that that praise almost because you know you go back to all my interviews like I want to be like Connor I want to fight I want to do what Connor did I want to do what Connor did now you know I'm 29 defended the belt something he's never done by the way um and I just feel pure jealousy from it it's it's really weird because from you know times change you know he's he's a little bit older now he's on a five fight losing streak he just pulled out because of his toe which is just not Conor like um um so I I feel a lot of jealousy from Conor McGregor to be honest which sucks you know I hope I don't get bitter like that