SZA on being a large mainstream artist #sza #szasos #artist #musician #music

I am a runner like in general it's hard to like just be present in general even when I'm singing my music it's almost like I'm cosplaying myself like I'm cosplaying an artist like what that would be like and that's makes it easier for me to like do the whole thing cuz in my mind it's like I don't know it's so weird I'm still figuring out like who I am and what is happening to me like I'm becoming something in real time and it's really confusing to me like performing in an arena what that actually means and how to like not let that energy command me and overtake me and shut me down but then like really be present in the moment enough to talk to myself while I'm doing it to hear my inner voice and it's really hard wow to feel that way but it took me so long to even get to a space where I could hear anything else but chaos where it was like like left right the lights I'm changing my outfit like yeah next song