well we're here tonight celebrating all of Netflix's best reality TV including selling Sunset you just wrap season8 how we feeling feeling pretty good um a little a little scared for it come out the beginning was like a little much for me but um it's going to be an interesting season for sure so I just talked to Bri and she said the same thing but also noted that the way that things unfold no one expected right yeah I completely agree with her okay um so yeah she was telling the truth so but you're normally like in the middle you're the one trying to keep both sides calm do you play that role again this season um that that is who I am and I was try to do that there um things are a little different this time but I think I I'm still me so I think you have to watch to see what I mean by that but yeah I'm in some stuff a little bit more than I normally am oh okay I'm still you're still you now some of the cast is going to be here tonight anyone that you're a little nervous to see not anymore oh I was about to say take that as a yes because that long pause was very long but yeah okay not anymore not anymore um yeah I I had like a little um moment with somebody um tell us season a maybe probably oh she's looking at the right behind the camera we can't find out like I don't know am I allowed to am I not um yeah no but there is somebody that um that you know just had to sort something out okay so last season you were very open about your fertility Journey do you have an update on that if you want to share anything um yeah I just you know nothing I'm not pregnant so um but I have to go through a lot more medical things I have to have surgery um if I ever want to have a baby basically my son was a miracle kind of and and we just never knew and so so now we're just trying to decide what to do um it's it's a lot to go through we're just up in the air right now I'm I'm not sure okay you don't have to be but it is amazing for viewers to see this journey because then they're not there's people that see it and they're like oh we're not alone right absolutely I've had so many people come up um to me and and just thank me for being open because I think a lot of times you feel like you can't talk about it I even have husbands come up and they're like thank you like this actually help my wife and and so I'm actually on a board of directors for a women's health uh foundation and I'm doing a bunch of stuff for them um AGL um to try to help like raise awareness for different fertility issues and women's um um just women health issues in general um to try to do something with with my pain just give it back and try to do something no it's so amazing and I also love how your husband is so supportive of you how what is your favorite thing about him being that supportive oh he's just I mean he's a rock he always has been I'm glad that other people are starting to see it now not giving like thinking he's just like whatever they thought in the beginning he's always been like this and he's just he's my number one supporter and um my best friend so [Music] n [Music]