Do you think these political tactics are healthy in a practicing democracy? What are your thoughts?

when you received that letter or either you were told about that letter I was told about that you told rumors of that letter does it scare you I think it made me much more careful and concerned meaning not so much for myself like I said if let's say push comes to shove the disciplinary committee decides to recommend that I be sacked from the party because of certain things that I say and even now you know why I'm saying now and if let's say they sack me from the party you know I I'll be sad but it's okay life goes on I don't have any elected positions especially since I'm not going to contest in the the D State committee you know but what really I think made me more concerned is I don't want whatever actions I take or the things I say to be used against people that I'm still close to in the party