate and uh that's pretty you know like I'm I I'm pretty active sex sexually you know and so I would not I would not uh please myself you know because I just did not feel like I did not because I knew how I look you know so I just thought to myself just don't think about it you know what I mean like trying to to hide to run away you know from from the facts you know so by not thinking about sex or pleasing myself I was kind of not uh enjoying you know my body and you have to enjoy your body and all that so that's the thing I was uh in those two years I had those two boyfriends and I I didn't stay with the with the first one it was the first one was just 1 month or two months and the second one was 6 months yeah 6 months and the rest I was without wait let me read the chat so I answer treat myself to a spa then maybe yes of course iki that's the thing Austria we're talk Austria in you in USA we didn't think of moving anywhere else back to Austria to my to my apartment there in house where is a cheap iy did they use protection no they didn't use protection but hey by the way if anybody wants to know they didn't use protection but my results came back from uh the gynecologist from papsmear and uh they called me to tell me that everything is okay so it's not like I was worried anyhow I don't know but I went to do it anyhow but I wasn't concerned at all yeah with with the Indonesians I didn't use protection I'm turning the food off the fire so yeah no and yeah being obese was very hard very very hard getting out of bed is hard you know like it's really really difficult and that's why after all that experience you know obesity and depression me as a person I've become much different very much different I value things differently and I see things differently and uh maybe that's why I comment so much maybe that's why I comment I don't know it could be let's put it like that before the depression or obesity I thought very much about myself I was I was not ever like selfish not like that because if you like I said regards money I will give you my last dime you know I with with those kind of things not but I was very I don't know how to say but now nowadays after all that it annoys me let's put it like that it annoys me when I see people that they have family and don't value it or when they uh when they're just shitty people you know and and they uh nobody comments so then I comment and I know it's it's a waste of my energy it's very waste what what's what's the point and like Sam says you know pick positive things but now I'm picking positive things you know that's why you see me more on the treadmill but then again you see I'm thinking more about myself do you understand what I mean where I'm going with this I'm thinking more about you know I start to think oh my body no me me me that's you understand what I mean so I have to be careful about my mind and how how you think and how your mind develops and how your mind puts everything together it's really really difficult and complicated it's not easy especially for people with mental illness you know it's even more harder what what question what was that did you leave them inside leave it inside or outside where did they leave it on your back uh outside outside the first one outside and the second one inside yeah the second one inside hey Lazy B has anyone ever told you you talk real fast no no not really yeah was so weird I remember the time with the second one it was already heavy Co you know and while we were he was living with me in the Villa that I was uh living in and renting and we were stuck there Co was so weird with that guy I will never forget I have pictures maybe I can show okay we had outside it was not like we were stuck inside but uh we had outside pool we had pool I'll show you pictures very nice and it was just so weird for me with that guy I can't explain it and I went to his family I have pictures also I went to his family to the uh Village you know like not Bali in the city into the village and uh I stayed there for three nights you know and spend time with his family and the thing is is that of course the family they were living you you could not live there they don't have beds or something they're just living like in huts and I just booked a hotel next to next to the family and I slept in the hotel with him he slept with me in the hotel and then during the day we spend time with the family also weird I show you pictures very interesting pictures us there you know what is your body count body count regarding what how many people I've been with or I cannot I don't have a count I lost count already of that yeah so guys I really don't have really much to talk about anymore the cooking is finished I told you about my opinion about the uh immigrants eating pets in the end yeah it's like I think it's like Steve and uh Anita said that it is just political manipulation maybe there's some truth to it like I told you we had in Europe I think it was Romania where the swans were aten and they were aten by gypsies there's also so much story behind Gypsies and Roman Romanians you know the Romanians don't like the Gypsies and me in the end I am a my great grandfather was a gypsy so a little percentage I have the father of my Romanian grandfather I met him and he died I lived across the street from him in Romania but I forgotten what year that was