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the DI hard Warrior Jennifer's Navy SEAL romance book two written by Jennifer Youngblood narrated by utumn mcnamer prologue Maddox clutched the bundle of flowers as he willed his feet to move forward interesting that he'd gone on scores of seal missions and none of them made him as nervous as he was right now his throat tightened as he swallowed maybe it was a mistake to come here he looked at the large double doors of the resort forcing himself to relax for all he knew Addie might not even be here she didn't know he was coming probably thought he was still overseas he pushed a hand through his hair what would she think of his ragged appearance he'd lost a good 30 PBS due to his imprisonment in Syria his clothes hung on him but he refused to buy more vowing that he'd gain weight and rebuild his muscle if it was the last thing he did he'd take back his life what he wanted more than anything was Addie an image of her flashed through his head his favorite memory the one he'd lived by when he was stuck in a filthy cell in Syria he saw her deep Brown curls blowing in the wind the tenderness in her Smile as she looked at him with fiery green eyes he stepped inside the foyer and looked around there was a woman at the front desk helping an older couple he didn't want to ask for Addie and draw attention to himself better to see if he could find her he walked toward her office stopping in his tracks when he spotted her from a distance his breath froze in his throat she was a vision part fairy part Angel part vixen the silky fabric of her Emerald dress hugging her curves it occurred to him that she was overdressed for work then he saw a guy in a sport coat and slacks dding toward her carrying a bundle of red roses his posture was erect a confident grin plastered over his face maddox's heart dropped when the guy leaned in and said something as he handed her the Roses Addie tipped her head back and laughed gazing adoringly into his eyes nausea rolled in maddox's gut and he had the urge to charge forward and punch the guy's lights out he'd make the guy bleed make him wish he'd never laid eyes on Eddie he clutched the flowers no he wouldn't do that Maddox was no longer a prisoner in Syria heck he wasn't even a seal anymore he was a member of polite Society the place where people buried their wounded Hearts under polite trivialities and wooden Smiles his heart thudded dully in his ears as the foolishness of this endeavor flooded through him Addie didn't want to see him she'd ended their relationship before he even went to Syria she was probably glad when she thought he was dead no doubt Maddox was dead to her now he dropped the flowers on the floor and turned on his heel walking swiftly away before the Raging part of him succumb to the temptation to rip the guy's head off Addie's skin prickled with the sensation of being watched as she pulled her attention away from her date she looked toward the foyer scanning the faces of the people surrounding her crazy for an instant she'd felt maddox's presence she forced a smile would you please excuse me for a minute oh and can you hold these she handed him the Roses he nodded of course even as she walked in the direction of the foyer she laughed at herself she'd lost count of the number of times she'd mistakenly thought she'd spotted Maddox in a crowd her heart clutched the longing for him nearly unbearable she thought he was dead two days ago the news came that he was still alive she'd been waiting on pins and needles hoping he'd contact her so far nothing a few Paces ahead she saw a bundle of yellow Cales on the floor wrapped in green ribbon she hurried forward picking them up her heart began to pound no one except for medo knew those were her favorite chapter 1 6 weeks later Addie gritted her teeth as she tightened her hold on the phone fighting to keep her voice even I wish I could just drop everything and leave for San Diego this minute but I can't this afternoon a trove of Executives from Watermill Inc are due to arrive for their conference are you talking about those water filter guys yep she snipped it's the conference I've been planning for 6 months she hoped adding that tidbit drove her Point home she couldn't just up and leave sure she was excited about the baby but she had responsibilities pops let out a long sigh it had the same effect on Addy's nerves as a pickaxe scratching metal isn't there someone else who can fill in for you Addie barked out a laugh no there isn't technically pops was her grandfather but he was more like a father he and his late wife Luella raised Addie and Corbin her older brother when their parents were killed she loved pops more than anything thing but he was the most stubborn man on the planet this conversation was irritating the heck out of her especially with everything else she dealt with this morning it would be nice if you could be here to support your brother and Delaney pops lowered his voice Corbin's putting on a good face but I can tell he's worried about the preclampsia addy pushed a curl away from her eye arguing with pops was as futile as having a shouting match with a fence post I thought Delany was doing better her spirits are good but she's really swollen the doctors got her on some medicine to stabilize her blood pressure in the hope that she can carry the baby until at least 35 weeks that's two more weeks right they'd all been super worried about Delan she and Corbin had been through the ringer they deserved some happiness in their lives please let Delany and the baby be okay Addie prayed silently yes no way could take off work right now as much as she wanted to be there it was smarter to wait until the baby was born and then go and visit for a few days after this week's conference there was a lull of about two weeks before the next Rush was scheduled to begin Addy planned to go to San Diego then the baby and Delany would be okay they had to be she pulled the phone away from her ear when she saw her assistant Sadie rushing towards her the look of panic on sti's face caused Addie's chest to tighten what was it now it had been one of those mornings where everything had gone wrong half the staff had called in sick the drain in the sink of the Main Kitchen was clogged and it took forever to get a plumber to come out there was a mixup with a shuttle service picking the water filter Executives up from the airport Addie called to confirm the appointment but the office manager had no record of it the woman went on to add in a snippy condescending tone that all of her shuttles were booked it had taken Addie two long hours of frantic calling to find Replacements when she finally got all the fires put out and had a minute to take a breather pops called hounding her about going to San Diego the Caterers are here they're setting up in the Alpine room sad said breathlessly Addie groaned no that's not right they're supposed to be in the skyline room we've already set up the computer equipment for the presentations in the Alpine room it had taken several hours and a carload of computer geeks to get everything working correctly no way were they going to Temp Fate by switching rooms who's supposed to be where pops questioned oh that wasn't meant for you I was talking to Satie Addie explained she felt like a pingpong ball zigzagging between two different conversations well how's Satie doing pops asked I saw her mother at the grocery store the other day she said Sadie had just gotten engaged to Buddy Franklin seriously pops wanted to talk about that right now Addie huffed a breath yeah sti's doing great no I'm not sad countered wide-eyed we have to get the Caterers squared away did you tell them to set up in the skyline room instead yes but the woman in charge of the catering insists on being in the Alpine room because it's closer to the kitchen Sadie rolled her eyes shaking her head Addie fought the urge to scream sometimes running a resort was like refereeing a bunch of of children with sulky attitudes she gritted her teeth the Caterers will set up where we want them to end of story sad grimaced all right I'll let you tell her that she's kind of intimidating intimidating my foot Addie muttered her blood running hotter what's going on with your foot speak up it's hard to hear you pops's voice was laced with irritation Addie rubbed her forehead think thinking how she should have just stayed in bed this morning sorry pops things are non-stop here right now I'm going to have to call you back later she looked at STI I'll be right there stie threw her hands in the air Addie held up a finger her voice ringing with authority tell them to wait for me she ordered Sadie nodded and hurried away I love you Pops bye wait a minute yeah I thought you'd like to know that Maddox stopped by yesterday yday to check on Corbin and Delaney the air left Addie's lungs as her pulse ratcheted up several notches it was crazy how the very mention of maddox's name sent her heart racing he asked about you her mind Whirled really she sputtered and was instantly frustrated with herself for getting into such a tizzy she swallowed sucking in a breath he asked about me what does that mean that he still cares no you he was probably just being polite if madox truly cared he would have contacted me by now how's he doing the question left her mouth before she could call it back she clenched her hand awaiting the answer pops let out a throaty chuckle PR good for a dead guy Addie's forehead furrowed that's not funny pops her world had come crashing down when she got the news that Maddox and his fellow seal members had gone missing while on a mission in Syria a few weeks later they were presumed dead it was her greatest fear coming to pass she attended his funeral mourned his death beat herself up for breaking up with him then Like a Phoenix Rising From the Ashes the news came that Maddox was still alive oh how she wanted to run to him then to tell him that breaking up with him was the biggest mistake of her life she assumed he'd reach out to her but she'd heard nothing from him he'd been back in the States for six long weeks and nothing she learned from Corbin her older brother that Maddox had retired from the seals and now worked for the same private security company as Corbin that news didn't come as a surprise Corbin and Maddox were as tight as brothers in fact it was through Corbin that she'd met Maddox an unbidden image of Maddox Easton flashed before her eyes unruly hairir almost as curly as hers deep blue eyes that held a mischievous twinkle prominent dimples and his larger than life's smile the captivating Southern twing that made her go weak in the knees she appreciated maddox's zest for life and how he never took himself too seriously the longing for Maddox was so strong she could taste it her throat was drier than sandpaper as she swallowed trying to clear her brain it was over between her and Maddox she'd made sure of that the all too familiar regret pinged through her as she sighed heavily yeah she was an idiot if you were here you could see Maddox yourself a surprised laugh tickled her throat okay now I'm connecting the dots you don't want me there because of Corbin and Delaney you're trying to get me back together with Maddox the thought sent traitorous tingles circling through her instantly she was irrit ated at herself curse her treacherous body she'd always been super attracted to Maddox it was better that it was over between them she couldn't live in constant fear that something might happen to Maddox sure he'd made it out of Serial life but that didn't mean he'd make it out of future scenarios she wasn't brave enough to love a man like that she needed stability a guy she could count on to be there not some full hearty ex Navy SEAL off chasing danger so he could delude himself that he was making the world a better place she'd made the only decision she could and she had to stand by that no matter how much it hurt you miss it Maddie you're just too dang stubborn to admit it she was surprised at the Mist that Rose in her eyes as she flexed her jaw I don't have time to talk about this right now pops's voice grew intense then I suggest you reexamine your priorities and make time nothing in this life is guaranteed Addie it could all be over tomorrow look at poor Delaney hoping and praying that all will be well with her and the baby you have to let the people in your life know you love them life can change on a dime his voice quivered as the words lost their air Addie knew pops was talking about Luella his late wife and Addie's grandmother who'd spent the last few years of her life in a care center battling Alzheimer's and then in a cruel twist of fate died of brain cancer Graham's death had left a Grand Canyon size hole in all their hearts but that had nothing to do with Maddox I've got to let you go pops I'm not done talking bye love you she squeaked ending the call with a heavy sigh Addie shoved her phone in her pocket and rubbed her sweaty Palms against her slacks would she run into Maddox when she went to San Diego the thought rattled her to the core and excited her more than she cared to admit enough thinking about Maddox geez she was getting all worked up at the mere mention of his name not good she couldn't go down that rabbit hole again supposedly time was The Cure All and would help ease the hurt she grunted yeah that was probably true in about 30 years or so she'd be completely over Maddox okay time to focus on the task at hand she straightened her shoulders and walked briskly towards the Alpine room the catering lady had better watch out because Addie wasn't taking any prisoners today an hour later Addie was rushing across the foyer of the bearclaw ski resort she was headed to a local printing shop to pick up the name tags in the lanyards for the water filter execs Sadie had offered to go but Addie needed a break from the hustle and bustle of the lodge just as she reached the double doors at the entrance a man called her name she stopped and turned Jordan what are you doing here I thought you'd be getting ready for your cruise to the Bahamas aren't you flying to Florida tomorrow Jordan Phelps crossed the distance between them with a few long steps and embraced her in a quick hug yes I am headed back to New Jersey in a few hours and then Piper and I will leave in the morning she looked behind him is Piper with you no he glanced around is there somewhere we can talk Addie groaned inwardly of all the days for Jordan to show up unannounced the executives were due to arrive in less than 2 hours it was tempting to tell Jordan that she didn't have time to talk right now but the words died on her lips she and Jordan had a long history together in fact Addie had been the one who introduced him to his wife Piper and Addie had been close friends ever since they met several years ago at a support group for caregivers of Alzheimer's patients it wasn't an add's DNA to turn her back on a friend she forced a smile sure are you hungry her stomach growled as she asked the question she planned to grab something to eat while she was out now there'd be no time for that no I'm good okay let's go out on the Terrace well you can get a drink from the cafe and I'll grab a sandwich to eat while we talk I'm starving he nodded I was headed out to grab some things for a conference she explained let me call my assistant and ask her pick up the items for me I don't mean to intrude on your day Jordan protested she waved a hand no worries sad can handle it I just need to call her right quick she reached in her purse for her phone Jordan nodded again but she could tell from his distracted expression that he'd barely heard her she laughed inwardly same old Jordan his mind Always Somewhere Else lanky with blonde hair and dark eyes framed by trendy glasses he reminded her of an absent-minded Professor brilliant but caught up in his own world a pharmaceutical scientist with a background in Biochemistry Jordan was the most intelligent person Addie had ever met the last time she'd seen him he was on top of the world telling her that the new drug he was developing had his research facility had the potential to reverse Alzheimer's had anyone else made such a bold claim Addie would have laughed with Jordan it was different he he' made it his life's ambition to eradicate Alzheimer's he'd lost his mother to the disease she was in the same Care Center as add's grandmother which is how she and Jordan first met they had formed a strong bond of friendship that had turned into something more once Maddox stepped into the picture however everyone else including Jordan paled in comparison after Addie's call to sad she and Jordan went to the cafe where Addie selected a pre-made chicken salad sandwich and a bottle of water Jordan also grabbed a bottle of water next they went to the Terrace and sat down Addie unwrapped her sandwich and took a large bite relishing the creamy taste of the mayonnaise combined with the crunchy walnuts and tangy grapes I'm so glad you stopped by she began it's always great to see you I just wish Piper had come with you as fond as she was of Jordan she was closer to Piper Addie reached for her water and unscrewed the top taking a large swig she looked across the table Jordan had pushed his bottle of water aside hurriedly she took another bite and put the sandwich down feeling a smidgen of guilt for being so concerned about eating when it was clear that Jordan wanted to talk well have you been she prompted it was then that Addie got a good look at Jordan his face was pale and drawn worry lines carved deep around his eyes and mouth a sense of alarm shot through her are you okay he offered a strange smile don't worry about me I'll be fine she sat up straighter in her seat what's going on is everything okay with the new drug uh what was the name of it she took another bite of her sandwich peasy te he inserted yes pzt it was an acronym for a long technical word that she couldn't remember I asked Piper how things were going she said you're in the Final Phase of the lab trials and are getting ready to submit an application to the FDA that's the plan it sounds like things are right on track he nodded I'm so glad emotion welled in her chest I only wish you'd developed it soon enough to save Graham and your mother regret flashed in his eyes me too he said quietly as understanding passed between them it had been their frustration over the disease and how it Stripped Away the essence of the victims that had first drawn them together and con sealed their friendship both knew the depth of loss that came with Alzheimer's you did what you could now Untold others will be blessed she reached across the table and squeezed his hand surprised to find it ice cold in a DEA movement he flipped his hand over and clasped her hand in his the close contact made her uncomfortable but she didn't want to come across as Rude by snatching her hand away his eyes held hers they thank you she blinked a couple of times for what for believing in me of course I've always believed in you a shadow crossed his featur I know you have it means the world something flitted in his eyes sadness regret she couldn't pinpoint what the emotion was his voice grew reminiscent I often wonder what would have happened if things had been different he cleared his throat if you and I had ended up together she stiffened he gave her a wistful smile before you f head over heels in love with the military guy she removed her hand irritation prickling over her was Jordan hitting on her surely not she didn't know what angle Jordan was playing but she wasn't about to apologize for breaking up with him for Maddox that chapter of their lives closed eons ago and she she didn't know why he was bringing it up now you're the only one I can trust Jordan continued for a second she wondered if she' heard him correctly she gave him a hard look what about Piper she's your wife your business partner aside from the fact that Addie knew Jordan and Piper would be perfect together she introduced them because Piper's father Hamilton Gentry was a renowned brain surgeon turned researcher like Addie and Jordan Piper lost her mother to Alzheimer's just as Addie figured Hamilton took a keen interest in Jordan's work he secured Financial backing from investors and helped Jordan and Piper form a partnership after Jordan and Piper were married they along with Hamilton moved to New Jersey and opened a research facility yes Piper to he said absently she loves you very much Addie eyed him daring him to disagree she was fiercely loyal to her friend and didn't want Jordan saying anything negative about her Piper's a good woman he hesitated she just doesn't understand she frowned understand what he shook his head an apologetic smile touching his lips never mind she could feel nervous energy radiating off him it was both concerning and confusing what in the heck was going on are you and Piper okay a tight smile stretched over his lips we great one of the main reasons I stopped by today is because I'd like to get the earrings and bracelet that match my mother's necklace I want to give them to Piper on the cruise I forgot to pick them up when I grabbed the necklace relief surged through her Jordan and Piper were fine of course they were the two of them were the perfect couple a match made in heaven besides if something had been wrong Piper would have told her oh shoot you can get the earrings but the clasp on the bracelet broke it's at fine way Jeweler is being repaired she wrinkled her nose sorry he waved a hand no worries a koi smile curved her lips as she crossed her arms and sat back in her seat so how did Piper like the necklace a month ago Jordan called saying he was in town he asked if he could stop by her house and grab his mother's necklace to give to Piper Addie was at work but gave him the okay to get them from Pops when Jordan's mother Maxine died Jordan gave Addie her jewelry at the time Addie and Jordan were dating so it seemed logical that he would give her his mother's jewelry then they broke up and Jordan married Piper Addie asked Jordan if he wanted to give the jewelry to Piper but Jordan declined saying that even though the situation had changed his mother thought the world of Addie and would still want her to have the items I haven't given Piper the necklace yet I wanted to wait until we were on our cruise good idea I'm glad I didn't say anything to her me too would have ruined the surprise Addy made a zipping motion with her lips no worries your secret safe with me Jordan scooted back his chair and stood can we go now to get the earrings maybe we can stop by steinways and grab the bracelet too sorry I can't leave I have a group of Executives arriving shortly is Wallace home I can just stop by she winced no sorry pops is out of town Corbin and Delany are expecting their baby any minute pops went to check on them oh disappointment settled over Jordan's features you can take my key and get into the house the jewelry boxes in the top drawer of the dresser in the closet she reached for her purse and fished for her keys that would be great just leave the key under the mat after you're done she removed it from her key ring and handed it to him thanks would you like for me to called Mr Steinway and tell him that you want to pick up the bracelet she made a face that is if he's finished repairing it that would be great thank you she also stood they embraced as he kissed her on the cheek it was good seeing you Edie good seeing you too have fun on your cruise was it Her Imagination or did she detect a note of despondency in his voice her phone buzzed she reached to retrieve it but in the process accidentally knocked over her purse sending the contents spilling out dang it she muttered she bent down to pick up the items Jordan squatted down and helped her put them back into her purse her cheeks flushed over how messy her purse was popcorn kernels had fallen into her purse at a movie she' had tended a week prior and there were scraps of paper and gum wrappers to her dismay there was even a tampon she grabbed it and shoved it into her purse sorry you had to see all that she laughed nervously as they stood Jordan's features went rigid fear flashing in his eyes as he looked past her she turned to see what he was looking at the Terrace was crowded with people making it impossible to tell what had jolted him thanks for everything he mumbled walking away so fast that he was nearly jogging Addie sat down to finish her sandwich her mind replaying Jordan's strange Behavior then she remembered she was supposed to call Mr Steinway about the bracelet she'd lose her head if it weren't attached she was reaching for her phone when she heard gasps followed by murmurs someone's been hit she heard a woman say her heart in her throat Addie ran through the foyer and out the front doors she clutched her chest holding her breath when she saw a group of people encircling a person on the ground she caught sight of a brown shoe and blue dress pants what Jordan had been wearing dread screamed through her as she stepped closer it took a second for her mind to register that the broken man on the ground was Jordan she rushed to his side his head was covered in blood his hand cradling his ribs tears sprang to her eyes as she dropped down beside him oh my gosh call 911 she cried Jordan what happened he was hit by a black sedan that sped off a man said Jordan gasped for breath a dazed look in his eyes Addie's pulse pounded against her head in hard thrusts oh please let him be okay she prayed hold on help is on the way a burst of dizziness overtook her and she had the feeling none of this was real the cloudiness dissipated from Jordan's eyes for a split second as he focused on her Eddie he breathed she reached for his hand I'm here panic Rose thick in her throat as her chest constricted to the size of a pee he needs help she screamed looking around wildly help is on the way a woman assured her I've Jordan made a gurgling sound as his shoulders convulsed don't try to talk she implored he coughed a thin line of blood bubbling from his lips a wave of nausea rolled over Addie she suspected that Jordan was bleeding internally tears spilled down her cheeks as she watched his chest go up and down in a feudal effort to get Air Jordan was dying before her very eyes and she was incapable of helping him I've done things he managed to say rest don't talk the anguish in Jordan's eyes seared through her like a redh hot knife please he coughed forgive me his eyes glazed and she felt his hand go slack as his life left him no she cried sobbing chapter 2 Addie knew she needed to call Piper and tell her about Jordan a part of her wanted to shrink back and let events run their course Sheriff Hendrick would get around to it in the next few hours no she couldn't wait for him the news needed to come from her crazy how a few hours ago she'd been going about her life as normal Fring over the details of the approaching conference Jordan had done the same coming to see her so he could get the jewelry to give to Piper Tears glistened In Her Eyes hopefully it would bring some comfort to Piper to know his last thoughts had been of her Addie's heart clutched that wasn't exactly true Jordan's last words kept replaying through her mind what things had Jordan done forgive him for what she pushed her hair out of her eyes and tucked her curls behind her ears as she took in a deep breath she could do this she had to hold it together to call Piper a knock sound founded at the door the second before it opened Sadie stuck her head in her wide eyes radiating compassion how you holding up a lump formed in Addie's throat okay she coked sad nodded don't worry about the conference I've got everything under control the execs just finished lunch and are headed into the Alpine room for their workshops thank you she forced a smile what about dinner tonight she raised an eyebrow a hint of reproof in her voice I told you I'm handling it we're shuttling them to the Center Street Grill normally Sadi second guessed everything running every insignificant detail past Addie however the woman standing before her seemed to have a newfound confidence or maybe Addie was just hoping stie could handle it either way she had no choice but to leave things in her hands at least for today I appreciate all that you're doing you're welcome she said briskly i' better get back to it she offered a reassuring smile hang in there she closed the door I'm trying to Addie said to herself but it's certainly not easy was the hit and run an accident had the person driving the sedan panicked when realizing he or she hit someone or was Jordan murdered a chill slithered down her spine Jordan had been frightened when he rushed From the Terrace Sheriff Hendrick and his Deputy had questioned Addie right after the accident she told them all she knew which wasn't much she could tell that the sheriff was way out of his League nothing like this ever happened in the Sleepy town of Birchwood Springs Colorado Addie grunted well the only other major crime incident that Addie could remember taking place in Birchwood Springs happened a couple of years ago her brother Corbin brought Delaney here and her ex-husband's psychotic brother came after her why did all the bad things seem to revolve around Addie's family she shook off the negative thought now was not the time to feel sorry for herself this wasn't about her it was about Jordan and Piper Addie's first impulse was to call Corbin and tell him everything that happened Corbin had connections in his private security company no she couldn't call him now he had his hands full with delany's pregnancy Maddox he could help no sooner had the thought surfac than she squelched it flat no way was she calling Maddox she gritted her teeth okay she couldn't put it off any longer she had to call Piper she reached for her phone her heart pounded against her rib cage like the march of Doom as it rang for a split second she thought it might go to voicemail but Piper answered hello tears clouded Addie's eyes a sob Rose in her throat as she coughed to clear the emotion Addie are you okay no she coked what's wrong her mind scrambled to find the words she knew what she needed to say but couldn't seem to force her tongue to get them out Eddie Piper asked impatiently it's Jordan she managed to squeak concern sounded in Piper's voice what he's been killed this was met with stunned silence the words fell out in a tangled Heap I'm so sorry he stopped by The bearclaw Resort today as he was leaving he was hit by a car that sped off piper gasped then her voice went shrill no that's not true Jordan left for work this morning at the research lab he wasn't even in Birchwood Springs Addie's heart felt like it was splintering into pieces he was no that can't be right there must be some mistake I'm afraid it's true her voice sounded small in her own ears she wanted to crawl into a hole anything to escape the present no Piper made a strangled sound then she started weeping tears streamed down Addie's cheeks I'm so sorry she put a fist to her lower lip to stay the quivering the only sounds were Piper's ragged grief Addie wish she was there with Piper it was so cruel to have to tell her this over the phone but she wanted it to come from her instead of a stranger Piper are you okay it was a stupid question of course Piper wasn't okay but what did one say to another person during a time like this I've she choked I've got to let you go panic fluttered through Addie she didn't want to end the call right now not when Piper was in such a terrible emotional state are you home silence her voice Rose Piper are you home yes Piper finally uttered are you alone Dad's here the tone of Piper's voice was flat devoid of emotion like she was in shock Addie let out a relieved breath at least Piper wasn't alone I'm so sorry her voice broke there were no words sufficient for this I love you know that I'm here and will help in any way I can thanks Piper coked as she ended the call Addie just sat there clutching the phone with both hands as she stared into nothing her mind spinning a million miles a minute she had to tell Piper everything that happened however now wasn't the appropriate time Jordan was from Birchwood Springs his funeral and burial would most likely be here Piper and her dad would come into town she'd wait and talk to Piper in person after Piper had a few days to digest the tragedy Addie gulped an avalanche of emotion engulfing her Jordan was dead how was it possible one minute he was talking to her and the next he was killed or was he murdered by the time Addie arrived home that evening she was physically and mentally exhausted she wanted nothing more but to fall into bed and go unconscious crap she gave her key to Jordan and hadn't thought to get it back after his accident reflexively her hand went to the door knob as she turned it in frustration it was unlocked had she forgotten to lock it this morning she never did that she pushed open the door and stepped inside then gasped at what she saw her hand clutching her throat the cabin had been ransacked her kn KNE went wobbly as she backed up against the door and leaned on it for support she surveyed the damage bookshelves were face down on the floor books scattered everywhere pillows were thrown from the couch chairs overturned the refrigerator door was open the contents spilled over the floor cupboard doors were open food boxes half pulled out she didn't need to check the other rooms to know that every single household item had been rifled through this was like something out of a horror movie with trembling hands she reached in her purse for her phone was someone still here she looked around her skin crawling as she feared an attack she'd put off calling Corbin earlier but desperate times called for desperate measures please answer she prayed hey sis she realized she'd been holding her breath waiting for him to answer hey I'm so sorry to bother you right now with all that you have going no worries what's up she couldn't keep her voice from shaking Jordan Phelps was killed today outside the resort tears filled her eyes as the terrible events came rushing back what how it was a hit and run wow I'm sorry to hear that there's more what else her heart thudded in her chest like a bowling ball bouncing on concrete someone broke into the cabin and ransacked everything instant ly Corbin went into seal mode firing questions at her are you okay I think so I just got home and realized her voice dribbled off where are you now at home she said irritably had Corbin not heard her the first time I mean where are you in the cabin standing beside the front door so you don't know if anything was taken no the thought of going into the other rooms was more than Addie could take right now has the Intruder left she shuttered I'm not sure get out of there now call 911 her head began to spin okay she rushed to the car her heart sputtering a sickly beat as she jammed in the key with a shaky hand and opened the door she got in and locked it looking around at the empty space surrounding her Shake started in her hands going down to her toes her pulse was making whooshing sounds against her ears I'm in the car now what call 911 they'll come out and search the house and file a report this is crazy why would someone ransack the cabin she let out a harsh laugh I have no idea do you think it's connected with Jordan's death a headache pounded across the bridge of her nose I don't know she rubbed her forehead letting out a humorless laugh I don't know anything anymore one minute Jordan was talking to me on the Terrace the next next he walked out of the resort and got hit by a black sedan that sped off Corbin blew out of breath can you get a room at the resort yeah we're not booked at full capacity okay do that I'll be there first thing in the morning no she exploded you can't what about Delaney the silence on the other end of the line spoke volumes Delaney needs you there you can't desert her right now she clenched her jaw eyes narrowing if she called Corbin away and something happened to Delaney while he was gone Addie would never forgive herself I didn't call you so you'd come here I called because I was hoping you might be able to use your connections to find out what's going on long pause okay I'll see what I can do in the meantime call 911 right now and call me back so I'll know you're okay we'll do she ended the call and did as Corbin instructed as she was was calling 911 Addie glanced at the darkening Sky it occurred to her that she was alone in a remote area Pop's rented cabins to tourists who visited the be clausi Resort and the nearby Hot Springs he and Addie lived in one of the cabins just this morning Addie had appreciated the coolness in the fall Colorado Air and how the leaves were starting to change colors but now everything seemed ominous and threatening Shivers snaked down her spine if someone wanted to harm her now would be the perfect time the police wouldn't be able to get here fast enough while being on the phone with Corbin helped calm her there was little he could do from San Diego should she leave right now and go to the resort no she wanted to be here when the police came that way she could see if anything was missing her jaw hardened as anger took hold she had to remain strong see this thing through 911 what is your emergency a professional said sounding dispatcher asked someone broke into my home please hurry she added after she'd given her name and address chapter 3 a feeling of exhilaration swept through Maddox as the water came up over the sea kayak and splashed him in the face woohoo he yelled loving the blast of cold wind that whipped through his hair the kayak nose lifted in the air with the oncoming wave then dropped a good 10 ft down into the ocean with bone jarring intensity as the wave rushed past them hold on he yelled to Felicity who was sitting in the front Felicity shrieked and then cursed my hair she lamented don't worry you still look great yeah right she smirked it was true Felicity was beautiful too bad he couldn't be as complimentary about her attitude from the time he picked her up this morning she'd complained about everything at the diner the coffee was too weak the toast stale Maddox thought she was going to have an outof body experience when she saw the wet suit that the guy at the rental place gave her to put on you really want me to wear that grimy thing she scoffed wrinkling her nose in disgust you don't have to wear it Maddox responded with a casual shrug good Felicity sniffed if you want to go into into the freezing cold water with nothing more than a t-shirt and shorts it's your choice he swore he could see the steam coming out of her ears as she snatched the wet suit from the employee and stomped into the dressing room to put it on a minute or so later she called out to him saying The Wretched thing didn't fit as it turned out she had it on backwards Maddox leaned forward paddling with all his might to get them past the breaking waves getting the kayak into the water was the hardest part once they got past the break it would Bey easier to navigate splatters of rain hit his face he looked up at the leaden sky the water was choppy the wind picking up in retrospect it probably wasn't the best day to come out here Felicity claimed to love kaying but watching her reaction to a few waves and Rain he wondered if she'd only said that to impress him Felicity was slapping the water with her or an incredulous laugh gurgled in maddox's throat what are you doing rowing what does it look like she grumbled certainly not Rowan he responded under his breath dip your ore down deeper into the water use smooth Strokes put some muscle into it he used his ore as a Rudder to turn them into the direction of the La Hoya sea caves the seven caves all had their own names and unique features Maddox never grew tired of exploring them battle on the right side now he instructed you're right he said Dry when she kept rowing on the left finally she switched when they got turned in the right direction Maddox placed his ore in his lap letting the motion of the current push them forward okay you can relax a bit he said when he realized Felicity was still paddling she stopped and looked back at him he did a double take she had streaks of mascara running down her face and her hair looked like blonde glue matted to her head unfortunately she caught the startled look on his face before he had time to recover what she touched her hair I look awful don't I you look fine he hoped lightning wouldn't strike him down from telling a lie no wonder Felicity didn't want to get wet she looked like a drowned poodle that had black zigzags running down her face Addie's face flashed before him and with it came a longing that achd through his entire body he brought Addie kaying like him she was in her element and couldn't get enough of the stories about the folklore and legends surrounding each cave Adie had whooped and laughed when the waves rushed over them she had looked stunningly beautiful with her Flawless olive skin water droplets nestling in her Corkscrew curls and shimmering like diamonds in the sun he'd not been back to Birchwood Springs since that fateful evening when he saw Addie with another man despite everything he still found found himself hoping that Addie would reach out to him several times he'd been tempted to call or text her to see how she was doing then he reminded himself that she dumbed him said she couldn't handle being with a guy who ate danger for breakfast every time you get deployed I live in constant fear that you won't come back she said Maddox almost didn't come back the mission to Syria where he and his fellow seal members were captured and tortured by ISIS operatives nearly turned out to be his undoing the horrors of the ensuing torture at the hands of his captor still haunted Maddox he'd gone through several rounds of therapy including eye movement desensitization and reprocessing Psychotherapy or EMDR surprisingly EMDR had been the most helpful of all his treatments while focusing on a repetitive motion or sound he Revisited the upsetting memory this technique was repeated until Maddox could process the trauma so that it wasn't as distressing he'd first heard about EMDR from Creed a fellow seal member who'd been in Syria with him it seemed like a Croc of crap to Maddox but Creed kept raving about it so he finally tried it he was grateful to find something that helped ease his PTSD too bad he couldn't find a treatment that would stop him from comparing every girl he went out with to Addie talking to Addie's grandfather Wallace yesterday brought everything back it made him Miss Addie so much he could hardly stand it Wallace hinted that Addie missed him and suggested that he reach out to her he scowled as much as he wanted Addie back a relationship required the cooperation of two people hence the old saying it takes two to tango Addie had made it crystal clear that she wanted nothing to do with him what is that in the water Felicity asked her voice crackling with tension please tell me it's not a shark he looked to where she was pointing and saw a fin it dipped under the water and back up he spotted another fin about 2 feet behind the first well those are dolphins her voice grew shrill no they're sharks oh no what are we going to do Maddox laughed nothing just enjoy them it's not every day you get an up close look at Dolphins she shuddered hugging her arms I knew we should have just gone to the movies like normal people I can't believe I let you drag me out here it's freezing she groaned and raining Maddox glanced up it was raining or rather sprinkling he gotten so caught up and thinking about Addie that he hadn't noticed oh yeah he said absently sorry he chuckled inwardly what had he been reduced to apologizing for the weather sheesh his gaze went up to the mansions perched on the edge of the 70ft craggy Cliff running parallel with them as they made their way to the sea caves he pointed see the