if you read my official discharge papers from Moscow hospital it was toxic action by an unidentified substance that's the official diagnosis so translated from medical into human language uh poisoning they don't know with what um they're not sure how this was done uh but the only thing we know is that twice in two years the first in May of 2015 and the second time in February of 2017 uh I felt suddenly and violently ill both times in Moscow both times falling into a coma with multiple organ failure and with a 5% chance to survive this is what doctors told my wife both in 2015 and 20 2017 um and it's only by the grace of God and by the work of the good doctors in uh in Moscow that I'm sitting here and speaking with you today I'm and I'm certainly very grateful and and certainly very fortunate