The Secret Lives of Mormon Wives s1e8: The Book of Rumors

I didn't even know till I got here can you just as a person and my character can you just think about me please are going to Chip and nails or not even going to Chip and nails but just walking inside the building uh oh what did you say to him I was like it's it's just a performance it's honestly shocking that they're so mad he doesn't want to be carried to me if I do St like this girls trip would be drama free and if there was drama maybe it' be between the girls but somehow the drama is now with the husbands and I was not expecting this I feel like drama just follows us saying it's like something else has to happen like I haven't done anything wrong no we've not even gone in there like I just hate when he starts questioning like I'm a good person You' great I've done nothing wrong no my husband is blowing up my phone and he is just himself I should have known I should have known the difference between the Saints and the Sinners is that for someone like me my boundaries are out with my husband me being a part of this group of girls has already been a lot for him and I really think this just kind of to go home with you and dak's pissed too uh are we shocked yeah I am really yeah why cuz this very I don't know if they understand what this is I think Dakota being with Zach they're kind of the same they protective I think they were looking up things and like showing each other making up this story in their head so Jen are and then you're coming right okay so us three can go chill or something if you want at home we'll meet you guys back there of the misogyny that goes on within the Mormon church and I don't know if that's going to be solved by them not going to chip andales seats right be the Las Vegas [Applause] [Music] [Applause] [Music] me baby the only Ser you're watching tonight is US literally we and Taylor so hard as I love him so much I don't want to disappoint him and I just to be more chill you know Z making me feel like I did do something he's making me feel like I cheated on him or he knows like my heart and my intentions and so it's so upsetting that he he doesn't believe me or trust me I would never do anything our marriage and it makes me sad that he doesn't feel that way you9 [Music] [Applause] [Music] [Applause] my life this is my first time going and honestly jaw on the floor we're having the time of our lives we are letting loose we're having fun and this is what Vegas is all about I [Applause] show is when Lea gets pulled on stage she's single she's the one that deserves it but seeing her get like bent over and danced on just made my night I just want to be with my kids same screw everyone else screw this trip I haven't had enough chocolate donuts today so come take a seat screwing myself over with baby weight I do feel like we have more in our mind now we're on eggshells of like what we can and cannot do what we can say Dakota is not happy about it but I'm like you can just shut up now let's just say I know well the text message that Zach just sent me was I'm dungen not interested in talking I can't do this anymore with you type of person who likes to talk things out for him to respond this way uh honestly scares me it's going on BR bro like just like me and Taylor it sucks cuz it's like you know they all went to like freaking CH he's gambling right now and then he's like pissed to a genen like and you know all I all I can Envision dude is like case scenarios and I'm like envisioning like these male strippers like dancing on Taylor while she's 36 weeks pregnant with my kid like I want to raise my kid with Taylor and I want to like have that family and uh I don't want to lose that and I think that's why it like scares me so bad is cuz I just it's like something I don't want to lose like I don't know I just sometimes I'm like damn I don't even know if I could handle something like that don't keep telling yourself I really do appreciate you answer man like sometimes that's like what I need is I just need to like almost talk a little bit take care buddy [Applause] [Music] [Applause] thank you tri ands was so fun I'm so glad the s girls stayed and got to experience that I'm just sad that not everyone was there so now we're going to go home their husbands wanted them to be locked away in the house tonight but I just want to make sure that they're still able to have a good weekend there are men here I will actually lose my [Music] Shide and ladies only yes [Music] W I got pulled up on stage like he was like straddling over me and then he pulled his pants down and put my that's who I found my husband his profile is bio says God first dancer for chidel cute he's not just a good B and STD but it's fine what's wrong he said he's just done me done with everything he say I'm not going to be married like what he text that yes it's like what have I done in this situation to like lose your trust he has no right to like be saying those things threaten to me someone who carried two of your freaking children and has been nothing but supportive and bending over backwards to try to support him through medical school and everything that put it that's gross it's like he's judging you on something you didn't even do the situation better but no it's okay I really strange valid it is we're not there I'm like why are you that's what I'm saying that's what I told toot I was like I went home there's nothing else to say zip it it's shocking to me that not only Taylor is dealing with this but also if their husbands and boyfriend are still pissed about this it feels like they're stuck in another era I don't know how to say this any nicer but if I jump off the clip how do you do it both of you my gosh aren't you miserable yeah not just in the relationship I'm just de side in general like I don't know but I've create I mean I've created a lot of these issues too like it's not I know aren't you guys yeah and I told them that I was like if you're like miserable and not happy like you got to walk away I just I'm looking at marriage and if these problems already kind of you're on a better Behavior dating than you are in a marriage so I don't want that to get to that level ever with like how Zach tries to control J that will never to confront Dakota about it and shut it down or he's like alone yeah in his thoughts you know do you want to go see him I'll D about it I don't want to see Dakota but I want to sleep alone I mean I'm not apologizing for anything but you did what you're supposed to you came home morning only thing going is just the these little cherries they're so cute baby put that belly away I am extremely pregnant I'm frustrated I'm exhausted and I'm tired Dakota and I haven't talked since last night I am done taking [ __ ] you where did J leave oh you're going to die tell them what happened is her for literally 2 hours oh no just texting texting I'm like why don't you call him he won't he doesn't want to see me he's done Z is the biggest narcissist oh no the things he was saying guys because it literally wor than I could imagine I'm [ __ ] done Jen I'm done with you I'm done with our marriage I'm done you're disgusting Zach was essentially just playing games with Jen and she kept saying can we get