you have such a fan base and such an online fan base and so much of your life is online there's a Reddit I literally was just G to say the reddit's crazy yeah people pull up you know they're not right about everything though okay do you want to correct anything while we're here no when do you feel like you fully wrestled back total control of your image was it after that relationship after yeah definitely because um you know it was actually blessing that he came into my life because he kind of like shook up my team in a way where a lot of the creative control was then given back to me whereas I feel like for a couple of years there it would still feel this pressure to like pretend to be this like Hollywood Starlet that I like wasn't and I'd get into fights about it and be really upset about it but then ultimately always concede and like just do what they wanted me to do because it was like easier than arguing so after he came in and was like wait a minute no that like I'm going to do he said I'm going to do what I want to do but then when he left it was like oh wait now I'm going to do what I want to do you know right so so you needed that hurricane to blow through to get rid of all the debris y yeah yeah yeah and then you you felt more empowered after that well then I kind of felt like oh my God the world is my oyster right and you knew you didn't want to be anybody's muse no I'm My Own Muse in the same way I'm my own muse I'm also my own like downfall and cuz really ultimately I can only do what I believe I can do so when I don't believe in myself I can't do anything and I'm debilitated so it's both ways you know um but yeah after that uh you know it was like the the doors had unlocked and and I just had so many more resources at my fingers more people wanting to work with me more designers willing to let me clothes and and then just it became really fun and then I had and then and then I then I started to hear this whole thing like oh well she's only like you know killing it in the fashion because it it's Kanye it's Kanye and I was like no these are my looks I'm putting them together and um so then I felt like that was what I needed to push against and prove that that no these are my looks you know I'm doing this and I wasn't doing it before because my team wanted me to just look basic right because they had a vision especially post on God GS where they were like we can push you we have a a a a trajectory for you and all you have to right and all you have to do is just play along if you just keep smiling wearing these looks yeah you're going to be fine in 10 5 10 years you'll be financially fine you'll have a great career we did our jobs that's what they're telling you and you're sort of saying like it's not me yeah like like it's not me it felt in authentic and it didn't feel fun and it's like I don't want to do anything that isn't fun I'd rather pack it up and just leave and go do something else