Mansion at 12:00 whenever Maddox needed to take the edge off the conversation he went into trivia mode before becoming a seal Maddox had worked as a freelance travel writer and photographer storing up a trove of seemingly insignificant details about people and places although the facts had served him well in Syria when dealing with the guards that held him prisoner maddox's motto was if you want to get to know the person get to know his culture which one Felicity asked dubiously Maddox rolled his eyes Felicity probably had no idea what 12:00 meant she was a total Airhead the sand colored Mansion directly in front of us he had to fight to keep the condescension out of his voice he didn't want want to come across as a know-it-all yeah what about it she said in a bored tone why was he even bothering to carry on a conversation with Felicity she lived in the same condominium complex when they first met she seemed fun and upbeat a nice diversion from his heartache and frustration over Addie the more time he spent with Felicity however the more he realized this was a dead end they had nothing in common and her Diva attitude was getting old it used to have a guest house below it last year it crashed to the beach you're making this up no I'm a 100% serious the land is constantly eroding where people used to have 20 or more feet of land beyond their decks and pools the structures are now teetering on the edge in another 50 years there's a good chance that all the Mansions you see right now will be gone if investors were smart they'd buy up the homes one row behind the ones on the edge then as soon as their neighbors homes crash to the beach below they'll have an unencumbered view of the ocean he'd hoped for at least a courtesy laugh for his joke but she remained quiet an awkward silence descending over them he pointed see that Mansion three houses to the right of the Sandstone one yep the children's author Dr Seuss was friends with the owner Legend has it that Dr Seuss loved to attend parties there he'd stay L into the evening and is she let out a loud sigh is there a point to this story Maddox flinched like he'd been slapped had she really just said that to him I was getting to the point before you so rudely interrupted me she grunted fine continue for a second Maddox almost didn't tell her the rest but then he decided to be the bigger person his wife wife didn't like going to the parties she'd stay home and get irritated that her husband was gone so long she'd call and nag him to come home the experience gave him material to write the Grinch that stole Christmas huh interesting she said in a flat tone Maddox made a split-second decision all right date's over I'm taking you home and I won't be asking you out again he added mentally finally she exclaimed I'm ready to get out of this horrid wet suit I hate to even think of the germs lurking inside it when they were back at the rental company changing into their regular clothes Maddox got a call from Corbin he answered on the first ring well hey man hey Corbin clipped maddox's pulse jumped up a beat has Delaney had the baby during his visit the day before he could tell that Corbin was worried about her delivering too early if she'd gone into labor this soon it could be precarious for the baby no not yet thankfully the medicine seems to be controlling her blood pressure well good I'm glad Delaney and the baby are okay what's up a slight pause I'm calling to ask you a favor well you got it what can I do for you Maddox and Corbin had first met when they were both in the seals even though they were never in the same platoon their paths kept Crossing they hit it off instantly and became fast past friends when Corbin married Delaney another connection was added to their friendship like Maddox Delaney was from Alabama also Maddox was a big fan of delany's music listening to it long before he'd ever met her now that madx was working for Sutton Smith's security company same as Corbin the two were closer than ever Addie's house was broken into last night she's in trouble I need you to protect her i' I'd go but I can't leave Delaney right now the air left maddox's lungs the urge to get to Addie was all consuming I can't get this stinking thing off Felicity complained from the dressing room stall I hate this putrid thing Maddox help he moved the phone away from his mouth well just a minute Felicity countered with string of complaints but madx ignored her moving to the other side of the dressing room he turned his attention back to the conversation what's going on as Corbin gave him the rundown his muscles tensed if anyone dared to hurt Addie he'd shred them to pieces I spoke to Sutton he's going to check into Jordan Phelps Sutton's getting a plane ready for you Maddox calculated the time it would take to drop Felicity off and then gather his things I can be wheels up in less than two hours chapter 4 Addie felt like a zombie as she went through the motions of taking care of of the Watermill conference thankfully stie had picked up the slack coming through like a champ when all this was over she needed to give Sadie more responsibility and a raise she glanced at the large stack of unpaid invoices on her desk Betty Bernell the payroll Clerk and part-time bookkeeper handled the actual payment of the invoices but Addie liked the invoices to cross her desk first so she could check everything before payment was issued as manager the buck stopped with her and she wanted to make sure she was aware of all taking place on her watch blowing out a long resigned breath she settled into her chair and picked up the invoices she'd go through these and return several phone calls tomorrow Piper and her father Dr Hamilton Gentry were due to arrive in town preparations were underway for the funeral which would take place next Wednesday a week from today Addie planned to talk to Piper about Jordan tomorrow the home invasion the night before added to her tension making her eager to speak to Piper in the hope that she could shed some light on the strange things Jordan had said just before he died 30 minutes later Addie was done with the invoices and calls she sat back in her seat twirling a pin in her fingers her thoughts going to the break-in at her home when the police arrived or rather Sheriff Hendrick with his young Deputy in tow Addie sifted through the wreckage trying to figure out if anything was missing from what she could tell nothing had been taken which made the situation even more puzzling what had the person or people been looking for her room was the worst documents books magazines and photos were strewn over the floor her clothes and undergarments were removed from her dresser and heaped on the floor like garbage she felt so violated and vulnerable every time she thought of someone going through her things she felt sick and it wasn't just her things pops is too it was all Addie could do to keep going what she really wanted was to curl up in a ball and Cry tears glistened in her eyes as she swallowed she still couldn't believe Jordan was gone her stomach growled reminding her that she'd not eaten breakfast or lunch and it was 2:00 the easy thing would be to grab a sandwich at the cafe she recoiled at the thought she couldn't do it not while Jordan's death was fresh on her mind the cafe and Terrace were the last places Jordan had been no way could she get a sandwich from the cafe as she had yesterday even if she took it back to her office to eat it would still be too painful she reached for her purse slinging the strap over her shoulder she'd run out and grab something getting away from the resort would do her good despite Corbin's protests Addie planned to go home after work and spend a few hours putting her house back together she assured Corbin that she'd go back to the resort to sleep she grimaced staying at the resort was like being at work 247 she gritted her teeth anger surging through her she refused to be cowed by whomever was doing this Corbin insisted on installing a top-notch security system that he could access on his cell phone the guys were scheduled to come out tomorrow as soon as the new system was installed Addy was going home Autumn was adding favorite time of the year nothing was more glorious than Birchwood Springs with the Splendor of the changing leaves and the snow Capa hazy blue mountain range in the distance however Addie hardly noticed the scenery as she walked to her car and unlocked the door she stopped the hair on the back of her neck lifting as she looked around the parking lot not another person was in sight but she felt like someone was watching her a shiver ran down her spine as she quickly got into her car and locked the door from the safety of her car she felt a little Bolder as her eyes combed the parking lot nothing maybe she was being paranoid how could she not be Jordan had been mowed over in front of the resort it had taken her a half hour in some fancy talking to ease the water filter exec safety concerns this morning she'd held a special meeting with the staff instructing them what to say to ease guest concerns especially the front desk Personnel just as Addy feared many of the guests bombarded the front desk asking about the hit and run Addie clutched the steering wheel with both hands as she drove into the downtown district and turned into a parking space in front of a popular Del normally there were long lines but with it being after 2:00 she hoped to be in and out quickly as she walked from her car to the deli her skin crawled with the suspicion that she was being watched her pulse throbbed against her neck as she looked around a young mother pushing a stroller came toward her the woman offered a polite smile and nodded as she passed hello Addie said pushing out a tight smile an elderly man and a woman were walking arm in- arm the man held a cane using it for support as they trudged forward the wind picked up cutting through Addie's lightweight sweater and raising Goosebumps over her flesh she looked up at the leaves on the nearby trees Dancing In The Wind there soft rustle filling the air her gaze went to the parked cars empty she scoured the surrounding area finding nothing a Miss was she being paranoid because of everything that had happened probably she folded her arms over her chest continuing into the deli welcome to greaters sit anywhere you'd like a short-haired blonde said with a friendly smile thanks the woman must be new Addie didn't recognize her she she sat down at a table by the wall out of habit she retrieved a menu from the stack behind the metal napkin holder and perused the menu knowing all the while she'd decide on her usual a turkey club and Fries the server approached removing her pin from behind her ear she took Addie's order and scribbled it on her pad good choice hun Addie bit back a smile not wanting to tell the woman that she'd been coming here for years she probably knew the menu better than the server she glanced at her name tag committing it to memory Cindy would you like anything to drink Cindy asked in a sing song voice just water with lemon a sure thing she quipped thanks Cindy you're welcome a large smile filled Cindy's face as she nodded in appreciation I'll be right back with your water in the hospitality industry Addie had learned the value of using people's names it created a sense of familiarity letting the person know you cared as Cindy strolled away Addie sat back in her seat taking in a deep breath she had to laugh at herself or thinking of something as trivial as Hospitality tips in a time like this it was ingrained in her maybe she was trying to concentrate on something other than the fact that her former boyfriend the husband of her best friend was killed and someone had ransacked her home yet didn't take anything Corbin assured her that he would look into the situation and call her as soon as he knew something mie had not heard from him today in this instance no news was not good news she glanced across the room and caught eyes with a familiar face crap Madison Wells the last person Addie wanted to speak to right now Madison had been crushing on Corbin for years Addie used to get great Delight out of teasing Corbin about Madison which was fine because it was Corbin dealing with Madison not Addie Madison was eating lunch with a couple of her girlfriends former high school cheerleaders the same as Madison the adage birds of a feather flocked together ran through Addie's mind she'd never particularly liked any of the girls they were too superficial and snotty for her taste Madison smiled brightly and waved Addie held up her hand in a stiff half wave that's all it took for Madison to stand up and trot over Addie groaned inwardly it didn't take a brain to guess why Madison wanted to talk to her madison always had an agenda how are you Madison CED giving her an over-the-top concerned look fine Addie said turly Madison touched her arm that's terrible about the accident at the resort yes it was the idea was to keep her answers short and sweet without providing additional information Madison could use as fod for gossip Madison sat down across from her what exactly happened her eyes went large as she leaned forward intent on catching every word Jordan was hit by a car the words sounded so plain and impersonal in an instant Jordan's life had been snuffed out and Pipers was changed forever yes I heard that part Madison said impatiently with a wave of her hand was it a random thing or was he targeted no one knows at this point it's terrible Madison lamented shaking her head wasn't he a friend of yours the tone of her voice was innocent but the perceptive look in her eyes spoke otherwise after the past two days she'd had Addie was in no mood for silly games she folded her arms over her chest eyeing Madison cut the crap you know he was and you also know that he married Piper my best friend Madison knew every scrap of Gossip in Birchwood Springs including the fact that Addie and Jordan used to date Addie felt a little guilty for being so blunt pops and Corbin were always cautioning her to temper her sharp tongue it only took a second however for Madison to come back swinging oh yeah I remember now jeez you're so sensitive Madison blustered flipping the ends of her shoulder-length platinum hair his death is a tragedy for sure I hope it doesn't hurt business at the resort she said in a sugary voice a smug glitter in her light eyes Addie's eyebrows shot up why would it she demanded the comment struck way too close to home the hit and run was bound to cast a negative light on the resort hot prickles pinged her like a thousand needles this could be a PR nightmare she worked hard all these years and finally landed her dream job as manager now this was happening Addie pushed aside the negative thought she had to focus on one thing at a time the first order of business would be to find out what had been going on in Jordan's life why he asked for her forgiveness hopefully Piper could shed some light on the situation when she arrived in town tomorrow Cindy returned with the water she turned to Madison a perplexed expression Crossing her featers where' you just over there she rolled her eyes in the direction of the table across the room where Madison's girlfriends were sitting Madison chuckled smart girl she quipped her voice coated with condescension Cindy was not amused she just stared at Madison with a dead pan expression Addie smiled inwardly watching Madison squirm I just wanted to come over and say hello to my friend Madison trilled it was all Edie could do to keep from bursting out laughing friend more like fomy your food will be ready shortly Cindy said moving to the next table Madison instantly went back to the topic at hand like you said no one knows if the incident was directly related to Jordan or if he happened to be at the wrong place at the wrong time she Shrugged maybe the resort is being targeted no I don't think so this had to be tied to Jordan why else would someone break into her home and search through her things what was someone looking for Jordan had never given Addie anything important well except for his mother's jewelry she' checked all the pieces last night everything was still there right down to the earrings Jordan wanted to give Piper you know something you're not telling the accusation jerked Addie out of her thoughts Madison was assessing her with the eyes of an eagle on the hunt she laughed lightly I've said all I'm at Liberty to say on the subject Madison's brows furrowed as she harped I see she brightened how's Corbin Addie chuckled inwardly he's good he and Delany are expecting a new baby any day take that Madison Wells what further proof do you need that Corbin isn't interested in you he's having a baby with another woman a scowl overtook Madison's features then she shuddered placing her hands over her flat stomach I don't think I could ever put my body through that torture it would never go back to normal I'd hardly call it torture Addie laughed Corbin and Delaney are deliriously happy and can't wait for the baby to be born the pinched expression on Madison's face gave Addie a twinge of satisfaction she was so grateful Corbin hadn't ended up with Madison that would have been disastrous Addie adored Delaney almost as much as Corbin did Even though ly was a country music Superstar who had every reason to be up she was the most down-to-earth person on the planet with zero guile not competitive in the least as opposed to Madison who felt the need to Chomp everyone down to size to make herself feel Superior Addie knew she shouldn't rise to the bait where Madison was concerned but she couldn't seem to stop herself the light in the room shifted as the door to the diner opened Addie glanced as a man entered there was something familiar about his carriage and stride her heart leapt in her throat as she did a double take she'd recognize those unruly curls in the determined set of his chiseled Jaw anywhere the room did a quick spin Addie had the feeling that her chair was falling out from beneath her as she fought to regain her bearings everyone else in the room vanished as he strowed toward her with quick purposeful steps like a man on a mission hey he said a amused smile tipping the corners of his lips funny the things her mind captured in an instant his cut biceps the definition of his Peck musles underneath his Navy t-shirt how he exuded masculinity she glanced at his long legs encased in Levis as heat crept up her neck Maddox she squeaked clutching her throat what are you doing here chapter 5 Maddox pulled out a chair and sat down across from her he'd wondered if Corbin would tell Addie he was coming judging by her bugy look Corbin hadn't he allowed himself a moment to drink in Addie's Exquisite features how many times had he dreamt of running his hands through her thick Tresses of curly hair most often in his dreams her Lively green gold eyes held a twinkle of Mischief today however they were shadowed with concern there were faint circles under Addie's eyes and she looked pale the temptation to reach out and place a comforting hand over hers was so strong that he clasped his hands together instead so he wouldn't make a fool of himself Addie gave him an intense look that bordered on irritation why are you here he tensed no happy to see you I'm glad you're alive I'm sorry I carved out your heart and stomped it into the ground was Addie really so heartless disappointment pummeled through him what had he expected that she would fall into his arms tell him that she made a big mistake by breaking up with him that she still loved him only in his dreams anything he and Addie had shared dried up months ago he'd do well to keep his emotions contained he was here because of Corbin he'd do what it took to protect Addie before getting the heck out of Dodge Maddox realized Addie was awaiting his answer he cleared his throat glancing at the woman sitting beside Addie can I speak to you in private he gave the woman an apologetic look no offense a seductive smile snaked over the woman's lips none taken she gazed into his eyes with a star struck expression like she'd just seen her first Corvette your accent is adorable she gushed what part of the South are you from she asked mimicking his accent he cringed one of maddox's pet peeves was when people poked fun at his accent a phrase from the movie Sweet Home Alabama ran through his mind honey just cuz I talk slow doesn't mean I'm stupid he caught Addie's Amusement from across the table she knew exactly how he felt about the topic the distance between them shrank and they shared a silent exchange for an instant the connection between them ran stronger than steel then Addie seemed to realize what was happening and quickly looked down I'm sorry did I say something wrong the woman looked back and forth between Maddox and Addie a befuddled look on her face Maddox shook his head and chuckled under his breath the woman obviously meant no harm no you're good he tried to catch Addie's eyes but she wouldn't look at him the name is Madison what's yours Maddox the woman leaned in an open invitation briming in her light eyes as she brushed her hand against his are you new in town an embarrassed laugh hiccuped in his throat as he looked at Addie her face had turned darker than an eclipse and she looked like she wanted to scratch the blonde woman's eyes out a jolt of surprise raced through Maddox was Addie jealous the notion kindled hope in him normally he'd give the man hungry Barbie the brush off however this could work to his advantage and be payback for seeing Addie with another man of course Addie had no idea that he'd flown in to see her still it hurt all the same Maddox flashed a large smile which he was sure looked goofy yes I just arrived the woman let out a throaty laugh as she made a point of panning over him with an appreciative eye oh honey from the looks of it I'd say you arrived a long time ago madx skin crawled and he felt like a piece of slimy meat Addie's eyebrows shot up her features twisting in a hard Amusement maybe I should leave you to alone maybe you should Madison agreed touching maddox's arm inwardly he recoiled forward women always turned him off Madison was obviously on the prowl he second guessed this plan to make Addie jealous it was working but no way could he stand to be around Barbie for any length of time she made Felicity look like the catch of the century and she hadn't impressed him the sad truth was that no woman could compare to Addie Not only was she beautiful she was spunky and smart simply being in her presence made him feel more alive than he'd felt in a very long time too bad she wanted nothing to do with him he wondered about the guy he'd seen with Addie were they involved the notion sent a fireball of jelly y spiraling through him a server approached with a plate of food she placed it in front of Addie but her eyes remained trained on Maddox hey she said interest lighting her features oh no not her too hey how you doing Maddox said with a Curt nod what was it about the women in this town they acted like they'd never seen a man before if only Addie were on10th as enamored with him even when they were together she'd played at cool always making him work for her affection as frustrating as it was he liked that about her can I get you something to eat the server asked a wicked idea took root in his mind just an extra plate he looked at Addie I'll share with her her eyebrow lifted oh no you won't well come on Addie he drawled laying his Southern Accent on thick it'll be like old times he reached over and grabbed one of her fries and plopped it into his mouth fine she relented rolling her eyes one extra plate coming right up what would you like to drink club soda with lime you got it the server clipped walking away my name is Madison by the way you said that already Addie said dryly but in your defense it must have flown right out of your head she wrinkled her nose a cheeky smile curving her lips all that air Maddox coughed to cover his startled laugh he put a hand over his mouth feeling like a louse especially when he saw Madison's downcast expression she managed to Hitch the corners of her smile up quickly though you should come over and let me introduce you to my friends I'm sure they'd love to meet you she chirped he followed Madison's look and saw the the women at the table they flashed gargantuan smiles and waved he nodded and waved back awkward Madison stood and tugged on his arm come on this was getting out of control fast a runaway train with no brakes headed for a cliff thanks but I came here to speak to Addie Madison's lips turned down in a pout that's too bad it was fun watching the triumphant expression on Addie's face nice meeting you Madison he said signaling that their conversation was over she touched her hair uncertainty creeping into her eyes would you like my number his lips turned down I'm afraid not my girlfriend wouldn't like that very much he glanced at Addie as he spoke and saw a flicker of surprise before a curtain veiled her eyes Madison's smile faltered who's your girlfriend her hand went to her hip Addie she asked the question like it left a nasty taste in her mouth a beat stretched long and tense as Maddox looked across the table at Addie her expression was unreadable no he finally said that ship is sailed the finality of the words clunked against his insides like nails in a coffin her name is Felicity Madison flicked her hair too bad if you ever change your mind look me up her gaze lingered on him long enough to make him feel uncomfortable well sure thing he offered a polite smile she turned on her heel and sauntered back to the table across the room Addie took a large bite of her sandwich she chewed and washed it down with a drink of water it looks like you made quite an impression on Madison Wells congratulations she's been chasing Corbin for years now that she realizes he's taken she's setting her sights a little lower ouch you know how to hit a man where it hurts don't you a grin slid over his lips admitt it you were jealous colors seeped into Addie's cheeks making her look adorable was not he laughed you were and you know it her eyes flashed you wish well he couldn't argue with that Addie's feistiness was one of the things he loved most about her he winced inwardly at the word love somehow he was going to have to find a way to rid her from his system the server returned with the club soda and extra plate if you need anything else let me know Maddox smiled thanks Addie kept eating he motioned at the food are you going to share or what she pursed her lips I suppose he slid the empty plate towards her she reached for a handful of fries and plopped them on his plate then she placed half a sandwich beside the fries the half she'd eaten from he laughed in Surprise seriously her eyes met his in defiance seriously you charge in he unannounced and interrupt my lunch she shoved the plate in his Direction Beggars can't be choosy man Addy had Moxy never a dull moment with her all right I guess I'll take what I can get he took a bite of the sandwich it was very good you never did answer my question huh he took a drink of the club soda appreciating how it burned down his throat she leaned forward why are you here he rolled his eyes growing tired of Addie's accusatory attitude it shouldn't take a genius to connect the dots Corbin sent me to protect you she'd been about to take a bite of a fry instead she threw it down are you kidding me nope he put a fry in his mouth and made a point of chewing it slowly he wasn't going to let Addie get him riled he'd promised Corbin he'd help and that's what he was here to do she scoffed shaking her head this is just like my brother to use Jordan's death as an opportunity to get us back together he tensed don't flatter yourself darling this has nothing to do with our past relationship yes I was upset when you dumped me but I moved on something indiscernible flashed in her eyes with Felicity he had the urge to laugh uncontrollably Felicity couldn't he have come up with a better option than her her eyes widened you know why I broke up with you yes you explained your reasoning very thoroughly the hurt and anger rushed back with a vengeance she clutched her napkin I thought you were dead sorry to disappoint you he was surprised to see tears glistening in her eyes I went to your funeral mourned your death a gush of tenderness crowded out the anger this time he couldn't stop himself from touching her hand electricity zinged through him when their skin connected he could tell from her startled expression that she felt it too for a second he forgot about his own heartache and thought about everything Addie had been through in her defense it would be hard to love someone with a dangerous profession he'd come very close to not coming back from Syria while he and his fellow seals had escaped they were still living with the emotional scars even though he was no longer a seal his profession was still just as dangerous I'm sorry for all the turmoil I've put you through she jerked like she'd not heard him correctly I mean that she' not moved her hand from underneath his warmth from her skin seeped into him and he felt like time had been peeled away that they'd never been apart then in the time it took for him to take his next breath something changed she removed her hand and sat back drawing into herself what in the heck had just happened sometimes Addie completely mystified him there was only one way to make this job work he had to clear the air once and for all put her at ease about the relationship look you don't need to worry I didn't come here to try and start things up with you liar his mind screamed I came because Corbin said you were in trouble he couldn't come so I took his place her lips formed a tight line I see I'll always care about you as a friend the words rang false in his own ears like I told Madison I'm with someone else now Felicity yes he forced a smile so you see you have nothing to worry about her eyes went harder than granite that's good to know she scooted back her chair and stood you know what I appreciate you coming but I don't need any help he jumped to his feet how can you say that he lowered his voice you don't know why someone killed Jordan or why your home was broken into Corbin's worried sick about you even as we speak he's getting his boss to check into the situation you mean the billionaire philanthropist Sutton Smith who's also your boss yes he didn't know how much Addie knew about Sutton's private security company so he figured it was better to keep the conversation generic she raised her chin the look in her eyes reminded him of a headstrong horse about to bolt I'm sorry you wasted a trip but I don't need your help he caught hold of her arm don't be ridiculous Addie this is a serious ious situation from the sound of it you need all the help you can get fire flashed in her eyes not from you she jerked her arm out of his grasp come back to your girlfriend she muttered as she stomped out crud he couldn't let her go like that he needed to keep her in his sight at all times she was the most stubborn infuriating woman on the planet he thought she'd be relieved if he told her he had a girlfriend but she was acting ticked about it which made no sense Addy had broken up with him not the other way around he pulled his wallet from his pocket and slap down a $20 bill before rushing after her chapter 6 Addie's mind was on fire as she drove away from the diner Too Furious to go back to work she headed for home when she turned onto the highway leading to the cabin she reached into her purse for her phone holding the steering wheel with one hand she called Corbin with the other he answered on the first ring hey sis how dare you get Maddox to come here she exploded you had no right to interfere with my personal relationship there was a stunned silence on the other end of the line she clutched the phone tighter are you there I'm here came his Curt reply you called me for help remember she blew out of breath yeah that was my my first mistake seriously Corbin barked out a laugh well crawled up your shorts you need to take it down a few notches so we can discuss this like adults a hysterical laugh bubbled in her throat you're telling me to be an adult that's ironic what do you mean by that it was on the tip of Addie's tongue to unload on Corbin rehashing events from their past like how when Graham got sick Corbin left leaving her holding the bag she stared at the ribbon of road ahead tears stinging her eyes as she clutched the steering wheel with both hands the phone cradled on her shoulder she and Corbin were in a good place now she couldn't keep blaming him for the past Corbin had done a 180 turned his life around he was worried sick about his wife and baby she didn't need to add stress to the situation concern sounded in Corbin's voice are you okay she gulped trying to keep lid on the Avalanche of emotion building in her I'm sorry I'm just so frustrated about everything tears spilled down her face I know this isn't something you can handle alone you need help which is why I sent Maddox she gritted her teeth surely there's someone else who I trust Maddox he inserted him being there with you is as good as me being there he paused look whatever is going on between the two of you well my advice is to table it until this ordeal is over excellent advice from an outsider looking in she barked out a laugh I don't exactly qualify as an outsider sis she Drew in a ragged breath trying to calm down Corbin switched gears I'm glad you called Sutton's guys were able to gather some Intel on Jordan her breath caught as she swallowed what I was going to wait and tell you and Maddox this at the same time but I'll go ahead and tell you now Jordan was working on a new drug for Alzheimer's pzt he sounded surprised how did you know well Jordan told me Jordan and Piper were joint owners of a company called therapia Addie knew all about the company yes it's a derivative of the Greek word for cure Piper's dad Hamilton Gentry is heavily involved in the company as well Hamilton's in charge of securing Financial backing to fund the research shortly after Jordan and Piper got married they started a research facility in New Jersey that's correct Corbin's voice was factual and to the point therapia is in the Final Phase of their laboratory trials on PCT and is getting ready to submit an application to the FDA yes I know all that she said impatiently I'm impressed she rolled her eyes duh Piper and Jordan are two of my closest friends I know just about everything about them plus Piper and Hamilton still have their home in Liberty Falls they travel back and forth I get together with Piper whenever she's in town did you know they were having serious marital problems what her head began to spin that's not true they were supposed to leave the day after Jordan was killed for a cruise to the Bahamas I talked to Piper on a regular basis the two of them were good not according to Sutton's investigators then the investigators are wrong she nearly shouted silence Corbin are you still there I'm here look I'm sure this is hard to process but you've got to remove your personal feelings according to Sutton's investigators Jordan and Piper were on the verge of divorce Jordan had already spoken to to an attorney Addie felt betrayed and confused why would Piper and Jordan not tell her they were having problems something Jordan said came rushing back you're the only one I can trust was that Jordan's way of hinting that things weren't right between him and Piper her throat constricted to the size of a straw as she swallowed do you think PCT had something to do with Jordan's death at this point it's merely a theory if PCT really can cure alimer he let out a low whistle think of the billions upon billions of dollars it would be worth that's certainly motive enough for someone to kill yeah but why kill the developer he paused I don't know there are still too many missing pieces to form a clear picture why did someone break into my house they didn't even take anything you were the last person to see Jordan alive maybe someone thinks you know something well I don't she barked all I know is that I'm getting sick and tired of the whole situation she swallowed I just want this to be over so I can get on with my life hang in there sis I'm working on it from this end in the meantime you need to stay close to madx so he can keep you safe she let out a humorless laugh thinking of how she'd send him packing sorry bro but I'm afraid my meeting with Maddox didn't go so well he's probably on his way back to San Diego but by now with Felicity she added mentally short pause no Maddox is too di hard to let a few harsh words stand between him and a mission die hard she rolled the word around in her head a couple of times Maddox might be a dieh hard former seal but it was too bad he wasn't as dieh hard when it came to relationships fickle was what he was a thick layer of ice encased her heart this was merely a job to Maddox he'd made that very clear when he'd strolled into the diner she thought she was imagining things her brain Conjuring up her greatest desire then he touched her hand evoking a longing she could hardly contain for a moment she'd let her guard down when she saw the tenderness in his eyes then she thought of Felicity her eyes narrowed Maddox had only been back from Syria a little over a month and he'd already replaced placed her with another woman she was unprepared for the hurt that pummeled through her like a battering ram fresh tears stung her eyes he was probably grateful that she'd broken up with him and saved him the trouble of dumping her don't make maddox's job harder sis there was a hint of teasing in his voice I know it's hard for you but can you try to be a little accomodating she grunted he's trying to keep you safe Corbin's voice always caught with all I've got going on right now I need to know that you're okay Addy felt like a louse Corbin had a mountain of his own troubles right now she was adding to his list okay I'll play nice it's good he breathed in relief after this is over you and Maddox can go your separate ways yeah her heart felt like lead in her chest she didn't want to talk about m anymore how's tany doing so far so good we just keep praying for time it's like walking a tight RPP making sure delany's health is okay while trying to keep the baby in her womb long enough to be out of the danger zone she could hear the strain in his voice I'm sorry bro it's not your fault just life both Addie and Corbin knew how unfair life could be their parents had taken an anniversary trip to Mexico they were mugged and killed outside their hotel for a few measly dollars thankfully pops and Graham had stepped up to the plate and raised them then Graham was diagnosed with Alzheimer's unfortunately fate couldn't leave it at that Graham also developed brain cancer which ultimately killed her Addie and Corbin knew all too well that bad things could indeed happen I meant that I'm sorry for adding to your stress if you'll listen to madx and do what he says that will help tremendously I told you I'd play nice she grumbled what more do you want my signature in blood he chuckled your word will have to do he sighed all right that's all for now he paused I love you she felt a rush of tenderness for her older brother I love you too give my love to Pops and Delaney we do see you he said ending the call Eddie dropped her phone in her purse and clutched the steering wheel with both hands her mind trying to digest all that Corbin had said were Piper and Jordan having problems why hadn't they told her her thoughts went back to the last conversation she'd had with Jordan he was edgy an undercurrent of negative emotion running through him Addy had worried for a blip that something might be wrong between Jordan and Piper then when Jordan is heard her that all was well she believed him Jordan said Piper was a good woman but that she didn't understand Addie wrinkled her nose understand what she had much to ask Piper tomorrow Maddox what to do about him should she call and apologize her jaw tensed no way she'd rather spend a week buried in an avalanche she'd be cordial to Maddox just as she promised but that didn't mean she had to seek him out she glanced in the rear view mirror her heart clutched a silver car was following her it was an American car a Chevy maybe there was a man driving his sunglasses prevented her from seeing his face her pulse thrashed against her neck as she gripped the steering wheel this was a lonely stretch of highway the Side Road leading to the cabin was a couple miles up on the right did she dare turn on to it with this car tailing her she pressed the gas pedal to the floor increasing her speed to her relief the Chevy maintained the same speed staying far behind as she turned a curve she increased her speed again the Chevy disappeared from her view she turned onto the Side Road hardly slowing her speed her Tire squealed Panic shot through her veins as she felt the Jetta shift before the wheels regained traction with the road she glanced in her rear V mirror the Chevy drove by still on the highway she slowed to a safe speed cursing herself for her stupidity her fear and paranoia had almost caused her to Wreck when Eddie pulled into her driveway she was shaking she turned off the engine and pushed her hair out of her face before rubbing her Palms on her pants maybe it was a bad idea to come here before the new alarm system could be installed she clinched her fist no that was ridiculous she needed to come come she couldn't let her fears overwhelm her whomever had broken into the cabin hadn't found anything maybe the person would get a clue that Addie knew nothing about whatever was going on and leave her alone she sucked in a breath trying to calm her rattled nerves as she walked briskly to the door the empty space around her felt menacing as she pushed the key into the lock the cabin next door had long-term renters the Ridley an older couple Unfortunately they were currently in Florida visiting their grandkids 2third of the other cabins were temporary renters people who'd come to enjoy the Fall colors or the hot springs technically Addie was alone the knowledge sent a shiver down her spine she pushed open the door and stepped inside closing and locking the door behind her it was then she realized she'd been holding her breath she exhaled slowly her gaze flitting over the cabin in the light of day the mess looked worse than it had the night before anger surged through her veins she felt an intense hatred for whom ever had done this a part of her wanted to crumple in a heap and weep but that wouldn't help instead she offered a silent prayer asking for strength a couple minutes later she felt better with a resigned sigh she put her purse on the kitchen table and got to work cleaning up the place an hour later she was in her room reorganizing her papers and getting her desk back in order when when she came across the framed picture the glass was broken but the picture was unharmed it was taken when she and Corbin were still in high school pops and Graham had taken them to Disneyland a couple of weeks before the end of summer break Addie and Corbin had complained that they were too old for Disneyland to their surprise they had a wonderful time Addy rubbed a finger over Graham's face she looked so happy as she grinned at the camera her arms around Addie and Corbin pops was standing to the far left on the other side of Corbin instead of looking at the camera he was looking at Graham an expression of pure adoration on his face tears Rose in Addie's eyes everything changed when Graham got sick pops and Addy tried to pick up the pieces while Corbin joined the military to escape at least now they had Corbin back and he'd brought Delaney into their family soon they'd have a new baby girl hoped everything would be okay with the pregnancy please let Delany and the baby be okay she prayed Addie placed the photo in its rightful place on her desk