we already told the um prosecutor that we don't want to hear the voicemail cuz I don't want to hear the last moments of my baby's life and how scared she must have felt that day and how what went through her mind knowing that she was dying and what went through her mind and it's I try not to think about that because it's it's really painful and at the end I don't have a daughter anymore I'm very sorry uh Tammy do you have another child correct I have a 26-year-old son okay and then I have a 9-year-old daughter with Down syndrome and she knows about her sister she she always tells me and Kayla died and I'm like I know baby I'm like she's in heaven she carries her picture around and stuff