I've never been a part of anything like that before and it was uh shocking um just it was terrifying is what it was um because you know while it was going down um I knew I'm watching a human being potentially die during a spring event and so it's hard to like it's like okay you have to do your job but yet it's like if you're walking the grocery store and you saw somebody you know have a heart attack in in the aisle and someone said okay well like don't like you know you don't have time to really try to help or do anything nothing that you can do but I want you to work and tell us and report to the world about what's happening in the moment um so that was it was not only shocking I would say it was just more terrifying than anything else because you were just so um so worried