and bent down to retrieve more papers she heard a noise she froze her pulse jumping into overdrive ever so slowly she went to her bedroom door and peered out relief surged through her when she saw that the hallway was clear gaining more courage she stole down the hall toward the living room her eyes scoured the combination living room and kitchen it was also clear this was getting ridiculous she had to stop jumping out of her skin at the slightest noise she was about to turn and go back down the hall when strong arms grabbed her from behind she let out a Yelp horror twisting through her as she fought against the arms help she screamed a hand went over her mouth she grounded her heel into her attacker foot he grunted and released his hold Addie darted for the door before she made it a foot she was tackled from behind she hit the wood floor but hardly felt a thing as she rolled over clawing and hitting the man backed away and stood it registered in her mind that he was wearing a black ski mask she didn't know why the man had paused his attack but it gave her blessed time to escape she scrambled to her feet and was about to run when he pulled out a gun stop or I'll shoot he ordered her heart sank this couldn't be happening hands up slowly she lifted her hands in the air what do you want her knees were so wobbly she could hardly stand Terror rattled through her like a freight train as he came towards her she shrieked when he grabbed her arm and viciously Twisted her around so that he was behind her he jabbed the barrel of the gun in her back put your hands together what she cried make any sudden moves and you're dead he growled in her ear put your arms together behind you now he thundered when she didn't react fast enough he grabbed her hands she felt a thin band of plastic around her wrists and heard a zipping sound he opened the door and thrust her through it her mind raced trying to figure a way out of this the urge to live was overwhelming she didn't want to die not here not today he pushed her forward across the front porch a cry of dismay gurgled in her throat when she saw the silver Chevy she should have listened to her instincts that screamed the car was following her how stupid she'd been to push Maddox away who are you no talking he thrust the gun further into her back instinctively she arched her back trying to relieve the pressure of the gun at her spine they went down the steps into the car she felt movement and heard a click the trunk opened a new Terror seized her as she realized what was happening no she cried adrenaline surged through her as she went nuts twisting and fighting he grunted in Surprise dropping the gun she bolted better to be shot running than to be placed in a trunk only to face who knew what Horrors she made it across the gravel driveway before he yanked her hair and pulled her back she howled in pain as he grabbed her arms and carried her back to the trunk she lifted her feet Kicking and Screaming fighting him for all she was worth but she was no match for his strength he heaved her in the trunk and slammed it shut Darkness engulfed her with that Darkness came a sinking despair chapter 7 a mind-numbing panic throbbed through Addie's brain rendering her powerless to act she tried to remember what she'd learned about being locked in a trunk wasn't there supposed to be some lever in the newer models how was she supposed to pull a lever when she couldn't use her hands she strained against the plastic that held her hands but it was futile sweat beaded across her nose as a suffocating heat surged through her her lungs were bound with iron she couldn't breathe a prayer for help went through her mind please help me she had to be strong she had to think of her family of Maddox her last words to him had been spoken in Anger why did everything have to be so complicated with him it occurred to her that the car had not moved she kicked as hard as she could help she heard a muffled pop she went still straining her ears as she tried to figure out what was happening hope sprang in her chest was someone else out there she jerked into action help she screamed I'm in the trunk she kicked again and again on the side and the top maybe she'd imagined the pop there was probably no one out there except for her attacker still she had to do something a lifetime seemed to pass Addie kicked and screamed until she grew horse the trunk opened she sat up ready to give her attacker the fight of his life then she saw his face madic she uttered a cry wrenching her throat I'm here he said Gathering her in his arms the side of Addie bound and stuffed in a trunk had Unleashed something dark and primitive inside Maddox making him want to Pummel her attacker to Mush he probably would have had he not needed to keep the man intact so he could be interrogated the man in question was tied up gagged and stuffed in the closet of the guest bedroom right after Maddox rescued Addie he called Corbin updating him on the situation Corbin freaked when Maddox told him about the attack and how close Addie came to being kidnapped the only thing that kept Corbin from hopping a plane and heading this way was maddox's assurance that from this point forward he wouldn't let Addie out of his sight Maddox and Corbin then got on a conference call with Sutton he instructed Maddox to keep the man there until picked up for interrogation a part of Maddox wanted to conduct his own version of interrogation but Sutton assured Ed him of his foolproof methods of obtaining information one thing Maddox learned in the seals was that it was better to leave the interrogations to The Experts he'd never had the stomach for that sort of thing maddox's main priority was Addie's safety whether she liked it or not he was stuck to Addy Like Glue he thought back to the moment when he rescued her from the trunk she threw her arms around him and buried her head in his shoulder even amidst the terror of the moment he couldn't deny that it felt right having her in his arms the softness of her springy curls had brushed against his skin tickling his face The Familiar scent of her light floral perfume mingling with the fresh smell of her shampoo enveloped his senses stop it he commanded himself balling his fist he couldn't let this hang up on Addie continue in retrospect it was good that he mentioned Felicity at the diner a girlfriend was the very thing needed to put a safe barrier between him and Addie things could get confusing right now with emotions running high but then where would he and Addy be afterwards the obstacles between them weren't just going to disappear he had a dangerous profession and she was opposed to it end of story Maddox couldn't allow himself to get close to Addie knowing that in the end she'd dump him all over again he surveyed Addie's bedroom annoyance resurging at the sight of the scattered papers book books and clothing someone had done a number on the place Addie was making a valiant effort to put the place back together but there was still a ton to do he bent over and picked up a handful of books stacking them on the bookshelf above her desk a smile pulled over his lips when he saw the guitar song book Addie was teaching herself how to play he loved that about Addie how she was always learning new things his gut tightened her guitar had it been damaged he spotted it in the far corner of the room intact he relaxed his eye caught on the Burgundy book with the word Journal embossed in Gold lettering across the front he picked it up first he thought he couldn't dare look at it no way could he invade Addie's privacy he reached for more books stacking them on the shelf above her desk then he looked at the journal again noticing a corner of what looked like a picture sticking out the side none of your business Maddox keep stacking books it's one little Peak what could it hurt he opened her journal to the picture his heart came to a screeching halt the picture was of him and Addie a selfie taken on the summit of the mountain they'd height they were arm in arm their heads close together they wore triumphant grins having reached the top in record time the sheer Joy on their faces caused his heart to clutch they'd been happy together so happy his finger traced Addie's features she'd taken the trouble of printing this picture and putting it in her journal he wasn't sure what to think about this he jumped guiltily when he realized the water in the shower had stopped quickly he tucked the picture back into its place and closed the journal just as the bathroom door opened hey he said his voice sounding too cheerful in his own ears her hair was wet and hanging and ringlets over her shoulders she' changed from her dress slacks and blouse into jeans and a t-shirt yeah she looked good in those snug jeans and form-fitting t-shirt that emphasized her tall slender figure a crease formed between her brows as her eyes went to the journal what are you doing I figured I might as well be of some help instead of just sitting here like a lump on a log waiting for you to get out of the shower there was a window in her bathroom it was locked but that didn't mean someone couldn't break through it and get to Addie Corbin was having a security system installed tomorrow which would make protecting her easier still he wanted to be close enough to hear what was going on hence him sitting in her room while she showered have you been reading my journal she gave him an accusing look oh jeez no heat crept up his neck she arched an eyebrow her hand going to her hip he held up both hands in defense a promise a I wasn't reading it guilt cloaked over him then again looking at a picture wasn't the same as reading her journal he'd answered her honestly somewhat how are you feeling she managed a rubbery smile better right after the attack Addie was pale as alabaster a dazed look in her eyes for a few seconds Maddox feared she might be going into shock thankfully that hadn't been the case Addie was a tough cookie still she was wound up tight madx suggested that a shower might help her relax it seemed to have done the trick good the conversation lagged Maddox missed how it used to be the two of them having so much to say to each other that they could hardly draw in a breath between sentences are you hungry she shoved her hands into her Pockets a little I guess he chuckled you hardly ate two bites at the diner unless you grab something afterwards I venture to say you're pretty hungry the Addie he knew had a healthy appetite he used to tease her about having a Hollow Leg because she could eat him under the table and was naturally thin in fact Addie had to work to keep from becoming too skinny she laughed in surrender yeah I'm hungry starving actually the moment slowed as he caught something in her eyes a longing that matched the fire raging in in him the two of them were here alone the memories of how it was before swirling around them like beckoning Sirens to unsuspecting Sailors she was a mere two steps away he could pull her into his arms and crush his lips to hers drinking in her passion she cleared her throat and broke eye contact scrunching her hair with her hand Maddox remembered the unconscious gesture as something she did when she got nervous his gaze took in her thick Mane of curls everything in him wanted to bridge the distance between them take her in his arms and explore her soft sensual lips want me to do that for you he uttered in a low tone she jerked as she caught the intent of his question for one agonizing second he feared that he'd gone too far but she only laughed thanks I think I can handle it is there anything we can fix in the kitchen he hoped so if they ordered takeout that meant he'd have to vet the person who brought the food another or deal her eyes clouded as she lowered her voice we're supposed to eat and go on like normal with that guy tied up in the guest bedroom Sutton's men are due to arrive in the next couple of hours she nodded her lips Vanishing into a thin line are you sure you don't recognize him no I've never seen him before she clinched Ed her hand the words coming out in ragged strips do you think he's the one who killed Jordan I don't know he clenched his jaw but you can rest assured that Sutton will beat it up get to the bottom of it he amended when he saw her stricken expression the kidnapper was in his early 30s an average looking Joe with hard features and thinning hair Maddox punched him a couple of times demanding to know who he was and who'd sent him but the guy sat in Stony silence he had no identification no phone nothing he snapped a picture of the guy and texted it to Corbin and Sutton knowing that Sutton would run it through a database Addie shuddered her eyes taking on a haunted look I keep thinking about what might have happened if you hadn't shown up when you did Maddox didn't like to think about that either I'll stay right by your side until this thing's over you have my word thank you she said softly his mind went back through the events that had led them here Maddox left the diner in search of Addie unfortunately she'd gotten too much of a head start he assumed she was going back to the resort when he realized Addie wasn't there he headed to her cabin he saw another car in her driveway with no license plate he parked a short distance away and joged back he reached her yard just as the man was shoving her into the truck trunk Addie stepped up and touched his face her finger trailed lightly down his skin sending a jolt of awareness through him he gave her a questioning look you have a bruise she explained frowning from your fight with that horrid man I do a Ry grin twisted his lips I hadn't noticed her eyes lit with Amusement tough guy huh the weasel was obviously no match for your hot shot ninja Navy SEAL skills there was a touch of admiration in her voice he laughed in Surprise not sure how to answer a shadow darkened her features when I heard the gun I wasn't sure what to think she shivered I'm so glad you were there me too the attacker had an elementary level of combat skill but he was no match for maddox's Seal training meaning he wasn't special ops after they got some food in their system Maddox plan to question Addie in hopes that he'd find a Common Thread to help him figure out why she was being targeted is there something in the kitchen we can fix for dinner he prompted we have a few cans of soup I can make some grilled cheese sandwiches she scowled thank goodness I put the food back in the fridge last night after the Breakin otherwise the perishables would have been ruined he touched her arm as the familiar attraction zinged through him I'm sorry for all that you're going through I know it's rough thanks she said offering an appreciative smile their gazes locked as something akin to attraction flashed in her eyes for one wild moment Maddox got the distinct feeling that Adie wanted to kiss him to his disappointment she took a step back as if to put as much distance between them as possible it's for the best he reminded himself even though he really didn't believe it add motioned to the shelf above her desk I appreciate you putting things away a sheepish grin tugged at her lips as she rocked forward on the balls of her feet I'm sorry I accused you of reading my journal laughter simmered in her eyes read anything interesting his eyes rounded as he coughed ouch the guilt was killing him she laughed slightly brushing his arm just teasing this was the addy that he craved the playful one who kept him on his toes he motioned with his head shall we sounds like a plan she held up a finger as long as I'm the one doing the cooking hey his face fell my cooking's not that bad no it's great she paused her mouth giving way to a grin if you don't mind Mojave Desert dry and charred like a brick he rolled his eyes I burned the pancakes one time and never hear the end of it just like a woman to never forget never she uttered her eyes holding his what the heck was happening here a part of him wanted to call Addie out demand to know why she was sending him mixed signals but he didn't want to throw a monkey wrench in the gears better to let it ride see where the road took them he offered a slight bow and a flourish of his hand after you met ma'am she clucked her tongue always the perfect gentleman she tipped her head her Emerald gold eyes sparkling with Mischief you know I never could resist that BMA boy charm she quipped traing out he stood there for a moment befuddled watching her move was fascinating The Confident bounce in her step the graceful lines of her live body with just the right amount of Curves her rich chocolate hair bouncing jauntily on her shoulders was Addie flirting with him or toying with him jeez how in the heck was he supposed to remain unaffected by a woman like her she was playing him like a fiddle you coming Hot Shot she called over her shoulder you don't have to ask me twice he uttered feeling like a gullible moth going helplessly to the flame chapter 8 despite the circumstance being here with Maddox was exhilarating Addie glanced at his rugged profile his unruly curls the determined set of his chin his penetrating eyes framed by dark lashes were a deep ocean blue he caught her gaze and smiled displaying his Splendid dimples a goofy grin spilled over his lips and she felt like she was 16 Again The Prudent thing to do was to remain guarded around Maddox but the brush with danger had pickled her brain and made her Reckless breaking up with Maddox was the biggest mistake of Addie's life when she believed him dead her heart had shattered to Pieces she realized then that not having Maddox in her life was far worse than living with the fear of something terrible happening to him then she learned he was still alive oh how she wanted to run to him beg him to take her back then her stubbornness had set in she hoped he would contact her but nothing well until today that is when he waled into the diner and saved your life her mind added she owed him some latitude for that while it was tempting to just pick up where they left off before the breakup she had to keep reminding herself that Maddox was here because of his loyalty to Corbin she knew he still cared about her on some level she could see it in his eyes obviously he hadn't loved her as deeply as she had him or he would have contacted her there never would have been a Felicity what kind of woman was this Felicity is everything okay you have a strange expression on your face she forced a smile yep a dry laugh rumbled in her throat her voice going high-pitched well aside from the fact that my house was ransacked and someone tried to kidnap me I'm peachy he frowned you're acting strange am I she chuckled well chalk it up to the day yeah I guess you have good excuse for sure they were sitting side by side on the couch Maddox angled to face her okay let's start at the beginning I want to hear every detail starting with when Jordan came to the resort she let out a long breath Gathering her thoughts how stupid of her to fret over maddox's girlfriend when she should be trying to unravel the before them her life could be at stake and she was thinking about Maddox you stupid stupid woman maybe you should start telling me about how you met Jordan Graham and Jordan's mother were at the same Care Center both had Alzheimer's Jordan and I struck up a friendship she paused the awkwardness of the conversation hitting her discussing her romantic relationship with Jordan wasn't something she wanted to do with Maddox the two of us dated for for a while maddox's features tightened interesting why did you break up she cleared her throat shifting in her seat we broke up because heat flamed her cheeks well things just didn't work out she picked at her fingernails frustration tinged his handsome features if I'm going to help you need to be open with me he probed her with Fierce eyes why did you break up she squared her chin are you sure this is about Jordan he didn't back down an inch what else would it be about his expression was unreadable you she blurted I broke up with him because I met you Maddox blinked in Surprise she couldn't be sure but thought he looked pleased then the expression vanished and he was the consumate professional once more continue Jordan and I remained close friends I introduced him to Piper I remember you mentioning her she nodded Piper and I met at a support group for caregivers of Alzheimer's patients Piper's mother had Alzheimer's her father Hamilton is a world-renowned surgeon turn researcher I knew Piper and Jordan would have lots in common sure enough they hit it off and got married later they formed their drug research company where Jordan developed PCT yes does Piper lived nearby she and her dad have a family estate in Liberty Falls the next town over about 25 mil from here their research facility is in New Jersey they go back and forth between New Jersey and Liberty Falls Corbin said Jordan and Piper were having marital problems it was crazy how fast irritation spiked through her Corbin's wrong she shot back Jordan and Piper were going on a cruise together in fact he stopped by to ask if he could pick up some jewelry I had in my possession he wanted to give the pieces to Piper Maddox leaned forward what kind of Jewel earrings and a bracelet they belong to Jordan's mom he gave the pieces to me when we were dating Maddox lifted an eyebrow and you kept them even after Jordan and Piper got married heat crawled up her neck yes I tried to give them back but Jordan wanted me to have them I was close to his mother I see see what she fired back Jordan still had feelings for you her throat tightened that's ridiculous she squeaked he left Piper I was just a friend do you still have the jewelry yes it's in my room none of it was taken during the Breakin he rubbed his chin a look of intense concentration settling over his features tell me everything Jordan said to you she repeated the conversation he looked thoughtful okay from what you said here are the points of interest Piper's a good woman but she doesn't understand you're the only one I can trust and then he asked you to forgive him she wrinkled her nose more confused than ever none of it makes any sense I'm hoping to get more information tomorrow when I meet with Piper good he tipped his head Corbin said Jordan was meeting with a divorce attorney it seemed strange that he and Piper were leaving on a cruise the following day if they were having severe problems exactly she folded her arms over her test did Jordan give you anything the day he stopped by no he L out of breath tell me again everything that happened leaving out no details seriously how many times do we have to go through this as many times as it takes to get to the truth she told them again right down to the part about Jordan helping her collect the items in her purse I got the feeling that he'd seen someone or something that frightened him I tried to see what he was looking at but the Caris was filled with people eating lunch she spread her hands people come and go all the time at the resort I have no idea who Jordan was looking at his brows furrowed maybe the guy who tried to kidnap you yeah maybe someone must think that Jordan either told you something or gave you something she threw up her hands assuming this is even about Jordan he rubbed his chin from where I'm sitting I'll bet this is about peasy t a drug with the potential to cure Alzheimer's could be worth billions that's what Corbin said a new light came into maddox's eyes let me see your purse huh you said you tipped over your purse and Jordan helped you put the contents back yes she said not sure where this was going is it possible that Jordan slip something into your purse without your knowledge yeah I guess anything is possible I suppose she scrunched her eyes brows why would he do that Maddox gave her a Checkmate look because you're the only one he could trust remember she stood I guess there's only one way to find out right right she retrieved her purse and sat back down beside him dump it out on the coffee table Maddox instructed great now Maddox would see the tampon just as Jordan had oh well it's a fact of life she turned over her purse the content falling onto the table does anything look a miss her mind clicked through the familiar items her wallet keys phone gum the tampon bits of scrap paper loose change a silver key wait a minute she reached for the key her heart picking up its beat this she held it up I don't know where it came from Maddox reached for it his hand touching hers she felt a jolt of Attraction and wondered if if he felt it too he held at the key examining it it looks like it might go to some sort of storage facility or Locker do you know of any place that rents Lockers in Birchwood Springs was Jordan from Birchwood Springs or Liberty Falls well he was from here I don't know of any place that rinse lockers per se but there are several storage facilities in the area the key was Plain Jane like thousands of other Keys her heart sank had they reached a dead end maybe your friend Piper will know what the key goes to yes we can ask her tomorrow she saw the skeptical look on maddox's face what do you think Piper can be trusted she rocked back of course she said sharply she didn't like the direction this conversation was taking he looked doubtful I don't know you said Piper never told you that she and Jordan were having problems and yet he'd spoken to a divorce lawyer Jordan said you were the only one he could trust her voice Rose he also asked me to forgive him which makes no sense Jordan never did a thing to me she gulped in a breath trying to reign in her emotions Piper's my best friend I trust her as much as I trust you as much as I trust myself he held up a hand okay just making sure what about her dad Hamilton Gentry he nodded he's quiet stand off fish has a brilliant reputation as a surgeon I know he was fiercely devoted to his wife he went into a deep depression when she passed away according to the Intel he's the one who secured the financial backing for the business yes Maddox gave her a meaningful look if anything were to go r with pzt Hamilton could have a lot to lose she bet her lower lip I suppose it was strange to think of Hamilton Gentry this way she she didn't like having to scrutinize Jordan or Piper didn't like thinking that nothing was as she thought she also didn't like having her home broken into or almost getting kidnapped a feeling of Gloom settled over her she just wanted this to be over I'd like to look at that jewelry she stood sure Addie was weary a headache streaking over her forehead she wanted to fall into bed and sleep A Thousand Years first though she had to call Sadie to make sure everything had gone okay with the conference another thought occurred to her quickening her blood Maddox vowed to stay by her side did that mean he'd sleep in the same room an unexpected Ripple of Desire surged through her how was she supposed to get any sleep with him there she had the unreasonable urge to throw her arms around his neck and kiss him was she losing her freaking mind how could she be thinking such thoughts right now when danger was pressing down on her Felicity she repeated the word over and over like it was a Talisman yes she' loved Maddox but it was too late for them besides if he'd been the guy she thought he was he wouldn't have found someone else so quickly the loud knocking at the door nearly caused her to jump out of her skin her knees went weak as she looked at Maddox her heart thundering against her rib cage maddox's muscles pulled taut like a panther ready to spring it's probably Sutton's guys he said quietly stay there he ordered holding out his hand Addy held her breath as he stole to the door who is it he asked the muscles in his jaw twitching he looked every bit the retired seal with his chiseled body and fierce expression Sutton sent us Addie let out a relieved breath she was surprised however at maddox's next question what do we do adapt and overcome how much adapting as much as it his shoulders relaxed as he opened the door and shook hands with the two men thanks for coming they stepped inside MX closed and locked the door behind them both men were dressed in black shirts and slacks they had stoic expressions and closely cropped hair like they had the same Barber one was short with a barrel chest and thick biceps the other tall with lean muscles like Maddox where's the package the short man asked his Hawk Eyes scoping the room Maddox jutted his thumb in the bedroom a wave of nausea assaulted Addie package not a package but a human being her attacker what world had she inadvertently stepped into she looked at Maddox who seemed perfectly at ease now that the identities of the men were assured it went through her mind that even if there were no Felicity it was doubtful Addie could survive in maddox's world how did Delaney do it she was having a baby for goodness sake there was no guarantee that when Corbin walked out the door every morning that he'd come back in the evening a shiver ran through Addie she couldn't live like that it was better that things had cooled with madx she needed to keep reminding herself of that and not let the all-consuming attraction she felt for him trip her up as much as it hurt she made the only decision she could to break it off to protect her heart May maybe it was one of those situations where if you had to go back and do it all over again you'd make the exact same painful decision you did to start with Maddox motioned this way the men walked by first followed by Maddox as he past Addie he touched her arm his concerned look told her that her feelings were being broadcast on her face I'll be right back he reassured her she nodded he paused and turned back oh could you get that jewelry for me I want to look at it and then send it with these guys so suon can run a check on it sure oh I forgot to tell you the bracelet class broke so I took it to a jewelry shop to have it repaired she never had gotten around to calling Mr Steinway about the bracelet it had completely slipped her mind we need to get that piece too okay I'll call about it tomorrow he nodded his perceptive eyes riged over her making her feel like she was an open book are you okay the tenderness in his gaze caused a lump to form in her throat no she wasn't okay nothing about this whole thing was okay I'm fine he gave her a doubtful look really she wrapped a plastic smile around her lips go on in there the men are waiting for their package irony hung heavy in her voice I'll get the jewelry what's wrong he pressed tears misted her eyes I said I'm fine she growled go chapter nine nights were the hardest the time when the Terrors of the past Rose like mountainous Shadows blocking out even the tiniest sliver of light in his dreams the Dank scent of the Jungle filled his nostrils and caused sweat to boil over his nose his heart pounded out a halfhazard bead as he clutched the sheet with his fist trying to regulate his breathing he dreamt of his captivity in Syria suffered the hollow gnawing of his empty stomach choked on the rancid water felt the sinking desperation of fear that he wouldn't make it out of there alive his only consolation had been the camaraderie of his fellow seals he was grateful his buddies were part of Sutton's private security team the offer had been a package deal all of them are none Maddox was grateful for this new chapter in his life he just wished he could lick this infernal PTSD while it was his greatest desire to move forward and leave the past behind his mind couldn't seem to get the memo Maddox took in a breath willing his body to relax in through the nose out through the mouth why had the PTSD hit him tonight maybe it was because he was worried that he wouldn't be able to protect Addie from whatever was coming a shiver slithered down his spine causing the sweat on his brow to run cold today had been a close call had he arrived a few minutes later Addie would have been gone he had to remain Vigilant and not let his personal feelings for Addie prevent him from protecting her he was on a pallet beside Addie's bed he'd Lin awake long after she'd fallen asleep thinking about her something had shifted when Sutton's men came to get the attacker Addie had become withdrawn cool he knew she was fighting her own demons about Jordan and Piper but he got the feeling that her change in Attitude had something to do with him Addie was a hard woman to figure out one minute he felt like they were getting closer and the next there was a skyscraper sized barrier between them he propped his arms behind his head noting with satisfaction that his breathing had returned to normal relaxation techniques helped tremendously and it didn't hurt to have something other than his own past to focus on he grinned thinking how he didn't mind shifting his thoughts to Addie he cocked his ears to listen for her breathing silence Panic seized him as he sat up he glanced toward the window and saw a flash of lightning a second later a loud clap of Thunder sounded hey Addie said sleep coding her voice it's stormy yeah the wind picked up sending rain splattering against the window he angled to face her bed another flash of lightning lit the room he caught the outline of her face and realized she' scooted to the edge of the bed and was lying on her side looking down at him a deep ache trickled through his body it was torture being this close to the woman he loved when he couldn't take her in his arms how long have you been awake long enough to hear you mumbling in your sleep what language were you speaking crap there was no telling what he'd said often the dreams were so terrible that he woke up screaming Arabic I'll bet it was terrible over there yes he admitted how did you survive he let out a long breath the only way I could one day at a time she'd probably laugh him into scorn if she realized how often he'd thought of her while he was in captivity it was his favorite area of Refuge that his brain could go to Thunder boomed shaking the cabin rain poured onto the roof sounding like endless Nails pinging the shingles I love the sound of the rain her voice had an ethereal quality like she was still partway in a dream he punched his pillow to adjust it and lay back down trying to find a comfortable spot I remember really yeah I remember everything about you such ass he smiled at the note of interest in her voice you have an insatiable appetite for salty fries and mint chocolate chip ice cream speaking of which that sounds really good right now he chuckled I don't know about the fries but I go for some ice cream we'll have to pick some up tomorrow good idea what else she prompted your level head and forthright personality make you an excellent manager well thanks she said with gusto and he got the feeling she was smiling he laughed to himself knowing this next one would set her off teasing Addie was immensely rewarding because she always Rose to the bait you couldn't be on time if your life depend on it hey she countered that's not true he suspected her lower lip was thrust out in a pout uhhuh he drawled you know it is she grunted for your information I've been trying to do better about that [ __ ] she added in a sulky tone touche he laughed what else she demanded a definite Edge to her voice he grinned let's put it this way if you looked up stubborn in the dictionary your picture would be right next to it am not I too am not she huffed take it back what's wrong Addie he goated you can't stand to hear the truth the truth is that you're a big fat jerkwad he heard a flurry of movement realized she'd sat up a second later she was fogging him with her pillow laughter Rose in his throat hey now he raised his hands to Shield his head a second later he grabbed the pillow give it back she ordered not in your life he put it under his head stacked on top of his other pillow yeah that's much better he drawled the other pillow you gave me was flatter than Rog kill under a semitruck she sniggered then burst out laughing you're such a [ __ ] she said in a sing song voice can I have have my pillow back she asked sweetly I don't think so sugar lips she groaned sugar lips seriously what else do you remember about me no matter how much you watch those silly Christmas movies on the Hallmark Channel you cry at the end true she conceded but who doesn't I don't she smirked yeah because you're a hardened Navy SEAL X maybe seal he corrected the name may have changed but the job still the same the tone of the conversation had shifted faster than the government in a third world country he cringed at the bite in Addie's voice there it was the one thing they could never get Beyond his profession Superman has to save the world she said dowly he stiffened as Irish philosopher Edmund Burke said the only thing necessary for the Triumph of evil is for good men to do nothing this was met with a Stony silence that crawled over him like a dozen Hornets I'll have you know that I'm doing a lot of good yeah you're humble about it too she shot back you sure you're not on some thrill-seeking ride running from real life responsibility the game was a foot now each of them volleying to get their point across not everyone who joins the seals is running from something some are running to something or using it as Penance the comment was a knife in the gut Adie knew him too well knew how to hit him where it hurt the most his eyes narrowed you sound just like my mom how's your mama by the way she said lightly is she still the bell of the country club he grunted more like the queen Addie laughed yep she rules the roost for sure like somebody else I know he muttered under his breath I love your mama she's a hoot she loves you too even though Maddox and Addie had never spoken of marriage his mama was already picking out invitations and planning the wedding when Addy dumped him his mama was almost as devastated about the breakup as he was not really but she was crazy about Addie is yours Daddy still trying to get you to become an attorney and join his firm no he gave up on that years ago he said mechanically still smarting over Addie's jab Darkness cocooned around him making it easier to open a conversation about sensitive issues you know you shouldn't keep blaming me for Corbin's mistakes he's the one who ran out on you I didn't he was tempted to add that Addie was the one who gave up on them not the other way around and you shouldn't spend the rest of your life feeling guilty about BJ's death time to move on she snipped he flinched had I known you were going to keep throwing BJ in my face I never would have told you about him yeah well the same goes for Corbin the chasm between them expanded larger than the ocean as they lay there like defiant Warriors refusing to give up their ground his thoughts went to BJ in his high school days Maddox was an extreme sports fanatic and dreamed of one day making it to the X Games all that changed the day BJ was killed in a dirt biking accident Maddox and BJ were determined to prove which of them was the toughest they started out jumping makeshift ramps and Hills as the day wore on the challenges got greater until finally Maddox dared BJ to jump a creek Maddox went first and cleared it without issue BJ however wasn't as lucky he fell short of the goal and his bike took a nose dive BJ was thrown off his bike he was rushed to the hospital where he died a few days later Maddox had opened up to Addie sharing his anguish and guilt over BJ's death he drifted aimlessly for the next few years became a menace in and out of trouble with the law his dad had to bail him out of jail a few times eventually Maddox got himself straightened out and traveled the world taking on freelance writing and photography projects it was easier to wander strange lands and learn about other cultures than it was to stay in Alabama and worry about his own problems when that ran its course and he could no longer find any fulfillment in it Maddox joined the Navy yeah maybe his entry into the seals was at first fueled by a desire for Penance but as a seal he'd found his life's purpose now that purpose continued as he worked for Sutton security company two weeks ago on his first assignment Maddox and his former seal saved the life of a young daughter of a diplomat who' been kidnapped for ransom he clenched his jaw as much as he loved Addie he couldn't give up who he was for her doing that would mean running the risk of losing himself and his knew found purpose the problem was he still hadn't figured out how to live without Addie she consumed his thoughts every day now that he was here with her the longing intensified to the point where he could hardly stand it he wanted both his profession and Addie was that too much to ask for he turned over so his back was to her a good night's sleep was what he needed more than anything nights were the hardest it would all look better in the morning I'm sorry I brought up BJ her voice was Melancholy ponderous he grunted in Surprise the sincerity of her words circled around him and he felt himself soften he let out a sigh no sense in harboring grudges it's all right I'm sorry I brought up Corbin even though Addie had forgiven Corbin for leaving home when her grandmother got sick she still carried the scars no problem she paused long enough for him to wonder if she she'd say anything else for what it's worth I'm sorry she added her voice cracking he turned to face her sorry for what Thunder rattled the window I'm sorry I can't be more like Felicity it was all he could do to Halt the incredulous laugh before it escaped his mouth what I'm sorry I wasn't brave enough to be there for you through thick and thin he swallowed processing what she'd said his heart clutched as emotion lodged thick in his throat a single tear trickled down his cheek Adelaide Spencer you're the bravest woman I've ever met her voice grew strangled if that were true we'd still be together now it's not too late he said quietly he held his breath waiting for her to respond feeling as though everything were hanging in the balance one second crawled by two good night she coked he swallowed his disappointment good night he clipped hoping the monotony of the Falling Rain would help him go back to sleep chapter 10 the next morning Maddox awoke to the tantalizing smell of bacon he sat up and rubbed his aching shoulders no wonder he'd had a nightmare about his captivity in Syria sleeping on this pallet was only a few steps up from sleeping on the hard floor of his cell he felt like he'd been rolled over by a bulldozer he guessed it was around 3:00 a.m. when he finally drifted off to sleep thankfully there were no further nightmares his gaze went to Addie's bed it was empty he sprang into action getting to his feet the bacon smelled amazing causing his mouth to water it dained in his brain that Addie was cooking breakfast what kind of second rate protector was he he couldn't afford to sleep in how long had she been up alone in the kitchen a moving Target he reached for his phone his heart sank when he realized it was 8:30 he couldn't remember the last time he'd slept this long he pushed a hand through his hair he was grungy in desperate need of a shower first though he needed to check on Addie to see if she was okay not bothering to get dressed he lumbered downstairs in the t-shirt and boxer shorts he'd slept in he paused for a second at the sound of Addie's voice filling the air she was standing in front of the stove stirring something in a skillet a grin tugged at his lips as he watched her dance to the upbeat tune of the pop song she was singing he loved how Addie was so impulsive and in the moment not giving a rip what anyone thought of her in his parents world of old southern money image was everything every word and action was carefully measured to make the right impression in High Society desire simmered in maddox's stomach as his gaze flickered over Addie's thin waist the gentle swaying of her hips her curls swishing happily on her shoulders even in jeans and a simple sweater she was the most captivating woman he'd ever