I could have been better you know I could have let down my window you know in that instant but um the thing about me is man I don't I I don't want attention I don't I don't want to be like cameras out phones on you you know in that moment but um at the end of the day um you know I'm I'm human I got to I got to follow rules I got to you know um do what you know um every everyone else would do you know so now does that give them the right to literally beat the dog out of me absolutely not but at the end of the day um I wish I could go back and you know do things a bit differently it's it's shell shocking man it's it's really it's really crazy to know that you know um you have officers in this world that would literally do that with body cams on you know sad it's really sad um which brings up another conversation and and leads into what would they do if they didn't have body cams