less than two months after revealing their battle with lupus and a rare te- cell disorder Hy shared how these illnesses have deeply affected them in a recent tumblr post the singer discussed their health struggles and the online bullying they faced from their own fans I am not going to do anything that doesn't make me happy anymore Hy explained when I got sick all I could think about was getting better so I could come back and be a part of this again but I don't even know what this is anymore and regret coming back they noted that their fans have become increasingly hostile it used to be just a minority that were awful to me and now it seems like a majority have only stuck around to chime in occasionally with their opinion of how much they hate me or how awful I am H's new song Lucky sampling Britney Spears 2000 hit addresses managing both illnesses in the track they sing I shaved my head four times because I wanted to to and then I did it one more time cuz I got sick in another recent song the end the singer details their Health Battle woes singing every couple of years now a doctor says I'm sick slash pulls out a brand new bag of tricks and then they lay it on me and at first it was my brain then a skeleton in pain following the emotional tumblr post H's fans showed their support expressing love and encouragement despite the bullying Hy has a strong base of supporters ready to Rally around