laay eyes on he surveyed the kitchen and combination living room everything was put back together and cleaned up [ __ ] and span Addie had been busy good morning she jumped her free hand going over her chest oh my gosh you scared me she Whirled around her cheeks going Rosy like sun-kissed apples you caught me singing I'm afraid you have a beautiful voice a nervous laugh rumbled from her lips well I'm no Delaney Mitchell the distance between them shrank as his eyes held hers no you're 100% Addie Spencer he murmured appreciatively her eyes rounded as she cleared her throat so dang frustrating in the next instant the skyscraper barrier Rose between them he could literally see Addie withdrawing from him you should have woken me up her voice had a forced cheerfulness nah you needed the sleep besides you looked so cute and this morning all curled up in a ball her eyes bubbled with laughter snoring like a fog horn I might add heat crawled up his neck I don't snore do too she winked her hand going to her hip as she waved the spatula out beside her she made a point of looking him up and down why don't you get a shower while I finish up breakfast he frowned his feet staying rooted to the floor I don't like the idea of leaving you down here alone not when there's no alarm system what time are the guys coming tan what time are we going to visit with your friend Piper 1:00 Maddox caught the shadow that crossed her features despite her Carefree appearance when he first entered the room Addie was apprehensive about visiting Piper he didn't blame her it was sure to be an emotional encounter he suspected that it might also be tense while Addie was holding to the notion that Piper and Jordan had a good marriage the facts spoke otherwise Addie offered a smile dispelling the Gloom before turning back to to the stove he bridged the distance between them and Stood Beside her what you making he looked at what she was stirring pointing at first he thought his eyes were deceiving him is that sausage gravy sure is a proud smile tipped her lips his voice Rose are you kidding me I love biscuits and gravy see you're not the only one who remembers she wiggled her eyebrows did you make biscuits too to she pointed baking in the oven H how in the heck did you learn how to make biscuits and gravy he sputtered she laughed Delaney to me he was at a loss for words the woman of his dreams was standing beside him and she'd made his favorite meal wait a minute he grabbed her arm his expression dead pan what I've got to pinch myself to make sure I'm not still sleeping this is too good to be true hey now she lightly shoved him go take a shower she wrinkled her nose you stink she lifted her chin I'm not having a stinky person at the table I don't stink he countered feeling offended even though he knew she was mostly joking he had to fight the urge to sniff under his arm she giggled go I'll be fine down here I don't know he glanced around the cabin thinking how easy it would be for someone to break in I've been up for 3 hours already and I've been perfectly fine a few more minutes won't kill me she lifted an eyebrow I say a few minutes but I guess that depends on how long it takes you to shower she cocked her head a teasing light flickering in her eyes picking up the gold Flex from the looks of that unsightly frizz it might take a while to tame that hair he was glad she was loosening up towards him he touched his curls well sheesh I've only been up for a short while and already I'm getting ripped by that lethal tongue he grinned loving every minute of it all right I'll shower he reached to grab a piece of bacon from the plate beside the stove but she slapped his hand no eating until breakfast he let out a long breath his shoulders sagging all right what are you the Bacon Nazi yep she lifted her Chi looking Stern when she turned her attention back to the gravy he snagged a piece her mouth fell making her look like a disgruntled kid Maddox she growled you're supposed to wait he grinned loving how easy it was to get a rise out of her well this is the appetizer she brought her lips together in a tight line fine she pouted she pointed with the spatula go chop chop and hurry biscuits aren't good cold he saluted yes ma'am Maddox ate until he thought his stomach would pop that was fantastic really her eyes filled with cautious hope really some of the lightest biscuits I've ever had her lips curved with pleasure as she sat back in her seat thank you a current of Desire buzzed through Maddox everything he'd ever wanted was sitting sitting right there in front of him all he had to do was stand up and pull Addie into his arms well he could go that route if he were a glutton for punishment in two seconds flat Addie would slap him no punch him and Order him out of her house then she'd be left alone to face this threat he decided then and there that someone upstairs must have a sense of humor otherwise why in the heck would he be in this situation he'd better school his field ings before he made a complete idiot of himself despite all the turmoil it was good to see you singing this morning color seeped into her cheeks as she gave him a nervous laugh I was feeling pretty down this morning when I first got up singing helped take my mind off everything she hugged her arms her eyes turning to dark pools of green too much alone time's not good I start thinking about everything her voice faltered Jordan's dead how Piper is now a widow my almost kidnapping she shook her head her features tightening the crazy part is that we still don't have any answers he rubbed his jaw mentally running through the plan I should hear back from Sutton today hopefully he'll be able to shed some light on the kidnapper find out why he targeted you and if he's the one who killed Jordan yes she said despondently and I hope Piper will be able to tell us what was going on with Jordan he gave her a meaningful look including why Jordan met with a divorce attorney it took half a second for the air between them to grow tense we have to press Piper on the state of her marriage even if it's uncomfortable he added she threw up a hand geez why does it matter what kind of relationship they had Jordan's gone he heard the trimmer in her voice felt wave of Sympathy for the loss of her friend it was all he could do to keep from reaching over and taking her hand it might not matter but we have to turn over every stone that's the only way we'll find out the truth he eyed her knowing his next comment would set her off nevertheless it needed to be said I've been thinking about the key Jordan gave you she straightened in her seat interest flickering in her eyes have you had some ideas about what it goes to a few he waved a hand but that's not what I want to talk about she cocked her head looking thoughtful then what Jordan gave the key to you not Piper his wife does that not strike you as odd her forehead raised I don't know not necessarily we were good friends and I happened to be in the same location where he was you didn't have happened to be there he made air quotes Jordan came to see you she frowned weariness seeping into her voice to get the jewelry for Piper yeah that's what he said she gave him a hard look spitting out the words I have no reason to doubt that Jordan came to see me to get the jewelry and yet he happened to drop a key into your purse now someone's out to get you he fought the urge to R his eyes do you not see a pattern here you don't have to get smart about it her jaw tightened I don't understand why you're so determined to throw Piper under the bus it took effort to keep from raising his voice I'm not trying to throw anyone under the bus Jordan said you were the only one he could trust meaning that he might not have trusted Piper that's all I'm saying that's absurd she scoffed her face turning red R of course he trusted Piper he held up a hand you've got to remove your tions from this look at it analytically she shook her head her voice crackling with emotion I just lost one of my closest friends my best friend lost her husband her nostrils flared the words falling like concrete blocks from her lips as she balled her fist forgive me if I'm a little emotional the conversation was spiraling out of control he had to reain it back in I get it what you're going through is tough but I'm not the enemy here then stop acting like it she shot back they sat eyeing one another until Maddox spoke all I'm saying is that it might not be wise to let Piper know we have a key she gave him an incredulous look throwing her hands in the air how many times do I have to tell you that you're wrong about Piper her eyes m Ed she loved Jordan and he loved her he gave her a measured look how much do you trust Piper implicitly her green eyes flashed chin tilting up in defiance ready to take him on she was stunningly beautiful and so dang stubborn he drummed his fingers on the table thinking aloud so you think we should tell Piper about the key she flicked her wrist absolutely if there's even the slightest chance that Piper knows what it could go to then it would save us time true he conceded she sat there glaring like he was public eny number one from the way you're going after Piper I'm beginning to think you have a chip on your shoulder about women he laughed in Surprise no not all women he gave her an appreciative look his gaze lingering on her long enough to evoke a deep flush over her cheeks just one headstrong Beauty with the cork screw curls and a sharp tongue that could lacerate metal she fast blinked a couple of times then let out a nervous laugh all right Bama Boy you're putting on the charm a little thick she blustered touching her hair he couldn't stop the grin that stole over his lips nope even I'm not that Charming he winked just telling the truth her face blared like like a beacon her mouth moving Jerky like she was at a loss for words the more things change the more they stay the same he mused what does that mean she demanded you don't have to fight me at every turn her eyes widened you're such a [ __ ] she muttered takes one to know one he taunted the fight in her was thrilling she blew out a long frustrated breath but a hint of a smile touched her eyes like him she was invigorated by the verbal sparring he put on his best fearful expression you know sometimes you can be a little scary she pulled a face huh he motioned at her with his hand not just you but all women oh no here we go she rolled her eyes as she pushed back her chair and stood she reached for her empty plate and glass taking them to the sink he also stood grabbing his plate as tempting as it was to launch into his explanation right off the bat it was better to remain quiet wet her appetite to capture her attention she sighed turning to him okay let's hear it she rinsed off her plate and fork and placed them in the dishwasher next she took his plate from his hand their skin brushed causing a tingle to rush through him he could tell from her startled expression that she felt it too didn't Addie get it what they had together came along only once in a lifetime to those who were lucky the time he'd spent with Addie was the best of his life like walking in the sun 24/7 without her life was drab and gloomy he pointed at the cookie sheet do you have something to put the biscuits in yes in the upper cabinet to the left of the fridge over there he opened the cupboard and reached for a container and lid a smile played on his lips I still can't believe you made me biscuits and gravy he gave her a sideways look no Southern boy living and breathing can resist a woman who knows how to cook his voice was light but he could tell from the way she stiffened that she caught the serious undertone of his statement so she said offhandedly Can Felicity cook wow this Felicity thing had taken a life of its own did he dare tell Addie that the whole thing was a ruse nah it was kind of fun seeing Addie squirm a little oh yeah she's an amazing cook a dark Thundercloud puffed over her face how fortunate for you she said tartly long pause you never did finish your story about why women scare you oh yeah Addie was getting bent out of shape about felic did that mean she still cared about him the notion sent his heart pumping a little faster down boy he cautioned himself even if Addie did care there was still the enormous Obstacle of his profession looming over them neither of them knew how to get past that he leaned against the counter folding his arms okay it all started with Adam and Eve she snorted out a laugh seriously steer me out Eve partook of the fruit leaving poor Adam no choice but to also partake original sin huh she shook her head blame it all on poor Eve okay you want another example from the Bible take Samson into Lila the guy got his mind all wrapped up in the woman and she tricked him into cutting his hair all right I'll play along her eyes sparkled with interest what else she got David and bath Sheba he said his tongue hanging on the word bath she laughed I don't think her name is pronounced that way it's more like bash sheiba with the tea being silent it's bath Sheba after all her bath was what started all the trouble oh no don't go blaming David's treachery on Bath Sheba a poor woman was simply taking a bath it wasn't her fault David was a Peeping Tom she was bathing on a rooftop if you asked me she was begging for trouble her eyebrows shot up actually if you go back and read the Bible reference it doesn't say specifically where bath Sheba was David was on the rooftop when he saw her taking a bath something she was doing not only for Hygiene purposes but also for ritual ceremony required by the law of Moses The Vault lay clearly with David think of the beginning how the story was framed in a time when all Kings went to war David stayed back she wagged a finger giving him a Victorious look an idle mind is the devil's workshop he leted out a low whistle wow you know your Bible references I've taken a few classes on the subject she quipped Addie was wicked smart her appetite for continuous learning was one of the things that first attracted Maddox to her like him she loved traveling to new places they used to talk for hours about the places they'd like to one day visit together it cut to know that would never happen putting the blame on Beth sheba's par for the course a typical male perspective she huffed he winced ouch that hurt she rolled her eyes is that all you've got Bama Boy what about Jacob the poor sucker worked seven years for the love of his life laugh and ended up with the sister me I say more her eyebrows shot up the women didn't do that it was their father he blew out a long breath okay I'll give you that one if we're splitting hairs she shot him an incredulous look give me that one really all right mister what about Queen Esther her Valor saved an entire nation all right he drawled you've got me there she looked back at the table would you hand me those glasses sure as he handed them to her something hanging on the side of the refrigerator caught his eye he peered getting a closer look it was a card with scraggly edges like it had been crafted by a child there was a tree and a smiley faed heart drawn in crayon with two words be happy it looked like something a student would give a teacher to mx's knowledge Addie had little interaction with children what's that she followed his eyes what the card on the refrigerator what's the story behind that she looked thoughtful for a second he thought she was going to tell him but a cryptic smile curved her lips a story for another time well now you have me intrigued come on he urged tell me she wiggled her eyebrows nope don't think think so she chimed their eyes met sending a burst of exhilaration shooting through him being here with Addie felt right more right than anything had felt in a long time he moved closer the air between them crackling with Unleashed energy but I'll be so disappointed he murmured his gaze tracing down the line of her delectable neck begging to be kissed I guess you'll have to get used to the disappointment she uttered her voice going husky he caught the flicker of desire in her eyes igniting a fire in him his fingers itched to touch her hair what if I tickle it out of you he teased her eyes widened as she rocked back you wouldn't dare oh yes I would he grinned reaching for her she squealed and jumped as he started tickling her stop she protested laughing okay if I must I must he blew out a long dramatic breath her lips curved into an unencumbered smile for an instant the problem seemed to vanish like Morning Mist over a lake giving way to the Rising Sun this is what contentment was being with the woman he loved doing simple things like cleaning the kitchen he realized she was studying him with a bold Reckless glint in her Vivid green eyes like she was challenging him to kiss her blast it the wise thing to do would be to walk away to protect his heart walk away the voice in his head commanded but Maddox had never been one to walk away from a challenge a silent exchange passed between them making him Ultra aware that they were alone he stepped closer his finger trailing lightly down the curve of her jaw the intimacy of the moment enveloped them like a silken parachute you know it's not fair he said softly yes he might be jumping out of a plane but he had a parachute right she cocked an eyebrow moving so close he could feel her warm breath on his face what's not fair his heart slammed against his rib cage like an out of control drummer somehow he managed to keep his voice light the way to a man's heart is through his stomach that's what I hear a sensuous smile curved her lips like him Addie never did anything halfway she fought hard and loved hard his kind of woman from the word go you made me biscuits and gravy he wound a tendril of her hair around his finger how's a man supposed to resist that he uttered sliding his arm around her waist his eyes traced the out outline of her soft full lips I could kiss you right now not if I kiss you first she said fiercely she closed the distance between them and pressed her lips to his for a second he let her lead her lips moving coaxingly with tantalizing persuasion sending a tender ache stirring through him then the need for her grew as his mouth took hers fire and Brilliance cut a path through him a dozen Volcan erupting at once instinctively he ran his hand up her back and threaded his fingers through her thick Mane of Glorious curls both gave as much as they got passion running a swift river through his blood torment and exquisite Joy wed within him as he pulled back his gaze caressing the lines of her extraordinary face the admission of his traitorous heart tumbled from his mouth like the Haggard confession of a war prisoner her tortured to the brink of breaking Addie at love you he was about to say but she patted his cheek do me a favor a playful grin swirled over her lips sure came his dazed reply he'd cross a dozen deserts climb Mount Everest anything she wanted give my regards to Felicity while he was standing there jaw dropped to the floor trying to figure out how to answer she sauntered away when she reached the door she glanced back over her shoulder finish cleaning up would you I need to get ready before the alarm guys come then we can head to Pipers afterwards I need to stop by the resort to check on the water filter conference sure he rubbed his neck wondering what in the heck had just happened one step forward 10 steps back the story of his life he thought glumly as he reached in the cupboard to grab a container for the gravy chapter 11 Addie's nerves were jumping like a frog on caffeine when she drove her Jetta through the large stately Gates of the Gentry estate as the Splendor of the tall evergreen standing like Sentinels on each side of the driveway gave way to the Magnificent brick tutor Mansion she glanced at Maddox who was sitting in the passenger seat to get his reaction his chisel jaw was set firm his Keen eyes taking in everything she tightened her grip on the steering wheel mentally preparing herself for the encounter with Piper even though Addie had adamantly defended her best friend a part of her wondered if Piper and Jordan really were having marital problems if that were the case why did they keep it from her she turned off the engine and was about to open the door when Maddox touched her arm sending a rush of tingles through her are you okay I'm fine why she forced a smile you seem like you're on edge she had to fight the urge to laugh in his face yeah I guess I'm a little nervous but that's to be expected right emotion Rose in her throat I'm seeing my friend for the first time after she lost her husband to a senseless violent act the all to familiar anger blistered over her at the Injustice of it all he nodded I'll be right right by your side the entire time thanks she was touched by the concern on his handsome face she offered an appreciative Smile as her thoughts involuntarily went back to the kiss heat blasted up her neck that was one for the books wow no guy had ever made her feel the way Maddox did after this morning she knew beyond a shadow of a doubt that she was still crazy about him her chest tightened Felicity even though she knew nothing about the woman she was starting to detest her he cleared his throat about what happened earlier a hard Amusement Rose in her chest are you talking about the kiss he blinked in Surprise a quirky grin ruffling his lips oh yeah Panic fluttered in her stomach was he trying to tell her it was a mistake that he never should have kissed her because there was someone else in the picture she couldn't deal with that right now she opened the door hey he said his brows wrinkling with frustration we were in the middle of a conversation her back went stiff as she gave him a sideways glance if you're expecting me to apologize for the kiss you can save your breath a tight smile stretched over her lips you were mine long before you were ever hers he flinched then burst out laughing her eyes narrowed really you think this is funny she got out of the car and slammed the door behind her the nerve of him he jumped out and rushed to catch up to her as she bounded up the stairs what's going on with us a cocky grin wormed over his lips you're jealous of Felicity I don't even know Felicity if anything I feel sorry for her what's that supposed to mean never mind she grumbled punching the doorbell no you started it I want to know what you meant by that she clenched her teeth can we not do this now she pulled at her sweater trying to clear her head which was dang near impossible considering the source of her anxiety was standing right next to her it didn't help matters that he smelled fantastic musk clean water and mint the combination was 100% Navy SEAL male she clenched her fist she couldn't think about Maddox right now not when there was so much at stake she had to focus on questioning Piper the sooner they could get to the bottom of the mystery the sooner Maddox could go his merry way and she could get on with her life her heart about stopped when he slid an arm around her shoulders and pulled her close what are you doing she demanded you're just hoping there's another round of kissing he murmured in her ear a wave of Desire overpowered her before she could crowd it out [ __ ] she grumbled pulling away from him but he only laughed she might have slugged him in the gut but the door opened tears rushed to Addy's eyes hey hey Piper responded her thin face caved as a sobb rose in her throat Addie threw her arms around Piper and pulled her into a tight hug Piper's shoulders shook as she wept tears streamed down Addie's face her heart felt like it would break into I'm so sorry she uttered a few minutes later when they pulled apart Piper nodded bringing a hand to her mouth stifling a hiccup in her throat self-consciously she mopped her eyes and touched her hair it was then that Addie realized she'd not formally introduced Maddox Piper had heard about him often enough but she'd never actually met him she motioned this is Maddox my she scrambled to come up with the right words to describe him not for Piper's sake but for maddox's her friend he inserted a hint of amusement in his ocean blue eyes recognition touched Piper's expression of course you're Addie's Navy SEAL she frowned glancing at Addie I didn't realize the two of you were back together before Addie could articulate a response Piper continued it's a good thing Addie was devastated when she thought you were dead she gave Maddox a brief smile I'm glad things are working out for the two of you there was no guile in Piper's tone merely a statement of fact somehow that made it worse heat stung Addie's cheeks and she didn't dare make eye contact with Maddox it's nice to finally meet you in person Piper said mechanically please come in she led them past the formal living room into the family room off the kitchen Addie sat down on the sofa Maddox sat down dangerously close to her with Piper choosing one of the overstuffed chairs across from them the last time Addie had seen Piper she'd been on top of the world excited about the upcoming release of pzt the woman sitting before them was a shadow of her normal self petite with short dark hair and Lively dark eyes Piper was stylishly attractive today however her eyes were bloodshot and sunken around the edges like overripe fruit her tear stained cheeks were so pale they looked almost gray Piper reminded Addie of a fragile twig that could break under the slightest amount of pressure Addie's heart achd for her friend no words were sufficient to express the sympathy and concern she felt I'm so sorry you're going through this she uttered Piper's lips pulled into a Top Line I still can't believe Jordan's gone she said quietly clasping her hands in her lap me either Piper gave her a direct look the haunted expression in Piper's eyes battered Addie like a wrecking ball did you know Jordan was coming to see you at the resort no he just showed up I was running out the door to pick up last minute items for a conference and had planned to grab lunch while I was out since Jordan showed up I I asked my assistant to get the items for me and suggested that Jordan and I grab something at the cafe we sat out on the Terrace and talked her voice faltered he was hid as he walked out the front of the resort why did Jordan come to see you well he stopped by to pick up some jewelry I was holding for him earrings and a bracelet he wanted to give them to you on your cruise her heart hurt thinking how Jordan's last actions had been an attempt to do something nice for his wife hopefully eventually that would be a healing balm to Piper to know Jordan was thinking of her until the very end Piper looked surprised did you tell me that already so much has happened I can't remember Addie wanted to forget that horrific phone call where she'd informed Piper that her husband was killed Maddox shifted in his seat Addie could feel his impatience knew he wanted her to question Piper about her marriage pz and the key also she needed to know why someone was targeting her she glanced his Direction her eyes telling him to take a chill pill Piper's feelings were at stake here she had to ease into the hard topics do you still have the jewelry Piper asked I'd like to get it if you don't mind her mouth worked like she was trying to control her emotion it would be nice to have that as a final memory um about that Addie had called steinways this morning only to learn that he'd been unable to repair the clasp on the bracelet he sent it to his nephew in Brooklyn who specializes in fixing hard to repair jewelry Mr Steinway assured her he'd contact his nephew today to find out the status Piper leaned forward what's going on Addie looked to Maddox for help currently the jewelry is being examined Maddox said Piper's brows slanted down in a v as she looked back and forth between Addie and Maddox examined I don't understand the same day Jordan was killed my cabin was broken into Addie blurted what Piper's face drained as she clutched the arms of the chair she looked so weak and vulnerable that Addie feared she might pass out yesterday Addie was almost kidnapped Maddox added tears Rose in Piper's eyes as she put a hand to her mouth she shook her head why she uttered Maddox leaned forward clasping his hands together in his lap that's partly why we came here today in the hope that you could shed some light on the situation and a check on you Addie inserted shooting Maddox a dark look maddox's voice became businesslike We Believe Jordan's death and the attacks on Addie are linked to pzt the Alzheimer's drug you and Jordan have been developing Addie halfway expected Piper to jump up and lash out but she just sat there when she spoke Addie never could have imagined the words that would come out of her mouth I'm so sorry that Jordan involved you in this Piper said the blood left Addie's head making her feel dizzy he what a river of heat flushed through her body when she saw Piper's guilty expression what are you talking about her back went ramrod straight As she leaned forward were you and Jordan having marital problems Piper folded her arms tightly over her chest yes she finally admitted the word hit Addie like a slap in the face she looked at Maddox expecting to see an I Told You So expression on his face but she saw only sympathy why didn't you tell me she asked turning her attention back to Piper a single tear dribbled down Piper's cheek I don't know she let out a half laugh swiping her runny nose I was embarrassed humiliated she rubbed her hands on her jeans Jordan was having an affair the breath whooshed out of Addie's lungs what no Jordan wouldn't do that to you Piper's eyes hardened unfortunately he did Addy tried to process what she was hearing but her mind buzzed like an overcrowded beehive I don't understand he loved you Maddox touched her arm giving her a quick reassuring smile before turning his attention to Piper maybe you should start from the beginning and tell us everything Piper nodded a little over 6 months ago Jordan started acting strange keeping late hours making impromptu trips becoming secretive like how he came to to see me unannounced on the day of his death and didn't tell you where he was going Addie didn't realize she'd spoken the words out loud until Piper answered yes at first I attributed Jordan's erratic Behavior to stress py in the final testing phase and we're getting ready to submit our drug application to the FDA Addie nodded Jordan mentioned that Piper's features tightened did Jordan also tell you that he planned to sell the formula to our competitor Barett medical Addie's throat constricted to the point where she felt like it might swallow her tongue her words came out breathless Jordan was a good person he loved you he was honest she clenched her hands he wouldn't do that to you the word sounded small and insignificant in her own ears like she was shouting Against the Wind above all Jordan wanted to help cure Alzheimer's her voice quivered with intensity he wanted to protect families from suffering the same fate we did Jordan's mother your mother Graham Piper's eyes weree a curious mixture of pity and anger I know it's hard to believe she grunted out a laugh I could hardly believe it myself at first her voice took on a far away quality as she stared past Addie into space my dad came to me told me his suspicions there there were rumors that Jordan was working a secret deal with blanch Richie the VP of Barrett medical her jaw hardened eventually I hired a detective and discovered that the rumors were true her eyes streaked with pain further I learned that Jordan and blanch were having an affair the current was rushing so swiftly that Addie could hardly keep her head above water the two of you planned to go on a cruise the following day you told me so yourself she eyed Piper daring her to deny it why would you do that if your marriage was on the Rocks Piper crossed her legs and wrapped her hands around her knees Jordan had a falling out with blanch he realized she was in cahoots with another man and only using him to get the formula for PCT Jordan severed all Communications with blanch he and I started seeing a counselor her voice broke I thought everything was fine why didn't you tell me any of this was happening rocks knocked together in Addie's stomach she and Piper shared everything or so she thought you don't know how much I wanted to Piper gave her a pleading look Jordan was embarrassed over his actions and I just wanted to move on Maddox interrupted the conversation there's something I'm not getting he tilted his head you said pzt is in the final test in phase and that the drug application will be filed with the FDA in the near future Piper nodded correct Jordan was part owner of your drug company right yes he and I were Partners in therapia Piper answered her expression was one of annoyance like she didn't understand why he was interjecting himself into the conversation after my cabin was ransacked Maddox came into town to protect me Addie explained he's trying to get to the bottom of w someone's targeting me understanding registered on her features I see Piper looked at Maddox the lines on her face smoothing you were saying Maddox scooted to the edge of the sofa once pzt hits the market it will potentially be worth billions of dollars correct Piper spread her hands that's the Hope assuming the drug Works Maddox added oh I assure you it works Piper countered ing her chin okay so you have a revolutionary drug that works about to hit the market mx's tone grew musing Jordan is half owner of the company that developed it he's in the driver's seat why would he want to sell it Addie frowned an excellent point she looked at Piper awaiting her explanation Piper let out a long breath getting a drug on the market is a long painstaking process it can take years to complete the process Jordan grew impatient with the red tape he wanted to cut to the Chase and release the drug ASAP to get it to as many people as possible Barrett medical has a history of circumventing the system I'm sure blanch promised Jordan the moon she added bitterly told him everything he wanted to hear Piper's expression grew Grim as her eyes met Addie's even though I didn't agree with Jordan's reasoning I understood where he was coming from think of what it would have meant to my mom and your grandmother if they had had access to py tears rushed to Addie's eyes had Jordan developed py sooner it might have cured Graham's Alzheimer's still it wouldn't have saved her from developing brain cancer she was surprised when Maddox reached for her hand giving it a comforting squeeze he gave her an empathetic smile showcasing his left dimple an expected warmth settled over Addie in that moment she realized how grateful she was to have Maddox by her side Maddox frowned well none of this explains why Jordan was killed I have my suspicions Piper said Darkly Brent Barrett the CEO and founder of Barrett medical and his Lackey blanch Richie thought they had the greatest discovery of this Century in the bag then Jordan foiled their plans the two of them would stop at nothing to get their hands on the formula for pzt what Piper said made sense Addy turned to Maddox to get his reaction she could almost see the wheels turning in his head Maddox stroked his chin I'm assuming you keep the formula for pzt under lock and key industrial Espionage is the plague of drug research and development we have a single computer that we keep locked in a vault the formula for PCT is on on that computer Piper held up a finger however we suspect that Jordan kept a personal copy your entire Theory hinges on the idea that pzt actually works madx said Piper lifted an eyebrow I assure you it works the tension in the room grew palpable a second later Piper's father entered Maddox and Addie moved to stand Hamilton held out a hand don't get up he sat down in the chair next to Piper she did the introductions Maddox this is my dad Hamilton Gentry Maddox is a close friend of Addie's hello Hamilton said cordially as he touched his glasses and nodded he offered a polite smile to Addie nice to see you you too as close as Addie was to Piper she hardly knew Hamilton to her he would always be Dr Hamilton Gentry the renowned surgeon who was a little uptight for her taste midheight Hamilton was wiry with Dusty blonde hair going silver around his temples and thinning on top in other words he was the quintessential picture of a successful doctor he turned to Piper a brief smile touching his lips what did I miss I was in my office on a phone call he explained Maddox was questioning the effectiveness of pzt Piper said Piper's tone was neutral but Addie could tell from the tight pull of her jaw that she didn't like Maddox calling her work into question Addie didn't blame her in maddox's defense however he was turning over every stone to discover the truth I told Addie and Maddox that I believe Brent Barrett or someone at Barrett medical is responsible for Jordan's death that they were trying to steal the formula for pzt Maddox asserted that my theory hinges on the validity of P Addie leaned forward even if that's true it still doesn't explain why someone would be after me Hamilton's brows darted together concern seeping into his eyes what well someone broke into my cabin and tried to kidnap me a shiver ran down Addie's spine as she hugged her arms a stricken look came over Hamilton are you serious unfortunately yes Maddox answered Piper gave Addie a probing look did Jordan say anything to you give you the formula obviously someone thinks he did or you wouldn't be a Target Addie had never been blessed with a poker face she knew the answer was broadcast in her expression Piper leaned forward eyeing her Addie rather than answering Addie turned to Maddox she'd been fully prepared to tell Piper about the key this morning now however everything was muddled and confusing never in a million years would she have dreamt that Jordan and Piper would have kept so much from her she couldn't help feeling betrayed by them both especially Jordan how could he stoop to having an affair did loyalty mean nothing to him clearly he was not the man she thought he was so much for her ability to judge character she gave Maddox a questioning look he nodded it's okay tell them tell us what Piper asked an edge in her voice Addie tucked her hair behind her ears right before Jordan left the ter where we were having lunch he dropped a key into my purse Piper frowned what sort of key shower Maddox prompted Addie bent over and reached for her purse placing it in her lap she retrieved the silver key and held it up this what does it go to Piper asked we were hoping you could tell us Maddox inserted Addie handed Piper the key she examined it it could go to almost anything disappointment sounded in her voice did Jordan have a gym membership or storage facility not that I know of Piper looked at her dad for help I have no idea Hamilton shook his head regretfully Jordan's Behavior was so strange at the end who knows what was going through his head Addie caught the note of bitterness in Hamilton's voice his distaste for Jordan was twofold he'd been unfaithful to his only daughter and he was sabotaging the company Hamilton helped him create wait a minute Piper's voice grew animated when Jordan's mother passed he put her things in a rented storage unit until he and his siblings could sort through her will I assumed after everything was taken care of Jordan would have no further use for a storage unit she paused tilting her head I wonder if maybe he still had it well there can't be that many storage facilities in Birchwood Springs madx said let's start by calling those Piper frowned a hint of accusation in her eyes as she looked at Addie why did he give you a key we were working things out I thought Jordan and I were building trust her voice hitched and yet he went to see you without my knowledge Addie grunted hating feeling guilty for something over which she had no control I wish I knew someone presumably from Barrett medical must think you have the only other copy of the formula for pzt Hamilton said they think it's easier to get to you than to break into a Secure Vault fear lurked in Addie's throat well I don't have it she spat Piper's eyes held hers did Jordan give you a hint about what the key could go to what did the two of you talk about during lunch just chitchat mostly but I could tell Jordan was on edge no way Addie was going to tell Piper that Jordan said she was the only one he could trust he'd also said Piper didn't understand what didn't she understand Piper gave her a perceptive look there's more I can tell the words seemed to Tumble out of Addie's mouth of their own accord Jordan said you were a good woman but that you didn't understand she cringed at Piper's wounded expression I'm sorry but those were his words Piper leaned back in her seat looking deflated Hamilton put an arm around her shoulders are you okay he asked his voice surprisingly gentle there was obviously another side to him that Addie hadn't seen clearly he had a soft spot for his only daughter yeah Piper offered a weak smile I'm sorry this is just so hard I'm sure Jordan meant that I didn't understand his need to FastTrack pzt to Market makes sense madx said there was something else Addie needed to add to the conversation Jordan's strange words at the end just before Jordan died he asked me to forgive him Piper let out an audible gasp what do you do you think Jordan meant by that Eddie continued Piper looked at her dad as a silent exchange passed between them finally Hamilton spoke show them the video Piper's eyebrow lifted do you think that's wise a grim determination set over Hamilton's features at this point it seems to be the best option chapter 12 what you're about to see is highly confidential and could cause us grief if word of it ever got out Piper eyed Addie and Maddox I need your promise that you will keep this to yourselves she added when they remained quiet okay Addie agreed her gut churning with uncertainty Maddox squared his jaw sorry I can't make any promises until I know what we're dealing with the air held its breath as Piper looked at Hamilton finally he gave her the okay to continue she held up the remote and pressed pressed a button a picture came on the screen Addie instantly recognized the elderly woman that's Priscilla Roseman she and Jordan were in an office sitting across from one another Maddox turned to face Addie do you know her she was an Alzheimer's patient at the same care center with my grandmother and Jordan's mom Jordan peered into the camera and announced the date of the interview a little over a year ago state your name Jordan said Priscilla Marie Roseman your birth date November 3rd 1945 how many children do you have four two boys and two girls how many grandchildren Priscilla smiled 16 and one on the way as the interview progressed Addie was utterly amazed floored the last time she'd seen Priscilla the poor woman was wearing a hospital gown being spooned fed applesauce the Priscilla on the interview was nicely dressed well spoken completely Lucid she spoke of her career as a nurse how much she missed her late husband how she was looking forward to leaving the care center and going back to her home where she planned to take up gardening Addie looked down and realized she was still holding maddox's hand squeezing it for all it was worth sorry she stammered releasing it she looked at Piper H how Piper clicked the remote turning off the TV her face had regained some of its color her eyes shining with pride pzt Jordan gave this woman pzt Maddox asked yes Piper answered disapproval sounded in maddox's voice but the drug hasn't been submitted to the FDA much less approved Hamilton touched his glasses hence the risk in showing you the video Piper's face glowed with an inner light Jordan knew what pz could do he knew the lives that could be changed by it he felt like it was an atrocity to sit back and watch people waste away when the Cure was right there