on a phone call can we talk can I come I am come right now or or I'm not talking to you he's threatening to take the kids he's threatening to move home to his mom's house it's giving crazy in the morning in Vegas and then I never heard from her again you can't take those words back even if they work through this she's always going to have that in her head this is going to damage her Zach texts Jen and he was like the fact that you would even put yourself in this situation no is that everyone else's husbands are like have a good time I love you I trust you I thought that there would be some sort of response in that vicinity stop bringing up other couples that I would want to be nothing like he's like Jess cheated on her ex-husband which is not true Macy and Jacob are a joke um she walks all over him he's he called respect [ __ ] so literally married to a 50-year-old but he is like trying to come off like he is this Alpha and I'm like no truly I had an idea of how controlling Zach could be but I really had no idea it was this bad Andes and I don't know if it's a matter of trust I don't know if it's a matter of like these men being in the church and maybe seeing the Traditional Values I'm not quite sure but as mom talk we are is not okay and it's not normal she's like what would what would you do what would you and I'm like this isn't the Gen that I see that's fear sucks the life out of her like she's like a ray of sunshine he like dims it e e hi what are you doing at a go-karting place oh fun who you with by myself why are you by yourself Zach just like on I can't like he like text me last night but what' he say oh that you just going back to his room and that was the last I heard of him well Jen Jen went over yeah I felt bad she didn't leave here though till like I think 2:00 a.m. well yeah I think he gambled till like probably 1:30 or two so Zach was gambling till 1:30 a.m. oh [ __ ] wait why was I not supposed to say that or something is bad Jen told me that his family gave him a chunk of money to help them through medical school and kind of ease the burden and even know what's going on Jen was like crying cuz she was like he was making her feel like she did something super wrong like he went in there we met them and stuff and like yeah oh you didn't tell me that well I'm telling you that right now well why didn't you tell me that last night we haven't talked at all so where would I I'm telling you right now so what's the issue the fact you didn't tell me that last night I okay I didn't tell you last night but I'm telling you right now so where's the issue Dakota met these dancers I think when men get upset about this kind of thing it really shows that they have a lot of insecurities and it makes me feel like he's hiding something like there's I got this confession about Dakota I feel like this easily could be true and I feel like we need to get to the bottom of it why' you call me again cool you hang up on him yeah why' he call me I do know for a fact Dakota and I do trigger each othering fights because I won't commit to him I do feel like as time goes on he gets more frustrated which always causes fights it's just it's frustrating and of course I'm worried about her because I feel responsible chip Andale is a supposed to be a fun place and hearing what Dakota and Zack I'm shocked but I'm not Zach is the typical LDS husband who expects Perfection from his wife even if it's hypocritical because he makes mistakes to think she did anything wrong who's here I I just feel like I'm so sick of men rooting our trips I know I just think it's the silliest it's all insecurity that's it's just so silly like why are we acting like little toddlers running around men have caused more drum and this kind weird I wouldn't say that I don't know that you're I think you're a little bit um rosec colored glasses without Whitney here group I think it's not if she wasn't here then I'm just praying she's not she's not part of my group and I will say she's always been impulsive impulsive lately very hot and cold and she's getting angry easy and crying like are you okay I haven't given up on Whitney being part of mom talk I know conversations but I still feel like there's a chance that she could come back apologize for the things that she's done to the group you guys know where Whitney is oh is Whitney not here yet followed all of us no what de I have a gift for you though you oh so dumb but the one thing I will say is that strip has been a bit more peaceful without her there because I don't have to be going back and forth between the friends all her emotions until like a little bit later I'm like wait like calm down like I think angry wise she's never been this angry she's always been this impulsive she's always been don't know if she's capable of true friendship until I can see that there is some reciprocation there and like some actual acknowledge of liking 20 steps back 100% me too we've got three Bs I can help you I just got off the phone with Jordan you're not going to believe what he told me what well you want me to tell you what's going on I mean yeah what everybody went to Vegas yeah but I guess Dakota and Zach also went down because he's an ex addict without having someone there to support him and I guess last night the girls decided to go to like a shelf F and they decided to do chip and day to Jordan the girls got like VIP access so they got to go like backstage and like help oil up the guys Zach and Dakota off Zach blows up on Jen calls her terrible names according to according to joing like a terrible mother with divorce said I want a divorce my stuff's going to be out of the house by tomorrow like you have no values you think he's being serious it's not my marriage just saying I could see where he's coming from because I don't think she's a good friend doesn't always stay in Vegas I made the right choice to not attend that event so far in this mom talk group honestly Macy's really my only friend he's reaching out to me that's totally fine but Macy's definitely my only girl right now I like can't relate with these women I don't want to be around those women be time I'm around you yeah don't feel safe I leave a feeling horrible about myself when I'm trying to get better why would I want to be around people like courage to make the decision you made to you know to say you know what like I need to create this boundy for myself to protect my emotions to protect how I feel to protect my and I feel like I've already done so much for this platform that I can continue to do so much but I don't know if it's if I want to do it with this group of women I mean I'd be lying if I said I didn't have a bit of fomo for sure but also after hearing all this did it go away absolutely never will be again we play Pokéball for 15 minutes yeah [Applause] that was a d she came out of nowhere it's zero even W that point didn't count cuz he weren't serving off and I feel like we need to blow off some steam but Jenna is missing and I'm worried I mean maybe I watch too much True Crime but I feel like you hear that but at this point my mind's in circles I Feel Like Anything could happen especially cuz she's Mia she's not answering her phone there you go did you shade we have to make sure