one of the tragic things about life is that it ends how often do you think about your death are you afraid of it I have a friend who's very very successful and he's in his 80s mid mid 80s and he asked me that exact same question I said I turned it around I said well what about you he said I think about it every minute of every day and then a week later he called me to tell me something and he starts off the conversation by going ticktock ticktock this is a dark this is a dark person you know in a sense but uh it is what it is I mean you know if you're religious you have I think a better feeling toward it you know you're supposed to go to heaven ideally not hell but you're supposed to go to heaven if you good I think our country is missing a lot of religion I think it really was a much better place with religion it it was some it was almost a guide you know to a certain extent it was a guide you want to be good to people without religion there's no real there no guard rails I'd love to see us get back to religion more religion in this country