that is a very like coming out is is one of the most vulnerable and empowering things that you can do and I think for me was very much like you like I it's not about being straight or gay or by or queer or it's more about I think I think I'm just learning like what love is and I love people and I I don't know what I'm attracted to but I Choose You and that is that is the the freedom of the love that I was starting to experience in seeing people and because I think I had been able to take off a like a layer of again protection and instead of being so internalized I was starting to see people and seeing their hearts and seeing their beauty and their Essence coming through in a way that I was like wow like I love people