so he tested it on the patients at the Care Center Maddox inserted not all the patients Piper said A Touch of impatience in her voice just those he felt would be good candidates her voice grew tremulous I only wish he'd developed peasy tea in time to save my mother her eyes locked with Addie or your grandmother A Rush of emotion Rose in Addie's chest how many times had she prayed that Graham would be healed to think that the Cure was just around the corner sadly not in time to help Graham the irony carved through her like a scalding knife even though Graham's life had been taken by cancer it would have been miraculous if she could have known her family in the end if she could have known how much she was loved regret sounded in Piper's voice to answer your question I think Jordan asked you to forgive him because he wasn't able to save your grandmother tears sprang to Addie's eyes and she was unable to stop them from spilling down her cheeks understanding flowed between her and Piper just like that D realized what was driving Jordan why he refused to wait until pz could be put on the market even if one life could be saved it was worth the risk while I don't agree with Jordan's methods of trying to bypass the system Piper continued I also know the good pzd can do that's why I'm pushing so hard to get it on the market so that it'll be available to all people who suffer from this terrible disease she looked at Addie I'm just sorry that you got caught in the crossfire Maddox let out of breath all right that helps answer a lot of questions we need to find what the key goes to so we can put an end to this thing once and for all he held out his hand the key please Addie realized then that she'd handed the key over to Piper for examination and hadn't gotten it back I'll hold on to it for safekeeping he added for a second Piper looked like she might argue but instead gave him a strange smile of course she handed it over Addie could tell it was hard for Piper to trust Maddox which was understandable considering they'd only just met Maddox may look like your everyday piece of eye candy Addie joked but I can assure you he's very capable and can be trusted implicitly Maddox jerked a surprised smile creeping over his lips wow I don't believe it Edie Spencer just gave gave me a compliment Addie laughed don't let it go to your head she saw the startled look on Hamilton's face which made the situation even funnier his brows shot down like he was about to reprimand Addie for telling a joke she had the ridiculous urge to burst out laughing she looked sideways at Maddox Amusement lit his eyes as they shared the moment Hamilton stood offering a stiff bow if you'll excuse me I have a meeting with the funeral director in an hour he looked at Addie and Maddox I trust you'll be attending Jordan's funeral next Wednesday we wouldn't miss it Addie said speaking for them both very well good day he turned on his heel and Strode out of the room Addie felt sorry for him he was so robotic and socially awkward Maddox brought his hands together his tone becoming all business okay we need to find out what the key goes to I'll get my computer Piper said and look up storage locations his lips pressed together in a determined line all right no time like the present Maddox looked out the car window at the passing trees Ablaze with the crisp Tawny colors of fall his gaze traveled up the Clear Blue Sky touched with tfts of stringy white clouds a storm the night before had left everything fresh and clean Addie chuckled look at you salivating over the land scape I'll bet you wish you had your camera right now it will be nice he agreed under a different set of circumstances yeah if we weren't on some wild goose chase to find out what the key goes to or if someone weren't trying to kidnap me or worse she shuddered he touched her arm The Familiar Zing racing through him when their skin touched don't worry I won't leave your side until this is over promise Addie gave him an appreciative smile before turning her full attention back to the road she tightened her hold on the steering wheel do you really think it could be that simple that the key goes to Jordan's storage facility we can only hope his thoughts went back to the conversation with Piper and Hamilton what's your take on the things Piper said about Jordan which part the part where she said he was trying to sell the drug formula to Bear it medical his question was met with silence making him wonder if she was going to answer to tell you the truth I'm not sure what to think does it sound like the Jordan I knew no not in the least her voice hardened then again my two closest friends were having major marital problems and neither of them breathed a word of it what do I know she glanced at him what's your take everything Piper and her father said sounded plausible it corroborates what we know about Jordan that he'd been to a divorce attorney it fits with the things Jordan said how Piper didn't understand and why Jordan asked for my forgiveness there was a glum note in her voice I'm sorry about your grandmother I can only imagine how hard it must have been to see that video of the Alzheimer's patient to think your grandmother could have been cured she gave him a sad smile yes it was hard she let out a half laugh crazy but I found myself feeling jealous of Priscilla Roseman when I watched that video her voice hitched at the end of the day though I'm happy for her she has her life back knows who she is knows her children and grandchildren she led out a heavy breath regardless of what shortcomings Jordan had in his personal life I'm grateful that he developed PCT interesting had all three of your lives were brought together by Alzheimer's yes it is and all of the people who had Alzheimer's died before they could take PCT yeah sad silence settled between them painy for your thoughts she gave him a slight smile I was thinking about the card on my refrigerator the one you asked about his interest peaked yes I was at the Care Center visiting Graham she paused and took in a shaky breath I had just learned that she had had cancer and that the prognosis wasn't good I can't begin to imagine what you've been through he uttered feeling the urge to put his arms around her and pull her close thanks she said mechanically resuming her narrative Graham was lying in her bed I was sitting beside her praying and shedding a few tears when I felt a tug on my arm she laughed softly I looked surprised to see a little girl standing in front of me she had these big brown eyes that seemed like they could see into your soul her hair and braids she never said a word simply smiled and handed me the card before bounding out of the room I looked down and read the message be happy her voice caught I knew in some inexplicable way that my prayer had been answered by that little girl later I found out the girl was there with her mother Priscilla Roseman is her grandmother a tear slipped down Addie's cheek she wiped it with the palm of her hand a self-conscious laugh issuing from her throat I'm glad that Priscilla now knows what a wonderful granddaughter she has Addie took in a deep breath and shot Maddox a brief smile shrugging her shoulders now you know the rest of the story thank you for sharing that he said quietly Addie was truly one in a million no wonder he'd fallen so hard so fast for her there was so much he wanted want to say to her right now he wanted to take her by the arms and shake some sense into her make her realize that the two of them were meant for one another make her realize that he still loved her had never stopped loving her that she consumed nearly his every thought hey I want you to know that regardless of what happened between us in the past I'm glad I'm here with you her expression was unreadable as she stared at the road ahead of them thank he got the feeling that his words had fallen flat she Drew in a deep breath as if trying to bottle up her emotion he'd gotten a glimpse into her soul and now the dark curtains had been pulled over the window she was once again the tough capable take crap off no one girl heck he loved that aspect of Addie too she looked in the rearview mirror at Piper who was following them Maddox glanced in the side mirror to make sure no one was tailing Piper all seemed to be okay for now after Piper got out her laptop it had taken less than 15 minutes to track down the unit there were several storage locations near Birchwood Springs putting the phone on speaker Piper called all of them saying that she'd received an invoice for Jordan Phelps and was calling to question the balance the first three people had no record of Jordan Phelps on the fourth call however they hit Pay Dirt the lady on the other end of the phone found Jordan in her system I'm showing that a payment was made a week ago the account is current then why did I get an outstanding invoice Piper questioned what unit number are you showing in your system 27 ah this invoice is for 43 it must have been sent to me in error I'll just shred it thanks she clipped ending the call feeling his gaze Addie looked his Direction what the mood between them was way too somber Maddox had to do something to light it I was just thinking it was around the same time last year when we traveled down this very road to the trail head where we hiked remember how could I forget she chuckled hiking is a loose term though we mostly walked while you snap pictures of the landscape and every animal that moved he laughed if I'm remembering correctly we also made time for a few other things he said in a low husky tone we gathered around that cozy fire sitting so close you couldn't wedge a sheet of paper between us quite similar to what occurred this morning actually a grin tugged at his lips you were the first to kiss me then too color fanned her cheeks no you've got it wrong I distinctly remember you kissing me first she grumbled at any rate I thought Southern gentlemen weren't supposed to call attention to those types of things he ignored her smart remark of course it was more than just kissing around the fire he drank in her profile dainty nose chin set in Iron determination full Rosy lips Tangles of brown ringlets spilling over her shoulders her slender hands were gripping the steering wheel with a Vengeance and the stormy look on her face told him it would only be a matter of seconds before her temper blew there was some hugging involved a little neckin stop she shoved him hard the motion causing the car to weave into the shoulder of the road the warning hum of the textured asphalt reverberating loudly against the tires whoa Nelly madx yelled holding on to the dash Addy clutched the wheel correcting her mistake as she swerved back into their Lane you trying to kill us you started it Addie sulked I was just playing around didn't expect you to run us off the road I didn't she said tartly we barely went on the shoulder barely huh that's an understatement she grunted maddox's phone buzzed he fished it out of his pocket let me guess Addie said her voice loaded with irritation it's Felicity no he said pleasantly it's Sutton he swiped to answer hello in True suton Form his boss launched right into the conversation I have some information on the kidnapper Maddox glanced at Addie could feel the interest radiating off her I'm all ears all right thanks for the Intel heart of a warrior Maddox clipped after several minutes ending the call Addie scrunched her nose heart of a warrior her voice had a teasing Edge what was that about kind of has an Indiana Jones meets Braveheart feel to it just a phrase we say to each other helps us remember our purpose normally he didn't mind Addie razing him but not about that she laughed okay she switched gears what did Sutton say the attacker's name is John Wilson he's from North Dakota has a long rap sheet that includes burglary attacking a police officer and domestic violence he was contacted on the dark web by by an anonymous person who hired him to kidnap you for what reason Wilson didn't know he was to be given further instruction after he had you in his possession great we're no closer to finding out who's behind this than we were before Addie spouted not necessarily while John Wilson didn't know the identity of the person who contacted him he was paid half his fee up front and get this the payment was deposited electronically into his bank account that was stupid I thought most criminals demanded their money in cash so it couldn't be traced he grunted a laugh yeah you think so I guess Wilson never expected to get caught and he certainly didn't anticipate being interrogated by a suance he hesitated experts you mean torture Specialists she said dowly I don't know what kind of sorted picture you're Conjuring up in your mind but there are various ways to extract information other than torture such as truth serum emotional threats a smile tugged at the corners of his mouth being dropped in the middle of a foreign country with no money or ID she chuckled dryly call it what you will but it's still a version of torture hey don't knock it Sutton got us the info we need before it landed in Wilson's account the money ran through a series of accounts but Sutton's it guys were able to track it to an offshore account owned by Barrett medical she pursed her lips that fits what Piper said yes it does she flashed a chipper smile I told you Piper was on the up and up so far she stuck out her tongue careful or I might have to kiss you again he murmured quite pleased with himself when her face turned Scarlet he couldn't get that kiss they'd had this morning off his mind after they got back to the cabin this evening he hoped to finagle another one you really are a [ __ ] she muttered but a very lovable [ __ ] right he gave her a goofy grin she laughed and shook her head yeah sometimes okay back to the serious stuff the jewelry came up clean I guess we can check that off the list Addie lifted a finger from the steering wheel there's still the bracelet but if the other jewelry came up clean chances are the bracelet will too Maddox finished exactly she hesitated her lips forming a grim line now for the million-dollar question did Wilson kill Jordan he claims he didn't does Sutton believe him he tried to think of a way to respond delicately to her question Sutton's interrogators are thorough I think it's safe to say that we can Bank on the information they gave us all right she finally said but he could tell from her tight expression that the idea of interrogation didn't sit well with her it didn't sit well with him either but it was a hard fact of life better to interrogate the guilty than to let the innocent suffer Sutton sent a team of investigators to New Jersey to check out Piper and Jordan's facility they'll interview the employees see if anything unusual turns up she frowned do you really think that's necess necessary no stone unturned remember disapproval coded her voice need I remind you that Piper my closest friend I don't want her to think I'm checking up on her he tensed need I remind you that my job is to protect you to do that effectively I need to know all the angles she Thrust out her lower lip in a pout fine but would you mind telling Sutton to make sure his guys are stealthy about it I've already lost one friend I don't want to lose another I think I can handle that man she was a fireball fighting him at every turn there was another tidbit to his conversation with Sutton that he wasn't ready to tell Addie Sutton suggested that it might be beneficial for Maddox to go to New Jersey and question Brent Barrett in person that way Maddox could gauge his reaction Maddox was all for it but no way was he leaving Addie's side she'd have to go along too he wasn't sure how she would feel about that he decided to wait until tonight to broach the subject first he wanted to see where this key LED she frowned you know there's something about this whole thing I don't get what's that what does Sutton get out of all this a startled laugh broke through his throat excuse me she shot him an agitated look like she didn't appreciate him laughing at her question Corbin is my brother of course he would feel responsible for me you're here because Corbin's one of your best friends and you want to help him yeah that's partly true but I also care about you he caught her look of surprise thanks she said giving him a slow soft smile that did funny things to his insides she tightened her hold on the steering wheel so what's Sutton's angle is Corbin paying him to help me I don't know the details of what Orbin worked out with Sutton but I would venture to say that Sutton's helping because that's the type of person he is money's no object for Sutton he's a multi-billionaire Sutton would offer his resources to Corbin out of sheer loyalty he could tell from her perplexed expression that she was trying to work that through her head a few beats stretched between them before she spoke you think a lot of sudden his response was immediate darn straight I do it's a privilege for me and my former seal buddies to work for him you love what you do the forlorn tone of her voice hit him like a truckload of bricks yes he finally said I do she gave him a resigned Smile as she nodded I'm glad she said softly he could almost see her pushing him away while he was trying to think of something he could say to break down the barrier she was erecting the storage facility came into to view here we are Addie said turning onto the road leading to it here's hoping the key goes to the unit indeed chapter 13 Addie held her breath as Maddox pushed the key into the lock on storage unit number 27 anxiety clutched Addie's stomach as she looked at Piper her poor friend looked like she was barely holding it together are you okay Piper gave her a strained smile I'm hanging in there Addie stepped up beside Piper and took her arm patting her hand for reassurance a second later Maddox turned the key Addy felt a burst of exaltation when the lock opened Maddox pulled up the metal door at first it was too dark to see anything then the sunlight filtered in Addie surveyed the unit with a quick glance there were a couple of filing boxes on the floor a tandem bicycle and a shelving unit along the back wall otherwise the unit was empty the good news is that it shouldn't take long to look through these items Maddox said by unspoken consent Addie and Piper walked over to the boxes while Maddox headed for the back shelves Addie turned on the flashlight on her phone she lifted a lid and peered Inside the Box contained pictures of Jordan's family Addie recognized Jordan's younger brother and sister in the photos along with his parents they were taken at all different stages of their lives the other box was full of bank statements and Bill stubs she picked up a statement inspecting it Jordan's mother's name and address were listed on the top it was dated 10 years ago she rifled through the bill stubs all belonging to his mother her heart felt heavy in her chest at first glance there was nothing here but old pictures and outdated paperwork why did Jordan leave her the key maybe the clue was hidden in one of the boxes they'd have to dump them out and sift through the contents piece by piece Piper leaned over and picked up a photo of Jordan as a teenager his arms slung around his younger brother Steve they were in a boat smiling broadly for the camera holding up open soft drink cans Addy heard a muffled sound and realized Piper was crying she slid her arm around Piper's thin shoulders I still can't believe he's gone Piper stammered the two of us were going to change the world you have once pzt hits the market the world will know you too as Heroes a lump formed in Addie's throat she hated that Piper was going through all this turmoil and loss when Addie thought Maddox was dead she'd nearly gone out of her mind with grief of course Maddox came back but Jordan wouldn't gratitude simmered in Piper's luminous eyes thank you you're such a good friend her voice cracked I'm so sorry you got caught in the middle of this me too Addie sighed but it's not your fault hey guys I think I found something Maddox said for an instant they looked wide-eyed at each other Addy removed her arm from Piper's shoulder hurriedly Piper wiped her eyes as they rushed back to Maddox in one hand he held a large padded envelope in the other a black rectangle box with a cord attached that Addie recognized as a computer accessory Piper frowned that looks like the external hard drives we have at therapia Maddox turned it over in his hand as Addie shined her flashlight on the back was a small white label with two words therapia pzt Addie's heart began to pound this has to be what Jordan wanted me to to find she looked back and forth between Maddox and Piper and could tell from their expressions that they agreed do you think Jordan's copy of the formula is on it Addie asked eagerness rising in her chest Piper nodded probably so her tone grew speculative as she turned to Addie I'll bet Jordan realized someone was after him that day he had lunch with you he probably dropped the key in your purse for safekeeping Addy thought back to the events that occurred yep I believe you're right Piper reached for the hard drive if I know Jordan it's probably encrypted but I can take it back to therapia and have my tech team look at it Maddox held it out of her reach not so fast I'll hold on to this for now but it's my property Piper protested her voice going an octave higher if that drive contains the formula I can't risk it falling into the wrong hands her voice quivered with intensity it could undermine my business business everything Jordan and I worked so hard to achieve Maddox squared his jaw this could be the missing peace in all of this I have no intention of relinquishing it until I get to the bottom of what's going on you have no right Piper fumed her hand going to her hip she turned to Addie tell him Addie felt like a pebble caught between a car tire and hard pavement with Piper being the tire and Maddox the pavement please Addie Piper continued you know how important this is to me how important it was to Jordan Piper's gut-wrenching expression cut Addie to the core Addie homed in on Maddox Piper's right once that hard drive leaves your hands you can't guarantee that the wrong person won't get a hold of it his eyes were as unyielding as Stone I'm sending it to Sutton she lifted her chin and Who Will Sutton get to look at it someone you don't know all right I'll insist sutt and make sure it goes to Logan Steel he served with me in the seals I trust him implicitly she leaned closer uh-huh you trust him because he's a close friend right that's right he snapped weariness creeping into his eyes Triumph surged through her and she knew she had him well Piper's my closest friend I trust her implicitly maddox's brows crinkled don't turn this around the two of them going head to-head wouldn't accomplish anything Addie gave him a pleading look would it hurt to give it to Piper that way we can make sure the formula won't fall into the wrong hands Piper can keep us updated on what her Tech Team learns you bet I will Piper said quickly Maddox belted out an incredulous laugh are you listening to yourself Addie whatever's on this hard drive could have cost you your life you're still in danger no way I'm handing it over to anyone he looked at Piper best friend or otherwise until we find out what's on it he stood there glaring in another situation Addie would have thought him magnificent with his tall stature rock hard muscles chiseled features and blazing eyes he was every bit the Diehard Warrior come on Maddox she urged Piper's business is on the line she lost her husband like Piper said Jordan most likely dropped the key in my purse because of the situation had Piper been there he would have given it to her instead maybe he would have maybe he wouldn't he blew out of breath his eyes never leaving Addie's while I appreciate your loyalty to your friend my job is to protect you even if that means protecting you from your good intentions his jaw clenched the hard drive stays with me Piper gave him a rigid look look how do we know we can trust you I trust him Addie countered she was surprised that the admission had come blurting out even so the truth of her words HIIT home she trusted Maddox more than anyone outside her family even more than she trusted Piper this doesn't concern you Piper argued eyeing Maddox anything that concerns Addie concerns me he countered locking gazes with Addie for one long long moment Addie felt the blood quickening through her veins then came the wave of familiar desire what she didn't expect however was the blanket of comfort that covered her Addie was so very grateful to have madx in her Corner maybe there was no hope of them ever getting back together maybe her stupid fear of this dangerous profession had pushed him into the arms of another woman but here and now she knew that a part of him still cared about her right now that was enough time to step up to the plate even if it meant ostracizing her best friend she turned to Piper you know maybe Maddox is right the man he works for is Honorable if the formula for PCT is on that hard drive we'll make sure it stays safe after it's checked out we'll return it to you you have my word Piper's jaw worked like she wanted to say more instead she clamped her lips shut and waved a hand of dismissal as she turned to go Addie's gut Titan wait don't leave upset she was about to charge after Piper when she heard a series of loud pops get down madx shouted lunging for her they toppled to the cement floor his body shielding hers she became aware of the weight of his body and was appreciative of his protection her heart sank however as she looked up a masked man wearing all black had Piper in a choke hold pointing a gun at her Temple hand over the drive the man man ordered or the woman gets it he tightened his hold on her neck Piper gurgled and coughed please don't hurt me she stammered her eyes wide with fear Addie felt Maddox move slightly it occurred to her that he was reaching for his gun of course Maddox had a gun but she'd not thought twice about it until now don't move the man growled in a raspy voice like he had a frog in his throat that he couldn't clear Maddox froze push the drive towards me the man ordered now Addie realized that the drive was a foot to their left Maddox must have let go of it when he rushed to protect her Piper's voice trembled as she spoke to the gunman you don't have to do this whatever someone's paying you I can pay more shut up he screamed clutching her in a vice grip she yelped in pain Terror clawed down Addie's spine do what he says she said in a low tone to Maddox she couldn't bear the thought of anything happening to Piper time seemed to stop finally Maddox cursed under his breath pushing the drive forward the gunman released Piper give it to me he ordered Piper stumbled forward and reached for it with shaky hands she turned and went back to the gunman Addie expected him to jerk it from her hands but he grabbed Piper instead Piper let out a cry sobs bubbling from her throat Addie felt her own eyes missed you've got what you want Let Her Go the gunman held Piper as a shield as he backed out of the storage unit Maddox sprang to his feet stay here he ordered charging after the gunman with his gun drawn the next instant shots were fired Addie's heart nearly stopped had Piper been shot Maddox shakes rippled through add's entire body as she stood not heeding maddox's command to stay put she rushed outside Piper was crumpled in a heap on the grass her hand clutching her throat as she gulped for air half crying half choking a stab of fear shot through Addie where was Maddox her knees went weak when she saw him jogging toward them a furious expression on his face he got away he growled numbly Addie pushed her feet forward when she reached Piper she dropped to her knees as she pulled Piper into a hug to comfort her A tingle of thought pricked at's mind the gunman's voice was raspy stripped that away and there was something familiar about it for the life of her she couldn't place it though chapter 14 what's your risk assessment is it safe to say the thread is over Maddox pushed a hand through his hair as he considered Corbin's question it's possible assuming the formula was on on the hard drive his gaze fell on Addie in the kitchen making dinner her movements were deaft and graceful as she opened the fridge and pulled out a head of lettuce and tomatoes warm Brown ringlets bounced Softly on her shoulders as she moved if it's not Corbin asked his voice tense Maddox tightened his grip on his cell phone then we're back to square one maybe it was paranoia due to his time in the seals but he couldn't shake the feeling that they weren't out of the woods yet Addy pulled a knife from the drawer and began slicing a tomato he could tell from the tilt of her head that she was listening to his conversation is that Corbin he pulled the phone away from his mouth yes tell him I said hello she said loudly did you hear that Maddox asked into the phone yep sure did how does Addie feel about going to New Jersey we haven't had a chance to discuss it yet madx said evasively Addy's ears perked up as she gave him a questioning look Corbin chortled out a chuckle you better get on the horn dude I talked to Sutton before I called you he's sending a jet to pick you up in the next few hours Maddox let out a breath I'm planning on taking care of that next the inquisitive look on Addie's face let him know that he'd be taken care of it immediately after he ended the call Howard Delany and the baby the pause on the other end of the line let Maddox know the answer to his question was not good good delane's hanging tough but she had a rough day she's been having a lot of lower back pain the meds are starting to lose their effectiveness and her blood pressure is rising he paused his voice sounding strained we just keep praying that all will go well you and me both I'm sorry man Maddox felt for Corbin couldn't imagine the stress he must be under not knowing if his wife and child would come through this what what's wrong Addie wanted to know the corners of her mouth drooping is Delany okay he held up a finger hang on a sec and I'll tell you everything reluctantly she bit down on her lower lip nodding keep us updated on your situation madx said to Corbin we'll do you do the same safe travels to New Jersey hopefully you'll get some answers to put this thing to rest I hope so see you Maddox quipped ending the call Addy gave gave him a stealy look that said he'd better spill it right then and there all right what's going on don't sugarcoat it she warned delany's hanging tough he said using Corbin's words worry creased her features but but she's having a hard time the meds aren't working to keep her blood pressure down her lips formed a grim line I was afraid of that she rubbed a hand across her forehead pushing back her bangs how did Corbin sound he stood and walked towards her stressed Haggard but determined to move forward sounds like my brother she tucked her hair behind both ears looking thoughtful the Watermill conference ends tomorrow she grimaced although at this point I've hardly even been there well at least you got a few hours in this afternoon yeah at least I got that if stie weren't holding down the fort I'd be sunk she wrinkled her nose fine manager I am she grumbled don't be too hard on yourself you've had a lot to deal with she grunted that's an understatement a couple hours after the attack at the storage facility Addie and Maddox went to the resort where Addie got caught up on work although Maddox could tell that Addie's mind was mostly on Piper understandably Addie was worried about the emotional state of her friend Piper had been inconsolable muttering that if the stolen hard drive contained the formula for pzt she was ruined Maddox felt sorry for Piper and all that she'd been through he'd read somewhere that getting a new drug on the market cost in the neighborhood of $350 million the poor woman had a lot to lose in the deal no wonder she was stressed maddox's mind ran through the events that occurred earlier today from what he could tell the masked gunman was alone he fired shots into the air before entering the storage unit how did the gunmen know where they were were he and Addie being tailed or was Piper the one being tailed after the conference ends tomorrow I'm thinking of heading to San Diego to see Corbin and Delaney I can be back in time for the funeral next Wednesday she stopped eyeing him you're not listening to a thing I'm saying are you she scrunched her brows I can tell you're a million miles away I might as well have been talking to the wall a grin stole over his lips as he leaned forward I'm sorry did you say something she rolled her eyes don't let me interrupt he continued what she asked dubiously your conversation with the wall she chuckled in half Amusement half annoyance all right I guess I deserve that he lifted an eyebrow just remember you said it I didn't she gave him an irritated look but a smile tugged at her lips okay enough of the chitchat what are you thinking about he leaned back against the counter folding his arms over his chest his eyes made a slow run over her lingering on her collar bone and the delicate line of her slender neck I was wondering how you managed to become even more beautiful than the last time I saw you a Rosy Hue brushed her cheeks as she tipped a smile nice try Superman now tell me what you were really thinking about aide from you he blew out a long breath if you must know I was wondering why the gunman fired into the air instead of at us the way we were positioned in the storage unit would have made us easy targets like shooting fish in a barrel the change in her was instantaneous her face paled lips drawing into a tight line that's a lovely thought she said sarcastically it's true he Shrugged believe me I'm glad didn't I was just wondering why though he paused collecting his thoughts also how did he know we were at the storage unit that we found the hard drive do you think he's been following us her eyes widened with concern he pondered the question I don't think so I'll make a point of being aware of my surroundings his mind went through the checklist of his security routine he'd swept the cabin for bugs a few times and check the new alarm system also he made a point of sweeping Addie's car for bugs every time they got in everything was clear on their end I wonder if Piper in Hamilton's home is bugged if someone were listening in on the conversation he would have known where we were headed exactly should I call Piper and tell her that's probably a good idea he paused although at this point I'd venture to say the damage has already been done a stricken look crossed her features as she looked around lowering her voice do you think the cabin is bugged no I've been checking we're in the clear she nodded in relief he motioned at the veggie she was chopping what you making she looked down a chef salad she replied Dolly picking up the knife and resuming her chopping he could tell her mind was still on Piper in the problems sounds good well you might not say that when you hear what kind of dressing we have she tore the lettuce and placed it in a glass bowl he groaned don't tell me blue cheese a smile tipped her lips yep you know how much I hate blue cheese her eyes sparkled with Amusement I remember she Shrugged it's not like I knew you were coming it's what I happened to have on hand you like this kind though it's mild and creamy tastes more like Ranch than blue cheese he quirked an eyebrow talking with his hands that's like saying you'll like this pile of manure better than this one because it's milder what she burst out laughing that's the most ridiculous thing I've ever heard she shook her head I can't believe you're comparing blue cheese dressing to manure he sighed in defeat you're right I shouldn't be comparing it to manure that's right she flashed a Victorious smile he pumped his eyebrows I should be comparing it to mold that's what it is is not she countered in annoyance sure it is where do you think the blue veins come from mold he pulled a face that's why it smells so gosh awful his tone grew speculative you know in Papa New Guy blue cheese is known as the cheese of the Dead you're making this up she said but he could tell from her intrigued expression that some tiny part of her wondered if he was telling the truth it's because of its decaying properties when the elderly tribe members are getting ready to pass to the other side a ritual is held the elderly are given blue cheese to help speed up the decaying process and hurry them along their Journey the look of shock and outrage on her face was too much he couldn't hold back the laughter her eyes widened and then narrowed when she realized he was teasing her her lips turned down and she gave him a self-deprecating grin I can't believe I semi faell for that oh you fell for it hook Lon and sinker darling you should have seen the look on your face she slapped his arm you're such a dork she muttered but there was a hint of admiration in her voice as she smiled the cheese of the Dead her hand went to her hip I don't know how you come up with this stuff he winked I'll be here all day she gave him a quizzical look how do you do it what one minute you're talking about how we almost lost our lives the next you're telling me some cockamamy story of Papa new guena and cheese she pinned him with a look which one are you the comedian or the diard warrior the comment jolted him as he let out a dry chuckle both I guess something in her expression shifted and he got the feeling there was a lot more to her question than what was on the surface does it have to be one or the other he stepped closer and peered into her Jade eyes in them he saw what he thought was pain or regret or uncertainty maybe it was none of the above he wasn't sure what she was thinking I understand very well the gravity of the situation I guess I use humor to deal with it everyone has layers the surface and everything going on underneath she offered a strange smile I guess I'm not as good as you are at jumping back and forth between the two extremes the temptation to be close to her was too great more than anything he wanted to pull her into his arms and kiss her until neither of them could think straight Addie he uttered caressing the line of her cheek with his thumb she Drew in a halting breath and he feared for one agonizing moment she would Retreat when she didn't it gave gave him courage to continue he swallowed trying to figure out how to explain how he felt when you do what I do he cleared his throat um I've seen things horrific things he cringed inwardly when her face grew pinched but I've also seen amazing things I've seen the good a few people sometimes even one person can do look at Sutton and the difference he makes in people's lives he helps people in impossible situations gives them hope when no one else can his voice caught to be a part of that to know my life makes a difference well it means everything she nodded I understand he could tell that she didn't however he touched her hair life is made up of moments tenderness W in his chest wonderful moments that take your breath away those are the moments I hold on to his gaze moved over her features savoring every detail take for example the moment we shared this morning our kiss he murmured he caught a flicker of desire in her mesmerizing eyes sending a blaze of heat blowtorching through him her lips parted expectantly as he encircled her waist pulling her closer this time he didn't wait for her to kiss him he crushed her lips with his she melted into his arms her fingers slipping like Silk up his back and threw the hair on the nape of his neck a tiny moan of acceptance escaped her throat when she arched her back her lips were a bewitching mixture of softness and demand as their lips moved together in a tumultuous River of fire lightning and thunder one word came kept blazing through maddox's mind Perfection just when he thought he would lose himself to the aching need of her she pulled back ending the kiss a smile tugged at his lips wow you are something he uttered her brows Drew together her eyes turning to hard green marbles as she gave him a death glare what raw confusion burst through him like shards of glass Addie had wanted the kiss as much as he hadn't she her body went rigid as she stepped back not sure what to think he dropped his arms to his side letting her go out of the corner of his eye he saw her hand go up and realized she was going to slap him pain stre through him as the flat of her Palm connected with his jaw his eyes rounded his voice Rising what are you doing that's for Felicity she said savagely a startled laugh rumbled in his throat what her eyes shot fire as she got up in his face the second you got home from Syria you took up with another woman I didn't take up with another woman he fired back she threw back her head nostrils flaring date another woman take up with another woman it's all the same to me her jaw turned razor sharp then as if that weren't bad enough you're with her now and you're here kissing me she shook her head despicable maddox's hand went to his jaw still feeling the sting of her slap he could have sworn he saw steam coming out of Addie's ears are you bipolar not hardly she scoffed your moods shift faster than a speed skater with greased blades one minute we're kissing and then a second later you go on the Rampage over something ridiculous ridiculous her voice escalated I'll bet poor Felicity doesn't think it's ridiculous you're to be with her and yet you're kissing me darling from where I was standing you were doing your fair share of kissing too in fact you were about to kiss me like you did this morning I just beat you to the punch he felt a rush of Triumph when her face flamed he could tell from the embarrassed look in her eyes that she knew it was true for the record he continued punching out the words in hard hits you broke up with me remember the all too familiar hurt poured over him like scalding water she gasped her hand going over her chest a second later tears misted her eyes breaking up with you was the hardest thing I've ever done her voice went horse you can't imagine what it was like oh I think I can he chuckled Darkly she lifted her chin eyes sparking fire no I don't think so she jacked a finger into his chest otherwise you wouldn't have found my replacement a day later this whole situation was ridiculous Addie was getting ticked about a non-issue an incredulous laugh built in his throat he tried to hold it back but it came rolling out like a Mudslide he saw her shocked expression before it twisted into resentment once he started laughing however he couldn't contain it he doubled over holding his stomach his shoulders shaking stop she demanded through clinched teeth she shoved his shoulder it's not funny she growled finally he straightened up mopping his eyes he took in a breath to regain control of himself she folded her arms tightly over her chest her fingers tapping out a quick beat as she gave him a look that could stop an Army in its tracks he touched his jaw was slapping me really necessary you're lucky I didn't punch you she muttered you two timing SLE ball really you're saying that to me what about your boyfriend she frowned I don't have a boyfriend her eyes narrowed unlike you I didn't find your replacement faster than you could blink he rubbed his neck trying to decide if he wanted to tell her about the guy he'd seen her with at the resort if he did The Jig was up she'd know that he came here to see her and the sight of her with another man sent him running back to San Diego fast than a tuck tail dog then again would it be so bad if Addie knew she obviously still had feelings for him the kisses were evidence of that no way could he have felt those things if Addy hadn't felt them too the two of them were Dynamite together maybe