me and Evan both binged it in one day I don't know how you watched it but I know you haven't watched it yet yet are we waiting for a special type of popcorn what's happening yeah no no so I I split my kids so like obviously 50/50 and we got back into town I had my my little time with them and then we left you know yesterday so I just chose to spend it with them and not watch it I really want to be focused in though and not like having the mom and do I want to I want to watch it you know and listen so mhm in time yeah maybe a little bit anxiety of there too like I'm like yeah what are what are you scared of specifically I know obviously as two people who binged it in a day you and Dakota certainly go through it I know it wasn't easy for you you were heavily pregnant throughout the entire season is there a part of you that's scared to watch the tougher moments of your relationship play back and are you are you fearful that that might impact your current Dynamic having to relive that maybe and maybe there's a little bit of that like I'm like I could be triggered easily like and so I think if I'm watching that I'm listening to it over and like cuz I think there's a lot that's cut out though that I did it was like a whole therapy session of lots of emotions and so as she's saying there's so much that's cut out so maybe it's not even in there so I thought in my head I'm like scared to go like watch that again