that was in the year I think 20 that was in the year 2020 20 it was in the year 2001 and my grandfather passed away about I don't know 10 years ago something so everybody kind of in my family is dead passed away I don't have any family except my my my grandmother and my mom that's alive but I don't consider my mom of my family but alive you know I cannot have to save my mom and then my uncle too my uncle I haven't talked to him since exactly a 10 years he came to my birthday when I was when I turned 30 and I was in my bar in Vienna he works for the United Nations and I was in my bar in Vienna and he brought me flowers and that was the last time he spoke to me so it is what it is did I try to reach out of course but no reply and from what I understand is that because I'm my dad's daughter you know my mom kind of [ __ ] my dad over and indirect not indirectly and then [ __ ] me over Mom [ __ ] my dad over and then me over it's terrible I don't know what to say about that [ __ ] such a terrible woman and my uncle of course knows you know and he considers me Austrian you know so uh I don't know he just doesn't he never want to have any relationship with me who is on panel Edna I I'm invisible heard this story before have you have not heard this story before Sam shut the [ __ ] up my body count is 5,000 lazy yeah for sure what you you eat Swan no I would never eat Swan Wellness Wednesday in 7 minutes guys I'm going because Wellness Wednesday is happening I will not be there in the chat but anyways I don't have what to say anymore there's nothing I cannot offer entertainment we have cooked the food I have spoken a little bit maybe later I will be back maybe later I will be back I'm sorry that I have to leave but uh I will go on the treadmill like this I there's no point I'm going to listen to Jan on the treadmill that's what I'm going to do and then heavy heavy chin and then afterwards uh I'll be on the treadmill and then maybe later in the evening we can meet and we can chat I don't know what to talk about like I told you I feel guilty not because anyways I'm not doing anything and I have Craig you know Craig is waiting for me all the time but then at the same time it's conflicting I'm conflicting and hypocritical for me just to come and say I have nothing prepared let's hang out so do you understand what what I mean it's uh embarrassing to just hey I'm here you know come and hang out it's hypocritical for me to do that so if I find something to talk about you know but it's so hard let's see maybe somebody in girl world made topic now we already discussed about the Ohio maybe I'll find a solution I don't have a solution for this and in the end it's not true open Panel later yeah Craig will you speak will you speak what will we talk about we already talk about is we can talk more about sjam I'm furious with him if if he's going to try to strike me he can't I will appeal idiot he's like uh she sniped it's not sniped completely you hear my voice the it's not sniped that's the thing it's transformed I even went to cover purple glitter at some point or who was it was it no purple glitter or Hannibal Hannibal it was Hannibal with his panel I covered so or I don't know but I covered no I purple glitter in between so uh he cannot say [ __ ] they're not going to do anything but like I said in case something happens in case I will make a video about it I will make a video about it and say look at this piece of [ __ ] s Jam he wants to be food Beauty he wants to be food Beauty but at the same time uh doesn't want reactionist it's crazy cuz he's ashamed he's ashamed he knows that he's an [ __ ] and he hates it he hates when somebody points it out these people you know they think to themselves it's it's it's the internet you know I'm always going to have haters so what the [ __ ] should I care there's always going to be the suckers you know the fools that like me and support me and I'm always going to have haters so let me just behave like a [ __ ] anyhow it's disgusting you know because I can it's like I anyways have some people that support me so suck it up I can behave like an [ __ ] I'm like oh my God you know like you're okay with being an [ __ ] and you you're proud of it too at the end of the day you're proud of it as well incredible it's just incredible to me no I cannot Sam I will maybe later if I come everybody I say thank you so much for yeah dragging s Jam maybe later I will start again I say thank you very much for hanging out and I hope you enjoy the cooking and the little chat uh I will go treadmilling and check if there's something thereat to talk about and I say thank you very much I feel so bad but I it's it's ridiculous from to me Jan views I'm going to see what Jan views will talk about today I'm not going to chat but uh because I already chatted enough and uh we see each other maybe later thank you lazy thanks so much Anita iki lazy all of you guys I really say uh thank you Sam R also you lazy cra it's all of you all of you it's very uh how to say it's I'm humbled let's put it like that I'm humbled because I know so many people hate me and they just don't support and whatever they don't want to see me become an Entertainer they don't believe in me they don't want to believe in me so I thank you so much for the support bye Christina thanks so much everybody bye-bye peace peace peace peace peace