it was better to just come clean lay it all on the line and see what Addie did with it Addie the thing with Felicity he paused trying to figure out the best way to continue she paddled a circular motion with her hand and she prompted spit it out her phone rang she looked towards the phone but stayed rooted to the floor you better get that madx said it might be important she sighed heavily as she retrieved it from the counter it's Sadie probably wondering about the award ceremony tomorrow for the Watermill conference she held up a finger giving him a warning look this conversation is not over hey Sadie she said sweetly putting the phone up to her ear and turning her back to him what's up as madx watched her talk he couldn't help but smile Addie had more grit than a pound of cornmeal she was outspoken impulsive harsh on the outside and yet so delectably sweet and tender on the inside his eyes followed the trail of Tangled milk chocolate curls cascading down her back the ends were tiffed with blonde highlights reminding him of morning sunlight kissing the ocean Horizon he wanted to slide his arms around her thin waist bury his head in her thick Mane of hair and kiss the delicate skin on her tantalizing neck he laughed to himself if his seal buddies could see him now they'd say he was a pathetic sap well maybe he was Addie was in his blood and there seemed to be no way of getting her out his phone buzzed he fished it out of his pocket it was a text from Sutton letting him know the ETA for the jet less than two hours from now crap he'd not yet broken the news to Addie considering her demeanor at present he'd better hold on tight because it was bound to be a rocky ride a few minutes later she ended her call her eyebrow arched as she launched right back into their previous conversation you were saying something about your thing with velicity a dark cloud shadowed her face yeah he rocked on the balls of his feet I'm afraid that's going to have to wait her brows furrowed as she wagged a finger her voice going school girl sassy her hips swaying oh no Superman you're not getting out of this no time to beat around the bush better to just dive in if he were catholic he would have crossed himself before continuing we have to hop a plane to New Jersey in less than 2 hours her mouth dropped what the local authorities are going to arrest Brent Barrett tomorrow afternoon on charge of your attempted kidnapping Sutton thinks it's a good idea for me us to get there first to question him that way we can learn for ourselves how heavily Barrett's involved in this also I'd like to question blanch Richie the woman Jordan had the affair with she pushed her hair back from her face less than 2 hours she motioned at the salad her voice Rising hands flying that doesn't even give us enough time to eat and get packed I told stie I'd be there tomorrow to help with the award ceremony I want to go to San Diego to check on Corbin and Delaney before the funeral he caught hold of her hands whoa take a breath she jerked her lips clamping shut he kept his tone calm one thing at a time first of all as much as I'd love to try that blue cheese he couldn't help but Smile At The Mention Of it we can forgo the salad and pick up something on the way second your assistant has been handling the conference up to this point one more day won't tip the turnup truck turnup truck she grumbled I don't even know what that means I'm sure you get the idea he chuckled she rolled her eyes what about the most important part Corbin and Delaney she reminded him of a kid pouting to get her way she was so darn cute that it made him want to give her everything she asked for after our trip to New Jersey will take Sutton's private jet to San Diego the words private jet had the magical effect of Shifting the tide in his favor the lines on her face smoothed and he caught a hint of excitement glowing in her eyes are you sure Sutton won't mind no not at all she let out of breath her shoulders relaxing a fra okay it would be nice to get to the bottom of this ordeal so we can put closure on it she tipped her head like she'd suddenly thought of something do you think we'll be able to find out if Brent Barrett's the one who stole the hard drive that's the hope if we could get it back Piper would be elated that would be great Maddox wasn't holding out hope that they'd ever see the hard drive again even if Brent Barrett took it the chance of him handing it over was slim to none however ever he didn't want to dash Addie's hopes you know you never cease to amaze me disappointment rang heavy in her voice uhoh maybe he'd called the shifting of the tide too soon what a deviant giggle bubbled from her lips all this to get out of eating blue cheese he laughed in Surprise sticking his finger in his mouth and gagging you mean the cheese of the Dead so dramatic she purred you're calling me dramatic seriously says the woman who laid a big kiss on me and then slap me her cheeks redened uh for the record you kissed me that time Bama Boy she straightened to her full height any self-respecting woman would have done the same her eyebrow arched by the way don't even think this gets you off the hook as soon as we get on that plane I want to hear all about this Felicity thing there was no mistaking The Bite in her voice he sighed heavily fine but only because you're pulling it out of me she patted his jaw since you're pretty much already packed I'll leave the kitchen clean up to you while I get ready he watched as she traed out her hair moving in Rhythm to her steps talk about a long lean stick of dynamite they broke the mold when they made Addie he glanced at the ingredients of the unmade salad spread over the counter he reached for a diced tomato and plopped it into his mouth this is the second time today you've waled out leaving me with cleanup Duty he said mostly to himself I heard that she chimed from the hallway the Vixen has owl ears too he said loudly then grinned when he heard her Grunt in response chapter 15 Addie rubbed an appreciative hand over the vanilla leather upholstery on the plush seat as her gaze trailed over the pattern monochromatic carpet and glossy midtone wood accents of the Sleek private jet Maddox was sitting across from her a small table separating them she reached for her glass of ginger ale and stirred her straw through the ice before taking a drink had they not been traveling to New Jersey to question the man who most likely killed Jordan Addie might have thought she was in a dream working for Sutton certainly had its perks she placed her drink back on the table and sat back in her seat pulling a travel magazine from a nearby rack she spread it over her lap to appear as though she were reading it while surreptitiously glancing at Maddox he was staring out the window as if lost in thought she smiled inwardly at his unruly curls that went in all directions a lock fell over one eyebrow giving him an adventurous boyish look look mentally she circled a DOT on the spot on his cheek where his dimple appeared when he smiled she allowed herself one glance at his muscular biceps before her eyes swept to his torso his T-shirt formed to the definition of his pecs and flat abdomen heat simmered through her as she looked at the clean lines of his chiseled Jaw then her eyes settled on his lips remembering the burn of them against her own she felt a smidgen of guilt for slapping him mostly it was a knee-jerk reaction when she realized that she'd let her guard down once again and was kissing him with Reckless abandon that would have made Madonna blush jeee did she have no self-restraint whatsoever where Maddox was concerned she knew he had a girlfriend meaning that she'd been relegated to the role of The Other Woman when Maddox was kissing her that meant he was two timing Felicity Maddox felt her gaze and gave her a slow leisurely smile that Unleashed butterflies in her stomach she was hyper aware that the only other person on the plane besides the two of them was the pilot dang Maddox all he had to do was smile and she turned to a puddle of mush this had to stop she took a deep breath mustering up her resolve it was time to talk turkey how you doing Maddox asked okay she homed in on him with laser focus you you were going to tell me about your thing with Felicity she didn't try to hide the accusation in her voice it was the make or break moment in the game when all gloves were off he scratched his forehead um yeah he motioned at the sofa to the right shall we her pulse bumped up a few notches the idea of sitting beside Maddox in a private jet was the stuff dreams were made of him having another woman the stuff of nightmares she frowned a thundercloud of irritation rolling over her I'm fine where I am he stood and came around the table come on he reached for her hand she tried to jerk it away but he held on tight her eyebrows shot up as she gave him a questioning look come on he urged I don't bite it's not the biting that I'm worried about she retorted he pulled her to her feet and to the sofa she gave him a hard look I'm only going along with this because I want to give you the benefit of the doubt I figure I owe you that much for protecting me an amused grin slid over his lips That's mighty Noble of you Adelaide Spencer the taunting Edge in his voice came at her like a thousand needles pricking her all at once you think this is funny she gritted her teeth I don't appreciate being made a fool of concern filled his eyes all joking Vanishing in an instant what are you talking about she balled her fist you have no right to kiss me the way you did when you have a girlfriend he rubbed his neck blowing out a long breath it sounds like my thing with Felicity is getting under your skin she rocked back hardly believing the words that had come out of his mouth now you're taunting me about it the nerve heat burned up her neck making her feel like her head would explode as she jumped up you think this is all a big joke he sprang to his feet no I don't think it's a joke his jaw tined I didn't think it was a joke when you dumped me well you couldn't have taken it too hard because you found another woman a day later sit down so we can talk about this like rational adults she slung her head back as she barked out a laugh you would pull the adult card Addie sit down please they stood there ing one another until finally Addie sat back down mostly because she had no place else to go I'm listening she huffed Crossing her arms over her chest Maddox rubbed his jaw laughing humorlessly I don't understand you Addie you're acting like you're the one who was wronged when you're the one who broke up with me she tried to interject a comment but he held up a hand let me finish she clamped her lips shut glaring at him you act like like I'm the only one who found someone else but that's not true I don't have anyone else she countered her voice escalating his eyes burned into hers you sure about that of course had he lost his freaking mind can you sit there and honestly tell me that you haven't gone on any dates in the past few weeks she went hot all over then Stone Cold yep just as I thought he said giving her a Vindicated look th that's not fair she sputtered going on a few dates is not the same as going steady the need to defend herself was all consuming her throat went impossibly small as she swallowed the hurt in his eyes darkened them to Indigo his voice taking on aming tone let's see if I can paint a picture for you you're standing in the resort your curls piled high on your head that green dress I got you for your birthday the one that hugs your figure in all the right places your long leg showcased in Sleek high heels his jaw hardened eyes searing into her soul a guy approaches handsy roses leans in and says something you laugh and look at him with moon eyes disgust cated his voice need I continue her lungs shriveled to the size of tic tacs and she had the feeling of tumbling off a cliff Into Thin Air somehow she managed to find her voice there's no way you could know that unless I came to see you condemnation burned in his eyes his voice took on a reflective quality two days after I got back to the States despite the fact that you dumped me aain guilt gnawed at her gut as her mind Whirled like a tornado I thought you were dead his voice was as unyielding as the packed snow on the Black Diamond ski Trail in February no by that time I'm pretty sure word had gotten out that I was still alive she shook her head trying to explain yes I know but before that I thought you were dead Sadie my assistant I know who STI is he cut in his voice was frigid exact I met her today remember quit interrupting me she sneered jerking a hand through her hair I'm trying to tell you why I was on a date his eyes glittered with a hard Amusement as he sat back and folded his arms over his chest I'm listening she Drew in a breath her chin going high as she pushed out the words Sadie whom you met she enunciated the words giving him a scathing look was worried about me she set me up on a date with her cous cousin the date had been set for a few weeks by the time I realized you were still alive she sighed heavily throwing her hands up in the air anyway I don't know why I'm trying to explain myself to you we weren't a couple then exactly meaning you have no right to keep throwing Felicity in my face he smirked not to sound like a broken record but you dump me remember her stomach hardened with the Gloom of that knowledge yes I did she said quietly because you're a coward her mind screamed it was the biggest mistake of my life she uttered he cocked an ear I'm sorry I didn't catch that never mind she mumbled waving a hand Maddox had come back for her she felt the ridiculous urge to jump up and pump a fist in the air he'd come for her and saw her with another man the one time she went on a date and Maddox happened to stop by at the same time cruel stupid idiotic fate she looked at him her eyes lingering on the lines of frustration carved over his features a smile tugged at her lips for the record my date that night was a total disaster he flinched in Surprise then a smile pulled at his lips giving her a glimpse of those adorable dimples I'm glad time seemed to stand still as warmth spread through her she felt such a deep connection to Maddox that for a split second she could almost believe the two of them had never been apart but they had been apart they were still apart she frowned I felt you there I went to find you and came across the yellow Cales why did you leave without saying anything to me a lump of emotion lodged thick in her throat I thought I was imagining things that the cailes were a cruel coincidence she hesitated I assumed that because I'd broken it off you didn't want anything else to do with me her eyes missed it as she gave him a won smile he placed a hand over hers nothing could be further from the truth he exhaled a long breath his eyes going merky the truth is I was a mess at the time inside and out he chuckled dry I looked like a half starved yard chicken from your imprisonment and torture in Syria she uttered the horror of it causing a shiver to Slither down her spine she couldn't imagine what Maddox had been through yes he paused swallowing when I saw you with that other guy his voice hardened as he released her hand I wanted to rip him apart limb by limb she flinched the darkness in him scaring her a little there it was the undercurrent that Maddox managed to keep hidden most of the time with his charm and wit still it was there could she live with that the dark side of things Maddox dealt with on a daily basis he forced a smile I figured it was better for both of us if I left in retrospect us being apart was a good thing it gave me space to sort things out she gave him an intense look and have you sorted things out he looked surprised yeah I mean I'm working on it he grinned becoming his Charming self once more I'm like the sis Chapel a work in progress he teased Addie wasn't ready for him to get plateful she needed more answers needed to understand the man he truly was so after you saw me with my date you high tailed it to s s Diego weariness seeped into his eyes yes she leaned forward when did you start dating Felicity the day you got back she cringed inwardly at the jealousy in her voice even to herself her feelings weren't making sense one second she thought she could never be with Maddox the next she was irate because he'd found another woman maybe she was the one who needed counseling he rubbed his neck a nervous laugh escaping his lips then he gave her a perceptive look his eyes sparkling with laughter it really sticks in your crawl that I'm with Felicity the taunting Edge in his voice made her want to slap him she Drew back on the contrary I don't give a flying flip who you date like I said this morning I feel sorry for her she sniffed the corners of his lips pulled down I'm glad you brought that up wanted to ask you about that he scooted close and leaned in closing the space between them what do you mean why on Earth would you feel sorry for Felicity his eyes moved over hers in that leisurely way that made her blood pump faster he was so close she could feel his warm breath on her face her breath caught when he trailed a finger down her cheek madox she protested huh his finger moved to her neck with tantalizing likess he skimmed her collar bone lingering on the throbbing indentation at the base of her throat then he wrapped a finger around one of her curls he brushed her lips with his what do you mean he implored delicious tingles circled down her spine jeez how was she supposed to think clearly with him this close because he kissed the side of of her mouth H he murmured his lips moving to her ear she closed her eyes anticipation singing through her veins as he trailed a string of soft shivery kisses down her neck all Addie could think about was Maddox and how he consumed her heart and soul finally she couldn't stand it any longer she took his face in her hands and pulled him closer when their lips connected fire leapt through her veins and sizzled through her with a tantalizing persuasion that zapped her strength melting her to him her heart soared infinitely higher than the altitude they were flying as his lips explored hers his hands tumbled through her hair with an eager intensity that left her breathless when the kiss was over he pulled back giving her a quirky grin you were saying about Felicity the comment was a frigid splash of water dashing all residual desire as she stiffened you're such a jerk she moved to get away from him but he caught her arm you love me and you know it he laughed yes she did love him but a thousand armies couldn't drag it out of her her eyebrow shot up you certainly have a high opinion of yourself Bama Boy no one could rile her faster than Maddox she stopped a thought occurring to her you're enjoying this aren't you a kiss yes I enjoyed it very much his eyes danced lightly he fingered a tendril of her hair thanks for initiating it again her eyes rounded as she lightly slapped his arm I'm such an idiot she groaned I promised myself that I wouldn't kiss you again her brows furrowed not while you're with her she spat he laughed Felicity yes Addie scooted back and clamped her arms over her chest you shouldn't be kissing me either unless you enjoy being a two- timing snake a deep warm bubble of laughter left his throat you're really cute when you're jealous he teased she flinched I'm not jealous she countered just concerned about your behavior towards Felicity even as the words left her mouth she felt like an idiot concerned about his behavior towards Felicity really he brought his lips together and held up a finger his voice holding a hint of mockery it's nice of you to be so concerned about a woman you've never met yeah I'm altruistic that way just call me Mother Teresa she quipped he gave her a boyish grin that turned her insides to warm caramel she couldn't help but smile back she straightened her shoulders pulling in a breath okay are you going to tell me about your thing with Felicity when you started dating her how serious it is her heart tightened a little at that she couldn't stand the thought of Maddox being with another woman all right I'll tell you what you want to know but first you've got to tell me why you feel sorry for Felicity there was no way around it the elephant in the room was always there she might as well get it in the open fine but you go first she eyed him daring him to disagree he rubbed his neck a started dating Felicity as a sort of rebound thing he gave her a sharp look I'm sure I don't have to spell it out for you some curly haired Vixen broke my heart she shifted giving him a nervous laugh ha with a hair like yours I don't think I'd be talking about mine he pumped his eyebrows think of the kids we'd have together all that hair maybe I'd better call my broker and Order stock in a gel company heat crept up her neck as she giggled stop with the side notes and get on with the story already how old your horse is woman he drawled I'm working my way into it she chuckled tucking her leg beneath her what does that expression even mean what type of horses do you have he flexed his bicep Clydes of course yeah his muscles were impressive too impressive she forced her eyes to his face grunting more like like Shetland ponies he burst out laughing that was good he said admiringly sitting a warm glow over her she made a circular motion with her hand back to the story he sighed oh yeah let's see I was talking about my broken heart his face pulled down in mock sadness it was terrible I couldn't eat couldn't sleep I wandered the streets bare fot and ragged clothes searching for my purpose trying to figure out how I could possibly forget about the greeneyed curly-haired Vixen who'd Bewitched me she rolled her eyes all right I get the point secretly however she enjoyed the thought of him pining away for her she'd certainly done her share of pining away for him anyway I met this girl who lives in my condo complex she seemed nice enough so we started going out he said it casually like he was discussing the weather she leaned forward her heart picking up its beat how serious is it time seemed to stop as his eyes held hers do you really have to ask after our kisses an inexplicable feeling of Joy Rose in her chest a stupid grin spilling over her lips so you're not serious she said stating the obvious there's only one woman who has claim to my heart his expression grew serious the question is what will she do with it she saw the cautious hope in his eyes and wanted more than anything to tell him that she could be that woman he needed her to be she wanted to be brave to love him fiercely in the moment she wanted to come to terms with the high risk of losing him to the constant danger of his job how how could she do it thinking he was dead nearly did her in and that was after they'd broke up didn't she tell herself then that not having him in her life was worse than living with the constant fear of losing him now that the moment was upon her however she was torn and confused she clasped her hands tightly in her lap trying to make herself small Addie he caressed her hair a sad smile touching his lips you wouldn't make a good poker player why do you feel sorry for Felicity he asked quietly even though she could tell he already knew the answer do you want me to say it out loud her heart achd I love you she admitted a tear rolled down her cheek I never stopped loving you lightly he brushed the tear away his thumb lingering on her cheek I wish I could tell you that I could be that woman the one who will stand by your side her voice choked the woman who will give her whole heart heart not knowing if you'll come back when you walk out the door in the morning she gave him a pleading look the truth is I'm not sure that I can Panic fluttered in her stomach when she saw his anguished expression we back to square one huh the hurt and accusation in his tone tore at her heart her voice went horse I don't know what else to tell you I'm just trying to be honest about my feelings he nodded his lips clamping into a thin line I appreciate your honesty he clipped she could feel a wall going up between them I'm so sorry she uttered jumping to her feet and rushing to the bathroom before he could see her lose it chapter 16 the next morning on the drive to Barrett medical all Maddox could think about was that he'd overreacted after all Maddox knew how Addie felt the reason she'd broken up with him to begin with was because she couldn't stomach his life as a seal now that he was retired it wouldn't be any different he couldn't promise her that when he went into dangerous situations that he'd come back no one could promise that things had been going so well between him and Addie the chemistry between them set him on fire that he hoped she would come around who was he kidding he'd known from the minute he stepped foot in Birchwood Springs how this would end maybe this was the reality check he needed to cut bait and move on with his life soon Addie would no longer need protecting and it would be time to go to the next assignment Maddox hoped that when he questioned Brent Barrett and blanch Richie shortly he'd get the validation he needed to put closure on the situation by the end of the day the authorities would have Brent Barrett in their custody Brent already had the hard drive meaning no one had any further reason to bother Addie like he promised Maddox would accompany her to San Diego so she could see Corbin and Delaney after that they'd go their separate ways despondency settled Like Glue in his gut oh how he wished things could be different but wishing didn't make it so the limousine pulled up in front of Barrett medical Maddox looked up at the Modern high-rise complex of Glass and Metal gleaming like a self-important jewel in the midday sun he glanced at Addie's Stony expression after they had arrived in New Jersey the night before they went to a hotel that had two queen-sized beds and got some rest speaking to each other only when necessary this morning the coolness continued it was better this way Maddox couldn't keep opening himself up to her only to get shot back down he reached for the door handle you ready she nodded squaring her jaw yep a couple minutes later they walked across the shiny hard floor of the cavernous foyer to the front desk where a souk clad woman with a cap of straight blonde hair sat staring at a computer screen punching Keys when she realized Maddox and Addie were there she reluctantly pulled her eyes from the screen and shifted her attention to them welcome to Barrett medical how may I help you she said in a nasy tone her words were all the same pitch like she was reading from a script Maddox leaned into the counter resting his arm on the lip of the top as he flashed a conversational smile we're here to see Brent Barrett her eyes widened your name madx Easton she looked at her screen and began furiously typing her fingers paused I'm sorry but I don't have you listed Mr Barrett doesn't see people without an appointment madx figured they'd have to go through a song and dance before getting past the gatekeeper Brent will want to see me he looked the woman in the eye not flinching after a second she blinked and looked back at her screen call him and tell him I need to speak to him about Jordan Phelps and pzt he watched the woman's expression to see if it would change At The Mention of those two topics it didn't she obviously didn't have a clue to what he was referring he might as well have told her he wanted to talk to Brent about gorillas and balloons for all she cared I'm afraid I don't have the authorization to contact Mr Barrett personally the woman said then call his personal secretary it's important he added he glanced at the metal detectors in front of the elevators good thing he'd left his gun in the limousine two security guards stood in front of the detectors checking IDs Maddox had no doubt he could take them both if the nice way didn't work he'd have to do things the hard way one way or another he was getting in to speak to Brent Barrett he forced a smile that felt more like a Grimace make the call he ordered the woman picked up the phone I have a Mr Easton and she looked at Addie Adelaide Spencer Addie supplied Adelaide Spencer the receptionist repeated here to see Mr Barrett she made a face yes that's what I told them that Mr Barrett doesn't see people without a prior appointment she shot them a Vindicated look say it's about Jordan Phelps and pzt Maddox prompted leaning forward the woman gave him an exasperated look it's something about Jordan Phelps and py she said not bothering to hide her irritation over having to bother with them Maddox could tell from the woman's surprised look that the conversation had shifted okay I'll send them right up the woman ended the call a brief smile came over her lips as she reached in her desk and pulled out two visitor badges show these to the guards take the elevator up to the 27th floor Mr Barrett's secretary will be waiting for you he offered a Curt nod thanks you've been so kind Addie said in a sachan sweet voice her green eyes throwing daggers at the receptionist come on Maddox tugged at her arm chuckling inwardly at her grit save the claws for Brent Barrett he whispered Addie arched an eyebrow giving him a blistering look she jerked her arm away from his grasp straightening her shoulders as she walked stiffly towards the guards The Sting of her rejection hit full force as he followed behind her how in the heck was he going to get Addie out of his system even now when she was being hateful and stubborn he was mesmerized by her let me do the talking madx said quietly as they rode in the elevator sure as long as the conversation progresses as it should he tightened his jaw I'm the one who's trained to handle these types of situations she gave gave him a dyed look a hard smile stretching over her lips of course Superman she winked you got it would you stop being so belligerent he seeed the elevator door opened quickly Addy stepped out as if to put as much distance between them as possible Addie was so dang frustrating her curls bounced hotly on her proud shoulders as she walked she stepped up to Brent Barrett's secretary and extended her hand i'm MD Spencer she jerked her thumb behind her this is Maddox Easton she spoke his name like it was a curse word the woman gave Addie's hand a quick shake before releasing it and turning her attention to Maddox he took a quick assessment the woman was tall and skinny more like a runway model than secretary wearing a sleek black dress that hit her at mid thigh her glossy hair was chin length her makeup a touch too heavy to be professional she wore silver earrings that dangled a good two Ines below her hair interest lit her eyes as she smiled shifting her complete Focus to him hello he glanced at Addie who was glaring at the secretary like she might squeeze her neck until her eyeballs popped out Maddox looked back at the woman flashing a disarming smile how you doing the secretary just stood there smiling at Maddox until Addie impatiently cleared her throat spurring the woman into action this way please she said bris like she just now remembered she was supposed to be a professional she led them through an upscale sitting area with giant pieces of abstract Arc covering the walls when they reached the large corner office in the back she motioned the man sitting behind the desk stood please have a seat he said in a cultured voice as he flashed a blinding white smile Maddox and Addie took their seats in the chairs across from his desk Brent Barrett looked to be in his early 60s although he appeared appeared to be trying to hold on to his youth he was sporting a California Surfer tan his strawberry blonde hair stre with professional highlights his skin was tight and smooth like he had more than a few Botox treatments possibly a few surgeries Maddox looked at the bookshelf lined with medical journals his eye caught on a framed picture presumably Brent and a much younger wife cheesing for the camera as they stood aboard a yacht everything about Brent bar screamed elegance and comfort that would all change in a few hours when he was arrested for attempted kidnapping and suspicion of murder Brent sat back in his seat and crossed his legs adjusting his pants so that the crease was straight what can I do for you Maddox leaned forward in his seat jumping straight to the heart of the matter we're here to talk about the thug you hired to kidnap Addie Brent's face paled and he looked genuinely confused I beg your pardon men like Brent Barrett disgusted Maddox sitting in their lavish Office Buildings behind armies of lawyers while they destroyed people's lives don't play dumb with us we know you hired John Wilson to kidnap Adelaide Spencer in the hope she would lead you to the hard drive containing the formula for pzt Maddox clenched his teeth did you also kill Jordan Phelps an ugly red seeped into Brent's face I don't know what your you're talking about but you're way out of line I don't even know who Adelaide Spencer is I'm Adelaide Spencer Addie said glaring at him Branch shook his head in bewilderment why would I want to kidnap you you're a complete stranger either the man was one heck of an actor or all of this was really taking him by surprise madx figured it was the first a person didn't get where Brent Barrett was without playing the game knowing how to cover his rear end you can drop the act the money Trail leads straight back to you outrage flashed in Brent's eyes I've never heard of John Wilson I don't know who you think you are to come into my office and accuse me with such outrageous allegations he stood I suggest you leave before I call security sit back down Maddox ordered this conversation isn't anywhere near being over he pressed a button on his phone Sheila call security have them come to my office immediately you sure you want to do that Maddox countered he motioned with his hand better yet why stop with your security why don't you call the police as well explain to them how you were in cahoots with your VP of operations blanch Richie how you stole the formula for pzt so you could undercut therapia your primary competitor and be the first to market the revolution uary drug that will cure Alzheimer's the muscles in Brent's jaw quivered he pressed the button again Sheila cancel that request Mr Barrett are you sure came her hesitant voice positive He barked sitting back down Maddox could tell he had the man's undivided attention what do you know about pzt Brent asked the interest in his voice outweighing the anger enough to know it could be worth billions Maddox said if it works Brent countered believe me it works Addie inserted I've seen the proof Brent cocked his head what sort of proof that's not important Maddox said a video of an Alzheimer's patient who was given PCT Addie blurted she was as Lucid as me and you Maddox tugged at Addie's arm and leaned close to her let me do the talking he warned in a low tone she rolled her eyes what difference does it make what we tell him Mr Barrett already knows P works or he wouldn't have killed Jordan and stolen the hard drive Maddox felt like punching through a brick wall really she was doing this now making this a power struggle over their failed relationship Addie was beyond to doubt the most exasperating woman he'd ever met I did not kill Jordan Phelps nor did I steal a hard drive Brent asserted the man was determined to deny his crimes Till The Bitter End not uncommon Maddox switched gears in the hope of tripping him up what about your VP blanch Richie he watched as Brent's nostrils flared yep Maddox had hit a nerve call blanchan right now let's get her take on the situation you and blanch were in collusion she had an affair with Jordan and tried to persuade him to Barrett medical the formula for PCT when that didn't work you resorted to more drastic measures had Jordan killed and eventually stole the hard drive containing the formula Brent's face turned blood red as he let out a disbelieving laugh these allegations are Preposterous I know nothing about an affair between blanch and Jordan furthermore blanch no longer works here I let her go when I learned she was embezzling company funds Maddox held Brent's eyes not backing down an inch and yet there's no mention of a police investigation or report in the interest of the company I kept it quiet and handled it privately Brent countered breaking eye contact where's blanch now I have no idea Brent Shrugged nor do I care he added darly he spread his hands letting out a sigh look the only reason I hav't haven't thrown you out on your ear is because I have an interest in PCT he looked at Addie eagerness lighting his eyes if it does indeed work he sat back rubbing his jaw for decades we've been trying to find something that would stop Alzheimer's progression reversing it is a whole new ball game the possibilities are endless Maddox could almost see the dollar signs turning in the Man's eyes do you deny that you were trying to steal the formula madx pressed absolutely Brent gave Maddox a withering look I resent your assertion that I would stoop so low as to try to steal a drug formula from a colleague I have nothing but the highest respect for Jordan Phelps his death was not only a blow to me personally but to the medical community as a whole his voice shook with righteous indignation the guy was good Maddox had to give him that even he was starting to believe Brent's performance what's your affiliation with Jordan Addie asked Maddox had to admit it was a decent question he waited interested in what Brent had to say Brent's jaw worked like he was trying to contain his emotion he was my friend your competitor Maddox fired back yes Brent admitted that too he paused looking thoughtful when I first got wind of pz and its potential I met with Jordan tried to form an alliance between our companies to FastTrack the drug to the market Jordan however was Territorial and determined to maintain complete control of his creation he spread his hands in defeat at the end of the day we were unable to come to terms and you left did it that Maddox smirked somehow he didn't believe it was that simple Brent nodded he propped his elbows on his desk his fingers forming a triangle yes uncertainty clouded over Maddox he'd come here hoping to resolve this matter maybe Brent Barrett was guilty as Sin but there were still too many Loose Ends such as the whereabouts of blanch Richie had Brent killed her too to silence her maybe Brent Barrett was a psychopath so justified in his own reasoning that he came across as being truthful at any rate after the authorities and Sutton's interrogators got through with Brent the truth would come out Brent's secretary Stu her head in the door um Mr Barrett I'm sorry to interrupt but the police are here Brent's face drained why anxiety filled his eyes as he looked at Maddox what what's this all about Maddox and Addie stood I didn't kill Jordan Phelps his lower lip went limp like spaghetti noodles as he looked at Addie I certainly didn't hire anyone to kidnap you a craz look came into his eyes you have to believe me I'm innocent please he clutched the arms of his chair do you think he's telling the truth Addie asked in a low tone her eyes radiating concern yes I am telling the truth Brent cried tell it to the police madx said tonelessly leading Addie out the office he's all yours he said to the police officers waiting outside when they got back to the limousine Addie turned to Maddox do you think he's guilty he seems so shocked by our accusations Maddox wanted to be able to answer a resounding yes but he wasn't sure the evidence certainly points to him he had motive opportunity yes it's it was convenient that he let blanch go that she's nowhere to be found Maddox made a mental note to ask Sutton have his guys try to locate blanch her testimony could put closure to the whole situation if she were still alive that is he offered a reassuring smile but could tell it did little to ease Addie's concern the good news is that it's in the hands of the authorities now Maddox didn't add that Sutton was working closely with them to uncover the truth the idea of interrogation didn't sit well with Addie no sense adding fuel to that fire things were tense enough between them as it was she leaned back against her seat with a weary sigh is it really over it would seem to be the case she she balled her fist I just wish we could have gotten Brent Barrett to admit to killing Jordan and stealing the hard drive or that we could have spoken to blanch Richie me too he agreed Addie's phone rang she pulled it from her purse it's Corbin probably wanting to know how it went hello Maddox cringed at the stricken look on her face what she gasped when okay we'll get there as soon as possible she the call her lower lip trembled tears filling her eyes maddox's stomach Twisted what wrong delany's blood pressure spiked she's being rushed into emergency surgery Corbin asked us to keep her and the baby in our prayers her voice quivered Corbin didn't sound good tears spilled down Addie's cheeks as Maddox gathered her into his arms if anything goes wrong with Delany or the baby Corbin will be devastated take us to the Airfield Maddox instructed the limo driver hurry chapter 17 all sorts of horrible scenarios ran through add's mind on the plane ride to San Diego what if something bad happened to Delaney or the baby or both by the time she and Maddox arrived at the hospital she was a nervous wreck her body shook like jello her heart pounding out a r ragged beat as she rushed into the family waiting area with Maddox by her side it was empty except for pops he was sitting in a chair against the back wall with his hands clasped in his lap head leaned back against the wall and mouth opened snoring loudly Addie halted in her tracks looking sideways at Maddox he Shrugged an amused smile tugging at his lips everything must be going okay if he's relaxed enough to sleep pops can sleep anywhere she retorted scrunching her hair she hurried across the room and sat down in the chair next to Pops touching his arm pops she said loudly wake up he jerked then snorted she shook his arm hey it's me her emotions bubbled to the surface and she had to fight the tears pressed against her eyes pops opened his eyes for a second he appeared dazed with sleep then his gaze focused on Addie a large smile overtaking his features and emphasizing the leathery wrinkles around his eyes hi squirt I'm glad you're here Addie cringed at pops's nickname for her especially when she saw the flash of amusement in maddox's eyes which turned them a blue so brilliant it would have put the Summer Sky to shame a crooked grin tugged at maddox's cheek creasing his dimple yeah he certainly enjoyed watching her squirm she thought sourly she was struck by how incredibly handsome he was making her even more irritated at him sure she'd hedged earlier on the plane but she was trying to be honest couldn't he understand that this thing with him was tearing her up inside pops held out his arms and embraced Addie in a tight hug she buried her nose in his shirt his familiar scent of Old Spice cologne and cinnamon wafting over her reminding her of home a moment later he pulled back and lumbered to his feet when he saw Maddox these old bones aren't as Nimble as they used to be pops explained with a self-deprecating chuckle he extended his hand and gave Maddox a hearty handshake and pat on the back thanks for taking such good care of my girl he said warmly Maddox smiled hey Wallace good to see you again I'm glad I could be of help glad he could be of help seriously he'd relegated her to a project Addie shop Maddox a dark look he saw but gave her an indifferent expression as he turned his attention back to Pops so this was how it was going to be between them cool and impersonal her heart clutched as she Drew in a calming breath she couldn't think about that right now pops motioned as he held on to