let's talk about the major effect you had when you basically told ESPN goodbye bye friends that was a boss move you know it's interesting because I've always that was it if you go back and look at my like I think it was my junior year at Georgia and we all had to fill out like a questionnaire and it's like what's your dream job and mine was just ESPN reporter and then one day I woke up and I I was literally I think I was 30 when I got the college game day gig and I was like Mission a accomplished what what's next you know like it's a weird place to be in where you've really you've realized a lot of the dreams and the goals that you set for yourself and you're wanting more um and then you're at a place where they want to give you as much as humanly possible you know but at the same time you're like I just feel like there's something else out there for me and I heard one time I wish I knew who said it but it was basically like if you're at a table and what you need to be nourished is no longer being served it's okay to get up and I was like it is okay to get up and leave and everyone in the whole wide world can think how could you leave the worldwide leader and because I wanted to go lead somewhere else you know what I mean I wanted to be true to myself and the first thing that I did when I got to NBC was work the Olympics and I just remember being there and the way that they pour into women's a or female athletes because track and field was huge um remember it was the Simone biles Olympic that was her coming out and her talking about Mental Health and but she was the star of the Olympics coming in and I was like wow I'm somewhere that like their value that they're placing on women is incredible and that's like the first thing that Drew me in and not only that NBC they really told me that we want you to be we want you to be a wife and a mom and have time and when your season's over we want you to spend that time with family and they thought of me as like this multi-dimensional person and for the first time I felt that way and I think for so long I had been on this hamster wheel and you know what that's like there's no season I mean at the time I was covering men's and women's college basketball NBA both the drafts um college football I was even working in some NFL football like literally the whole year and I was getting burned out like I don't know how much longer I really could have done it and even my dad was like you're you need to sit down somewhere and when your dad tells you that you kind of listen to him you better listen you better listen yeah and then I also think too when you grow up I I really grew up in that place in that Institution and it's hard to view this young kid that came in willing to do any and everything and then have her sit at the table and be like okay now what do I deserve you know it's hard to sit and across from that person and see them as like the new adult that they are then and so I think you know it broke amicably it's beautiful all my friends are still there I still talk to them all the time that I absolutely love where I am now and I love that I chose myself despite what anyone could have possibly thought about this situation [Music]