one of the tragic things about life is that it ends how often do you think about your death are you afraid of it I have a friend who's very very successful and he's in his 80s mid mid 80s and he asked me that exact same question I said I turned it around I said well what about you he said I think about it every minute of every day and then a week later he called me to tell me something and he starts the conversation by going ticktock ticktock this is a dark this is a dark person you know in a sense but uh it is what it is I mean you know if you're religious you have I think a better feeling toward it you know you're supposed to go to heaven ideally not hell but you're supposed to go to heaven if you're good