the back of the chair and sat back down have a seat Addie sat beside pops and Maddox pulled up a chair in front of him how are Delany and the baby she swallowed hoping for good news but fearing the worst then again like Maddox said pop seemed pretty relaxed that was a good sign she and the baby came out of surgery a few hours ago gratitude lit his eyes our prayers were answered all went well hope Angelica Spencer is her name he said A Touch of pride in his voice she's in the nicku Delaney's in her room and Corbin's with her tears sprang to Addie's eyes as she pulled a hand over her chest I'm so glad everything's okay she frowned why didn't you call and tell me I've been worried sick he rubbed a hand across his forehead I'm sorry honey my phone's dead I forgot to bring my charger to the hospital his lips formed a grim line Corbin's been beside himself with worry operating on a few hours of sleep he probably didn't think about it well somebody should have called me Addie grumbled smarting from The Sting of being left out she was sure she was overly sensitive because her nerves were shot but still someone should have thought to call her can I see them you bet they may be asleep but you can at least see them how much did hope weigh Maddox asked ingratiating himself into the conversation 3B and 11 oz apprehension sliced through Addie hat tiny is she okay she'll have to stay in the nicku for a few weeks which is to be expected all in all hope is doing great she's a fighter pops finished Pride shining in his eyes I'm so glad Addie breathed in relief before we go into the room I want to hear how everything's going concern sounded in pops's voice as he gave Addie a probing look how you holding up she swallowed the lump of emotion in her throat as she faked a smile I'm surviving I'm so sorry about Jordan pops shook his head remorsefully I just can't believe someone would kill him me neither she said softly silence settled between them Addie glanced at Maddox whose expression was unreadable she hated the emotions Waring inside her she loved him no doubt about that she wanted Maddox in her life she'd been miserable without him why couldn't she come to terms with the danger of his profession it was the Dark Cloud forever looming over them she was glad the ordeal with pzt was over but that meant she would no longer need maddox's protection her heart hurt just thinking about it how was she going to manage without him how's Piper doing pops gave d a probing look she let out a long breath not good did Corbin tell you about the hard drive that got stolen pops nodded his lips forming a grim line yes by a masked man with a gun his expression was one of shock and disbelief as he continued was the drive recovered a glum feeling settled over Addie as she looked at Maddox who spoke for them both not yet unfortunately do you think the CEO of the other medical company pop scratched his head what was the name of it Barrett Addy supplied that's right pops held up a finger like the answer had just come to him is the CEO of Barrett medical the one behind it Maddox spread his hands it's looking that way pops tipped his head sideways looking thoughtful you don't sound convinced Brent Barrett was arrested today he'll be he swallowed questioned hopefully we'll get some answers Addy could tell Maddox was tiptoeing around the subject she looked at him in the eye you mean interrogated he didn't Flinch yes the air between them grew thick enough to cut pops chuckled trouble in Paradise he said dryly the words flew at Addie like a match igniting brittle straw pops how how many times do I have to tell you she exploded Maddox and I aren't a couple you made that very clear a few hours ago madx said his eyes turning to balls of ice her voice Rose do we have to do this now at the hospital maddo shook his head his voice going flat nope we don't he shot her a withering look in fact we don't have to ever discuss it again he stood Panic fluttered like a trapped butterfly against Addie's ribs where are you going to get some air He barked striding away Addie growled balling her fists he drives me crazy she lamented her eyes bugged when she saw the amused grin on pops's face you think this is funny heat blazed over Addie to the point that she thought she might burst into flames you know what I'm done talking about this she moved to stand but pops got hold of her arm sit down he ordered she jerked what her hair slung back I'm not 10 his eyebrows raised wrinkling his forehead oh really then stopped acting like it sit down he instructed in a tone Addie recognized well his fatherly tone that told her she was about to get a lecture fine she huffed her brows furrowing pops laugh laugh under his breath as he assessed her with perceptive eagle eyes what she pushed her hair out of her face yes she felt like a [ __ ] for losing her temper the truth was she was a wreck so confused she didn't know which way was up traitorous tears misted her eyes but she dried them instantly as she gulped in a breath holding her hands tightly in her lap pops touched her hair remember when Luella and I went out of town for a weekend getaway you were so upset that we left you and Corbin with the sitter she remembered it well it had only been a year after her parents had been killed she had an intense fear that if pops and Graham left something terrible would happen to them too yeah she said wearily when she realized he was awaiting her response where was this going he chuckled remembering we were halfway to Jackson Hole Wyoming when we got a call from Mary bellam me the poor woman was beside herself telling us how you were sitting in her front yard under a tree in the same spot you were when we dropped you off refusing to come in he shook his head you turned down all water and food she offered you I remember she countered we turned around and came home she rolled her eyes I know I told you a gazillion times how sorry I was that I ruined your triu trip geez I was a kid can we let it go already he laughed holding up a wrinkled hand I hold no grudge whatsoever the only reason I'm bringing it up is because I'm looking at you right now and I see that same stubborn girl who will hold her ground even if it hurts her to do so he gave her a look of reproof Mary was a nice woman she would have taken good care of you had you given her a chance and not been so determined to prove your point you love Maddox and he loves you quit being so stubborn and give him a chance she felt like her head would break into pieces you don't get it pops it's not about my stubbornness it's about my fear she was about to say then stopped herself it wasn't stubbornness that kept her out under that tree all day but fear her heart began to pound fear kept her and Maddox apart she was afraid of losing him like she'd lost her parents she was afraid of being left behind when he went on his jobs she was afraid of giving her heart to him not knowing how she'd survive if anything happened to him when she thought he was dead it had nearly been her undoing how could she live 24/7 with that possibility hanging over her head it's about your what pops prodded never mind she bit down on her lower lip standing I don't want to talk about this anymore can we just go see Corbin Delaney and the new baby now he gave her a long look as he stood his eyes tinged with pity all right Addie's first thought when she entered the room was that Corbin and Delaney looked exhausted hey she said going to Corbin first and giving him a hug hey sis I'm glad you made it it his eyes were bloodshot a layer of stubble across his jaw he looked past her where's Maddox getting some air The Bite in her voice came out stronger than she intended Corbin glanced at Delaney a look passing between them what Addie asked eyes narrowing nothing Corbin pushed a hand through his hair Addie approached delany's bedside and leaned over giving her a tight hug delany's nor normally shiny blonde Tresses looked dull and stringy she had on no makeup her face pale still she was beautiful how are you doing Delany offered a weak smile good a sparkle lit her eyes did you see help not yet I thought I'd come and say hello to you both first delany's smooth melodic voice sounded so much like maddox's accent understandable considering both were from Alabama abama she and Corbin used to laugh thinking how ironic it was that two siblings from Colorado had fallen for southerners of course it was Corbin's friendship with Maddox that brought Maddox into her life Corbin struck up a friendship with Maddox partially because he felt a kinship with him being from the same state as Delaney around and around they went none of that mattered now however she and Maddox were through the knowledge settled like Stone against her chest add looked toward the door pops was leaning against the door frame watching her so intently that she felt like he'd burn a hole through her stop looking at me she wanted to scream instead she gave him a Steely look before pulling a chair next to delany's bed how did the surgery go Delany made a face H Edie giggled that good huh I'm just glad it's over and we have an adorable baby girl to show for it she gave Corbin A look of such complete adoration that it evoked a longing in Addie she wanted what they had to be so fiercely devoted to one another that nothing not even Corbin's profession would stand in their way Delany was so petite and dainty yet she was strong and resilient are you okay Delany asked concerned touching her features Addie forced a smile yeah Corbin stepped up beside her and sat down on the edge of the bed Maddox and Sutton have been keeping me up to speed on the situation with Jordan and pzt I'm cautiously optimistic that it's over I guess we'll know for sure if Brent Barrett was the one behind everything after he's interrogated her mind hung a little on the word interrogated she looked at Delaney whose expression didn't change as if it were the most common thing in the world for a man to be arrested and interrogated for attempted kidnapping and possible murder she hugged her arms oh be glad when it's over Corbin nodded in understanding I'm glad you've had Maddox to keep you safe yes he's done his job well she quipped now that this one's wrapped up he can move on to bigger and better jobs Corbin raised an eyebrow a teasing grin tugging at his lips is it my imagination or do I detect some hostility she half stood and shoved him hey he yelped catching himself before he slipped off the bed he straightened his shoulders in all seriousness Maddox is crazy about you sis he paused holding her with piercing green eyes identical to her own it would be a shame to let Petty grievances stand in the way of what the two of you have he gave Delaney an intimate Smile as he reached for her hand if you play your cards right sis you might just end up finding something wonderful he raised delany's hand to his lips and planted a kiss he grinned like a lovesick School boy at Delany isn't that right absolutely Delany exclaimed breaking the word into syllables like pops did she looked at pops who beamed color refilled delany's face making her look radiant Addie scowled the mushiness getting to be a little much please tell me you're not going to break into song pops's favorite catchphrase was absolutely Delany had been so impressed by it that she'd written a song about it that top the charts staying at number one for a record number of weeks Corbin chuckled nah delany's had a rough day we'll give her a few days rest before she has to start earning her keep he winked Delany shook her head laughing yeah yeah That's mighty kind of you she said dryly well you know I'm kind that way Corbin drawled mimicking a Southern accent a few lyrics from the song rushed through Addie's mind I'll absolutely love you for the rest of my life until the stars fall from the sky they say I'm damaged goods and I admit it absolutely but baby you give me more hope than a person ever should damaged goods that's what Addie was her stupid fear kept her apart from the man she loved and she was too chicken to rise above it a tear escaped the the corner of her eye quickly she brushed it away embarrassed for anyone to see her crying she glanced at Delany and could tell from her concerned expression that she knew something was wrong hey Delany began glancing at the clock they're bringing hope in for me to bottle feed in about 20 minutes she looked at Corbin why don't you go and find Maddox Corbin frowned hey are you trying to get rid of me a smile broke over her lips AB abolutely everyone laughed at the reference Corbin stood all right I hear you he ruffled Addy's hair planting a kiss on her cheek love you sis Addy flashed a mischievous smile I love you too Dad he straightened to his full height hm he mused dad I like the sound of that fatherhood looks good on you Delany added a secret smile passing between between her and Corbin Addie wrinkled her nose enough of the lovey doy junk you're making me want to puke Corbin patted her cheek pursing his lips his voice going taunting don't worry sis your time will come she slapped his hand away don't touch me Corbin got great Delight out of pestering her he just laughed all right pops let's go find Maddox so Delany and old Sour Puss can have some girl time thank you Delan ly chimed blowing him a kiss I'm not a Sour Puss Addie grumbled then stuck out her tongue as he left the room chapter 18 okay what's going on Delany asked when it was just the two of them Addie leted out a long sigh shifting in her seat oh you know life Delany laughed yep it can be a real kick in the pants sometimes huh a giggle gurgled in Eddie's throat man she liked Delaney how real and down toe she was calling it like it is yes it can be I'm glad you've been safe Corbin and I have been worried about you guilt soured her stomach with all you've had going on I'm sorry I added to your stress she waved the comment away with a flick of her wrist that's what family's for a wave of tenderness went through Addie Corbin and I may give each other grief her voice caught but I'm so grateful for him I don't know what I would have done if he hadn't stepped in to help during all this he only wished that he could be there himself Delaney gave her a perceptive look now when he couldn't he sent the next best man to do the job someone who loves you as much as Corbin Addie choked out a strangled cough Delany smiled you've got it bad for madx don't you it was on the tip of Addie's tongue to deny it sheerly out of spite but she knew the answer was written all over her face yes she admitted I'm in love with him it felt good to say the words out loud okay you love him from what Corbin says Maddox is madly in love with you what's the problem tears gathered in Addie's eyes everything she clenched her Fists how do you do it what Delaney frowned the intensity of her feelings shook her body as she rattled out the words you and Corbin have a baby together how do you live each day not knowing for sure when he walks out the door to some dangerous situation that he'll come back she looked at Delany desperation clawing at her she needed reassurance something she could hang on to understanding seeped over delany's features I don't she said simply Addie's heart dropped through her chest and Spilled onto the floor in a tattered Heap that's what I was afraid of she said hely looking down at the bed Delany reached for her hand Addie look at me she commanded despite her best effort to hold them back tears dribbled down Addie's cheeks I'm sorry she muttered you must think I'm a complete idiot she gritted her teeth hating herself right now she hated her fear hated her weakness and hated that she couldn't be more like Delany no I don't think you're an idiot at all of course I worry about Corbin I'd be stupid not to she paused the thought of losing Corbin tears me up inside don't you see none of us has any guarantees any of our Lives could end tomorrow today including yours Addie yeah believe me she chuckled Darkly I've got that reality cemented in my brain after Jordan's death a shadow crossed elan's features as you know my growing up years were rough before I met Corbin I feared I was so damaged by my past that I would never be able to love anyone again her eyes misted I was at my lowest when Corbin entered my life not only did he save me physically but also emotionally my my life started a new when I met Corbin a tender smile curved her lips then I met Wallace you and now we have hope delany's eyes held such wisdom that Addie felt like she was seeing into her soul yes Corbin and Maddox have dangerous jobs Delaney let out a sardonic laugh life is dangerous amen ate quipped you can't spend your life morning in the hypothetical you need to learn to be happy in the moment for those moments are the stuff life is made of Addie jerked remembering the card on her refrigerator what did you say you need to learn to be happy trust Maddox trust yourself be happy it always came back to that I don't know if I can do it she lamented I'm not brave like you I can't knowingly enter into a relationship that's so risky she shuttered as much as I want to I just don't think I can go there Delany gave her a wise smile that's just it Addie you keep talking about your relationship with Maddox as if it's something that's going to happen in the future the truth is you're already there huh you're in love with Maddox yes she said feeling like she was stepping into a trap it's already happened you're in a relationship with him now you keep questioning if you're brave enough to handle whatever may come dreaming up all types of scenarios in which you lose we have a saying for that in the South it's called borrowing trouble she gave her a pointed look stop borrowing trouble she Shrugged so you're afraid big wolf hope we're all afraid her voice quivered with intensity do you not think I was scared out of my mind to give birth to Hope I was a high-risk pregnancy her eyes softened no amount of fear could compare with the joy I felt when I held my little girl in my arms for the first time the bravest of Heroes are scared they pushed forward into action leaving the fear behind then comes the victory she gave Addie a pointed look are you happy without Maddox in your life no I'm absolutely miserable she muttered you can't imagine your life without him right right she smiled well there you go there's your answer there was a knock at the door they turned as a nurse entered the room holding Hope In Her Arms a sense of awe came over Addie as she looked at the red-faced bundle swaddled in a pink blanket she stood and scooted her chair back she's beautiful she uttered looking at Hope's squinty determined face she was unprepared for the Swift feeling of Love That rushed through her hope went stiff belting out a whiny cry she's hungry is what she is the nurse said with a laugh you should probably sanitize your hands before you take her of course would you hand me that Delany asked pointing at a bottle of hand sanitizer on the nearby table table when Addie gave it to her Delany liberally rubbed the solution over her hands up to her elbows meanwhile Hope's cries became more insistent Delany held out her hands as the nurse placed Hope In Her Arms there Delany said soothingly as she held her against her chest gently she rubbed a finger across Hope's cheek hope turned her mouth to delany's finger the rooting Instinct taking over as she sucked delany's finger look at that the nurse CED in Delight pries normally have a hard time learning to suck but Hope's catching on Fast I'll be right back with the bottle of breast milk that you pumped earlier she turned walking briskly out of the room it was amazing how natural the Instinct of motherhood seemed to come to Delany as she rocked hope making shushing sounds to calm her Addie had the feeling of witnessing utter Perfection Delany seemed to be reading add's thoughts as she looked up and flashed an unencumbered smile so Joy as it brought tears to Addie's eyes be happy the words swirled through Addie's mind finding their place in her heart just like that the muddy water cleared she laughed inwardly she'd been borrowing trouble for a long time when the real trouble came knocking Maddox was there for her Delany was right it was time to stop mourning the hypothetical as much as she wanted to stay here with Delaney in hope she needed to find Maddox I have to go you've got this Delany said giving her a reassuring nod she touched delany's arm thank you a smile ruffled delany's lips you bet that's what family's for when Edie got to the door she paused for one last look at Delaney who was peering down at Hope totally consumed in the softness and wonder of her new baby one of those perfect moments that life is made of she uttered softly gently closing the door behind her Addie found Corbin and pop standing in the hall where's Maddox he went home Corbin answered the words came at her like an invisible punch to the stomach her hand went to her throat he left without telling me goodbye Corbin gave her a funny look just to get some rest he said he'd come back in the morning to check on you and see hope seeing as how you treated him earlier he probably thinks you don't want anything to do with him pops added Repro sounding in his voice we hope to have information soon on Brent Barrett Corbin said then we'll know for sure if the threat against you is over meaning Maddox would then go on to his next assignment she thought glumly for an instant the old familiar despair settled over her like a boulder around her neck no she straightened her shoulders she couldn't lose Maddox again she held out her hand to Cor Corbin I need your car keys his eyes rounded what I'm going to talk to Maddox I'll be back in a few hours do you even remember where he lives Corbin asked looking at her like she'd grown another head I can figure it out she snapped Corbin gave her a probing look what's this about Addie she lifted her chin none of your business a new light came into Corbin's eyes a smile tugging at his lips you're going after him aren't you that little heart tohe heart with Delany must have done you good he taunted he wiggled his eyebrows add's in love heat crawled up her neck as she shoved him you're such an idiot she growled pops gave Corbin a warning look stop teasing her his eyes smiled time to finally come out from underneath that tree huh squirt what Corbin asked dubiously Addie rolled her eyes never mind your pea-sized brain's not big enough to comprehend it even if I explained it to you gorin shook his head and chuckled I can tell you one thing Maddox has got to be one tough cookie to put up with you or a long suffering sucker she was about to tell him off then saw the laughter in his eyes he tipped a smile I love you sis I love you too she admitted she held out her hand eyeing him the keys please go ahead and give them to her pops urged before she changes her mind a laugh rumbled in Addie's throat I'm not changing my mind she lifted her chin not this time if I give you my keys will be stuck here Corbin lamented pops chuckled what are you talking about you haven't left here for days a few more hours won't hurt you Addie leaned forward sniffing I thought I smelled something hey Corbin protested when pops gave him the look he sighed fine but don't be gone too long and whatever you do be careful with Alexis delane's particular about her car she laughed rolling her eyes delany's particular more like you are don't worry I'll be careful she chimed when she got a few steps away from them she turned hey would you be a good boy and text me maddox's address I knew you couldn't remember how to get there he smirked you can't find your way out of a bathtub it was true she was terrible at directions oh put a cork in it she stuck her tongue out at him I need it for backup just in case she turned to rush away hey Addie she stopped and glanced back over her shoulder huh good luck Corbin gave her a genuine smile smile you've got this those were the same words Delaney had used they had the power to melt her heart as she returned his smile realizing in that moment how much she truly loved her big brother thank you anticipation licked through her veins Delany and Corbin were right she had this for the first time in a long time she felt like she was running to something instead of running from it she smiled a little remembering how those were maddox's words about joining the seals she quickened her Pace anxious to get to Maddox as soon as possible chapter 19 Maddox was bone tired every inch of his body aching part of his weariness was from physical exhaustion the other larger part was his frustration over Addie now that the job was wrapping up he would have to come to terms with the fact that he'd lost her he'd stayed at the hospital long enough to say a few words to Corbin and Wallace before darting out the truth was Maddox hated hospitals they reminded him of BJ and how helpless he felt watching his childhood friend fade away to his death added to that was the guilt of it being his fault because he dared BJ to jump the creek he pushed aside the dark memories knowing they weren't helping matters his condo had an empty Lonesome feel well better get used to it Maddox he told himself it's your life now his phone buzzed for a split second he hoped it might be Addie but it was his mama he'd not spoken to her in a week she had no idea that he'd left San Diego and gone to Colorado and back he'd made a practice of keeping the details of his job to himself so as not to worry his family hello he clipped as he reached into the fridge and pulled out a water bottle man darling she drawled how are you good not true he was lousy life sucked right now he plopped down on the couch and removed his shoes how are you he asked mechanically that's all it took for his mama to launch into a 10-minute monologue about the club how busy maddox's Daddy was at the firm and every detail she could think of about his siblings lives what are you up to she asked a few minutes later oh nothing much you know just work when are you planning to come home for a visit we miss you he reached for the remote turned on the TV and began flipping through channels Christmas maybe I was hoping you'd come for Thanksgiving too okay I'll try to do that she paused Maddox are you sure you're okay you don't sound like yourself I'm just tired have you spoken to Addie he sat up clutching the phone tighter what kind of question is that you know we broke up the bitterness in his tone sounded in his ears did his mama have some sort of radar on him it was like she instinctively knew somehow that he'd been with Addie I was just hoping that maybe the two of you could you know work things out her voice grew intense you should have seen her at your funeral honey the poor girl was devastated an incredulous laugh broke through his throat do you hear yourself mama I didn't actually die I know that she responded impatiently we thought you were dead going through that had to be tough on her yeah so tough that she couldn't get over it he thought acid churning in his gut you should bring for Thanksgiving sometimes it was like his mama didn't listen to a thing he said we're not together anymore text me her number and I'll invite her I'm not going to text you her number this conversation was getting ridiculous he punched the remote and switched through more channels finally stopping at a basketball game his stomach rumbled that's right he'd not eaten anything in a few hours he had very little food in the house maybe he'd order a pizza if you won't text me Addie's number then I suggest you call her a girl like her doesn't come along every day all right he interrupted I'll talk to her tomorrow his mama's voice instantly brightened fantastic she CED be sure and tell her I said hello the doorbell rang Maddox sat up hope bubbling in his chest was it Addie I've got to go mama there's someone at the door okay I love you I'll talk to you soon he glanced back at the door love you too he ended the call and toss the phone on the couch as he stood had Addie come to find him he peered through the peephole his stomach tightening hello Felicity knocked insistently on the door I know you're there I saw your lights he opened the door Plastering on a smile hey hey she flashed a large Smile as she slid her arms around his neck and Drew close pressing her lips to his all he could think about was how her perfume was too strong her hair too stiff her face too made up whoa he drew back removing her skinny arms from his neck what was that for her face fell her lips forming a petulant pout I thought you'd be happy to see me she sniffed she stroe past him walked around the couch and sat down she draped an arm over the back and looked at him with a c hither expression come over here she purred I've missed you you didn't even tell me you were going out of town now's not a good time he began oh come on she urged it's not like you were doing anything besides watching a stupid game I happen to like basketball he countered raising an eyebrow we'll watch it together then she squared her jaw I'm not leaving so you might as well come over here please she added giving him a seductive smile his shoulders slumped he didn't know which was worse sitting alone and wallowing in his Sorrows or sitting with Felicity would you rather be a drowned or B burned to death can I choose options C oh and can you throw Addie into the mix he grunted Fat Chance of that happening are you hungry I was thinking of ordering a pizza her face fell can you get a thin gluten-free crust she shuttered I can't stand the thought of eating all those carbs he laughed to Keep from Crying sure why not Addie turned off the engine and got out of the Lexus she rubbed her sweaty hands on her jeans maddox's lights were on she was relieved he was home a part of her had feared that he'd left town on a job and she wouldn't see him again you've got this she repeated she took in a breath and scrunched her hair as she stroe up the curved sidewalk leading to his condo she rang the doorbell no answer her heart leapt into her throat she knocked Maddox no answer she tried the door handle it was unlocked tentatively she pushed open the door hello she stepped inside and looked around at maddox's sparse living room it looked the same as it had when she'd been here last there were the basics a sofa and TV large prints of maddox's landscape photographs covered the walls taken in places he'd traveled the scent of pizza lingered in the air she stiffened when she saw movement on the sofa Maddox her heart was beating so wildly she felt dizzy jeez this was hard maybe it was better to get it out when he couldn't see her don't stand up she held out a hand just let me get this out while I can I Was a Fool to break up with you her words lost air as she tried again the truth is I was so afraid afraid of losing you that I pushed you away she let out a nervous laugh part of me is still afraid I'd be lying if I said your job doesn't scare me quite frankly it scares the bbies out of me dang it this was so hard she was rambling not making a lick of sense she raked a hand through her curls what I'm saying here is that I love you her voice caught I never stopped loving you not for one one second when I thought you were dead well I wanted to die too I don't know how this will work madx but I'm tired of being afraid I want you in my life I don't care if you're a seal or a private contractor she chuckled whatever the heck you call yourself I can't imagine my life without you I want us to try again there she said it she breathed a sigh of her I'm sorry who are you a woman asked Addie jerked as a blonde stood that she was the epitome of style and gorgeousness didn't help matters what Addie gurgled feeling like a noose had encircled her throat I must have the wrong condo sorry she felt like she was in the middle of a nightmare when Maddox popped up he rubbed his eyes like he'd just woken up he blinked all trace of sleep in instantly leaving him Addie what are you doing here the blonde glared at him her hand going to her hip evidently bearing her soul telling you how much she loves you how breaking up with you was the biggest mistake of her life how she wants to get back together she twirled her hand blah blah blah she finished in a languid tone as she looked down at her acrylic nails maddox's eyes bugged huh it all came together in a hard punch that took Addie's breath away your Felicity she coked In the Flesh Felicity tossed her hair her eyes radiating disdain as she looked aty up and down like she was sizing up the competition she turned back to Maddox who in the heck is this woman you never told me you were a seal she twirled her hand I thought you were a personal trainer fire raged in Addie's gut as she glared at Maddox tears stinging her eyes I never me anything to you did I she was a fool coming here opening her heart to him Maddox bounded around the couch what are you talking about you mean everything to me what Felicity growled surley you don't mean that look at her overstretched last season sweater and her crazy hair she looked at Addie like she was Medusa you know they do have something called a flat iron it would do wonders for you Addie had a good mind to grab the overprocessed Barbie by her bleached hair and punch her lights out she slung back her head her hair flying aiming her Venom at Maddox instead yeah it's obvious you care you left the hospital and fell straight into Malibu Barbie's arms this isn't Malibu honey this is San Diego Felicity quipped Addie's mind raced out of control like a bolting deer have a nice life she gred as she turned on her heels stomping out Addie wait he ran after her pulling her arm let go of me she jerked her arm out of his grasp detesting the traitorous tears that wet her eyes she'd already wasted one too many tears on Maddox Easton time to move on a crazed look came into his eyes I had no idea Felicity was coming here tonight she just showed up that was mighty convenient for you she seeed you certainly didn't waste any time cuddling up with her on the couch or maybe you were doing more than cuddling a hot shame covered her to think those lips that had kissed her were kissing that bimbo her anger Rose to new heights when a grin slid over maddox's face is it true what she fired back that you love me that you want to get back together he said softly stepping closer loved you she heed through gritted teeth wanted to get back together that was before I discovered you were a lousy two- timing slime ball she growled I can't even think of foul enough words to describe you her hand came up to slap his jaw but he was faster grabbing her wrist Addie stop she fought against him let go of me you jerk cheat he spun her around so that he was behind her he hugged her arms in an iron grip for the record I love you too what Felicity screamed clenching her fists you're choosing her over me there was never any choice Maddox said in Addie's ear Felicity and I were never a thing we just went out on a few dates Eddie gurgled in disbelief craning her neck to look at him huh all this time she'd been so worried about Felicity and there was nothing there where not for the bubble of happiness that Rose in Addie's chest she would have socked Maddox in the gut a sheepish grin stole over maddox's lips I made it out to be more than it was to make you jealous Felicity shook her head in disbelief how can you say there was nothing between us her face hardened as she eyed Addie what do you even see in her Maddox laughed well let's see she's feisty stubborn she gets under your skin to the point where you can't think of anything else the kind of woman who drives you so berserk you want to pull your hair out one minute and fight Wars for her the next or kiss her until you can't see straight he murmured in Addie's ear this is ridiculous Felicity screeched eyes blazing you'll regret this Maddox Easton I highly doubt that Maddox responded you stupid Alabama redneck Addie sniggered she tried to hold it back when she saw felicity's indignant expression but it was too much to hold in and she just burst out laughing I should have known better than to get mixed up with you Felicity huffed good luck with granola girl she sneered as she marched away Maddox turned Addie around to face him hey he countered his eyes taking on a mock wounded look do you think I'm a redneck oh yeah that High Society Country Club gentleman thing you've got going on the surface is just a facade deep down you're really just a she cocked her head Amusement dancing inside her what were the words a stupid Alabama redneck her eyes held his a smile quivering on her lips I could add BMX writing adrenaline junkie me Navy SEAL trivia Master photographer Superman she tipped a smile I think I'll stop there for now he gave her a crooked grin that's a good idea squirt oh I wish pops would have kept his big fat mouth shut I hate that nickname he pulled her closer his blue eyes going a shade deeper in their intensity do you really love me tingles of anticipation circled down her spine as his eyes caressed hers yes she uttered hard and soul she managed to add before his lips took hers in a long demanding kiss that left her breathless chapter 20 pops leaned against the Lexus folding his arms over his chest he driven Addie and Maddox to a private Airfield where they were about to get on Sutton's Jet and head back to Birchwood Springs I wish you didn't have to leave so soon pop said the corners of his lips pulling down into a frown you just got here Addie sighed I know I was hoping we could stay until Tuesday but I need to make sure Piper's okay her shoulders tensed thinking about the call she'd gotten from Hamilton Gentry a few hours ago telling her that Piper had attempted suicide the night before she'd taken a bunch of pills luckily Hamilton realized what she'd done before it was too late he rushed her to the hospital and had her stomach pumped he explained that normally Piper would have been kept in a hospital for a few days of Psych monitoring however since Hamilton was a doctor Piper was released into his care and was at home resting Hamilton not only called to update Addie on the situation but also to tell her that Piper had been asking to see her I've never seen her this distraught before Hamilton said the strain in his voice coming through the call the grief losing Jordan coupled with the fear of who might now have the formula for PCT it's too much for her to handle Addie's heart hurt for Piper and Hamilton she wished she knew what to say but there were no words sufficient to heal this all she could do was tell Hamilton that she was so sorry and she would get there as soon as possible the least she could do was be there for Piper in her time of need concern touched Pop's features are you okay his question brought her back to the present as she faked a smile yeah it's just hard to see Piper go through this I understand he said grimly Maddox went around to the trunk and retrieved their luggage Addie touched pops's arm will you be back in time for the funeral on Wednesday pops nodded yes I'm flying back Tuesday even evening okay we'll pick you up at the airport she looked at Maddox for confirmation he grinned as he turned to Wallace she's the boss Maddox joked slipping an arm around Addie's shoulders and pulling her close you're a smart man pops chuckled my mama didn't raise no dummy Maddox quipped in an exaggerated draw Addy rolled her eyes yeah right maddox's face fell as he turned to her you think I'm a dummy heat flamed her face as she giggled no I meant that I'm not the boss she explained then saw the look that passed between Maddox and Pops she realized they were teasing her she shook her head grinning Maddox Easton what am I going to do with you I'm sure you'll think of something he winked she knew Maddox was trying to keep the mood light to get her mind off Piper she reveled in how wonderful it was to be with the man she loved after they made up at his condo the night before they'd gone inside Addie munched on leftover pizza and they talked into the wee hours of the morning about their future Maddox invited her to have Thanksgiving with his family saying that his mama would be thrilled Maddox was even considering renting one of pops's cabins so he and Addie could be together as often as possible it was hard to believe that everything had changed so quickly she still didn't like to think about m itics being in constant danger but she was going to have to take that one step at a time don't borrow trouble don't mourn the hypothetical the more she kept repeating those phrases the more peaceful she felt about the situation she'd just have to keep moving forward with faith and keep a running prayer in her heart that all would be well just when Addie felt herself dancing on air she'd gotten the call from Hamilton and everything came crashing back down it was ironic and so very unfair that the very event Jordan's death which had destroyed Piper's life brought Addie and Maddox back together Maddox motioned with his head towards the plane you ready yep she gave pops a tight hug I love you I love you too squirt I'm proud of you a smile filled his face I'm so glad the two of you are finally back together he sighed in contentment my work is done Addie laughed nah you still got lots left to do you have a granddaughter to take care of Corbin and Delaney were practically glowing when they left them at the hospital this morning both ecstatic to be parents that's right pops hugged Maddox have a safe trip I'll see you both Tuesday evening his lips formed a grim line give Piper my love tell her I'm praying for her an unexpected lump formed in Addie's throat I will sounds like she needs all the prayers she can get just breathe Addie kept repeating to herself as she and Maddox drove through the gates of the Gentry estate she glanced at Maddox who was driving the car as she rubbed her sweaty Palms on her pants I'm so glad you're here with me me too he smiled his right hand letting go of the steering wheel as he reached for her hand linking his fingers through hers his brows knit together your as cold as eyes a shiver ran through her I know she looked out the window at the passing Evergreens lining the driveway it had been sunny and warm in San Diego but they had landed in Colorado to fog and cold drizzle it feels like deja vu doesn't it yeah it does Maddox agreed as they lapsed into silence when they pulled up to the house Addie turned to Maddox her stomach churning I don't know what to say to Piper she'd been floored by Hamilton's phone call never dreaming in a million years that Piper would try to commit suicide she and Maddox talked about it on the plane right over with Maddox explaining that given the right or wrong set of circumstances anyone could be driven to that point Piper had been SL slammed with so much during such a short period of time that she was understandably fragile but suicide Addie still couldn't fathom it she had no training for this needles of desperation pricked at the base of her skull and she felt a sense of forboding it's not about what you will say but the fact that you're here that matters Maddox reassured her her heart squeezed I've got a bad feeling about this Maddox frowned what do you mean I don't know I can't explain it the forboding had started on the plane ride and steadily increased it had built to the point of frenzy she forced a smile I guess I'm just stressed to the max tears pulled in her eyes I lost Jordan one of my closest friends she swallowed yesterday I almost lost Piper her lower lip trembled and she bit down to stay it I just keep thinking about what would have happened if Hamilton hadn't found her in time he did find her he gathered her hands in his and cradled them he peered into her eyes you're a strong woman Addie Spencer you've got this she jerked in Surprise a smile tugging at her lips he cocked his head what you've got this that's what Delaney and Corbin both said to me last night before I went to find you the large smile that filled his face sent warmth rushing through her dispelling