you know I was like oh the par Olympic space is is a huge space representing your country would be incredible sort of looked at rowing as an Avenue I enjoy the water grew up in and around surfing and I liveed down the western suburbs Adat close to West Lakes logistically it worked and gravitated to there at the start and um I remember coming home to her and going I want to make the Australian rowing team and she was just she's been my number one supporter and through everything but she knows me from ever like she knows me from the the band playing beer drinking camping surfing you know ched that didn't care about his Fitness to me coming home and going yeah and she was she kind of laughed she's like really and I was like y like and I remember being so like yeah I'm going to do it