some of the Gloom see they were right she nodded trying to psych herself up for the task ahead as she looked at the large front door which seemed too imposing to pass through okay she took a deep breath the next second her brow shot down I wish we had some information for Hamilton and Piper they'd hoped to hear something from Sutton about Brent Barrett's interrogation she cringed just thinking of the word interrogation then forced her mind to move past it she couldn't get hung up on that right now it was good that Barrett was being questioned at this point however she and Maddox didn't know any more about Barrett's involvement than they did before they left for New Jersey they didn't know who killed Jordan had no idea who'd stolen the hard drive and if it contain the formula for PCT jeez so many unanswered questions no wonder Piper was wigging out maybe you should call Sutton again he pushed out a breath I've already left several messages he'll call me as soon as he knows something she nodded knowing Maddox was right blood thrashed against her temples like the incessant surf against the seashore as Maddox came around and opened her door her legs were wobbly as she got out she took in a breath willing herself to remain calm it was ridiculous getting this worked up about going in there Piper was okay she was recouping like Maddox said there was nothing profound Addie could say to help the situation it was being here that counted the most breathe one step two steps a few more and they were to the door Maddox punched the doorbell a couple minutes later ham answered the door his face was pale and drawn a deep sadness in his eyes thanks for coming he said in a somber subdued tone as he stepped back and motioned please come in how's Piper doing Addie asked in a quiet tone resting in her room they followed Hamilton into the family room where they'd sat when they came the time before Hamilton looked at Maddox have a seat he hesitated rubbing his jaw it's probably better for you to remain in here with me under the circumstance a trickle of unease went through Addie she understood Hamilton's reluctance to bombard Piper with Maddox 2 but she needed him by her side right now she had no idea how to deal with this on her own her apprehension must have been written all over her face because Maddox offered a reassuring smile I'll be right here she nodded feeling a little better okay you've been a good friend to Piper Hamilton added it means the world that you would drop everything and fly back here to help her thank you Hamilton's words added to her confidence making her feel like she could do this even so her heart pounded out a wild beat as she knocked on Piper's door no answer she swallowed knocking again Piper it's me Addie she played placed the flat of her hand against the door may I come in nothing finally she tried the door knob it was unlocked she opened the door and stepped into the bedroom Piper was lying in her bed pillows propped against her back at first glance she didn't look much different from normal except for the fact that she was wearing pajamas and very little makeup however as Addie approached the bed she noticed the Shadows beneath her red rimmed eyes and the hard gaunt lines of her cheekbones more prominent because she'd lost weight Piper's vacant stare was what unsettled Addie the most she sat down on the bed and touched Piper's arm hey she began gently Piper seemed to realize she was there she looked at Addie a weak smile touching her lips hey her voice had a grally edge she coughed to clear her throat how are you are you holding up Addie cringed that was a stupid question it was obvious how Piper was doing not well Piper's lower lip trembled then her shoulders shook a second later tears spilled down her cheeks Jordan's gone she spoke the words with a pitiful whine reminding Addie of a child I loved him she added I know you did tears Rose in Addie's eyes I'm so sorry everything I've worked so hard to build is being ripped away faster than I can put it back together it'll be okay Addie soothed Piper's dark eyes flashed with anger no it won't she snapped nothing will ever be okay again Addie was taken aback by the sudden change in Piper's Behavior a chill clutch her heart she wasn't sure how to answer so she just sat there maybe it was better to just listen I don't want to go on without Jordan Piper let out a brittle laugh it's ironic isn't it when I found out about Jordan's Affair I hated him for it then just when we were working through our issues he left me he didn't leave you by choice he was killed a saw broke through Piper's throat I know that's what I meant it's not fair no it's not Addie agreed Piper wiped her eyes with the palms of her hands a shaky laugh escaping her throat you probably think I've lost my mind I don't think that at all you've been through a lot and it has taken its toll anyone would have a hard time under these circumstances her gut tied ened at how unfair life could be without Jordan in my company there's no reason to continue her voice broke a thick silence descending between them that's not true you've got your dad me she said fiercely more than anything she wanted to be as good of a friend to Piper as Piper had been to her memories of Addie's critical time came rushing back as her voice grew reflective when I found out Graham had brain cancer a ball of emotion lodged in her throat as she coughed to clear it she offered Piper a pained smile well you remember how distraught I was I was furious with God wondering how a woman who'd been stripped of everything her memories her identity could then have cancer she gritted her teeth it was so unfair she paused paused giving Piper a meaningful look remember the rest a faint smile graced Piper's lips you were in bad shape sitting by your grandmother's bed balling your eyes out she'd been given a heavy sedative didn't even know anyone was there you came in and put a hand on my shoulder Addie couldn't hold back the tears that slipped down her cheeks in thin ribbons you told me how strong I was reminded me that I needed to be there for pops she chuckled you also told me to dry my eyes because the two of us were going to lunch a Ry grin formed over Piper's mouth oh yeah i' had forgotten about that part well I never will determination fired in Addie's blood as she sat up straight and took Piper's hand this is where I tell you to get your butt out of bed and get a shower so we can go grab something to eat she clapped her hands two times briskly Chop Chop Piper reached for the sheet and twisted it around her hands her eyes clouded turning them a dark muddy Brown I appreciate what you're trying to do but it won't work her voice went flat and any residual Vitality seemed to drain out of her not this time she said quietly Addie was about to grab the sheet and pull it off Piper demanding that she get up when a knock sounded at the door she and Piper looked as Hamilton entered holding a tray he spoke to Piper I brought you some herbal tea with chamomile it'll help you relax I didn't know if you wanted tea so I brought you a glass of ice water he explained to Addie his tone apologetic water's great Addie said as he placed the tray in Piper's lap where's Maddox she didn't like the idea of him being left alone in the living room while the three of them were in here he got a phone call and stepped into the Hall to answer it Hamilton gave Piper a fatherly smile I figured it was a good time to bring your tea thanks Dad Piper said in a small voice as she reached for the handle and lifted the cup to her lips Hamilton handed Addie the glass of water thank you she responded taking a sip she was about to place the glass on the nightstand beside the bed when Hamilton spoke drink up he encouraged them both bringing his hands together Piper took another drink of her tea her eyes taking on a hint of laughter as she looked at Addie better do as he says or he'll stand here hovering over us all day it was a relief to see a spark of Life coming back into Piper's eyes Addie laughed feeling like they were teenagers again out of politeness she downed a few large swallows a couple minutes later Piper placed the half empty teacup on the tray and leaned back against the pillows she stifled a yawn all right Dad we drank it you can go now thanks for the water Addie lifted the glass to her lips and took another couple of sips then placed it on the bedside table Hamilton stepped forward and retrieved the tray in Addie's glass can I get you a snack he asked Piper waved a hand no Dad we're fine thank you he nodded leaving the room Piper looked at Addie thank you for accommodating him of course it's nice of him to take such great care of you yes she responded her tone going listless Addie could almost see her slipping back into the depression she fingered the sheet so Maddox is here with you yes Addie couldn't help but Smile as she answered since last night she'd felt like she was wrapped in a protective blanket of Bliss secure in the knowledge that the two of them were together for good this time I take it things are going well she was about to launch into a detailed description of just how wonderful things were then she caught herself now was not the time to bask in her own happiness she cringed imagining how tacky that would be with Piper's loss things are going okay she said in a monotone voice it's all right Piper said said as if reading her mind you've got enough Joy shining on your face to light up Manhattan the note of irony in Piper's voice was faintly irritating Addie's first instinct was to point it out then again Piper wasn't thinking clearly I'm glad things are working out for one of us Piper scrunched her eyebrows her tone brooding Addie could feel the sadness oozing from Piper flowing onto the floor where it climbed sled like gooey slime up the wall she felt so guilty that things were working out for her when everything was going wrong for Piper the timing was rotten I'm sorry a tight smile stretched over Piper's lips no I'm the one who's sorry she sighed resolutely I'm glad you're happy Addie interest lit her eyes are you and Maddox officially back together when Addie didn't answer she reached for her hand it's okay a heat wave blasted over Addie is it hot in here to you she pulled her hand from Pipers and tugged on the neck of her shirt something was wrong are you okay she looked at Piper whose expression radiated concern what's wrong Piper's voice came at Addie from a distance like she was under water the room began to spin a cold sweat broke over Addie's forehead she clutched her chest finding it difficult to breathe she coughed and sputtered clutching her throat I've got to get Maddox she slurred staggering to her feet Blackness closed in around her as she fell to the floor chapter 21 Maddox had been sitting in the living room with Hamilton attempting to make conversation with the excruciatingly awkward man when Sutton called he excused himself and stepped into the Hall to take the call sorry I've been hard to reach Sutton began I wanted to make sure I had as much info as possible before we spoke I understand Maddox braced himself sensing that what Sutton was about to say was significant Brent Barrett came up clean the breath left maddox's lungs what are you sure his mind raced in circles like a dog chasing its tail I'm sure Sutton answered in a tone so matter of fact that it left no room for doubt to be clear you're saying Barrett didn't kill Jordan and that he didn't steal the hard drive that's precisely what I'm saying what about Addy's attempted kidnapping the money Trail leads to Brent Barrett from the outside looking in it's a slam dunk case against him meaning you think he was framed Bingo something Addie said came rushing back to Maddox she questioned why a criminal would use his bank account to finance a kidnapping she made a good point but most transactions were done electronically as opposed to cash Maddox also figured that Barrett wanted to do things remotely to keep as much distance between himself and his henchmen as possible the trail that led them to Brent Barrett had been twisty going through various accounts before it was finally linked to an offshore account owned by Barrett medical he spoke thinking aloud are you saying that someone made the transactions convoluted enough to avoid suspicion but clear enough for us to follow back to Barrett that's my thought a bitter disappointment Rose in maddox's throat he swallowed tasting acid if Brent Barrett was innocent then they were back to Ground Zero I do have some other information that might prove useful maddox's ears perked up when we did the initial round of questioning at therapia everything came up squeaky clean however we did more digging offered a reward for information and received received an anonymous call from a woman asserting that pzt wasn't all it was cracked up to be we were able to track the call to a pharmaceutical scientist who worked alongside Jordan Phelps Maddox tightened his hold on his phone how trustworthy is this woman is it possible she's blowing smoke to get a reward Maddox thought about the video he and Addie watched of the Alzheimer's patient in the Care Center who' been given pzt Addie knew the woman knew firsthand the state the patient was in before taking PCT T yes it's possible at this point I don't have enough information to make a clear assessment maddox's thoughts were a jumble even though he and Addie weren't 100% sure Barrett was guilty they were both cautiously optimistic that they were getting to the bottom of this thing Maddox knew from sad experience that no Mission or job ever went as planned but this was like finishing hell week only to be told you had to do it all over again if Barrett was innocent then who was behind all of this Addie was going to flip her lid when she realized they were back to square one he forced himself to push aside his personal feelings to think analytically what's this woman saying that Jordan and his wife Piper were at odds about pzt the drug had gone through several rounds of company testing it passed the initial test with flying colors however when it got to the Beagle phase some abnormalities were detected what sort of ab abnormalities he asked carefully radical cell division cancer madx said flatly yes why were Jordan and Piper at odds Maddox asked was Jordan trying to cut Corners to FastTrack pzt to the market not according to the researcher Piper was the one who wanted to push forward she was concerned about looking bad to the investors Jordan was the one holding back he'd given the drug to a handful of of patients at a care facility it shook him up badly when one of his test subjects developed cancer Maddox gasped like he'd been sucker punched Addie's Grandmother Had Jordan given her pzt what kind of cancer let me check my notes the sound of rustling papers came over the line brain blood fired through maddox's veins like a rocket launcher the answer had been staring him in the face the whole time he' suspected pper from the beginning but Addie had been so adamant about her innocence then after he saw the video with the Alzheimer's patient the hard drive was stolen and the trail led to Barrett medical so he assumed Addie was right and Piper was the victim a warning bell went off in his head his only thought to get to Addie you need to question Piper Phelps and her father Dr Hamilton Gentry I'm here now I'll let you know what I find out he just ended the call when he heard movement at the same instant he felt a sharp stab of pain in his neck he grunted as he collapsed to the floor the phone falling out of his hand Addie's head felt like a gargantuan watermelon as she tried to swim through the darkness surrounding her voices swirled around her like hissing serpents time to wake up a woman said she tried to raise her eyelids but they wouldn't budge rough hands shook her arm her head dropped dropped forward her chin resting against her neck The Voice became more adamant Eddie my head she moaned pain throbbing across the bridge of her nose some of the fog lifted as she opened her eyes she tried to brush her hair out of her face then realized her hands were caught behind her back Panic Rose in her throat as she Twisted realizing she was sitting in a chair no tied to a chair her eyes shot open wide she looked around wildly trying to orient herself she'd been sitting beside Piper when something happened she's awake a voice snapped Piper's voice the room came into Focus Addie realized she was in Piper's family room she looked down at the kitchen chair her heart racing she jerked trying to free her hands then it occurred to her that Piper was standing in front of her watching with a curious expression as if Addie were elaborate what's going on she managed to squeak Maddox she shouted a wave of dizziness assaulting her Hamilton put something in my water she asserted glaring at Piper right after she drank it she passed out she looked at Piper now dressed in jeans in a pullover shirt she didn't look weak or suicidal she looked perfectly normal well except for her hostile expression Addy tried to Grapple with what was happening why are you doing this nausea swept over her making her want to puke she tried to swallow but couldn't where was Maddox Maddox she screamed Terror clawing at her like the talons of an eagle picking apart its prey Piper sat down on the arm of the overstuffed chair folding her arms over her chest an amused smile washing over her face don't worry lover boy can hear you a cruel smile overtook her lips but I'm afraid he can't do much about it heat flushed over Addie's body as she glared at Piper what did you do to him she couldn't believe this she was still so floored by what was happening that she could hardly process it Piper laughed all in good time her eyes turned a deep black malice twisting over her features she leaned forward first you're going to tell me what you did with the formula for PCT somehow Addie managed to find her voice what don't play dumb Addie I know you have it Terror Swift and mind-numbing raced through Addie as she tried to make sense of what Piper was saying a hysterical giggle bubbled in her throat do you think I stole the formula no I don't think you stole it she sneered Jordan gave it to you Addie's eyes narrowed did you kill Jordan Piper grunted if you mean did I hit him with the car yes Piper rattled out a hard laugh but I didn't kill him she shot Addie a look of malice you did she clinched her teeth you took Jordan from me and destroyed any chance we had for happiness a sadistic look came into her eyes it's time for me to repay the favor Addie's heart slammed against her ribs like a caged animal repay the favor meaning hurt Maddox her heart shrank in despair as a prayer Rose in her mind please help me in Maddox Piper wasn't making any sense I don't understand Addie got the feeling that none of this was real that she was in the middle of a nightmare tears Rose in her eyes why are you doing this Piper sighed determined to play Miss Innocent huh fine I'll play along everything was going along just fine until Jordan gave pzt to your precious grandmother she spat no he didn't give pzt to Graham remember that's why he asked me to forgive him maybe Piper was insane why had Addie not noticed the signs before no stupid Jordan gave pzt to your grandmother as my rotten look would would have it she was the one in 50 who developed a brain tumor the only sound in the room was Addie's sudden intake of breath an invisible fist squeezed her lungs I can't breathe she uttered you can give it a rest Addie your tricks won't work Addie felt like her head would explode Jordan had given Graham peasy te she died because of him Piper killed Jordan she would kill Addie had possibly killed Maddox already Addie willed herself to relax the only chance she had to make it out of this was to keep her wits about her breathe she commanded herself her lungs expanded allowing in a margin of blessed air she tried to rise above the tide of Hysteria threatening to sweep her into Oblivion Jordan felt guilty because of your grandmother and suddenly developed a conscience he wanted to pull the plug on pzt she wrinkled her brows do you think he gave a CP that Dad and I had hawked everything to finance the research of PCT that we had investors breathing down on necks threatening to pull the backing no she barked not in the slightest hadie tried to connect the dots does PCT really cure Alzheimer's of course Piper snipped you saw the video but it causes brain cancer in one out of 50 patients Edie exerted her strength trying to break free of the band that bound her hands together with a spindle of the chair it felt like hard plastic cutting into her wrists probably a zip tie when Jordan realized it caused cancer he wanted to stop the process which is why you killed him her mind raised to something else are you the one who ransacked my house and hired the man to kidnap me a hard light streaked in Piper's eyes well duh it would have been so much easier to handle this if your seal hadn't stepped back into the picture now we'll have to do things the hard way why did you want to kidnap me a rockus laugh issued from Piper's throat that's the ironic part I was trying to find out what Jordan had given you the day he came to see you accusation shot from her eyes like arrows I figured Jordan would run to you you were his true love she spoke the words nastily no that's not true what Jordan and I had was over a long time ago Jordan loved you the urge to charge out of her chair and wipe the smirk off Piper's face was overwhelming he trusted you her stomach churned acid in her throat as she eyed the woman she thought was her best friend how could you kill your own husband she seeed Piper was lower than low you took Jordan from me Piper screamed rage filling her eyes she clenched her fist and raised it at Addie you knew Jordan loved you when you introduced him to me she snorted in disgust that's how you are Eddie you rack up Hearts pining away for you while pretending to be oblivious Addie realized that any argument she put forth would be shot down by Piper it was better not to waste her breath you were looking for the item that Jordan gave me the key yes Maddox and I handed it to you on a silver platter Piper lifted her eyebrows her eyes dancing in Amusement pretty much Addie connected the rest Dr Gentry said he had to meet with a funeral director but he's the one who stole the hard drive it all came rushing back with a hard slap in the face she thought the voice of the Mass gunman was familiar but had pushed it to the back of her mind regret punched through her Maddox had been suspicious of Piper the entire time but she dismissed his assertions confident Piper was innocent The Sting of betrayal hit her so strongly she felt like her chest might collapse Jordan was never having an affair with blanch Richie was he Piper giggled like a teenager that's the part I was most surprised about your willingness to believe that your opinion of Jordan was almost as high as his opinion of you I'm sure the two of you would have ridden off happily into the sunset had it not been for your seal an expression of mock pity masked her face poor Jordan he never did get over you falling in love with another man she sighed he tried to make do with his consolation prize she touched her hair me it was so kind of you to throw your leftovers in my direction she pouted the money trail that led to Brent Barrett you framed him see you're getting it Addie you're not as dumb as you look blanch was all too happy to help implicate her former boss because Brent Barrett fired her for embezzlement yes blanch was in cahoots with you blanch got a hefty payment for her assistance she's living it up in Mexico she frowned too bad she's greedy always wanting more money to keep quiet she pursed her lips cocking her head I guess I'll have to deal with her when the time comes it was at that moment that a chilling realization swept over Addie Piper wouldn't be telling her all of this if she planned to let her go she didn't want to die not now when she'd finally found happiness she forced away the fear willed her mind to concentrate on the details Piper still needed something for from Addie or she'd already be dead she'd said earlier that Maddox could hear her but that he couldn't do anything about it hopefully that meant he was still alive even if I have to die here today please let madx be okay she prayed what was on the hard drive I'm so glad you asked Piper said gleefully because I'm about to show you she grabbed the remote from the coffee table and turned on the TV a video of Jordan came on tears Rose in Addie's eyes when she realized he was speaking to her hey Addie he began offering a slight smile into the camera if you're seeing this then it must mean the situation is escalated a sense of horror Rose in Addie's chest as she listened to him outlining the events in a dispassionate cool tone telling her everything Piper just had when he got to the part about giving py to Graham his voice choked I can't begin to tell you how sorry I am he uttered tears rolled down Addie's cheeks how touching Piper CED her voice dripping with Venom a scorching indignation pulsed through Addie's veins as she glared at Piper Piper fast forwarded the video you already know all of this part she explained this is the part I want you to see her voice hardened to Flint that way you won't waste my time trying to deny that you don't have the formula the video slowed to normal speed Jordan's voice commanding Addy's attention Addie you're the only one I can trust this drive contains therapy's lab results for PCT including how the damaged tissue samples were switched I'm putting this into your hands because I trust you will get it to the right people to stop pey te from hitting the market in its current form a pained look came over him I'm so sorry I failed you he smiled thinly my intentions were good you have everything you need including the formula for PCT I suppose a part of me hopes that you can get it in the right hands so the formula can be refined his face radiated optimism think about what it would mean to the world Addie if we can cure this horrible disease once and for all a boyish smile tugged at his lips as he pushed on his glasses you are my hope and inspiration I love you how sweet Piper purred turning off the TV her face went hard where's the formula confusion swirled around Addie you said you kept the formula for pz on a single computer locked in a vault you killed Jordan stole the hard drive you already have everything you need to move forward why am I here unless Jordan broke into the Vault and messed up the formula Piper smirked yeah unfortunately I didn't realize that part of the equation when I killed him she stepped forward and got in Addie's face where's the formula I don't know Addie admitted the hard slap against her jaw took her by surprise as she yelped in pain the force of the hit jerking her head sideways Piper eyed her I was afraid that might be the case she sighed well let's see if I can doog your memory Piper left the room and returned a minute later holding a gun in one hand and a knife in the other revulsion swelled over Addie like something rotten as she swallowed she had no idea where the formula was even if by some miracle she found it Piper would kill her she prayed silently for help Piper stepped behind her Addie realized she was using the knife to cut the zip tie as she stood Addie felt the cold press of metal in her back back one wrong move and you die Piper growled hands up where I can see them Addie complied raising her hands into the air move Piper ordered pushing her forward at's wrists burned and her legs felt like wobbly toothpicks her thoughts rushed back to when she was kidnapped as the same feeling of desperation cloaked her Maddox had rescued her then not likely to happen this time the notion sank like Leed in her gut we're going to my bathroom Piper said Piper's bathroom fear iced down Addie's spine a strangled cry sounded from Addie's throat when she saw him Maddox was lying in a large jacuzzi tub filled with water up to his face his eyes were open his body motionless for an instant Addie feared he was already dead then she saw the distress in his eyes what did you do to him she moved to rush to his side but Piper grabbed her sweater yanking her back not so fast Piper jabbed the gun in her back tremble started in Addie's hands and rippled through her body snaking down to her toes oh my gosh she uttered her hand going over her mouth Piper stepped around to face Addie pointing the gun at her rage trumped the fear as Addie glared at Piper what did you do to him I gave him a nice cocktail of drugs to render him motion L but allow him to comprehend everything with excruciating detail don't worry if you do exactly as I say and get me the formula the drugs will wear off and lover boy will be just fine if you don't a vicious smile Twisted her lips as she went over to the tub and turned on the faucet Addie screamed as the water Rose higher stop the water was an inch shy of entering maddox's nose and mouth she could feel his despair spilling out between them it couldn't end like this madx was a kick butt former Navy SEAL who' survived torture and imprisonment by ISIS had he couldn't let Piper do him in of course if the threat of drowning isn't enough to sway you there are other means her voice had the controlled hiss of a viper about to strike she reached for her blow dryer resting on the nearby vanity Addie followed the trail of the cord and realized there was an extension cord leading from the bathroom to the bedroom I know what you're thinking Piper said with a laugh I thought about just plugging the blow dryer in here then I realized all the outlets in the bathroom have GFCI switches hence the extension cord Addie felt like she was having an outof body experience when Piper turned on the blow dryer keeping her hand with the gun trained on Addie she held the blow dryer with the other hand one drop is all it will take she taunted okay hey Addie screamed tears pulling in her eyes I'll give you the formula she squared her jaw her eyes burning with wrath know this though if you kill Maddox you'll never get it no matter what you do to me after what seemed like an eternity Piper turned off the blow dryer and placed it back on the vanity all right she said lightly where is it in the jewelry Jordan gave me Addie blurted not knowing what else to say Piper studied her with a Keen Eye trying to decide if Addie was telling the truth Addie didn't Flinch it's at the cabin Piper cocked her head Maddox said the jewelry was being examined I lied she gave Piper an unyielding look you're not the only one who can keep secrets Piper laughed all right we'll go to the cabin and get the jewelry her eyes turned to Black slits but for your sake and his she motioned at Maddox you'd better be telling the truth what's going on here Hamilton asked as he came into the bathroom and stepped up beside Addie dad you were supposed to be taking a nap Piper said giving him an annoyed look shock came over Hamilton's features as he looked at the gun and Maddox in the bathtub you said you were only going to hold madx so Addie would be more inclined to help us find the formula this has gone too far Piper gritted her teeth her voice Rising I told you to let me handle this Hamilton's voice was Heavy with regret as he continued I went along with your plan because I felt like a cure for Alzheimer's outweighed the negative effects of PCT but this he shook his head his face draining it's too much you need to put the gun down and stop this before more people get hurt shut up Piper screamed rage boiled in her eyes as she zeroed in on Hamilton you're weak just like Jordan I'm the only one who has the courage to do anything act now Addie's mind screamed adrenaline rushed through her veins as she lunged forward and attacked Piper They toppled to the ground wrestling for the gun a shot went off Piper let out a cry of Anguish as Hamilton fell to the floor Addie wrenched the gun out of Piper's hand she scuttled back holding it with both hands aiming it at Piper as she got to her feet you shut dad Piper croaked a crazed look coming into her eyes she crawled to Hamilton's side as she cradled him in her arms oh no she cried what do I do how do I fix this Hamilton fought to get a breath his hand was over his chest a pole of red spreading in a large Circle over his white dress shirt dad tell me what to do Piper screamed hysteria coding her voice oh my gosh she kept repeating I think my artery has been hit Hamilton breathed then coughed wincing in pain use my cell phone in my pocket the words came out in gasps call 911 before I bleed out I do what he says Addie demanded better yet hand me his phone Piper's upper lip curled making her look more Monster than human or what you're going to shoot me she let out a deris of Choral huge don't have the guts time seemed to slow as Addie saw herself clearly for the first time yes she had the guts to shoot Piper or anything else it required to save Maddox Addie flinched as she pulled the trigger the bullet firing into the wall just to the right of Piper's head Piper jumped her head slumping into her shoulders the next time I won't miss Addie said savagely the phone now she barked Piper reached in Hamilton's pocket then handed her the phone 43 48 it's my passcode Hamilton managed to get out in halting breaths before closing his eyes dad Piper screamed dad 911 what is your emergency the operator asked a man has been shot Addie glanced at Maddox another man has been drugged we're at the Gentry estate in Liber false hurry Piper's anguished whales echoed off the hard wall of the master bath dad's dead you killed him no you killed him Addie replied Softly She wanted to feel pity for Piper but the bitterness of her betrayal was too overshadowing she glanced at Maddox it's okay she assured him the police and paramedics are on their way she wasn't sure but thought she saw relief in his eyes I love you she added gratitude Welling in her chest her prayers had been answered it was a miracle that they'd made it through this her heart clutched hopefully the drug cocktail wouldn't have any lingering effects on Maddox he blinked the corners of his mouth twitching intense relief surged through her when he made a noise at first it was guttural grunts then finally he got the words out and slurred groans I love you too chapter 22 the three of them stood silently looking out at the gentle sloping Hills framed by trees Dawning their finery of brilliant yellow orange and cinnamon brown add's gaze trailed up to the jagged line of silvery Blue Mountains their tips touched with ribbons of pink from the Setting Sun a light Breeze ruffled her hair bringing with it the crisp scent of fall Luella loved it here pop said quietly his declaration interrupting the Stillness of the evening yes Addie agreed Maddox stepped closer concern coloring his eyes a deep blue as he assessed her are you okay yeah she sighed offering a dim smile after Jordan's funeral they decided to go to one of Graham's favorite places to honor her life Maddox slid an arm around her shoulders as she snuggled into the curve of his arm appreciating his warmth I'm just glad you're here with me he kissed the top of her head me too he chuckled dryly you're stuck with me now it'll take a lifetime to repay you for saving my life no repayment necessary she turned and looked into his eyes I mean that the effects of the cocktail Piper concocted to temporarily paralyze Maddox wore off in less than 24 hours leaving his physical body whole however Addie could tell that he blamed himself for being taken unaware and not being able to protect her she shivered knowing it would take a long time before she would stop seeing the tortured look in maddox's eyes when he was in that wretched bathtub unable to move I'm sorry I didn't listen to you when you tried to warn me about Piper remorse filled her throat seeping down and tightening her chest it would take a lifetime to get over her best friend betraying her both of them actually at least Jordan meant well still it didn't erase the fact that he'd caused Graham's death Piper was arrested and being held without bail awaiting trial Hamilton died before the paramedics arrived Addie still had no idea if Jordan had given her the formula for peace easy te at this point it hardly mattered you know what I think pops asked eyeing them Addie was the first to speak what she could feel a lecture coming on it's time for the two of you to let bygones be bygones you've been given a great gift the chance to start over fresh a smile tugged at his lips as he laughed softly if Luella were here she'd tell you to be happy Edie jerked in Surprise tears glistening in her eyes there it was that same advice again Maddox tightened his hold on her giving her a significant look be happy he uttered she tipped her head that seems to be a reoccurring theme doesn't it as she looked at the handsome face of the man she loved more than life a feeling of pure and undiluted joy bubbled in her chest maybe it's time we took get to Heart Maddox said his face splitting into a wide grin that showcased his dimples absolutely she proclaimed winking at pops epilog 3 weeks later Addie looked sideways at Maddox where are we going a lopsided grin tugged at his lips you'll see she groaned you know I hate being kept in the dark she lamented give me a hint he pursed his lips tightening his hold on the steering wheel hm let me see a hint okay how about this I think it's time we took our relationship to the next level electricity zinged through her when he reached for her hand bringing it to his lips anticipation licked through her veins was he talking about proposing when they pulled up to the pet store a few minutes later she frowned her hopes of an impending proposal going down the drain you're getting a pet he laughed lightly don't look so enthusiastic she wrinkled her nose Are you seriously considering getting a pet what kind a fish oh okay she scrunched her hair a thought occurring to her who's going to take care of it while you're gone on your jobs he wiggled his eyebrows well I was thinking you could help with that please just because you're handsome doesn't mean you get the world handed to you on a silver platter she grumbled it was fine for Maddox to get a fish if he wanted but why make a big deal about it why tell her he was taking their relationship to the next level she folded her arms over her chest you go ahead I'll just wait for you out here come on squirt go in with me I need you to help me pick out Nemo she rolled her head back hating when Maddox called her that he'd been teasing her about pops's nickname for weeks it was starting to get old he leaned closer his thumb caressing her cheek I'll make it up to you he uttered his gaze lingering on her lips ribbons of Desire swirled through her stomach making her forget her irritation for a moment fine she huffed I'll go in but I'm telling you right now that I refuse to take care of Nemo when you go out of town he laughed shaking his head her phone rang she pulled it out of her purse hello hello is this Addie Spencer a male voice asked yes it is this is Frank Steinway Mr Steinway hello I'm calling about your bracelet yes I just got it back from my nephew in Brooklyn he was able to repair it for you oh thank thank you she didn't want anything further to do with Jordan's mother's jewelry still she'd asked Mr Steinway to do a job and was obligated to pay him for his service it's the darnest thing the clasp wasn't working properly because there was some sort of Chip wedged into it Addie stiffened looking at Maddox what he asked she put Mr Steinway on speaker are you there uh yes what were you saying about a chip being in the clasp of the bracelet Addie asked maddox's eyes widened my nephew discovered it it's so tiny he didn't know what it was at first Addie's pulse increased do you have the chip yes it's here my nephew thought it might be important so he sent it back with the bracelet she put a hand to her chest I'll be there shortly to pick it up thank you Mr Steinway my pleasure he said ending the call her mind raised as she turned to Maddox do you think the chip contains the formula for PCT Maddox shook his head an ironic grin curving his lips when the rest of the jewelry came up clean it seemed highly unlikely that the bracelet would contain anything obviously the odds were better than we thought Addie chuckled he searched her face what do you want to do if it is the formula I don't know maybe get it to someone who can work the bugs out of it Maddox looked thoughtful or sell it to someone like Barrett medical for a pretty penny no way would I sell it she countered giving him a sharp look as far as I'm concerned it would be Blood Money her brows bunched as she glared at Maddox hardly believing he'd suggest such a thing well I don't mean keep the profits you could stipulate that the proceeds go to help patients with Alzheimer's warmth spread through her chest as she smiled she reached for his shirt and pulled him close that's an excellent idea she said her lips taking his in a long slow kiss that sent shivery tingles circling through her a few minutes later he pulled back all right are you ready to go inside the pet store she made a face now but we need to get to the jewelry store she argued all in good time he drawled don't you dare open that door he said as he jogged around and got the door for her my Southern gentlemen she chimed giving him a doting look thank you he nodded of course when they stepped inside the store the teenage girl behind the counter smiled broadly in recognition hello Mr Easton I have your package ready for you Addie gave him a dubious look package the last time she'd heard the word package it had a bad connotation Sutton's men had referred to the kidnapper as the package they were to pick up I'll be right back the girl said Addie looked at Maddox who had a Chesire Cat grin on his face what are you up to light danced in his eyes like sunlight sparkling over Azure water the girl returned a minute later holding a crate wrapped in a large red bow Addie peered inside the crate surprised to see a cream ball of fur her sitting in the middle she laughed in surprise you got me a puppy us a puppy he corrected he took the crate from the girl and placed it on the floor he opened the door and pulled out the puppy cradling it in his arms the sight of Maddox holding such a cute and cuddly puppy caused her heart to melt she rubbed the puppy's head his fur feeling soft against her skin he's a golden retriever yep Maddox said proudly a smile curved at's lips much better than a fish oh I almost forgot the girl said here are your instructions she flashed a large Smile as she handed Addie a small white envelope Addie shook her head instructions for the puppy the girl answered go ahead Maddox prompted open it okay Addie felt like she was missing something she ripped open the envelope and pulled out a card she Drew in a sudden breath tears filling her eyes as she read the words make me the happiest man on Earth marry me she looked at maddox's sparkling eyes wondering how she'd everever managed to get so lucky yes she exclaimed laughing and crying at the same time as she bridged the distance between them pressing her lips lips to his two little words circled through her head simple yet powerful enough to change the course of her life be happy yes her mind responded with exaltation I am this has been the DI hard Warrior Jennifer's Navy SEAL romance book two written by Jennifer Youngblood narrated by autumn magnam copyright 2018 by Jennifer Youngblood production copyright by Jennifer Youngblood All Rights Reserved no part of this book may be reproduced in any form by any electronic or mechanical means including information storage and retrieval systems without the written permission from the author except for the use of brief quotations in a book review visit Jennifer's official website at Jennifer Young blood.com